"I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me" my alarm clock blasted Usher as I opened my sleepy eyes. Why does school have to start so damn early? I got up and showered and got dressed into this: .com/cgi/set?id=26877105
I went downstairs and ate breakfast by myself like usual during the school year. My parents were already at work by this time in the morning. At 7:30, I grabbed my new backpack, my phone and iPod, and a pair of purple headphones Justin got for me from Dr. Dre.
I walked outside, unlocked my car, and I got in. I drove to Sariah's house and I picked her up. I parked into the student parking lot and we got out of the car. This started our first day of 12th grade. We were finally seniors!
We walked down the hill down to my school and I couldn't help but notice some glares coming from some girls. They looked like they were freshman. No freshmen were going to kill my excitement.
We walked over to our lockers and started to decorate our lockers. We just had to put pictures of our 'men' in there. I put a picture of Justin and I when he took me to the Hollywood sign. It was of him kissing my cheek and you could see the Los Angles skyline behind us. Sariah taped a picture of Christian and her from our beach double date.
Our friends Hannah and Audrey came over to us. We hugged them before filling them in on what happened after the party. I was grounded for a couple weeks so I wasn't able to see Justin until the day he left for tour.
We compared our schedules and saw that we were all in math and science together. I looked at my first class. I had English with Audrey. We said goodbye to the others and we walked to our first class as seniors.
"Out of the way freshmen!" I hear and I turn around to see Ryan's ass of a friend, Nick yelling in the halls. That's when I saw Ryan and his friends walking through the groups of people. He was walking with Chaz and he walked into the classroom I was heading for. Shit. I saw his eyes flicker to me and I saw him tense up before he disappeared into the classroom.
Audrey and I walked into the room and we took two seats next to each other near the back. I tried to avoid Ryan, but it ended up being impossible.
"Good morning class, I'm Mrs. Ballard. I'm going to start the class by putting you in your seats that you will sit in for the rest of the semester." Our teacher said
Everyone grabbed their stuff and stood by the walls of the room while Mrs. Ballard told everyone where their seat was. We were down to the last row in the class. Audrey was already sitting in the middle. They were five kids along with me waiting for their seats and Ryan just had to be one of them.
"Connor Warren, Blair Jacobs, Jake Epstein, Ryan Butler, Lauren Sylvester, Victoria Carson, and David Haney. Here are your seats." She said sweetly
I took my seat and I listened to the teacher as she was going over the rules and that crap.
*Ryan's POV*
Damn, Lauren got hotter since the last time I saw her. Bieber just had to snatch her from me. I haven't been too happy for the past few weeks. Marissa broke up with me because I wasn't totally committed and so that's had me down in the dumps for the past few days. Seeing Lauren brought me up again and then took me back down when I remembered that she was with Bieber. I'm determined to make senior year a year to remember, and hopefully remember it as a good one.
I looked at Lauren sitting next to me. I saw a picture of her and Justin on her binder. I remember how there was picture of me in her binders and in her locker. I remember how we would hold hands as we walked through the halls, when we would kiss before each class, how I would hold her books for her, how we would go out to eat lunch, how we would be each other's partner for projects, and how people would look at us with envious eyes because they wished they had a relationship as amazing as ours.
I watched Lauren write notes down with her purple pen. Purple was her favorite color, I remember how Lauren asked me out. She was my best 'girl' friend, but I had always liked her more than friends. In eleventh grade, I kept getting these notes from my 'secret admirer' and she wrote in purple pen.
*One Year Ago*
I just received another note from my 'secret admirer'. I looked at the note again after class.
Here's a clue for ya: we've met before. I'm hoping we meet again, but for that to happen you have to think. I'm feeling generous today, so I'll give you another clue: I have hazel eyes. How long will it take for you to figure out who I am?
-Your Secret Admirer
Who was she? I was determined to find her. That's when I saw her, a girl at my locker with purple pen writing on a piece of paper. When I got closer I saw that it was Lauren. So Lauren was my 'secret admirer'. She felt the same away about me that I felt about her.
I was going to have some fun with this.
"I wouldn't have guessed that you were my 'secret admirer', but I'm glad it was you." I whispered into her ear.
She turned around with her face bright red, "What?" she said surprised
I got closer to her until I could feel her light breath on my face. I took her face in one of my hands. I brushed my thumb along her soft cheek. She looked up at me with her gorgeous green eyes. "I found you." I said
My soft lips pressed against hers, her cool breath against my skin, and her fingers slipping between my own. It was perfect. My heart was beating like sprinter who tripped, caught completely off guard. I pulled away slowly, opening my eyes.
"You found me." she said, breathless. I could feel the tips of my ears turn hot. She slipped her hands away from mine and wrapped her arms around my neck. My arms wrapped around her waist. I lurched forward again and kissed her.
*Ryan's POV*
I bit my lip thinking about her.
