Yeah, so here's another chapter, not sure when it's going up, but I'm making the document on Saturday after I made 11's document.

But anyway

Enjoy :3


Jane's POV

I smile as I feel the sun on my face. I open my eyes and realize that I left my shades up last night. I feel Thor's arms wrapped around me, as I have for the last week when I woke up. We were going shopping for clothing his proper size, so Drake could use his clothing.

"Good Morning Jane." He mutters into my ear kissing the spot under it. I smile and say,

"Morning Thor." And then he sighs and makes a tired stretching noise and pulls me closer to him. I laugh and say, "Thor we do have to get up and go shopping."

"That can wait for a later date." He says simply kissing my neck and jaw. I laugh and say,

"Thor seriously, I have to get up." And slip out of bed, he groans and then says,

"But I don't want to go shopping." slightly whining. I laugh and roll my sleeves up.

"You're going to have to have clothing that's not Drake's and not three sizes too small for you." I say as I pour one bowl of cereal for me, and then take one of my serving bowls and pour a bowl of cereal for Thor and turn on the frying pan getting out the bacon. The second the bacon touches the pan I feel Thor's arms wrap around my waist from behind.

"Is that the delicious pig's meat you have been feeding me?" He asks. I smile and say,

"Yes, I'm making bacon, your cereal's on the counter." He kisses me again before going to take a large bite of his cereal.

I've just finished the bacon when Thor is looking across the room,

"Jane?" He asks.

"Yeah?" I ask following his gaze and then I see it, a picture of me and Darcy while I was pregnant and then the little blanket that my sister had made. I feel a pang in my stomach as he looks at me and asks,

"Did you have a child in my absence?" A slight tone of hurt in his voice. I let out a deep sigh and say,

"I wanted to avoid this conversation."

"Why?" He asks. I look at him and then say,

"Shortly after you left I found out that I was having a baby, a baby girl to be exact." I smile and then he smiles. But then a few seconds later confusing etches across his features. I chuckle nervously, regretting what's going to happen next. I sigh and putting my bowl in the sink go and sit in a chair next to him.

"Just about a month before you came, I was five months pregnant. And I couldn't wait to meet our baby girl. She would have your beautiful blue eyes and golden hair, and I was so excited. But then I went to Darcy's one afternoon, Drake was at work and Darcy had to run a quick errand to go get us dinner. I was upstairs in her kitchen when I realized I left my cell phone in my car. So I started down the stairs, but I fell and I had a miscarriage." I say.

It's quite for a while and then I speak up again,

"And it's all my fault. I know that I should have watched where I was going. But I didn't and I lost her." I feel the tears bunch up in my eyes and wipe them away before they can fall down my cheeks, "But that's over a month ago and I realized that just because her life didn't continue doesn't mean mine won't. I still needed to find you, but you found me. And I know that it's alright to be sad, I just wanted to meet her. To be able to hold her in my arms and for her to be healthy and alive. But now we can't, and it's all my fault." I say and then sniff. I feel him take my hand in his and then lace our fingers together,

"Jane, I wish that I would have been able to meet our daughter as well. But this is nowhere near your fault. We cannot control our balance at times and nobody carrying a child would have been able to keep the child after a fall like that." He says gently and then cups my cheek in his hand, gently wiping away a tear and then looks me in the eye. "I love you no matter what happens." I smile and then say,

"I love you too." and then he gently kisses me before I take his now empty dishes and place them in my sink. Before going to get dressed.

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We walk into the store and I head right to the men's section, dragging Thor along with me and literally dragging him past the women's under garment section as he had a real fascination with how the contraptions worked. I then stop in front of a rack of shirts and hold one to his frame,

"Why do you have to have such broad shoulders?" I ask as I go through shirt size after shirt size trying to find one that fit correctly, until I pick up a large in a certain brand and it works. I get a few more of those shirts, I buy him a comfortable fitting pair of jeans and then three hooded pullovers for when it gets cold, and a zip up hooded jacket.

When we get to the checkout I see a young mother, maybe no more then 21, with a no more then 6 month infant in a papoose. The woman is smiling and talking to her baby in a playful tone causing the baby to smile and screech for joy. I feel a sinking feeling in my gut and then Thor gently places a hand on the lower part of my back, leading me towards the next open check out.

"Jane-" he begins.

"No Thor, just stop. Thank you for wanting to help, but honestly I'm fine." I say pecking his cheek as I throw the clothing I'm buying on the check-out stand. I pay for them and then Thor grabs the bags and we exit the store.


Have a lovely life :D