I gave you guys a break I didn't have a AN in the last chapter but this has one!!!! Of course it has one you reading it…I hope.
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Jean's Point of View (AN before morning session with Ben)
He's right we shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have done that. But something in the back of my head was telling me it was so right, like, like…a soul mate. I could have sworn that our minds touched and I think he felt it too. It was really my first big kiss too; most kiss I have ever gotten from a guy was a peck on the cheek. Maybe we should stop going to the lake alone, maybe I should give Drew a try, but there are so may 'maybes'. Drew's nice, cute, sweet, and we can be together and not be judged.
I sighed, time to go out an face the day.(AN the only thing I can think of while I'm writing this is the song "Me Vs. The World" by Halo Friendlies )
I jogged down to the lake. Of coarse he was there but we didn't do our normal greetings.
"We can talk while we stretch" he said
I began my stretches "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that to you, I took advantage of you" he let out with a sigh
"You didn't take advantage of me and you know it and I know it so don't say that"
"Well it was still wrong, I'm your mentor and your elder" he said, I didn't answer because I knew he was right. When we were sparing I was trying my hardest to land a hit, but Ben hasn't taught me everything he knew we've only been working for about two weeks. But I finally made a hit and he felt it to, I gave a grin. When we had about fifteen minutes left of time he called brake.
"I need to talk to you about something" he said
"Hm, about vas?"(AN vas means what)
"Well the other week" he paused "a little witchling gave me a note; supposedly some man gave it to her. Anyways it said that you hade something that they wanted, and that they would do every thing in their will to get it, take away loved ones, you would die in the end and never see the goddess. Dose any of this make sense"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier!?" that's what he was hiding from me
"I gave the note to Head Mistress; she said it's probably just a prank"
"Oh goddess" I let out quietly"you know that the goddess is like god to witches right?"
"Yes"
"Well I'm like a sin to them so when I die supposedly I wont go to the goddess that's why I don't say 'oh goddess' when surprises I say 'oh god'. As for the 'thing' I have I don't know, but who every this is, if they don't have the blood of the person they want to hurt or 'take away' they can't really do anything."
"Shit, well that's the problem, after the witchling gave me the note and I read it I went to take her hand and she cut me" he showed me his hand and there was a mark where a scab was "also I had a dream, that the same witchling had control over my body she could make me do anything, she grasped my hand and stabbed a knife through my hand then said 'your blood we be of use to me' I don't know if it was my imagination running wild or what"
"I hope it was just your imagination. It was probably a prank." I really hope so.
"Oh and here's some good news, head mistress said yes to us going to New York"
"Really that's great, who's going and when?"
"Well it's going to be just us because it's a very costly trip. The plane is booked for two days from now"
"Oh my god! That's so soon and what about us and well…"
"I don't really know I'll probably have a different room than you."
"Yeah probably. What about my friends, Ivan and Drew, can I tell them?"
"Well I don't see why not, but I don't think the whole school should know"
"okay see you later" I said then left
"Hey guys!" I yelled to Ivan and Drew
"Hey" they said in Unisom
"Guess what!!!!!" I said very excitedly
"Do I want to?" Ivan said
"You want to peck a kiss on my cheek?" Drew said
"We're going to New York!"
"What!" Ivan nearly shouted
"'We' as in…" drew said suspiciously
"Well, Guardian Becker and i" I said looking at the ground
"For what anyway?" Ivan asked
"Well there's this moroi woman that practices defensive magic and she maybe able to help me with my magic. But she couldn't make it all the way to Germany but she could make it to New York. I really hope I can go see a Bat ball game and eat a dog with corn on it and dip it in katsoup"(AN katsoup is another name for ketchup)
"Um, Jean don't you mean Baseball?" Drew asked
"No, I said Bat ball"
"What ever, so you and the Indian hunk are going to be in the same hotel room for who knows how long" drew said with a little attitude
"God Drew, a little over protective. And why in the world would I have sex with a man older than me that's also my mentor? Plus we'll probably have separate rooms"
"What ever" he said a little hurt
"I hope I don't get bored, I wont have my sis to bother" Ivan said lovingly
"Oh Ivan I'll miss you, I hope I'm not gone more than a week"
"I'll be right back" Ivan said.
"What's the matter Drew" I asked
"You don't see it do you?"
"Vas!?!?"
"You know 'vas' I'm talking about. I care about you very much"
"I know that"
"Well, why don't you show it back?"
I was sitting next to him straddling the bench. Maybe this is what I need, I'm not meant to be with Benjamin, it's just not right. I leaned forward and kiss him, he kissed me back. Times like these I'm glade I sit in the corner almost hidden from sight
"I do Drew, I do" then I heard foot steps I turned to look, it was Ben. He snatched my arm and led me out to the hall.
"What was that?" he whisper yelled
"You said 'we' can't be together. There are other men in my life that care for me, that aren't possessive of me but don't want me"
"I want you, do you know how much?" He sounded short of breath, we started kissing my back was against the wall, my hands were on his back and his were around my torso. Okay he was a much better kisser than Drew. Then as fast as he started he stopped "That's how much I want you, I've never wanted a woman as much as I want you"
"Why dose the law have to be so cruel, keeping lover apart because of a couple of measly years" I whispered
"I don't know, but I do know that we can't be found like this"
"Right, I'll act mad. But I was truly going to give it a try with Drew, he really cares for me"
"I know" he paused "You need to start to class or you'll be late, here I'll walk you"
He started to walk, I paused for a moment taking in the view, it was a very nice one, and then I started walking too.
When we reached class I put on a pissy look on my face. Ben had a frustrated look on his face; he walked up to the teacher and said something in his ear. I watched him as he walked out in the corner of my eye. Going down the row I saw Pat's ass kissing friend Robby making kissy lips at me so walking past him I shoved him out of his seat, I'm glade he's a moroi, such a light weight. I made sure I swung my hips as I walked too that drives the boys over the edge.
OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was chapter 12 tell me how you liked it!!!!!!! Also I redid the drawing of Benjamin and the link will be on my profile!!!!!!!!!!! I also finished a pencil drawing of Ivan, he looks like such a bad ass, a link will be up for him also.
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- Poppy
