A/N: Hello loves! Been awhile. We are clear that this is M-rated right? Okay, just making sure ;O
Disclaimer: Inuyasha doesn't belong to me (sadly) nor do his characters. I just own my fanfiction.
P.S: PLEASE ignore any mistakes I really wanted to upload this chapter before I went to bed but I will edit tomorrow for sure!
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~Ren
Chapter 12: Just This Once...
"RIN!" EXCLAIMED A MAN IN glee with purple hair pulled back into a ponytail. He had the appearance of a handsome man, none would be able to tell he was a butterfly demon. He liked to live a ways away from villages in a field of flowers. "So nice of you to come by" his face and smile was a lit with happiness.
"Hiroshi" Greeted Rin with a smile that rivaled his, "Good to see you again" she gestured to the very annoyed dog demon behind her. "This is-"
"Sesshomaru-sama!" He bowed deeply in respect. "It is an honor to have you in my home. I am sorry to say that I will be traveling to the eastern lands tonight for a butterfly ceremony and won't be back until two days time, so you two will be by yourselves accompanied by my servants" Sesshomaru seemed to like that a little more and the tension in his body eased..slightly. Rin knew what Hiroshi meant by 'butterfly ceremony' this was the time of year butterflies mated.
Hiroshi requested a servant to show them to their room. Rin had spoke up about sharing a room to Sesshomaru and asked it's okay if he wanted his own but he was adamant on not leaving her here unprotected in a place he didn't know and Rin knew she couldn't argue with him. The servant was quite curious and surprised at seeing a human and demon spending the night together but quickly showed them to their room where she asked if they wanted food. Sesshomaru declined of course, but Rin happily said yes. She was starving and loved their food.
In the middle of the room was a large comfortable futon Rin knew she'd be sleeping in herself. Her lord would most likely be on alert all night, sitting in a corner watching over her for any dangers. She knew that was the real reason he hasn't dragged her into any cave yet.
Taking a risk, she began to undo her yukata. Sesshomaru's eyes watched outside as it came pouring down hard followed by thunder and lightening. Usually for her the noise was unsettling, but today it created comfort for whoever was in the palace would not be able to hear what goes on in this room. She was about to do something dangerous, unnerving even.
Sesshomaru glanced at Rin before he did a double take and narrowed his eyes. Rin was undoing her bow and in result her yukata had just began to fall off her shoulders and off her breasts when her arms held it there slightly, just hiding her nips.
"Rin" called his strained voice, Rin took note of that, she turned to him as a sign that she was listening. "What are you doing?" There was a dangerous edge to his voice that should have frightened her but instead thrilled her. "Undressing for a bath milord...would you care to join me?" She asks, feigning innocence. The thought. She wasn't seducing him per se...more like provoking. She could never imagine himself seducing a man.
His eyes hardened and his jaw clenched. "We both are aware that that is not acceptable. It's idiotic to ask such things"
That stung, but it didn't keep Rin from pushing it out of him "Why so? You had no qualms of exploring my body on the night of my birthday" He stiffened and Rin turned, "What does it matter anyway? Surely you'll never think of in a such a way, you've already seen me bare beforehand and I am comfortable around so isn't it alright?" She stepped in the room the bath was in that was adjacent to their room and let go of her on the yukata. She had expected it to fall on the floor but it stayed on her waist being held up by Sesshomaru.
"Rin..if you must undress, do it in a likely manner as to where I cannot see. It matters not how at ease you are around me, have self respect for yourself" He growled.
All those reasons and he didn't bring up the woman he was soon to wed. Giving up the façade because she hated beating around the bush she asked, "It's true...isn't it?"
"What is?" he was clearly trying to keep himself in check.
"About how when demon dogs consider someone as mates, emotions are involved" she said quietly, her eyes searching his for any bit of the truth. He didn't say anything for a long time and she took that moment to step away from the yukata he was holding and into the hot water that came up to partially cover her breasts. She turned to look at him, he was staring.
She smiled a bit, "Seems I've got my answer." She hesitated and her voice wavered "You know how I feel...you feel it too...why must we fight it?"
"Duty is more important than affairs" he stepped to near the edge of the bath, staring her down. He didn't deny that he felt something for her.
She stood up and walked to the edge, not caring about her nakedness. Sesshomaru went stiff again, his eyes clouded and studied her body hungrily. "How is duty more important than happiness? Kami help me, if I actually listened to what people tell me I wouldn't be as happy as I am today...with you. The man I've loved for years but chooses duty than to find happiness with me. If not for forever..." it hurt her to say "Then at least let us have today" Again, she hated how wistful she sounded. She wanted him..both emotionally and physically and now that she expressed her feelings outright she wanted to express them physically, just so she can show how much she loved him in the most rawest way. Plus, she couldn't imagine her first time experiencing intimacy than with him.
