OK, so maybe I was a little more nervous then I should be..
But COME ON!
I was on a date with Rebecca rocque!
At one of the coolest restaurants in L.A. ever!
"So Kendall," Rebecca started, looking deep into my eyes like she was trying to read my soul.
Well, your eyes are the window to it..
But I was weary, what if she asks me some unanswerable question?
"How did all this happen?"
She waved her hand in front of me.
I looked down, slightly embarrassed that I had to explain how I was brought into this world.
"Well, my parents at one point loved each other, so they-"
"My gosh Kendall, not how YOU happened! How did the band happen?"
Now I felt really stupid as my face flushed red.
"Oh, the band! Well, that was James' fault at first. He wanted to be famous, and when we found out your uncle was looking for his next big singer in our town, he jumped for it. He also got the rest of us stuck in that mess. Gustavo hated Logan and Carlos, but when James walked up and started pouring his heart out, Gustavo stopped him." I paused as she stared at me with a flustered look on her face.
"Well? What did he say? How awesome he was?"
I shooked my head.
If only she'd been there!
"Not hardly, at the top of his lungs he screamed: 'You have NO talent!' And I swear, my head exploded right then.
"What did you do?"
I waited for a few moments, her eyes just egging for me to continue.
I stood up, going on about how Gustavo had no talent, how he hasn't had a hit in ten years. I said:'I have a hit for you!' And I started singing this:"
I let my voice ring out, loud and clear as I sang the giant turd song.
Rebecca stared at me with a look that was half disgusted and half amused.
Once I finished, the entire restaurant was cheering and clapping, while Rebecca was laughing.
I took a bow, before sitting back down to face her.
"That's crazy! Did you actually do that?"
I shrugged, and smiled.
"If I didn't, Big Time Rush wouldn't be here right now." I explained.
She smiled at me, one of those breath taking smiles, and gave me such a loving look that I thought this had to be a dream.
"Kendall?"
I looked up to see a blonde haired, brown eyed girl and my dream faded into a nightmare.
My ex-girlfriend, Jo was standing directly in front of me with her arms crossed and a umamused look on her face.
"Jo?" I croaked, my hands turning sweaty.
Rebecca looked between us confused.
"Wait, you know each other?"
Jo smirked at Rebecca, placing her hands on her hips.
"Yes, he does. In fact, I was his-"
"Best Amiga ever!" I wailed, standing up and putting my arm around a confused Jo.
"No you weren't, we were-"
"Also co-stars." I cut her off again, pulling her closer in hopes to shut her up.
"Well, it wasn't official. She got the part, I didn't."
Jo narrowed her eyes, and pursed her lips.
"What are you-"
"Hang on a sec Rebecca, I think Jo needs to talk to me in private."
I pulled her away from our table and took her to the empty side of the restaurant.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were in New Zealand!"
She rolled her eyes.
"Duh Kendall, it's been three years!"
If she would have said that a month ago, I'd have taken her back in a heart beat.
But with Rebecca sitting there at the table waiting for me to come back, I just couldn't do it.
"Jo," I started sighing.
She rolled her eyes, and groaned.
"You've moved on, haven't you?"
I nodded, slightly ashamed.
It felt weird having her admit it to me.
She sighed, and ran her hands through her blonde hair.
"I sort of expected that to happen, I mean, I did break you heart. I also fell for my co-star, so you just made it so much easier for me/"
I couldn't believe how this was working out for me.
She started to head out, but I stopped her by grabbing her hand.
She looked at me, a small hint of sadness in her eyes from the relationship she just lost.
"We can't be boyfriend and girlfriend anymore, but we can be friends." I explained.
She smiled.
"I think I'd like that."
We looked at each other awkwardly, before giving each other one last hug.
Once I got back to the table, my food was cold and Rebecca's was gone.
"Is she ok?" Rebecca asked, looking at me seriously.
I blushed slightly.
"You knew?"
"The awkward chemistry was a big give away."
I groaned.
"Rebecca, I'm sorry. Jo and I had a thing, but I moved on two years ago. Now were just friends."
She smiled weakly.
"I think the hug gave that away, too." she replied sarcastically.
"What, you don't believe me?"
She shooked her head.
"It's not that I don't believe you, it's that I think you are going to miss her." she said, taking my hand in hers.
I smiled at the sight of that.
"You have no idea."
We looked into each others eyes, her head was leaning towards mine and I was doing the same.
Her eyes closed as she was inches from my face, and I did the same thing to keep my heart from racing.
It was just a few moments of feeling her breath, I was starting to get anxious by the minute.
What if I screwed up, and hit her head?
What if I had bad breath?
What if-
"Hi, Kendall."
I slouched back into the booths seat and threw my arms into the air, not even bothering to see who interupted us this time.
Rebecca laughed nervously, her face flushing red as she looked up at the interruption.
"Let me guess, this is your father?" she asked.
I looked up, and my jaw dropped to the floor.
Sure enough, standing right in front of us was a man I haven't seen in over ten years: My father.
