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Please note that any italic's are people thoughts directed at Edward. Hope I didn't cause any confusion.
Lemon warning
Chapter12
Rosalie's POV
I was so deep in thought that I didn't even noticed that Bella had fallen asleep against my shoulder. Emmet cleared his throat and I looked at him. "We have company." He said looking in the rearview mirror. I glanced up seeing Carlisle car right behind us. I was not surprised, as that car was far faster then Emmett's Jeep, nor was I surprised when they didn't pass, they simply kept pace with us. I know you can hear me Edward, I am not joking, you are not to come near her. How dare you think it was okay for you ta make a choice like that without asking her first! I could see Edwards mouth turn downward as he heard my thoughts, and I could see him shaking his head. My vampire hearing allowed me to hear him speak from the other car. "It could kill her Rose!" He said. I could hear the emotion in his voice as he chocked on the words. It isn't your choice to make though, if she chooses to risk her life then so be it!
I heard Edwards growl , and I heard Emmett growl a deep chested growl in response. I leaned forward to touch his shoulder to let him know that I appreciated his show of support. "What if she dies Rose? " I couldn't help but to think for a moment what would happen to Edward, what would happen to the baby. Edward would be broken, but the baby....I could take care of the baby. "NOT LIKELY! IS THAT ALL THAT MATTERS TO YOU?" Edward roared, surprising Carlsile so much that he almost swerved, but he managed to prevent it. Emmett looked at me for a moment, "Rose what was that about?" He asked his eyes showed concern at Edward's emotional outburst. I simply shook my head in response, and cleared all thoughts of babies from the front part of my mind.
No matter what happens Edward, you cannot make those choices for her, she had to decided, and if she decides on the baby is more important then her life, then I will support her. You and Carlisle won't lay a hand on her head if you ever want to be able to use it again, and that is a promise, not a threat. I listened as Edward explained to Carlislewhat was going on, and he asked Carlisle to help him, Carlisle told him that he would help in any way he was able. I snarled hearing his response, causing Bella to wake up startled.
"What..."She said as she bolted upright. "It's nothing Bella, everything is alright." I said as soothingly as possible. She must feel so confused right now. I was not going to add to her stress, that would be worse for her, and for the baby. Why couldn't Edward see that this was one of those things that he couldn't control? I glanced outside and saw that we were almost to Forks. The weather was the usual overcast grey that made it easier for our family to live here and seem like other people. We pulled slowed down to pull into the long drive. And as we pulled into the yard everyone was waiting on the front porch. Emmett and I jumped out as Edward and Carlisle did the same. I stepped protectively in front of Bella as I helped her out of the car.
Edward sped towards us, "Bella..." He started but she held up her hand. "Edward don't." She said quietly. Her hands covered her abdomen protectively as he approached her. "You didn't even bother to ask me how I felt about this. This is our baby, mine and yours. I love you Edward, with all of my heart, but I love our baby too, and I wont let anyone take it away from us. I am strong enough to carry this baby Edward, but you need to give me that choice, not to make it for me." Bella spoke fiercely, and even though she looked tired and worn out, he eyes shone with determination, and a hint of tears.
"Why don't we go up and have a look to know more about this before anyone makes any rash decisions?" Emse looked on her shoulders set firmly, her mouth drawn tightly from all of conflict. Jasper was trying to send waves of calm over the whole family to sooth the turmoil that was effecting everyone's nerves, and I fought to keep the edge of my anger, so I would be able to keep Bella safe in need be. Bella glanced at Edward, and he nodded his consent. Carlisle then led the way into the house and upstairs to a room he had set up after speaking with Edward earlier.
A quick glance around the room revealed a vast array of machines, what they were for was beyond me. Carlisle asked Bella to lay down on the bed, and he pulled forward a machine that looked like a small television. It had a small coiled cord that attached to a spherical wand on the end, that widened into a half circle. Bella laid back on the bed and Edward stepped closer to her. I growled at him, and moved forward to intercept him, blocking his way to her. "Rose it's okay, he won't hurt me, let him closer..please." Said Bella softly. I moved back, but not without a parting shot at my brother. One false move Edward, that's all it will take..... Edward bared his teeth at me as I stepped back. I moved around the bed, and sat by Bella's side.
Edward held her hand, smoothing her hair back from her face, and leaned in to kiss her temple. His eyes moved from Bella's face to Carlisle's machine and back again. "Okay Bella, I need you to pull up your shirt, just enough so I can look at your stomach. Bella's face flushed red, but she did as she was asked. As she pulled back the fabric of her shirt, I stopped breathing from the shock. Her belly was rounded out between her hips, the bulge from the baby more noticeable that I had thought. Her skin was pulled tightly over the protrusion, as if it was trying to grow before our eyes. As we all watched silently waiting for Carlisle to turn the machine on, and for it to warm up, Bella's stomach pulsed, and her hand flew to it, to rub soothing circles where the baby had moved. "It's okay little nudger..." she softly crooned. Edward looked at her, then looked away, his face showing none of the love that she was feeling for this life that was growing within her. I looked at Bella and wished that I was her, I would be strong enough to carry this child. I deserved a child of my own, but since I couldn't then maybe I could help Bella. I would do everything I could to help her and if things didn't work out I could raise the baby for her. The thought of mothering a little baby made me smile. "ROSE!" Edward thundered. "That is enough!" He hissed at me. Too quickly for human ears I heard him mumble, "I will never allow that to happen, I wont loose her!"
