This one will be pretty short I'm afraid. But cheer up I will write more tomorrow (I don't know when's tomorrow in your Country but yeah):D

I was so angry with myself. I wanted to find her. But she was.. right. Everything was lost and I had to face it. To get a life. I lost all my friend, everything that I once cared about. I even became a better student, because I had nothing else to do.

I stayed in bed all day, my parents kinda got used to me, and they stopped trying to make me normal. I think they were at the movies. I listened to music, but every song had a memory, so I just turned it off. I couldn't wait to fall asleep, that was the only time I could forget about my horrible life. I didn't even know which day it was. Thursday? Friday? I hope It's Friday so I can sleep as long as possible. I checked it on my phone. Yeah. Great. Friday.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up I had no idea what time it was. Was it the same day from when I fell asleep? I entered living room and It was all full of light it was one of the sunniest day I've ever seen in this mountain town. I never even realized that the winter is over. I turned up the TV and it was Spongebob. I secretly loved that show but I would never confess to anyone. My dad would make fun of me if he see me watching but apparently he wasn't home because if he was, he would already watch TV.

So I just left the TV on and I went to find something to drink. I looked outside the window and It started raining. April. The rain was louder and louder and I enjoyed the sound. Though I didn't like water really much, rain always made everything seem mysterious ,dark. I know… stupid.

Suddenly, somebody knocked on the doors. Probably mom or dad? I wanted to go open them, but then I realized I'm only wearing boxers and some white shirt. So I went to find some jeans. When I looked as normal as I could I opened the door and there was the last person I would expect.