BELLA

I smiled at my mate's ass as he walked down the stairs to Peter and Emmett, knowing he'd most likely... "What the hell was that for?" I chuckled as I looked at Esme, knowing without having to listen why Jasper hit him. I walked back into our room and went to my dresser to find a pair of panties since Jasper ripped the pair I had on. I grabbed a pink lace thong, that was new, and slipped it up under my skirt. I wore this skirt for a reason and it worked.

Since becoming a vampire, and watching Charlotte, skirts were easier to use and mates less likely to rip the cloth. I turned to the mirror and sighed, sex hair wasn't appealing. I knew Jasper loved it, he tells me often, but I needed to do something with it. I grabbed my brush and ran it through before grabbing a band to pull up my hair in a bun. I walked out of the room and down he stairs to see my mate looking at me. I smiled and waved as I sat next to Esme, who was keeping Garrett in her vision.

"He seems nice." I whispered as I sat next to her. I knew how overwhelming this could be for her, it was for me.

She smiled and turned to look at me. "Oh, Bella. He was just amazing. I really couldn't believe he'd try the animal diet. I only really did it for Carlisle, but if he wants to, I'll stick to it."

I nodded and leaned my head on her shoulder. "I think he'll do whatever you want him to. I know Jasper does. He's not at all like he was with you guys before. I love him, no matter what, but I like this Jasper better then the one you know. He's relaxed and happy, never saw him smile in Forks." I stated, watching my mate and friends.

"What happened, Bella? After we left. I asked Jasper, but he said it was your story."

I lifted my head and looked at the woman next to me and sighed.

"Edward said some awful things, Esme. He told me he didn't love me, I was a distraction. He left me in the woods and I was stupid to think I could go after him. I got lost and Sam Uley found me, he's from the reservation. Something wasn't right with me, we think now it was the bond affecting me. I was catatonic, didn't really sleep, didn't really eat. I went to school, but hardly remember anything. I repeated my senior year and refused to move.

Charlie tried to send me to Renee. I just had this feeling that I needed to stay, that you would come for me. Jacob Black helped me. I got it in my head to buy some motorcycles and we fixed them up. I was starting to come out of it, just a small bit. I was being the Bella I was before Edward and I was starting to like myself again. I ate, slept, had a job, went to school.

I applied to all the colleges with sun, I didn't want to run into Edward and Jake helped me pick which ones. I moved here, found Peter and Charlotte. I got into a bad accident with my truck, part of the windshield went into my stomach, and Peter found me. I told him not to let me die, I didn't want to leave Jasper, and here I am."

I explained it all without looking at her. I needed to get it all out before seeing her face. If she was anything like Jasper, Em, and Rose, then she'd blame herself. It wasn't her fault and none of us knew I would react that way. If Edward was my mate, he wouldn't have left. We all knew that, of course. I kept my eyes on my mate as he took out another cigarette and lit it up while talking with the guys.

I knew they were going over the situation, but I didn't really see a need. As far as I knew, Alice and the toys thought I was just a human. I wasn't and my shield was very strong. I could spread it over the house thanks to Peter and they'd never get in, never even know I was there. Peter told me I was a bit like Garrett, only he didn't have a shield, he was just a dud.

"I'm sorry, Bella."

I turned back to Esme and smiled. "Don't be. I am totally over it and Charlee helped a lot, Peter too. I think having something close to me that was a part of Jasper helped till he could get here. I'm very grateful to my sire and his mate."

She pulled me to her and hugged me, not saying anything. We didn't need to though, we both knew how much we loved each other. I sighed and pulled from her when I saw the boys get up from the grass and make their way over. Jasper looked kind of upset. Peter was almost as bad, Emmett was worried, and Garrett just wanted Esme, I think. We stood and I felt Rose and Charlotte come out behind us to figure out the plan.

Charlotte wasn't used to not being a part of the planning, having been with Jasper and Peter for so long. Jasper grabbed my hand as they approached and pulled me to him. I let him wrap me in his arms and looked up at him. I raised an eye brow, asking what he needed from me.

"Can you get in touch with the wolves?"

I pulled my head back a bit to look at him, making sure I heard him right. He just smiled and kissed my forehead. "After talking with Em, we think they are setting up a house in Forks and will use Charlie. I need to talk to the alpha."

I sighed, Charlie has been safe this whole time and now I was going to have to go to him, it wasn't fair. "The only way to get in touch with them is to go there. Jasper, my phone shattered in the wreck. I don't have a number for them."

Jasper nodded and pulled me to him, "You can't go, the town thinks your dead and Charlie's already mourned for you. It'll hurt him, Bella."

"Internet."

We turned to look at Rose and she smiled. "Maybe we can find a number on the internet. I know almost everything is on that damn invention."

We turned to look at Charlotte, who nodded and went inside. I looked back up at my mate to see him looking at me and put a hand to his cheek. "They can't get me, I'm not human. You know how good my shield is, they'd never expect it to be more then keeping Edward out."

I could see the worry in his eyes, feeling it a small amount, as he kissed my lips.