Carlisle interrupted us. "Alright Bella, this is going to feel a bit cold, but only for a moment," Bella nodded as she watched. Carlisle took a bottle and her squeezed out a clear jelly onto Bella's rounded belly. Then her took the wand and gently pressed the wide end of it into the jelly and spread it around her belly. The small screen lit up and Carlisle tried to explain what we were seeing. All that I could make out was a rounded area filled with darkness. I noticed Edward turn to Carlisle, "What does that mean Carlisle?" He asked his voice held an edge of panic. Carlisle took a breath and pointed to the light area of the screen. "This lighter area is the cavity inside of Bella's stomach, and this dark area," he said gesturing to the formless void on the screen, "is the baby..." I turned back to look at the screen, I didn't see a baby, all I saw was nothingness.
"Carlisle shouldn't it show more then that?" Bella asked her voice giving away the concern she must be feeling. Carlisle looked weary as he ran his hand through his hair. "It should Bella, but what you are seeing is actually only the embryonic sac, the baby is in there, but we can't see it. Would you mind if I performed an examination?" Bella simply nodded. "Why can't you see it Carlisle? "I asked him Edward looked even more horror struck, and I wondered what Carlisle was thinking to make him even more fearful. "I'm not sure Rosalie," he said "But then what can we be sure about with this situation. I have never , in all of my years, heard about anything like this." Bella listened to our words, but she seemed more focused on her belly, which kept jumping. "Ow!" Bella exclaimed as the baby gave an extra strong kick. I could see the movement of it pushing out against her skin. Before our eyes a purple bruise started to spread out the lower right side of her swollen belly. Bella sucked back a quick intake of breath as she rubbed her tender side.
"That was a strong one!" She said in a good natured grumble. Edward closed his eyes, and pinched the bridge of his nose with the fingers of the hand that wasn't holding onto Bella. Carlisle wiped the gel off of Bella's belly and he started to examine her, palpitating her belly gently with her fingers, he forehead furrowed, and he gently pressed in circles that went around her belly, making them larger and larger as her worked outwards from her belly he got out a stethoscope and placed it against her belly. Esme looked at him, "Carlisle, is that necessary?" Carlisle held up his finger momentarily. Then motioned for Esme to come closer. He removed the stethoscope. "Humans can hear better with these so I figured it couldn't hurt my hearing either. Here listen , what do you hear?" Esme leaned closer to Bella's belly, we all did, but not a sound was heard. "Now try," he said handing her the instrument, as long as Bella does not mind. "No, I don't mind Emse." Bella said watching Esme come closer.
Esme put the stethoscope to Bella's bump, and put the piece to her ear and listened. Esme looked up and shook her head, "Still nothing." she said looking at Carlisle. "I know," he responded, "nothing, nothing at all." And this could only incrase the ability that we already hahave, but there is still just nothing. However it is obvious that the child grows, and lives." he said as Bella stomach moved again. "The only thing that I can tell, is that the embryonic sac is extremely strong, and that must be protecting the baby. That sac is keeping the baby hidden from the ultra sound, it is almost like rock....or vampire skin...." I was quite enthralled with Carlisle trying piece together what was going on, but realized that he was as unsure as the rest of us with what was going on.
Edward spoke up then. "But what about the growth rate Carlisle? The fetus is growing too fast, it could kill her." Carlisle nodded, then turned to Bella. Bella you need to think about this. This pregnancy could endanger your life, or even kill you, we do not know what to expect. It would probably be best to terminate the pregnancy......." His voice softened as he spoke. Anger boiled through me Edward looked at Bella, his eyes pleading her to make the choice that would keep her safe, but Bella's eyes turned from him. "I won't kill our baby." She said, "Even if bringing this baby into the world is the last thing I get to do.....I will do everything within my power to make it happen. I can't not give this child the chance to live." She looked at Edward, her eyes were pleading with him to understand why she had to make this decision.
"I support Bella's choice!" I said loudly. I angrily eyed Edward daring him to challenge me. "As do I."Esme said quietly. Edward turned to her in horror, his mouth open. "Edward dear, there is nothing I wouldn't do if I could get back the child I lost. I'm sorry, but Bella deserves to have this child if she so wishes." Edward glanced at Alice. Who shrugged her shoulder's as she leaned further into Jasper's side. "I can't see anything Edward. Nothing at all." Poor Alice, she looked so helpless. I know how much she wanted to help by letting us know what we could expect, but she was unable, and she was feeling the strain almost as much as Jasper. The two excused themselves, and left the room, then leaving the house only moments later, probably trying to distance themselves from the emotions and stress that was brewing.
