A/N-I'm apologizing for any errors you may come across. I hafl heartedly read over it because i'm sleepy from wakinf up so early.

DISCLAIMER- I do not own anything related or is BLEACH.


CHAPTER 12

Slowly, I inhaled. Taking in as much air as I could and slowly letting it out as I lay patently waiting in this god forsaken steel cage. I repeated and repeated this process for hours while staring hypnotically at the silvery moon above me, but so far I've felt nothing. Three hours…nothing…five more hours and still nothing. Eleven o-clock quickly turned into one and one into three. I stared intensely at the moon on my back to see if I could stir something...nothing. I set up on my elbows and huffed in frustration. It's been two weeks since I killed Aizen and the old man and since then I've felt absolutely nothing of the beast I was suppose to be. No hunger, rage, or wildness as I did before. This blew my mind. Didn't the books say that if you killed the person who bite you, you're no longer a werewolf or if you killed and Alpha you become the new Alpha. I wasn't sure which would happen so I've prepared for both. No one could explain this half human thing to me. I have no teacher besides the ones at my high school, but not for the reasons I needed. Speaking of school, my grades turned out to be great enough for a scholarship to cover eight years or more for a bachelor's degree in medicine. So I applied for the top medical schools in Japan for the fast approaching fall and reinforced the basement in the Clinic into a prision incase I turned out to still be a wolf. So far the work I put into this room proved to be useless. The only time I felt like I was an Alpha was when all of the other Lobo's howled when I left then scattered to who knows where. Aizen's old pack has been MIA since the whole thing. Well…except for Renji. Everyday in class he's been watching me closely. I wasn't sure what he was looking for though. More than once, I thought about going to see that candy shop owner, but I've kind of had ill feelings towards him and exams have been keeping Rukia and I busy.

Between all that I sent my sister to a private school near our Aunts house in Tokyo. They wouldn't speak to me no matter how much I'd begged them, and every time I would approach them they'd flinched! I sighed heavily and turned away from the moon. My own sisters, afraid of me. I wouldn't put it past them. Even Rukia looked at me warily for a few days until it sunk in that I wasn't going to rip her into pieces. The only time I got to see her now was at school. Her brother, fucking Byakuya Kuchiki, acually grounded her until she was eighteen. He'd recently installed motions sincere, secretary camera, guard dogs that had my scent, what the fuck, and guards twenty four seven on her. All because he thinks I broke her arm. To my dismay, Rukia's eighteenth birthday wasn't for another week. She told me the other day when she tried to sneak out, her brother put her in a straight jacket and duck tapped her mouth to keep her from swearing throughout the night. I had to laugh at that. I couldn't help imagining my midget screaming her lungs out. Regrettably my laughter earned me the pleasure of dropping to the floor clutching my pants in agony. Never am I going to make that mistake again. Everyday I've waited for Rukia to finish getting dress to let me out, so I'm stuck here for another four more hours.

"What am I suppose to do for four more fucking hours in a cage!" I groaned, lying on stiff ass metal was a pain.

(Morning)

I awoke to the sound of pounding footsteps and heavy breathing. Before I could even sit up, get my eyes open and beat the shit out of whoever it was that woke me up, I was pressed to the floor with warm lips attached to mine. My eyes snapped open in surprised, but, I immediately responded to Rukia's kiss. Without releasing her lips, I pulled her up and pinned her against the bars with my hands secured around them, so when they did try to get me off her I could at least resist. Five seconds, I though and moved my lips to her neck. I nicked her with my teeth and at the same time let one of my hands travel up her skirt. Her body shivered beneath me as she moaned and sighed. Two seconds. I went back to her lips and kissed her furiously. I heard the cage door slam open. Rukia's body pressed harder against mine.

"I love you," she rasped as her two guards suddenly tackled me to the foolr.

"SHI-" I grunted, but didn't get to finish as one of the guards meaty fist slammed against my face while the other one tried to hold me still so I couldn't hit his partner. I spat in the bastered's face and smiled cockily. I knew this was coming, though sometimes I'd forget like today. After a few more hits with Rukia flinching every now and then whenever she herd something snap in my face. Her body guards finally got off me while leading her back upstairs and this time the right way to school. When I heard my door shut. I allowed myself to smile and headed for the shower and the first aid kit. When the two of us learned that I couldn't heal at the rate I did before, we had to give time for my face to heal before she could kiss me again.


