Hi. I feel like we should start over.
My name is Kathy and I am fifteen years old. At the moment there is a lot of shit going on in my life and I know (trust me, I know) that that is no excuse as to not updating this story because honestly it's my baby! That's one of the reasons I didn't update. I read all of your reviews, every single one but I wasn't going to publish some half ass chapter that ruins the story because every chapter I wrote was shit or somebody died or something. And I didn't really want to do this either because you'd be disappointed that it isn't a chapter. I was scared that I would drive you all away...but I think that is what has driven you away...
So while I write this, I have my new best friend (Logan) here with me holding my other hand as I type cos he's just that lovely. Something else you should know about me? I have panic attacks. Well, I didn't realise that's what was happening until all of a sudden I got a bad one a month or so back while I was at school. I suppose that's how me and Logan became friends but that's another story. The point is, they're a lot more frequent now and the internet (the best kinda doctor there is) told me I should avoid stressful situations and honestly? The very idea of writing this amazing chapter was more than a little stressful.
Something else you should know? My sister is mentally ill and is now dying. Now I know that has no relevance here, I understand that. And no thank you I don't want no pity party (what kind of a party is that?) but some of the "themes" in here are just a little too personal for my liking at the moment so sometimes when writing (or attempting too) I had to stop because it got too personal and I started crying.
And what does this mean for you?
It means that this story is NOT ABANDONED and that I love it, and I love you all. Because (and I know I'm bias) I think you are all the bestest (I know it's not a word) readers in the whole world and yes this is a little bit flattery, but I thought it was incredibly sweet of some of you to ask me if I'm ok.
That's you Clato321 and Crocussativus.
So I will be back, Logan will make me and hopefully very, very shortly. I have written the majority of the chapter and it seems a bit less depressing than before so...yeah. I'm sorry.
If you're still reading this, I am grateful. I will do my utmost to never ever let this happen again...
Thank you.
ME4427 aka Kathy.
AND LOGAN WHO IS AWESOME
(that was him)