She was expecting him to reject her again with cold words but instead he began to undress slowly. Rin's heart stopped, along with her breathing and a rush of heat flushed through her body and straight to her core. As his eyes stayed squarely on her face her eyes roamed his body. His sculptured chest, his long white hair, his piercing yellow eyes, the way his body seemed to glow, the bulge in the fabric that was restricting his manhood, the way that fabric was sliding off his hips and- Oh! Rin's face turned beet red and she turned away. Her heart beat wildly against her chest and although she didn't see his little him her nether regions ached for it.
Sesshomaru on the other hand, now bare, found the turn of events amusing. She had been so bold, in a way that undid him and now she was shy. Then again he had to remember that her purity still remained and was intact so she was new to all of this. Kaede had once informed him when he asked if she had found any suitors was that she wouldn't even let a man look her way. It was that fact that no other man but him as seen her like this, nude and raw in her purest form, that set his heart ablaze and made his manhood twitch in the humid room with want for her. 'Matee' He growled in his mind. He couldn't resist the dog demon in him any longer and his conscious turned to instinct; He needed her, to be one with her, to claim her otherwise it would drive him more mad than it already had been.
Rin felt Sesshomaru step into the water, she could feel him behind her and you'd expect her to feel nervous -which she was a little bit- but she was more relaxed than anything. She felt as if she was being drawn to him. For Sesshomaru, despite wanting to take her right there and then, as she was his mate it was his duty to make sure she was as comfortable as possible before preceding with mating. He put a strong hand but gentle hand on her arm and tugged her a bit so she could turn around. She did and her doe brown eyes locked with his, hers was wide and filled with affection, his wasn't as cold as it usually was it was soft and made her feel warm inside and out. Their eyes never left each other, not even when Sesshomaru reached back to grab the butterfly shaped sponge. Wetting it with the water it was already filled with soap and tentatively, almost like a caress, he brushed it over her body starting at her shoulder over her breasts getting a gasp from her in response as she broke eye contact to close her eyes. When she opened them again they were darker mixed with lust and compassion and he proceeded to run the sponge over her curves, her stomach, her hips, her butt, her back, her neck. Sesshomaru loved the way she responded, the shivers, biting her lip, the rise and fall of her chest was much quicker than normal. After soaping her whole upper body he beckoned her closer with her finger, she did so and he reached down to pick her up underneath her legs. In response her arms wrapped around his neck, pressing her breasts to his chest and although that felt good what really made her cry out was the brushing of her sex against his. Sesshomaru growled and she felt him twitch against her, her body acted on it's own and moved her hips against him causing him to grunt and burry his face in the croak of her neck where it had been previously touching her forehead.
Sesshomaru's growl sent a pleasurable shiver through Rin and made her humm in content. The pleasure that went up her spine felt so good that she readied herself to do it again but Sesshomaru had placed her on the edge of the bath to sit while he ran the sponge over her legs and feet, last but not least, even though her legs were closed her ran it over her sweet spot as well. "Mmm~" came Rin's response. Just to throw her over the edge he slipped a finger in between her legs and ran a finger over her clit making her breath hitch. Seeing Sesshomaru's smirk Rin blushed and she slipped down from the edge to submerge herself in the water. As she washed the soap off of her their eyes still stayed on each other, their eye contact was to powerful to look away from. It just made the whole thing that much more sensational and meaningful because with many things passed between them, including the attracting between them that seemed to be crackling more and more as time went on.
It seems Sesshomaru didn't care about washing himself because as soon as Rin was done he wasted no time in picking her up bridal style and exiting the bath. He put her back down in the room, she stood there naked and shivering as he retrieved a towel and this time let her dry herself off. When she was done she didn't bother wrapping it around her, she put it aside and placed her hands on Sesshomaru's chest. His nostrils flared and she swore for a second she saw them tinge red. Tipping her chin to look really look at him he said "Tell me when to stop.."