"I don't understand you at all Ichigo," complained Rukia, "Even with the absence of the…um Ookami's power…you could have beat the crap out of my guards and protected your face. You look like an American football player with band aids stuck to your face."

I glanced over my shoulder at her as we walked to homeroom. "Hey, how did you get dumb and dumber to lay off me so much? Usually they're up my ass for not being at least 100 yards in front or behind you."

She smiled proudly like she did something, "I paid them five hundred thousand yen each to lay off till after graduation rehearrrrrrrrrsals." I had yanked Rukia into the girls' bathroom so she could be comfortable, checked the stalls then locked the door. In seconds I had her on the counter and kissing her. "Iccccmmmm," she said against my lips, but I pressed harder to shut her up. I let my hands linger at the hem of her shirts as if asking for permission after two seconds of no objections I grabbed one of her breast and squeezed with my other hand rubbed up and down her thigh. By accident my finger brushed to close to her underwear, but she didn't try to sop me. While my hands did their job I went back to tasting her skin. I had to choke back a groan from my growing need. Times like this I hated hormones. Ruika gave me the first step and now I wanted to take a mile. When mothers told their daughters that all guys wanted was sex…they weren't lying. Two fucking weeks were too long for me not to touch her. My lips traced her collarbone lightly and I lessen my raid on her lips to tease her. Rukia glared at me, pouting at the same time. Instead of kissing her again I hugged her and nuzzled my face in her neck sighing.

"We got to get to class," I say reluctantly.

"I don't want to," she whinnied. This not seeing each other much is making you a very passionate kisser.

I smiled at her and kissed the top of her head gently. "Wait till you see what I have in stored for you on your eighteenth birthday, I winked then quickly walked out of the bathroom leaving my flustered girlfriend.


Unlike the rest of my class, I flew threw the exam in less than 10 minutes. I'd decided to study three out of those four hours last night. Rukia glared daggers at me as I walked out of the class room to get some shuteye. I did warn her weeks in advance that she should have study, but no she never listens to me. On the roof I found some shade, and fell asleep till Rukia came to wake me.

Rukia's POV

When Ichigo left the class room I let out the earthquake that shook my body from the inside. Every time I looked at him I felt like I was on the brink of an organism, but at the same time he sent as cold freaking blizzard down my spine with fear. He didn't know it, but recently when ever he kissed me his eyes would blaze a bright gold and the whites of his eyes would bleed black. I was surprised that he didn't notice in his reflection in the bathroom. I was sure he would but he did. For a while I couldn't focus on my test. Nothing about this made since about this at all. The books I've read as a child where useless, we had no one to ask, and according to Ichigo he didn't know how to get to Hueco Mundo. I thought long and hard about this. Who could I ask- Without warning I face palmed me in the face for my idiocy-RENJI! I looked around, but didn't see him at his desk. He must have left already. I couldn't believe I didn't think of it sooner. Knowing Ichigo he'd be asleep on the roof, so that gave me sometime to look for Renji. Quickly I scribbled down the answers like everything just turned out to be obvious and raced out of the class.

"Took you long enough," said the all too familiar voice. I skid to a stop and turned to find who I was looking for already waiting. A spark of irritation ignited in me, but then I remembered I need to stay on his good side to get the answers to my question, so instead I took a deep breath and calmly walked over to him when I really wanted to slap the grin off his face.

"What do you want Renji?" I huffed and crossed my arms over my chest and kept a safe distance from my childhood friend. I like that he knew I was searching for him. I didn't want to be around him. Especially not since Ichigo went all psycho on me when he found out I kissed him.

Renji seemed to notice my reluctance for his company and smiled at my discomfort, "C'mon Rukia, I know you want answers."

"I finished my test. I don't need to cheat to pass," I declared.

He took a step towards me and I took one back. Annoyance was all over his face, but I ignored it. "You know that's not what I mean. Don't you want to know what's wrong with Ichigo?"

