A/N: Be prepared for time jumps now.
CPOV
Christian's Graduation.
Ana's parents stayed in Montesano, but came to visit Ana often. That made me happy, that she got to stay with me for the remainder of my Senior year. Her parents considered moving to Seattle but couldn't find a place and since it was so close to the end of the year her parents decided to stay in Montesano, where her father's work is. So my parents agreed to let Ana stay with us until school ended. Her parents did, however, move out of Ray's apartment after the first month, since it was a month to month, and into a home in Montesano. Ana suspects a reconciliation but it's only suspicions right now, since they wont admit anything.
Ana went to my Prom with me. I didn't want to go, but Mia and Ana insisted I had to. Who was I to turn down an opportunity to take my girl out. She looked breathtaking in her prom dress. I even requested the DJ play Alicia Keys ~ No One. The song Ana sang to me the night I played the piano for her. Ana and I danced to our song and had a great evening.
Ana and I still haven't had sex yet. I don't pressure her or anything, but we could barely kiss with 'General' Carrick Grey around. He even paid 'Lieutenant' Mia with clothes to watch us. I've gotten in a few quick kisses here and there but nothing like I would like. The only time we can go at it hot and heavy is the couple minutes before school started and ends, in my car. I couldn't even look at Ana the wrong way. My dad had us on a tight schedule so we couldn't leave early for school and we had a certain time we are expected home. It was like living in a monastery here. I'm surprised my dad didn't take away the condoms he gave me, but I guess he figured I could always buy more.
I'm sitting with my class, waiting for the ceremony to start. I graduate today and Ana is moving back to Montesano. I'm not happy about that, but I have to go to college so I guess I don't have much of a choice. I remember the day I told my dad what college I planned on going to.
~Flashback~
Ana and I are watching a movie together, with my dad in the room, of course. Although, I'm surprised he's letting us sit next to each other. We just can't touch. What happened to 'being old enough' to have sex with my girlfriend. I guess the rules change when your girlfriend is 15 and living with you. He's pretending to read the paper but I see him glance over at us every so often. Mia is out shopping and my mother is working at the hospital.
"The mail's here." Mia comes bouncing in, carrying her shopping bags and the mail. "You've got letters from colleges, Christian."
Mia hands me three large envelopes.
"Did Harvard's come yet?" My dad asks excited.
"Yeah." And so did the one I've been waiting for.
"Well open it up, son."
I open Harvard's first. I got in! I can't believe it. I got accepted to Harvard. This is amazing and I'm quite surprised.
"Well?" Everyone asks.
"They've accepted me."
Everyone congratulates me.
"I'm proud of you, son. You are going to an Ivy League college. That's quite the accomplishment."
I look at Ana then I open the envelope from the college I want to go to, now that I've met Ana.
"I got in." I say to myself and grin. "I'm going to the University of Washington."
"What?" My father says like that's ridiculous.
"I'm going to UW." I say louder and determined.
"Why the hell would you pass an Ivy League school for a local-" He stops midsentence and looks at Ana. He looks back at me. "No!" He growls.
"Yes!" I growl back.
"Christian, having her stay to finish high school without transferring a third time so close to the end of the year, is much different. I wont let you throw your future away for some high school crush."
I stand, furious. "It's not some crush! I love her!"
My father stands as well. "You don't even know what love is!"
"Why? Because I wasn't loved. I don't know what love is?"
"That's not what I-"
"I know I love her! And she loves me!" I rudely interrupt my dad. "It's my choice what school I attend and I'm choosing UW to be near Ana!"
I grab Ana's hand and storm out of the room.
~End Flashback~
"Christian Trevelyan-Grey" My name being announced and applauding brings me out of my thoughts.
I walk across the stage to collect my high school diploma. If I hadn't of met Ana, I don't think this could have been possible. I look out in the crowd and see my beautiful girl sitting with my family, cheering for me. She's clapping and grinning then she blows me a kiss and mouths 'I love you.' I mouth 'I love you, too'. and walk back to my seat until the ceremony ends.
~..~..~
My family is throwing me a small graduation party. It's more of a get together, just us and dinner. My grandparents are joining us and they are picking up Elliot at the airport. Since school is ending and Ana's parents haven't found a place in Seattle. She's going home to Montesano tomorrow. My dad is still upset about my college choice. I don't fucking care. I wouldn't be able to be apart from Ana for four fucking years. That's too long to be away from her. I know I'd be able to come home on breaks but she'll still be in high school and her parents aren't going to let her be alone with her 18 year old boyfriend that only has sex on his mind. I know she will be busy with high school and I'll be busy with college and starting my business but I'd rather stay close and near Ana, then I can see her between breaks. I'm almost 18 so I will be able to access the money Linc gave me. I'm going to start building my company now. Hopefully, by the time I graduate and turn 21 when I can access my trust fund I can build up from there and buy larger companies than the smaller companies I plan to buy. We'll barely have time for each other but I plan to be with her every opportunity we get.