"Edward, I am willing to help, but I will not go against Bella's wishes, or Esme's," Carlisle added so quietly that I almost missed it. I saw Emse look down bashfully, I knew that she had heard his words. Emmett spoke up, "I love you Bro, but I am not going against my wife either, even if I understand how you feel." He turned to me and put a protective hand on my waist. He knew that I was not leaving her side. Bella pulled her shirt back down over her belly. "Edward", she said softly, "I'm hungry would you mind making me something to eat?" "Of course my love." Edward responded. "Eggs?" Bella nodded with a smile. Edward kissed her once more, then quickly left the room. Esme and I helped Bella up out of the bed, then down stairs, her smile had vanished with Edward's departure. Emmett came up and swept her right off her feet, carrying her down the stairs swiftly. "You are in bad enough shape now , I am not going to have you fall down the stairs to make things worse,!" He said with a goofy grin. Bella laughed, as did I . I love him, he was such a goof, but he never failed to make people smile.
Emmett set Bella down on the couch, and Esme got her blankets and a pillow, to help her feel more comfortable. Bella got cozy on the couch, and I sat protectively beside her. I could hear Edward talking quietly with Carlisle in the kitchen as he made some foul smelling eggs. I was thankful that I wasn't the one who would be eating them, but they would be good for Bella. Edward and Carlisle were talking about Bella's inability to keep food down. That would be a problem, babies need food to grow, I was going to have to monitor what Bella ate from now on.
Later on Esme came to sit with Bella, so Em and I could have some alone time, she knew how agitated I was. As soon as we got into our bedroom, Emmett was at my side. "Rosie, are you okay ?" He asked. I was not okay, this was bringing back to many memories, memories that I had pushed away over the years , but that always seemed to resurface. Emmett pulled me into his embrace, and simply held me. His arms wrapped around me like a protective shell trying to keep everything else out. But the memories still seeped forth. The want to have a baby, and a family like my best friend. The desire to be a wife and mother. The dream that was wiped away as my pervert of a fiancé raped me. The hurt and pain as his friends used me, and hurt me and left me to die on the curbside.
Emmet could feel the tearless sobs rack through my body as I let the pain of my past wash over me. His grip tightened as he picked me up and carried me to our bed. This was a side of me that I refused to show our family, I was too ashamed, but Emmett was apart of me, and he was the only one who could help pull me from my pain. He sat down and drew me onto his lap, curling his finger into my hair. He whispered over and over into my ear, "I am here Rose, noone will ever hurt you again, I will keep you safe. I love you." With each I love you the pain eased away a bit more, like the tide, receding leaving the sand clean once more. Taking all of the discourse with it. And soon all that was left was my strong handsome husband holding me tight in his arms, telling me he loved me.
I responded to that love as I always did. I crushed my lips to his, never able to get close enough. The clothing he wore was shredded from his body in my lustful attack. Emmett would respond in kind, knowing that I needed him to show me how much he loved me. This was how houses got destroyed, and walls turned to rubble. But tonight all that mattered was the man in my arms, who kept the pain at bay form my heart. Emmett pulled me to him, his penis stood strait at attention, showing how much he wanted me. I straddled him and opened my soft folds over the tip of his shaft, he moaned as I slid down over his length. I took him in as far as my body allowed, slamming his full length against my inner walls. Emmett didn't stand a chance as I moved on him. Gyrating my hips into his groin pushing harder and faster each time I slid his penis slightly out, then grinding him into me again. His hands cupped my breasts. He circled my nipples with his fingers, and I felt them respond to him, hardening under his touch.. Emmett, moved his hands around to my bottom, squeezing my cheeks as he felt my movements. I moved harder then as I felt a tingling heat starting inside my most sacred place, and as I moved against my husband I felt it blossom into a raging fire. I slammed my body against Emmett's as I felt the intensity of the orgasm over take me, and I threw back my head as I screamed his name "Emm...Em... .. Emmmmettttttt!
Emmett turned me over and he continued the deep thrusting into my already quivering vagina, pulling my body up to meet his. "Hmm Rose..." He gasped between thrusts. Emmett raised my leg so it was over his muscular shoulder, and he continued thrusting, panting my name now, as each thrust brought him as deep as possible into my body. He moved at full speed, thrusting, and with one hand he reached up and started to stroke my clit. The heat returned full force, as an explosion between my legs, and I raised my hips to him as I felt his hands clench against my body. He moaned out my name, "Rooosssseeeeee....." and his penis pulsed and exploded inside me, causing me to fall over the edge of my second orgasm.
I pulled my amazing husband down to me and kissed him deeply. I was amazed that I had found the one being that could make me feel so special, forsaking all others. I snuggled into his chest, as he laid beside me. And once again he said those words that made me whole. "I am here Rose, noone will ever hurt you again, I will keep you safe. I love you."
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