"Till yer safe, I worry, darlin'. It comes with havin' such a beautiful and lovin' mate."

I smiled and turned my head, he had such a way with words.

"Got it, Jasper."

I turned in his arms as Charlotte came out with Peter's phone and a number plugged in. "It's for Jacob Black in Forks, but I think Bella should talk to him."

We all looked at Peter, who nodded. "Bella's closer to them then we are, Major. If she talks to him, they'd be more likely to help with Alice."

Jasper nodded and looked down at me. I smiled and took the phone from Charlotte. I grabbed Jasper's hand and led him to our clearing in the middle of the woods. I had a feeling Garrett and Esme used this spot earlier, Rose and Em probably as well, but I didn't care. I sat down and he sat behind me, taking me in his arms and scooting me back to his chest. I pushed the call button and waited for someone to answer.

"Hello." it was female and I stalled.

"Hello...I can hear you."

I blinked and sighed. "Is Jacob Black available? Tell him it's someone from Texas."

I didn't know who this girl was or what they knew and so wasn't going to give a name. We heard her yell for Jacob and then... "Whitlock."

"Hey, Jake."

"One minute. Babe, I'm gonna take this outside."

I waited while he went to where he could talk. "What's up, Bella?"

"How's Charlie?" I needed that out of the way first.

"He's alright, married Sue. They live in your house, why?"

I let out a breath, if he was with Sue still, Seth was with them.

"Listen, we think Alice, Edward, and Carlisle may use the house in Forks. They know I'm alive, but they think I'm human. Emmett and Jasper think they may use Charlie to get me. I need your help, Jake."

Jasper pulled me to him as we waited on my old friend. I could hear him breathing, but didn't know if he'd actually help us. I'm a vampire now, an enemy.

"Bella, Let me talk with the guys. Sam doesn't phase anymore now that Emily's pregnant, they want a real family. If the Cullens are here, we need to set perimeter. Seth and Leah live with Charlie and Sue, so I'll tell them first. Can I reach you at this number?"

I smiled, "Yes, this is Peter's phone, I think. I'll plug your number in so we know who's calling. And Jake..."

"Yeah..."

"Thank you so much for this." I smiled into the phone.

"Sure, Sure...he's my family too, Bells. Talk to you soon, ok."

I nodded, "Ok. Bye Jake."

I pushed the end button and sat the phone next to Jasper's leg.

I smiled as my mate pulled me back into him as his purr started. I wrapped my fingers in his and just laid my head on him, enjoying the quiet. It was good to talk to Jake. Charlie would be safe as he was a part of the tribe now, thanks to Sue Clearwater. Jasper started to lightly kiss below my ear and to his mark, and I felt my purr start up. We sat like that for a bit, him caressing me and showing me he was here, comforting me. I couldn't be any happier.

His kisses started to get a bit more passionate as the purring and emotions heightened. I ran my left hand up behind his neck and twisted my head so I could kiss my mate's mouth, moaning at contact. Our tongues met in the middle and I sighed as they danced together. Jasper moved us to where we were laying in the grass and I was on top of him, my legs straddling him. I held his face in my hands as his hands gripped my hips, pushing them into his. I moaned as our hips found a rhythm of their own and sighed when his fingers found the skin under my tank, and slowly started to lift it.

I sat up straight, pulling it over my head. I watched his eyes darkened as he figured out my bra was built in my shirt. He growled as my hands slowly ran down my body, stopping to caress the mounds I knew he liked so much. I kept my eyes on his as my hands continued their way down my body till they met the bottom of his shirt. I ran my hands under his shirt while his thumbs drew circles on my inner thighs. We kept our eyes on each other as I lifted his shirt higher up his body. He raised his head just enough to get the shirt off and then moved his arms so we could pull them out of the sleeves.

I leaned down and kissed him, loving the sounds he made as my chest collided with his. I kissed my way down his jaw to his neck, licking my mark on the way down. I kissed my way down, making sure to nip is nipples on the way, earning a roll of his hips to mine in the process. I continued my decent till I got to the waistband of his jeans. I looked up at him as I slowly moved the denim down, till it was off his legs completely. I slowly crawled back up to him, keeping my eyes on him the whole time.

When I got to the lovely appendage we both loved so much, I wrapped my tiny hand around it. I watched his eyes roll as I ran my fingers lightly up and down his shaft. When his eyes opened and he looked down at me, I poked my tongue out and liked his tip, making sure to take the precum in my tongue. His head flew back down as I slowly inserted his dick into my warm mouth, earning a hiss from my mate. I slowly pumped him in and out of my mouth, just getting a feel of him. I hadn't don't this and he knew that. I also knew he was trying to be still as not to scare me.

I smiled and hummed around him as I pushed him in as far as I could, having no gag reflex, I was able to get almost all of him in my throat. I felt him pull me up by my hair and grab my hips, impaling me to his member that my mouth just left. I moved my hips, getting into pace with him as I looked down at him. His eyes were completely black as he looked back up at me. He growled as I leaned back and wrapped my hands around his knees, arching my back in the air.

