A/N: I love the reviews I'm getting on this story and on my lost Salvatore story. It makes me glad that people like my story so here is the other chapter. I hope y'all like it.

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok, I miss you. I've never felt this way before. Everything I do reminds me of you, and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor and they smell just like you, I love the things that you do.

I miss you.

Three Weeks Later:

Jaden has been trying his best to be a great father to his baby daughter. He isn't by himself since he has the help of his family but sometimes he does feel by himself. He feels alone in this since Belinda died. He is a single father now and it kills him to know that Belinda isn't here to see her daughter grow up and that Melody will never know how great her mother was.

To deal with the pain Jaden usually hunts as much as he can and pukes everything up before he gets home. He didn't deserve to be happy without Belinda here. He didn't want to eat or do anything expect try to take care of his daughter. No one notices anything different about him but he can tell people are worry about him. Jaden never had to feel this type of pain in his life; he hurts himself because he thinks he deserves it. Jaden is the one that got Belinda pregnant and was the one to tell her to keep their daughter and it's his fault his daughter doesn't have a mother. He killed her.

Jaden was in his room, missing school again. He just put Melody down for a nap and since then he has been in his room, looking at pictures of Belinda and him. It's not fair to his daughter that she doesn't have a mother. He shouldn't even be alive because Melody will probably hate him once she finds out that he basically killed his wife and her mother.

Jaden takes the razor he has next to him. He takes a good look at it. Jaden would never think of harming himself but he knows there is no other way to make the pain go away and he can't kill himself, that's the easy way out. He used to cut himself when he was 12 to deal with all of the crap he had to go through when his father 'died'. He stopped after a year of harming himself and no one found out. Jaden has never told Bella and never did it again but right now he thinks this is the only way to handle this type of pain.

Jaden knows as a vampire he will heal but if he just did it for a minute to feel better than it won't matter to him. Jaden blasts his music and was thankful his daughter had a room downstairs. He puts an old shirt on the ground and rolls his sleeve up. He takes the blade and puts it to his skin and cuts open his skin. Blood starts pouring on the shirt and he bites onto the neck of his shirt. He does it two more times and after he was finished he sees that the cuts don't heal fast like their supposed to. Jaden cleans up his mess and lowers his music.

He pulls his sleeve down and cleans his face up so no one notices he has been crying. Jaden knows all of this that he is doing won't bring her back, she will still be dead.

2pm:

School just ended for his siblings and Jaden was feeding Melody while everyone was coming inside the house. Bella goes over to her brother and her niece. She kisses Melody on top of the head and sits next to them.

"How are you doing today? Any better?"

"Kind of but you know it's not easy to get over all of this. My life has changed and I'm still trying to wrap my head around this."

"Jay never doubt yourself. You're a great father to this baby girl. You have all of us to help you out so never think you're alone. I know this is hard for you but we are all here for you."

"Yeah Bells I know. That's all you guys tell me. Do you want to finish feeding her?"

"Yeah sure, I would love to."

Jaden hands Melody over to Bella. He gets up with his sleeve rising a bit and Bella sees some scars on his arm. Bella knows he wasn't in a fight with another vampire because he would have told her but these look like he did it himself. Bella tries to look away but can't. Is this how much Jaden is hurting, he has to harm himself? Bella asks herself. Bella never thought Jaden was someone who would turn to harming himself to just deal with pain but by the looks of it she was wrong.

Bella was in disbelief over this. She looks down at Melody and keeps feeding her while Jaden walks into the kitchen to wash his hands and make sure another bottle was ready for her when she wakes up during the night. Bella wanted to confront Jaden but she knows he will deny it. She won't say anything to him. She will keep this to herself since she knows their father will be very disappointed in Jaden and that Jaden won't forgive her if she says anything to anyone.

"Is she done with her bottle?"

Bella sees Jaden and nods her head at him. Bella hands Melody back over to him. Jaden puts her down on the ground so she can play with her toys.

"Is something wrong with you Bells?"

Jaden asks as he sits down and puts the TV on.

"No, everything is fine. How about you put a movie on? The others went hunting and dad won't be home until later so we won't have much to do."

