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Chapter 10 - Vampires ?!

"Love, were are you ?" Joshua whispered.

My breathing quickened. I heard him coming closer to the bed and finaly I felt him sit next to me.

"Baby, I know you are under here and I know you heard us talking in the office." he spoke softly and placed his hand on shoulder and continued: " Come out under there and let's talk, I will answer all of your questions...truthfully."

I pushed the cover away and looked him the eyes with my teary ones and whispered: "Please don't hurt me..." I sobbed in the end.

"Ohh God never, Love, never...Please don't cry, everything is going to be okay, I promise." He said and whipped my tears away with his tumb and gently caressed my cheek. "Now ask me what you want."

"We-were-werewolves...you all are werewolves ?! I-I heard Mike sa-say it. " I was shaking.

Joshua sighted and stood up. I was looking at him and begging him with my eyes. To my surprise he moved and sat behind me, so I was now sitting between his legs. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me strongly against him. I was laying now on him with my back to his chest. He propped his chin on my shoulder and whisper in my ear: "No, all of us aren't werewolves..."

"Bu-but I he..." I started to object but he interrupted me:" Shh.." his breath tickled my neck and sent a shiver down my spine.

"Before I tell you more, I NEED you to promise me not to run from me, just listen, okay ?" he continud.

"O-okay, I promise." I nodded.

Joshua took a big breath and started his story and on that moment I had no idea how much that story will affect my view of the world and my life.

"Mike, Alyssa, Devon, Shawn and lots of other people, who live in this house are werewolves, but there are some of us who aren't, some of us are vampires..." I paused and waited for my reaction.

And the moment he said it...vampires...his cold hand, the magic trick - how fast he moved in the forest, never seeing him eat or drink anything - all that came back to me. HOLY SHIIT ! And werewolves...I am in a freaking twilight book...I hope I am Bella...

"Just ask Kady..." I heard him say smiling.

"Lots of other people, how much ? Va-vampires ? Who ? Are yo-you a vampire ?" I burst out.

"Yes. Mike is an alpha of his pack and Alyssa is his Luna. His pack is the Siver Rain Pack. There are about twenty of his pack members living on and off this house. They are most of the time on missions. But I am sure you will meet most of them soon. And for the vampires question, yes and yes. I am a vampire." he stopped to give me time to absorb all the information.

"So-so they are like in the books...all the mate, luna, turning into big dogs and and hating vampires werewolves." I asked.

"Yes, you are right and before you ask, I am his friend and I am friends with his back members. Hehe I see you have done your reading." I chuckled in the end.

"Haha well, when you are sick and you can't go out, you have amazingly lot's of time, you will find your way to reading. You said that here are other vampires too..."

"Yes, my clan, lives here, in this house too, in the basement. DO NOT go there, okay ? I am their leader but they are still vampires. We all have been friends for a long time, so get along but we still have problems with other clans and werewolves, many of them don't like us living in peace, they say that is agains our nature."

"How many m-members do you have in your clan ? I promise, I won't go there." I mumbled

"Around fifty, but only few of them live here. Is there anything else you want to know ?" he asked me.

"The sunlight ?"

"No sparkling. I am a nights creature, Love. All that fangs, burned in the sunlight and blood drinking is true." he said it in strangled whisper, almost like he was scared.

"Oo-okay. How old are you, Joshua ?" I was so scared of the answer.

"I was born in 1538, in Ingland. I am 475 years old. " he answer and my breath caught stuck in my throat. I think five minutes passed before I answered.

"W-wow... you are a grandfather then." I finally said breathlessly and he smired.

"Sooo..am I still dateable ?" Now it was my turn to laugh. I chuckled and then thought popped up in my mind and my laugh died down.

"Mike and Alyssa ? They are younger then you right ? Alyssa is 19 and her sis is 17...you met them 2 years ago in the forest...wait...but yo-you said you met MIke ten years ago and Alyssa...eight ye-years ago...How old is she ! " I ranted and I got angry in the end... I can't belive how much they are lying to me...How didn't I see it sooner. I am so stupid...

"Calm, stay calm...You are taking this all much better than I thought...The thing is... I met Mike 100 years ago and Alyssa 8, it's the truth. Alyssa is now 27 years old and Mike will be 139 soon. " he swallowed hard.

I didn't know what to think of it. It is all to much. I turned around in his arm so my leg were over on of his and my shoulder was to his chest. I took his hand in mine and I started to play with his fingers.

"Ohh wow, I really don't know that say to that. It is too much to take in and yet I still have so many more questions. " I said and braided our fingers together.

"I know, sweety...It's okay, you have time to ask me about everything another time." Joshua answered and kissed my temple. It felt so freaking goooooood...It made me think how it would feel to really kiss him on the lips. It's is so weird and I surprise myself that I am not scared of them anymore. I should be, not think it would feel to kiss him.

"You guys won't hurt, right ?" I asked in a doubtful voice, just to make sure.

"OF COURSE NOT ! Don't ever think that." he said in a bewildered voice.

I just nodded my head. We were quiet for I long time. I guess he was just giving me time to think about everything. I run everything that had happend through my mind over and over and over again and it all still seemed like a freaking dream. Werewolves and vampires...And all of a sudden I remembered something. Haylee ?

"Joshua, who is Haylee ?" I asked him and he stopped breathing.

"You heard that too...Kady, I promise I will tell you about her but I think it would be too much of you in one day. Just get used to all the stuff I have told you today and we will tal-talk..about..about H-Haylee some other day." The way he said her name, it broke my heart, the was so much pain his voice, he must have loved her alot and still...still does. And in some weird way it hurt me. I am jealous...

"ohhkay..Tell me, do you still love her ?" I sighed. and asked.

"Yes, I will always love her, even though she died a very very long time ago...150 years ago to me precise"

"Ohh, I wish someone would love me that much at even after I am gone for so long, he would still feel so strongly for me." I said in a sad voice. i felt tears tickeling my nose and blurring my vision.

He took my hold of my chin and tured my head so that he could look me in the eyes. He looked fiercly in my eyes. I saw the flames in his eyes and his eyes got dark. he scared me at that moment but not enough to make me run.

"YOU. ARE. LOVED THAT MUCH. " He said fiercly and that made a shiver run down my spine again.

"You don't know that..."

"Yes, I do." he shot back.

"No.."

All of a sudden he crabbed my head with both of his hands and his eyes softened. I brushed away my tears with both of his hands and whispered softly: "Yes, you are, trust me, Love."

Ohh how I loved his blue eyes and the nicknames he has for me. They make me feel good but I would never tell it to a soul. I was mesmerized by his eyes that I didn't saw that his face was comeing closer to mine. I could feel and smell his delicious smell and breath on my face. How can he smell so good ? Ohh right...vampire...I gave myself a imanginary facepalm. He was so close now, his cold lips were so so close. He is so beatiful, everything about him is. He looked deep in to my eyes and whispered:

"I'm gonna kiss you know, Love.." and then his cold and heavenly soft lips touched mine.

Dadaaaaaa ! THEY FINALY KISSED !

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