I felt Jasper's arm snake around my lower back and his chest hit mine as we kept pace. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we kept our eyes on each other, never losing pace. I could feel the animal wanting to play within him and smirked. "Come out, Major."

He hadn't released the full Major and Charlotte told me it was because of the situation with Alice, Jasper didn't want to risk it. I watched his whole body change as the monster released itself from the back of Jasper's mind. He flipped us to where I was on my hands and knees and he was thrusting into me from behind.

Jasper had always been very careful with me, but I knew he needed this. We needed to let the monster play, let that animal need come out if he was going to be able to concentrate. I felt him spank my ass, hard and I roared with delight. He pounded into me so hard and fast that if I was human, he'd probably break me. He leaned down on my back and pulled my hair, causing my head to fly back against him.

"Tell me, my mate, why bring me out? You like it rough?" He snarled in my ear and I felt myself getting wetter by the minute.

"Answer me." He growled, stopping all together.

I whimpered, thrusting back into him to get him started again.

"Not till you answer, my mate." he smirked, lightly running his fingers through my folds.

"I wanted to feel all of you, sir. I wanted to satisfy you whole." I stated, baring my mark to him.

He leaned down, keeping his fingers stroking me as he licked his mark.

"You do so much more than that my mate. Now I'm going to pound the fuck out of you till you can't walk."

I whimpered at his words. Jasper had never talked this way to me, we never really talked at all during sex, but this was so damn erotic. He was getting me closer to release by his words mixing with his fingers; I pushed back into him and he went the same way. "You are anxious my mate. You want my dick in yer pussy?"

"Yes, my mate. All of you..." I whimpered as his finger inserted in me.

I hissed as his he inserted another finger. He worked his magic till I just about to lose all control and my body jerked as his hand gripped my hips, plunging into me with his dick, so hard I would have moved feet from him if he wasn't holding me. He pulled my hair and moved my neck to the side, adding another mark to the small bite on my right side that he left not so long ago.

I roared as my release hit me, harder then ever before. He flipped me back around and kept going, throwing my legs over his shoulder. He plunged his tongue in my mouth, making the same motions he did with is dick on my pussy. I could feel myself quickly reaching my point and not being able to turn back. He flipped me on my stomach, flat, and then pushed my legs apart, putting my ass in the air. He kept his fast pace as he put my arms behind my back like I was being cufffed, thrusting in and out with abandon.

He had one hand on my hip to hold me steady and the other keeping my hands behind my back as he finally let himself go, cumming with me as I climaxed a second and third time. He fell beside me and spooned me to him. He wrapped his arm around my waist and I intertwined our fingers, bringing his up to my lips and kissing them. I felt his purr as we laid there, just enjoying being next to the other. I felt his lips as he kissed the back of my head and I turned around to face him.

"Hey..." I whispered.

He smiled. "Hey, back. Did I hurt you?"

I furrowed my brows. "How? You didn't, but I don't understand why you think you could."

He gave me a kiss and pulled back, pushing a stray hair out of my face. "When I let that side control me, he can hurt you. Whether it's meant or not. When I give into it, I lose abandon. I remember everything, Bella. I just don't care if I grip to hard. I could break you, darlin'."

I cupped his cheek and smiled. "That was so damn erotic, Jasper. I loved that you could bring that side out. You didn't hurt me and I'm still in tact. I'm your mate, it's not in you to break me."

He stared at me and I let my love for him caress him as he did his for me. I leaned in and kissed him again, letting my tongue meet his. As we pulled back, Peter's phone started to beep. We sat up and I answered it.

"Jake."

"Hey, Bells. The guys are in, Leah too. Charlie will be safe. Paul and I are running perimeter to the old house to see if we can smell anything. Tell Jasper we'll keep in touch. Will the seer know?"

I looked at Jasper and he took the phone.

"Jacob, it's Jasper. Alice can' see the wolves, yer blinded to her. That was one reason to ask for help. She can' see us either and Bella wanted to make sure Charlie was safe. Bella's my top priority, and Charlie is her father. Thank ya fer helpin' her."

"You're welcome, leech. Just keep my friend safe."

"Ya got it."

He hung up the phone and I sighed. "At least Charlie's safe, that's enough."

He pulled me to him. "We should get back. I have ta tell Peter, Em, and Garrett that we got allies."

I nodded and got up, looking for my skirt. I knew my shirt was fine, I took that off myself. I found it and was grateful it wasn't in pieces. After pulling it up, I found the strip that was my thong. I just shook my head and turned to see Jasper already in his jeans. He took my hand and noticed the new mark next to the first one. "Did that hurt, darlin'?"

I shook my head, "Quite the opposite really, Jasper. That got me off so damn hard, it was great."

He chuckled as he pulled me into his side and led me out of the trees.

And a chapter for today. I'm so thankful you are all liking this. To the guest that keeps reviewing, thanks a lot. I can't sent you a little not so I'm putting it on here. Everyone else, thanks as always. I love the feedback.-Brianna