i know i said i wouldn't update until next week. and this wasnt supposed to be my next chapter, but i literally dreamed it up. its short!
"Could I really be falling for him", she said out loud, "could I even love him? I mean is this really possible?" She threw her hands in the air in disbelief, setting down. "How can I really being falling for the loveable loser? Its so something Georgie would do, something she did, but me, really, I fell for you, and Lucky, and Coop, hell I even slept with Logan! Why am I falling for Spinelli!" She let out an aggravated breath.
Lately if she was having any sort of life trouble she would lean on him, but she wasn't ready for him to know how she felt, she wasn't even sure if she was really feeling it. Georgie knew who he really was, she would understand, but she couldn't go to Georgie with this, she needed to talk this one out with Jesse; he was the last man she had whole heartedly loved, the last guy that really understood and saw the real her. Coop was only beginning to know, he was only beginning to see the real her; and only beginning to get past what she had done to him. Jesse was the only person she could turn to.
"There is absolutely no reason for me to fall for him, have you seen him, have you ever heard him talk." A smile was on her face just thinking about him. "Why me," she asked.
She told him about Damien Spinelli, The Jackal, assassin of the internet, newly full fledged private investigator. She told him how when she first met him he was a stoner mixed up with Lorenzo Alcazar. How Jason Morgan and Lulu tracked the hacker down to clear Sam's name. How Jason took him under his wing, made him just to no, to drugs that is, and gave him a place to live. How he had pined away for Lulu and was her lapdog for so long. How could she be falling for the same guy that was so hung up on LuLu? She told him how Georgie fell for him and he didn't even realize it. How when everyone said Cooper was the Text Message Killer, she forced him into helping her prove his innocence. How they connected while trapped in the sewer. How he was beginning to see the real her, how she moved from the Bad Blonde One in his eyes to the Wounded Blonde One. How he was always there when she needed him; for help with work or when she just needed someone to talk to. How she was really having a good time being his partner in crime and note taker, even if she did write like a girl.
"Jesse? How did this crazy, computer hacking, stoner, lapdog, go from being a weird guy, to being my best friend? How could he possibly be the guy that I want to give my borrowed heart to?" She started to cry, she had just realized, now, when she said it aloud, that he really was her best friend. Yeah she had Sam and Robin, but Spinelli was always there, and that's why she was falling for him.
"Thanks, Jesse," she said getting up to leave. "You were always a good listener, someone I could talk things out with, someone who was on my side when I needed it; and was there to straighten me out when I needed it." Then she thought about Spinelli again, the guy she wanted to make hers, he was like that too, always there, when she needed someone to fall back on. She blew him a kiss and said goodbye.
still wondering about the movie they should see. if you want a say let me know. i'll give it a week! please reveiw!