Ana and I are sitting outside on the patio with my parents and Mia. We're waiting for my grandparents and Elliot before we start celebrating. It's not long before we hear cars coming down the drive so we all get up and walk around to the front. My grandmother is driving their usual sedan with Elliot riding shotgun, but my grandfather... He's driving a fucking Audi Spyder R8. My dream car.
"Hey, baby bro!" Elliot and I shake hands when he gets out of my grandparents car. "I've missed you!"
"Yeah. You too."
"So this must be the infamous Ana?"
"Yeah. Ana, this is my brother, Elliot. Lel, this is Anastasia Steele. My girlfriend."
"It's nice to meet you." Ana says to Elliot.
"You too, little lady. Aren't you going to introduce your girl to Gramps and Grams?"
"They already know her. She works at their house." Well, not anymore.
"Oh."
I can't keep my eyes off the beautiful Spyder. I'm fucking drooling.
"Nice car, Gramps."
"You like it?" Like?!
"Yeah." I give a little chuckle.
"Good. Because it's yours."
"What?" He tosses me the keys and I catch them in a daze. "Really?!"
"Congratulations, Christian."
No fucking way!
My grandparents bought Elliot his truck for graduation. I didn't expect a car, especially not a fucking R8! because I already have a car. This is fucking awesome! I grab Ana's hand and go to the car. I open the passenger door for her and she gets in. I get into the driver's seat and start fondling my new girl. I'm grinning like I hit the lottery.
"Can we go for a drive?" I ask my parents.
"Sure." My dad says. "But I don't want you gone long. Ten minutes."
I nod.
Ana and I shut our doors and we put on our safety belts. I start the car and revive the engine. Listen to this baby purr. I put it her in gear and drive down the driveway, grinning. I'm on a high. I've just graduated high school. I'm going to U-Dub in the fall. I'll be starting my career with the money Linc gave me. I have a fucking R8. I have all of this and the girl sitting next to me, riding shotgun. She ranks number one. I can't believe I found her. We're young and in love. I grab her hand and bring it to my lips, kissing her knuckles, glancing at her as I drive. She's smiling at me. I smile and look back ahead.
Before we return back home. I pull over. This is the first time we've been alone for weeks. Of course, I'm going to kiss my girl.
"Come here, baby."
She excitedly climbs over and sits on my lap, with my help.
"I love you, Anastasia."
"I love you, Christian."
We kiss.
I put my hand in her hair and she puts her hands in mine. My other hand is on her thigh. We don't have long but it feels great to finally kiss her. She's wearing a dress so I glide my hand up her thigh to her hip. My tongue, tasting her. I wish we could do more but my dad is probably clock watching. Cock blocking. I reluctantly pull away, giving her two chaste kisses. She's flushed and beautiful, as always. I help her back into her seat and drive us home.
~..~..~
I pull into my driveway and park my R8, getting out, I open Ana's door for her. My grandfather is getting something out of his Sedan. I hold Ana's hand and we walk over to my grandfather. He's just shutting the car door as we walk up.
"Thanks, Gramps."
"Well, you've been doing so well lately. And I know you've been dreaming of having an R8. We're all so proud of your accomplishments, Christian."
"I really don't think I could thank you enough."
"How about this. You name your first born son after me." He chuckles at his joke. "Theodore is a strong name."
"You'll have to talk to Ana about that."
Gramps and I look at Ana. She's blushing. We may not have had sex yet but I want her to carry my babies when we're older, this I know.
"Um." Ana turns a shade of bright red. "Teddy is an adorable name for a baby."
"Well, I hope you two don't make me a great-grandpa just yet. You're much too young for babies. Have fun and live a little. Be young and dumb. Not stupid."
We walk to the backyard with my grandfather.
"Took you long enough, bro. I'm hungry. Mom said we couldn't eat without you."
~..~..~
We've eaten and had cake. Chocolate. Ana's been acting weird and I want to ask her, what's going on, but my dad is like a moth to a flame every time we're near each other so it's hard getting her alone to talk. It's getting later and my grandparents have already left. When I walk back outside after using the bathroom, I notice Ana going inside the boathouse. Hmmm. If only I could get around my dad. I sit on the chair I vacated early to play off my innocence.
