Okay quick explanation on what has been going down before I start this chap, I had some bad Chinese food and was pretty darn sick for a while. So i am Sorry for not updating. I am trying to keep a good record and make sure my stories don't get more than 2 weeks old, And with that my new years resolution is to update my stories more :). So Enjoy this chap!

Paul Pov.

Why, why, why did he have to say that! Or more like mouth it...But Still throwing it out there in the first place like that, I sigh to myself just thinking about it. This was going to make everything ten times more complicated!

I look over at Steven who is walking a couple of paces ahead of me staring straight ahead. I swallow nervously and study him for a moment, i really like him too..I really like Barry too..Hell I love them both! I mean I just met Steven and Barry and me had been together for a year so he time doesn't really matter but..ugh!

This is so frustrating. I shiver as the wind blows causing me to shiver and rub my arms for warmth, I finally take a good look around notice it has gotten pretty dark. as if on instinct i run over to Steven and wrap my arms around his waist.

"Steven," I say quietly shaking, "I'm cold." His seemingly straight face softens as he wraps his arm around my waist pulling me into a warm embrace. I smile and sigh in content and breath deeply into his chest.

"I really care about you, you know that right Paul?" I nod into his chest and start to silently cry tears of joy, frustration, and confusion. I am happy to have these 2 care about me, but I am so frustrated for having to pick, and most of all I have not clue what to do.

Steven slowly massages my back and plants kisses in my air making me smile. "I really care about you too." I say into his chest. I can feel him smile and bring my face up to meet his as he kisses me.

I don't hold back or even hesitate, hey to make a choice you have to sample it as much as possible. I'm not trying to play either of them but ugh! Forget it! I am going to let my mind go blank, I am going to just let everything go with the flow.

I finally clear my head and kiss Steven deeply, letting my tongue slip into is mouth as he gently pushes me up against a tree, making me gasp. I moan softly as he rubs his warm hands along the sides of my cool body causing me to fill with a tingling sensation.

"I-I love this.." I say quietly into his ear while he trails kisses up and down my neck. I groan as he begins to message my chest and lightly pinch my nipple, "Mm Steven!" i can feel him smile as he catches me in another deep kiss. I moan softly into his mouth as he slides my pants off and starts working on my underwear.

I pull him closer as our tongues wrestle in the steamy kiss . I can feel how excited he is against my leg, which causes me to shudder. "I need you so much.." he whispers huskily into my ear sending shivers down my spine. He starts nibbling on my neck while i manage to take his shirt of and move to his pants.

He moves back for a moment to catch his breath and looks me over and then up at me, he leans in and rest our foreheads together. "Paul.." he says softly, "I just want you to know...I really care" i look at him dead in the eye as my eyes are filled with tears of joy again. "Take me please..." he smiles and kisses me again now removing our last articles of clothing and moving us over so we are not on the soft grass behind the brush were no one can see us.

He traps me in a passionate kiss and I suck in his tongue softly as he slips one finger in making me gasp and tense up as he uses his other hand to massage my shoulder softly making me relax while he slips another finger in slowly prepping me.

I start to whimper in pleasure as he slips in a 3rd finger, "Steven please! i need you now I cry out." He finally gives me what i want and I groan and shed a small tear from the pain. Steven notices and wipes the tear from my face.

"Tell me to stop if it hurts too much okay?" he says comfortingly. I smile and nod, closing my eyes and waiting for him to go on. He finally pushes in and out developing a steady rhythm allowing his natural fluids to make everything easier He starts to pick up the pace groaning as he locks me into a deep kiss wrestling our tongues together while he thrusts in and out of me.

He moves out and in again at such in angle that it hits it, yes that perfect spot that makes me scream out in pleasure as he roughly strokes me. "Do that again!' He nods out of breath and moaning in pleasure.

"Faster..faster!" I gasp out needing more of him than I can get. he picks up his pace more than before and hitting that spot again making stars fly again and again. i buck my hips against him urgently as we finally reach our pick and cum hard.

He makes his last few thrusts as we both ride out our crashing beside me panting and out of breath, still in a daze from his orgasm "That was amazing..." I say barely able to mutter that out. He nods and kisses me. "I love you.." he say before drifting off to sleep.

This has gotten out of control...


ME: Not as long as I wanted it to be Buuttttt I wanted to put this up since it leads up to the next big event!

Vicky: look who I brought!

Cyrus: Where's Paul?

Me: Awwww shit...R&R