A/N: Here it is! New Chapter. I didn't take that long to update, did I? You all know my reason. Sadly, this story is going to end VERY soon. So I'm going to start posting ONE chapter a week to leave you guys in suspense. There's about 3 chapters left. It's only until Chapter 15. Shoutout to Kamikaze-ninja and big thanks to her. :) This one is quite short, not much going on here.

Disclaimer: I don't own MBAV.


Chapter 12 "I will be strong"

[Ethan's POV]
3 days was all that's left before the lunar eclipse. Days were pretty fast, my death was coming closer and closer. I couldn't shake the feeling how much it will hurt. I shook my head. I always pictured my death fast and not painful. I felt a hand on my shoulder, "You okay bro?" I turned around, Benny. I nodded. Sarah came in a flash. "You like doing that now do you?" I said raising an eyebrow. Sarah nodded, "It's useful. I don't have to walk." she winked.
Benny rolled his eyes. "So I got the preparations done for the equipment. The xaviers, Pencil stakes, Holy water guns..lalala. All the things we used last time we faught vamps." I said, they nodded. "I'm working with Grandma,
searching for a spell that can kill Jesse once and for all. I'll inform you guys about it soon." I nodded. I turned to Sarah "Ready?" She grinned at me, "Fangs and strength ready!" I rolled my eyes, I heard Benny laugh.
We walked to the cafeteria. Me and Sarah holding hands, Erica came, Benny wrapped his arm around her waist and Rory just walking alone. We entered the cafeteria and sat down at the table.

"Are you ready?" I heard Sarah ask. I stared blankly at her. I was unsure of the answer for that I ready to die? I don't know. I looked down at the table. "So, what do you think they will have? You know what kind of weapons.." I heard Benny change the topic, I lifted my head up. I told him "Well, I have this theory.. that.. Jesse and his people will have this special kind of weapon that hold poison in or on it.. That can kill a vampire and obviously you can kill a human with anything. The poison affects vampires much more that humans. I mean the poison spreads faster than when you stab the weapon into the human. It will effect us slowly." "Where did you get the theory from?" Rory asked. "A nightmare." I said. "Then how can that prove the theory can be real? It's just a nightmare.. They don't come true." Erica said. I shook my head, "It's not a normal nightmare. When Seers have nightmares,they are usually clues or a warning." "Ahhhh..." Benny said.

"So how slowly does it effect us humans?" he asked. I shrugged, "Don't know.. I guess slowly as possible. Until your heart stops beating then your done." Erica asked "How bout' for vampires?" I told her "Well, I think the poison will spread much much faster and that you only have 2 or 3 minutes to say your last words and die.. I think it's because since you guys are already dead.."I heard Rory gulp. Erica and Sarah just bit her lip. I looked down. "Why do you have to die? I could be the one.. since I'm already dead.." I heard Sarah say. "No..Sarah your very important to me.." I shook my head. "What do you mean?" Erica asked. Benny answered "E got the vision from Sarah. When Seers see themselves in the vision, they have the power to making it happen or not." "Then why make it happen when you can..." Erica stopped. "There's one consequence..If you don't want it to happen, then the person who you got the vision from will be the one to die instead." Benny gulped at the last word then continued, "It depends on Ethan now.. It's his decision." I looked up. All their faces were filled with worry, sadness and disbelief. Sarah looked down and closed her eyes. I cleared my throat, "I already made my decision..."

Benny, Rory and Erica stared at me. "I'm going to die.. I'm not going to be selfish. I love Sarah.. I know leaving her is wrong but letting her die is much worse.." Silence filled our table. The noise in the cafeteria seems to be fading in my mind. "My decision is final.." I added. All sat frozen on their seats, no movements, no nothing. I'm important to many people. I'm a friend. It's hard to accept the fact that I will die but I think its for a good cause. Since it couldn't be Sarah..She was way too important. I didn't want my death screaming in agony because of the pain, I want it to be peaceful. Although I don't really know.

I felt like skipping classes. Everything is so complicated. Right now all I wanted was to lie down and rest. My head's about the pop thinking of all this stuff. No one talked, not even Rory. Who usually makes everyone happy and annoyed. He was staring blankly, sadness filled his eyes. Rory was my friend before he was human and even now.
Sure he is annoying but he always is happy. Everyday I see him hyperly active. Even when we're fighting mythical creatures, he still fools around. He does everything in order to make himself and others feel happy.
Benny was ofcourse very depressed. He's my bestfriend, he was with me till the start. Erica seemed oddly sad, I wonder why. Sarah.. Well she's looking down, eyes still closed.

[Rory's POV]
I couldn't think. My hyperness somehow dissapeared, all I have now was sadness. Ethan was my friend since third grade. When I figured that we had similarities, even Benny. We all got really close. I seem annoying to them but I have no problem with that. I do those crazy stuff to keep them entertained and happy. Ethan was going to die soon... I.. I looked at him, he was looking down. I don't know what to do. I need to be strong, Ethan won't like it when I'm sad.

[Benny's POV]
Why..Why my bro? I can't believe he's going to die.. Why does this happen to us?! I covered my face with my hands. I felt Erica's hand rub my back. I sighed. I felt crying but no tears are coming out. What will I do without him? I need to stay strong. I know when Ethan's gone, he's still with me. Watching me, he will still be my best bro.

[Erica's POV]
I saw Benny cover his face, I rubbed his back. It's unbelievable that Ethan is going to die. Sure we weren't close but he seems like a kind and passionate guy. He is generous, caring, cute and all the other stuff. The time when we're finally getting to know each other, he's going to leave. Sarah's friend is my friend. Is he ready? We all need to stay strong right now, for Ethan's sake.

[Sarah's POV]
I was about to burst into tears but I fought the tears back. Why can't I die instead? I'm already dead. I put my hands on my face, eyes still closed. Lunch was oddly long. No one was talking in our table, silence invaded us.
I wanted to see their expressions. I took off my hands. Sadness filled their eyes. Everyone looks like they were in a burial.. of Ethan. I tightened my eyes, bit my lip and clenched my fist. I felt Ethan hand wrap around my fist. I unclenched it and held his hand back. My eyes were still closed, I didn't want to look at anyone. What if Ethan and Benny never met me? They never knew I was a vampire and they were always safe. But I can't back to the past. I don't regret anything that happened. Except when Jesse and were together. I'm glad I met Ethan and Benny. Benny is really funny although I don't like it when he hits on me. He's a cluts but you gotta love his entusiasm about things. Ethan is a shy guy. When I met him he always blushes and gave me this lopsided smile thing. Then Erica told me he likes me. It took me long to figure out I like him too. Now that we're together, I'm really happy. He likes me for who I am not what I am. He maybe a geek but he's my geek. It really sucks we only spent less time with each other and he's gonna die. I hate it. But I need to be strong. I know Ethan doesn't like it when I'm sad. I love him and I will promise I will be strong.


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