"Where did Mia and Ana go?" My father asks the group.
"They went to Lilly's." My brother says. No they didn't.
I look at Elliot. He wiggles his brow. Fuck yeah! I nod. Thanks, Elliot. He smirks and nods back.
"I have to run down to the office, dear." Perfect! "I'll be right back." He kisses our mother's cheek.
"Christian, come to my room." Elliot says. "I haven't seen you for awhile. Let's hang out."
Elliot and I get up and go to his room.
"Mom, dad, and Mia were going on and on about how much you've changed. I didn't believe it when they told me, but I can see it now. It's because of that girl, isn't it?"
I nod.
"Have you had sex yet?"
"No. Not with dad around acting as a human chastity belt. We can't even kiss."
"Well, he's going to be gone awhile. I heard him telling Grandpa about the case he's working on."
Elliot starts going through his bag. He pulls out a condom and hands it to me.
"Just incase."
I take the condom and put it in my pocket.
"Thanks, Lelliot."
I give him a man hug. Elliot looks shocked when I pull away. I chuckle and sneak downstairs.
My dad may be gone, but I don't want my mom catching me.
~..~..~
I open the boathouse door and walk up the stairs. There she is. My beautiful girl. She's standing with her arms around herself, near the large window, looking out at the Sound. I shut the door, too bad it doesn't lock. Oh well, Elliot knows we're up here, my mother never comes in here, my dad and Mia aren't home. We're finally alone after weeks of being supervised. She looks over her shoulder hearing the noise of the door and smiles, seeing it's me, then looks back out at the Sound. I slowly walk over, wrapping my arms around her from behind, I run my nose behind her ear and kiss her there, then her temple. I know something is bothering her. She was unusually quiet during dinner and now she's not reciprocating my touch. Tonight is her last night here, that's probably why. She doesn't want to go and I don't want her to leave.
"What are you thinking about, baby?"
She's quiet for awhile. So quiet that if we weren't standing, I would think she was sleeping. Then I hear her softly say. "Sex."
Sex? She wants to have sex? She's ready?! I feel myself harden with the anticipation.
"You want to?" I ask, my voice is filled with the desire I feel.
I'm grinning a full megawatt smile when she turns around to face me and nods. I'm ecstatic. Why is she not smiling? Maybe she's nervous.
"Ana?" I frown. "Are you sure?"
She quickly looks down and wraps her arms tighter around herself.
"I want to." She doesn't sound like she does.
"Ana, I can tell you don't." Why is she saying she does but sounds like she doesn't?
She looks up at me through her lashes. "I do. I love you and I want to lose my virginity to you."
"I love you too, baby. I want you to be my first, my last and my only. But I want you to be ready and I know you're not. Why are you saying you are?"
"You're going to college."
"Yeah." So?
She looks down. "There are going to be so many girls there."
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"I'm just your first high school girlfriend, Christian. I'm only 15. You're not going to want me."
"Anastasia, why are you saying that. I don't want anyone but you."
"You say that now. But you're not there yet, with all those more experienced girls, tempting you."
"Listen to me." I hold her head in my hands, forcing her to look at me. "I've had my fair share of girls 'tempting' me in high school. I never wanted anyone of them. I never wanted anyone until you. I want you. Only you. I don't care if I go to an all girl school and I'm the only male there. I want you, baby but we're not having sex tonight." She looks sad. "I want to have sex with you." Desperately. "Believe me, I do. But when you are ready. Not because you're having insecurities about me going to college."
"I want to have sex, Christian." She sounds more determined than before that I almost cave. If she sounded this confident earlier, I would have already ripped this dress off of her and been balls deep inside her. My cock is already hard and twitches at the thought.
"Not tonight." I chastely kiss her soft lips. "You're not ready. If you aren't ready until you are 30, I would gladly wait. You have nothing to worry about, baby. You are the only one I will ever want."
"Christian." She says my name unbelieving and shakes her head free from my hold.
"Do you remember that song you sang to me?" I ask her.
She nods and whispers. "Yes."
"I'm telling you until the end of time, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you." I quote the song. "Only you."
I kiss her, passionately.
I would love to have sex with her tonight but I know she's not ready. Looks like I'm going to college a virgin. I meant what I told her. If she's not ready until she's 30, 60 or even 100. I will wait for her. If she's never ready, I will die virgin. A happy virgin. Although, I wont lie, I hope she's ready soon.
Picking her up in my arms, I take her to the couch in the boathouse and sit down with her straddling my lap.
