Chapter 12

The next day, I felt sick to my stomach. I didn't know what I was going to do. I knew I wanted to die so bad and yet… if I die then I wont know if they ever made it out alive. They are my family… I don't know what I am going to do when its time.

I knew there was a discision, I couldn't worry about until I am sure I have a chance. Everyone met me downstairs. Esme was nervous, Carlisle was ready, Emmett was excited, Jasper was tense, Alice was scared, Rosalie was bored, and I was all of those plus confused. I was afraid for my family not me. Afraid if I made the wrong choice.

We walked to my meadow, where the newborns were to be in an hour. I stared around me. Memories flashed. Edward was sitting there with me and I was laying down trying to explain. Another memory, our first kiss. Then the memory left just as soon replaced by when I ran after him, trying to stop him from… Gone.

The memories stopped, I heard people walking here, but it smelled like vampires. "The newborns." I whispered. Everyone was tense waiting for the newborns to come. "How many?" I asked Alice.

She closed her eyes and had a vision, then came back, "fifty." She whispered in fear. I watched as the first ones came. A coven of three leading them… the man who changed me. James, Victoria, Laurent. No… They were here for the revenge they promised, when the Cullens stopped them when I was changing.

I took a step out of the line, standing next to Carlisle, where the leader stood, I didn't care, he knew this was mostly my enemies, he didn't care. "James." I greeted him, almost friendly.

"Hello, Isabella. I see you saw my little… army coming."

I shrugged, "Accually, Alice did." He stared at Alice, she hadn't been there when the Cullen's found me, she was at home.

The other newborns surrounded us. I heard Jasper growl and tense. "So, I suppose you are ready for the fight?" James said.

I smiled, but ignored him, "Still walking around with the couple, Laurent. I used to think you were better than that." I paused, "USED too."

Laurent laughed, You have a surprise, I wouldn't be taunting. He thought.

He didn't think what it was. Suddenly, everyone erupted into fighting. I grabbed onto James's shirt, stopping him from running to my family. I hit him square in the jaw. He growled and we tumbled. I grabbed his neck and broke it. He fell. Without feeling, I just ripped him apart piece by piece. I looked around. Several newborns attacked me, others were still walking into the clearing.

I noticed Emmett broke two newborn's necks at one time and then went for another. Carlisle was fighting Victoria and Jasper, Laurnet.

I finished off, 3 newborns and then looked. I saw something I wasn't prepared for. One of the newborns, I knew personaly. Edward. Suddenly something hit me to the ground. "Oof." I was to distracted to realize who had done it. I quickly killed the newborn, and then looked back at Edward. He didn't know who they were fighting.

Rosalie jumped him, she was tumbling with him. "No!" I yelled. I raced after her. The tumbled out of the clearing. I grabbed onto Rosalie's hair and pulled her back.

She growled at me. Edward stared at me, dazed.

"We have to kill him! He is with THEM!" Rosalie yelled but I pinned her, "YOU STUPID BLOND! YOU WONT TOUCH HIM!" I yelled.

Suddenly, all the noise was gone. Every newborn was dead. Everyone stared at Edward. I got up and looked at him. He disappeared.

I followed, not willing to let him leave yet. I couldn't. I wouldn't. I grabbed his arm stopping. He stopped with me. "Edward, I-"

Suddenly, my voice stopped with his lips on mine. When we stopped kissing he said, "I'm so sorry. Are you all right?" He asked caressing my cheek.

"I am now." I mummered smiling, I kissed him again, throwing my arms around him. His arms came around me and we kissed for a long time.

I pressed my forehead to his, when we were done. I sighed and looked at him, he was staring at me. "I've missed you." I mummered.

"I've missed you too. More than you know." He mummered.