Rin shook her head, her voice was soft as her eyes filled with unshed tears. "All I've ever wanted was you...no man could make me feel the way you do..no matter how hard I tried looking at another man wasn't possible for me. I want to be one with you, for you to take me, to make love to me. Please...don't ever stop" The love she held back for him all these years were bursting to the surface and made her heart pound, she loved him so much she didn't think it was humanly possible. Rin was more than positive that this was what she wanted. Any restrictions Sesshomaru had at holding him back broke and he brought his mouth down to hers, soft at first exploring every corner of her mouth almost as if he was mesmerizing it. Rin was melting and wrapped her arms around his neck to press herself to him and make the kiss deeper, His strong arms wrapped around her waist and pressed her more to him. And maybe it was because of how hot the bath had been that she couldn't feel it before but everywhere he touched burned her in the most satisfying way and she couldn't stop herself from touching him which she knew had the same affect on him as the kisses against her neck grew more frivolous. Suddenly, she felt her back hit the wall and she wrapped a leg around his waist as their mouths met again in a more passionate french kiss than before.
Rin was well aware of his manhood against her stomach and in response her core practically throbbed and screamed to be joined with his. She wondered if they were going to make it to the futton only a mere few feet away from them from how quickly this was progressing. Sesshomaru's thoughts must have been going in the same direction because just then he hoisted her off the wall and onto the futton where he settled himself between her legs. "Rin..." He smoothed back her hair and kissed her her cheeks, her nose, her eyelids, her lips. His mouth moved against her neck again and he took a nip at the spot just above her collar bone that made her squirm under him at tingle it sent through her body. He couldn't mark her just yet, not without her permission. A mark in mate terms was the same as getting married for humans. While his hands and mouth took in every inch of her body and was committing it to memory Rin's head was swimming. She couldn't believe that after all these years, after all the longing, yearning, fantasizing, dreaming.. she was actually going to be with her lord. Even if it was just for one night, it wasn't just a regular night of lust- there was that too but that wasn't only it, there was love and she could see it in his eyes she wasn't naive. She felt complete, on cloud nine, this night wasn't just a night that would be forgotten and they both knew that.
"Rin...look at me" It took him saying her name that brought her attention back to him and not how his hands and mouth had been making her feel. Her eyes found his and he distracted her with butterfly kisses as the head of his penis entered her opening. His lips fully enveloped hers now as he pushed more of himself in. Rin squirmed at him stretching her but it was when he pulled back out and swiftly thrust back in was when she squeaked that was muffled by their kiss and her eyes squeezed shut. The pain wasn't unbearable, it was more of a sting but Sesshomaru didn't dare move until she relaxed. He whispered soothing things in her ear and after a minute or two when he felt her muscles relax was when he came all the way back out and sheathed his full length inside her. Rin gasped and her eyes widened at the intense pleasure she felt, Sesshomaru's forehead met the pillow beside her head and groaned. He didn't waste any more time and leisurely thrust into her. For Rin she never took a good look at his manhood but she never imagined for him to be so big, he stretched her so much but the discomfort was gone and only pleasure remained.
Being as wet as she was made thrusting in and out of her much more pleasurable for Sesshomaru, it wasn't only that that sent him into a frenzy. It was the way she smelled, her arousal, the smell of their love-making, her moans, the look of pure ecstasy on her face when he'd change angles and hit a new spot she liked, the way she looked at him with a look that screamed sexiness that she wasn't aware her innocent self was conjuring. He couldn't stop the groans and grunts that left his mouth as the warmth of her sex clenched against him and how she managed to get more wet as the kept at it. No being able to hold himself back any longer, Sesshomaru locked his fingers with hers and pinned their hands on either side of her to give him more leverage to thrust deeper, harder, and faster into her. The look on her face was priceless, mouth formed in an 'O', eyes rolling to the back of her head, her breasts pressing against his chest as she arched upwards, saying his name over and over again. She was close and so was he. He kept up the pace and Rin took it upon herself to wrap her legs around his waist to drive him deeper inside of her. "Riiiinnnn" Sesshomaru groans and grinds into her. The way he said her name was her undoing and Rin came crashing down the euphoria washing over her like none other. Her body shook and her lips were again enveloped in Sesshomaru's as he came down from his high was well and spilled his seed.
When he was sure he was done, he rolled off of her. Both of them were panting still reeling from what they did. After a little bit Sesshomaru pulled Rin to him and she laid her head on his chest. Her eyes were already drooping when Sesshomaru commanded "Sleep". She nods and her lids close as she mumbles those three words that made Sesshomaru's cold heart warm "I love you". He didn't say anything, how could he say it back when he was only going to break her heart in the future? He didn't have that right. Instead, as she slept soundly, he pressed a light kiss to her forehead and ran his hand over her hair a few times. This only made Rin snuggle into him more and he wrapped his arm around her and spent the rest of the night listening to her steady breathing.
A/N: Please Leave a review because they make me sooo happy :) What do you think will happen next? See you! ~Ren