"Please." She begs me, rocking on my dick.
I shake my head and kiss her lips softly. Not tonight, baby.
She holds my head and kisses me with a passion. I moan into her mouth and lay her down, laying on top of her. We may not be having sex tonight, but we can play. It's been awhile since we've played. I run my hand up her thigh, under her dress and rub her sex through her panties. I moan again, feeling how wet she is for me. Reach inside her panties, I run my fingers along her slit and I slip two fingers inside of her, while my thumb plays with her clit. She moans, circling and flexing her hips to met my fingers. I want to taste her, it's been too fucking long. I remove my fingers and kiss down her body until I reach the hem of her panties. Kneeling, I take her panties off and bunch them up, inhaling her intoxicating scent, then put them in my pocket. I close my eyes when feel the condom packet as I put her panties in my pocket. Fuck, I wish we could. I so badly want to sink my dick into her warm wet core, but I don't want her having regrets.
I lift her foot and kiss her ankle, taking off her flats then I do the same with her other foot. Kissing up her leg, spreading them as I go, I quickly lick and suck her clit when I reach her sex then continue to kiss up her body. I lift her dress with my hands as I go up. She's not wearing a bra with her dress. Very nice. I kiss, lick, and suck, the swell of her breast, then latch onto her nipple and suck hard. Her hands fly to my hair and she arches her back, pushing her breast further into my mouth. I glide my hand down her sexy body and cup her sex. She's fucking wet. Soaking wet. I rub her sex then I put two fingers inside her and start to pump while my thumb plays with her clit. She moans loudly when I bite her nipple and pull. I feel her pussy get even wetter.
"Christian." She moans. "Please."
"Cum, Ana." I say as best I can, with her nipple in my mouth.
I pull her nipple with my teeth and release it so I can say clearly. "Cum for me, baby."
She cries out drenching my fingers. I quickly slide down so I can suck and lick her pussy as she cums. Delicious. Her hands go straight into my hair tugging me closer. I suck, and swirl my tongue around and around, devouring her, prolonging her orgasm.
I kneel between her beautiful parted legs when she's finished her climax. Not having my fill of her, I suck on my fingers that are still covered with her juices. Closing my eyes, I moan in appreciation. When I open my eyes and look at her, she is trying to catch her breath. She looks sexy as fuck, naked, with her dress raised up, covering her beautiful eyes, effectively blindfolding her. I reach up and pull it off her face, then right her dress. She looks satisfied. I grin at my beautiful girl.
"Wow!" She breaths.
I kiss her softly then lay behind her, wrapping my arms around her and hold her to me.
"What about you?" She asks me.
"Tonight was for you, baby." I run my nose behind her ear, causing her to shiver.
"But it's your graduation. You should be the one to receive a gift. Not me."
"As long as I have you, I have everything I could ever want."
I kiss her head and lay with my beautiful girl for the last night until who knows how long. I wish so many things. That we were older. That I didn't have to go. That she didn't have to leave. I want to be with her forever. Forever? Yeah... Forever.
"Ana. Will you do something for me?"
"Hmmm." She hums happily.
"Will you marry me?" I whisper.
She quickly turns around in my arms.
"Are you serious?" I nod. Absolutely. "Christian, we're teenagers."
"We don't have to get married right now. I mean when we're older. But I know I want to marry you."
"Really?"
"Yes. I would marry you right now if I could." I take off my watch and put it on Ana's wrist. "This is a promise. That I will ask you to marry me in the future."
Someone starts banging on the boathouse door. Fuck!
"Christian!" Oh, thank fuck. It's just Elliot. "Are you decent?"
"Yeah!" I shout back.
Ana and I sit up as Elliot quickly comes into the room.
"Dad's home." Fuck! "I thought he'd be gone longer."
"I told you. He's like an anti-sex monster. Ana and I aren't allowed to be alone for a second."
"That's crazy. Why is he acting like this? Do you know how many chicks I brought up here in high school and..." He looks at Ana. "Ah. Yeah. Well anyway, he's looking for you. He knows you're here because your cars are here. So we better get you two back inside the main house."
I nod. "Alright." Thank fuck, Elliot was looking out for us.
We get up and follow Elliot to the main house but just before we go inside the kitchen doors, Ana gasps.
"Christian!" She says in an urgent whisper, putting her hand on my arm, stopping me.
She leans up to my ear so I bend for her to reach it.
"I'm not wearing my panties." She whispers.
I put my hand inside my pocket, feeling her sexy lace panties that are still there. A slow mischievous grin, spreads across my face.
Christian 17
Anastasia 15