Jaden shrugs his shoulders and he flips through the movie channels until he finds something that they both like. Bella tries her best to watch the movie but her mind was on how much pain her brother was in. She hasn't thought of Jaden using self-harm as his coping method. Bella keeps looking at that time and debating weather she should tell Jaden that she knows. She doesn't want him to cause pain to himself anymore. She wanted him to talk to everyone so he can feel better. She didn't want this for him. After an hour after debating she decides to talk to her brother and confront him about it. It was better to do it now than when everyone was home.

"Jay, tell me the truth. How are you dealing with all of this? Don't try to tell me your fine or that you are dealing because I know from seeing that you are not dealing."

Jaden looks over at his sister and sees that she isn't joking around with him. Does she know what I'm doing to myself? Jaden asks in his mind.

"What are you talking about Bells? I' am dealing with all of this. I'm dealing with it in my own way."

"Like how, using self-harm as your coping method?"

Bella didn't want to flat out say it but she couldn't keep it inside herself anymore. Jaden wasn't going to tell her the truth. He was going to play it off like he always does.

"Why are you saying self-harm? I would never harm myself."

"Jaden you're lying to me."

"No I'm not. I don't lie."

"If you're not lying to me, pull up your sleeve."

Jaden looks down at his arm and he shakes his head at her but Bella wasn't going to leave it alone. She grabs his right arm and tries to pull up his sleeve but Jaden wasn't going to let her find out without a fight. Jaden pushes her hand away with so much force she falls backwards on the ground. Jaden was happy that Melody was sleeping right now. Jaden tries to leave the room but Bella pushes Jaden onto the ground. She gets on top of him and holds his other arm down with a lot of force and she was finally able to pull up Jaden's sleeve which relieves the marks he was trying to hide. Jaden didn't want anyone finding out. He was angry that Bella fought him for her to know.

"See your lying to me, Jay. Why Jaden?"

"Because no one knows what I have to feel night and day. No one knows the pain I feel inside of me knowing she isn't here. I look at her picture and I blame myself. I killed her Bella, don't you get it? Your brother is a murderer. I ruined the chance for Mel to have a mother. It is all my fault. All of you try to tell me it's not my fault but even my own family knows it is my fault and sooner or later I will leave. Melody won't have to be raised by me she will never know who I was. Once I'm gone everything will be back to the way it was."

Bella falls back onto the ground and Jaden doesn't get up and sits on the ground. Both ways Bella was going to lose her brother again and Carlisle will lose his son again. Melody won't have her father in her life. Jaden was far gone from everyone. He was deep in grief and even Bella didn't know until now.

"You can't do this Jaden. Melody needs you, dad needs you and I need you. I know you think you killed her but that's not true. If you leave everything will break apart. No one will be the same without you here and Melody will remember you. She loves you Jaden how would she forget you?"

"I can't live anymore with this guilt. Don't try to tell me anymore lies."

"Jaden don't you see I'm not lying to you. Everything I said is the truth. You're not going to go any where's. If I have to tell dad about this and about what you're planning to do I will. You can't leave your daughter without a father. She already has no mother; she doesn't need to lose her father either."

"Don't you dare tell dad. He has been worrying about me enough. This will make him not trust me anymore and I don't need that on my plate also. You should know that Melody will be better off."

"Jaden maybe I should tell him since you are not listening to me. You usually listen to him."

All Jaden saw at this point was red. He pushes his sister onto the ground but Bella wasn't taking any of it. She gets up and punches Jaden in the face. The twin siblings were both mad at each other and Bella was going to fight back since she wanted Jaden to come back to his senses. Jaden was on the ground from the punch and he kicks Bella before she gets a chance to get on top of him and cause more damage. A few minutes into them fighting with each other their father walk in the front door and drop his things when he sees his kids physically fighting each other. He pushes them away from each other and they both stop when they see how mad their father was getting with them.

"Would someone like to explain to me what is going on and why in the world you two were fighting?"

Bella and Jaden didn't know what to say. They stay silent which they both knew wasn't a good idea.

"You both are not going to answer me?"

They just look at each other until Bella says what she needed to say. This wasn't going to end good and Jaden knew that all too well.