Inwardly my heart jumped at the word, 'what's wrong with Ichigo,' but my brain was telling me different. Ichigo's been perfectly fine. I've witnessed it every time I've seen him at school. I know that doesn't mean he's not having issues when I'm not with him; he would have told me or I would have found out. "There's nothing wrong with him."

"How can you be so sure," he questioned me. A smile playing on his face.

"I-" I frowned not sure if I could really count on my answer. How could I be sure? Brother has me so tightly lockdown that I can barely move an inch. What if there where things that Ichigo aren't telling me… "He told me," was all I said.

"Finally you're starting to listen, but my answers don't come cheap?"

I looked around. More and more students were starting to fill the hall and I didn't like the looked some of the students were giving me and Renji.

"This is a bad idea…I shouldn't have said a word to you." I muttered as I turned and headed for our usual meeting spot.

ICHIGO'S POV

I woke up…or at least I thought I did. When I opened my eye it was night time and above me was an outrageously oversized moon. I tried to sit up, however my body felt as heavy as cinderblocks. The back of my head throbbed dully even though I was positive I wasn't bleeding. With a lot of effort, I rolled my head to the side to figure out where the hell I was only to find the Old Man and Aizen staring at me with hard eye. I groaned loudly and glowered at them hatefully. I knew it was too good to be true. Nothing ever turns out to be what they seem to.

Maniacal laughter reached my ears and slowly I turned my head back to Isshin, Aizen and now a demented version of me. I swallowed the bile that threatens to rise in my throat. "What's the matter Ichigo, you don't look to happy to see us."

This time I was making a visible effort of trying to get free of my invisible bindings; yet, for whatever fucking reason I couldn't! I let out a yell in frustration, "I don't want it!"

I yelled thoughtlessly. Aizen and Isshin suddenly kneeled beside me, and not once did their eyes leave me. With each second I noticed that their features where becoming more wild, but they stayed in their human forms.

"What you want is not the same thing that I want," he growls. Without warning pain ripped across my chest quickly followed searing heat. Soundlessly I gasped. Above me a clawed hand dripped crimson. Painting the moon with my blood "I'll drag you to the root of your fears. When I'm done with you, he licked his lips sadistically; I'LL HAVE YOU ON THE BRINK OF INSANITY.

I clawed at the ground in hopes of grabbing something that could ease the pain if only slightly, but there was none. My soundless screams only seemed to make it worsen the pain. Isshin and Aizen mauled at me with their teeth and nails. I watched while they chewed at me hungrily. I chocked blood but did not die, bleed to death but did not die, before I was finally allowed to black out. I gazed in horror as I watched myself rip out my heart and devour it as it was a piece of steak.


I woke up yelling at the top of my lungs. One hand clenched over my fast beating heart while the other entangled itself in my hair; threatening to pull it out. My body convulsed on it's self when another wave of agony rocked threw me. I couldn't breath, my chest was tight and it felt like my skull was going to explode.

"ICHIGO!"

My eyes automatically found who called my name and I growled savagely at her at her; daring that she takes another step towards me. "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME YOU BITCH!" Rukia's slid to a halted and fell back startled scrambling as quickly as she could away from me. "I CAN SMELL HIM ON YOU," I moaned before I screamed. Her tear stained face showing absolute fear. I had no time to be bother by this because I had to cry out again. I ripped at my shirt and let out a sting of foul words; every now in then whimpering like as child before screaming again. It was like all the sound I could let out before decided to torment me in reality. After almost five minutes of this my pained faded and my screams turned into whimpers until I was to horse to say anything else. I watched Rukia sobbed in one of the corners of the roof. He nose was red and she sniffed like a four year old. I wanted to apologized, but the only words that came out before the blackness was,"You can not resist me."

I wasn't sure if it was the Alphas that I'd become telling me or If I was telling that to my crying mate.


A/N- SOOOOOOO what cha think? This is the only chapter I'll be able to post unless you guys don't mind a shorter chapter before I have to visit family. Let me no ASAP and i'll post it later tonight. Don't forget to REVIEW or i'm not posting it.

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ANGELHINATA16