Winter Love
Chapter Twelve: I'm Okay
Here goes another chapter! Hope you like it.
I sat in the shower letting the water wash away everything.
The pain. The guilt. The hatred.
Esme stayed sitting down in the little white chair, watching me with sad eyes. The water was red from all the blood I was losing. Edward was on his way back. Carlisle was able to fix my leg and my wrist in no time. I felt new, and broken. I cried. I felt like a slave. My cuts burned with the water, but I welcomed it. There was a knock on the door. It was Alice. "how is she?" she whispered. I let my hair fall to my face as I hugged my knees to my chest. Esme didn't say anything. Alice came over and pulled up her sleeves. "come here, let me wash your hair" gently she washed my hair. Making a few noises here and there. I didn't want to look at my cuts, or my scars. I was sick of them.
She helped me out the shower and wrapped me in a towel and took me to Edward's room. Edward was waiting for me, his eyes filled with anger and sadness. She gently laid me on the bed and left without saying another word. Edward laid next to me and stroked my hair as he hummed a lullaby. "will this be over soon?" I whispered as I held the pillow tightly. He sighed and kissed the back of my neck. "Soon. It will be all over soon, trust me." I turned to face him and nodded, hugging him to me as I closed my eyes.
"Go back! Weeks of training and you haven't even got the hang of it yet!" Victoria yelled as I walked back rolling my eyes. Sarcastically, I turned and smiled at her as I walked. The book fell but I didn't care. I continued to walk to her, my smile now turning into a straight line. I was blinded my fury at that moment. I stood in front of her, her eyes a little open. "How about that?" I snared in her face. Making Esme chuckle a little as I walked away flipping her off. "How dare you! Come here!" she yelled but I didn't listen. The sun was out today and I wanted to explore the place. Walking out, I thanked god for giving me the courage to do that, even if I was bound to get whipped once I got back.
I don't know how long I walked but I was in a open field. A meadow, so beautiful it took my breath away. I laid down in all the flowers and looked at the moving cloud. I wanted to live here forever, no worries, no dramas. Just peace. Everywhere I looked it was so peaceful. I stood to get up and walk back when I heard a noise in the tree's. ignoring it I walked and stopped.
I was faced to face with a Wolfe.
I'm going to die.
Sorry to leave it at this. But the next chapter will be longer!
