Hello kittyberries. First off I want to apologise for the lack of updates last month, the last few chapters for the story seem to be very difficult to write for me, every idea i have had for a new chapter hasn't worked out the way I wanted them to and it has frustrated me to no end. so I decided to take a small hiatus and give myself time to make sure that what I was writing was worth reading. Secondly, I want to thank each and every one of you for being patient with me, not just with this story but with my past ones too, as it always gets difficult for me to bring the stories to a close so Thankyou. Lastly, I hope that you all like this chapter and I will try my hardest to update again soon.

Warnings: Spelling and Grammar, Language, Violence, Occ-ness, Fluff, Angst, Mentions of Rape(there is no explicit detail of this but it will be mentioned), POV switches and other things that i always seem to forget to add so they go here...

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters.

P.s. the events in this chapter occur mostly at the same time, for example when Ichi and Shiro find each other the events leading to it happened at the same time.


Grimmjow walked through the corridors slowly, his foot falls bounced off the walls and echoed loudly in his ears, the hairs on the back of his neck stood up like someone was watching him and following behind him. To stem his own paranoia he looked over his shoulder and saw that there was no one there. Shaking his head he continued on and shoved his hands deeply into his pockets to try and warm his fingers up, he sniffed and sneezed as dust went up his nose. Glass crunched under his feet and he looked around the corridor that he was walking down, from the outside the building that they were in seemed like it was in good condition but the inside was a different story, the paint on the walls had started to peel and tiles that belonged in the ceiling now littered the floor and half of the glass that was on the floor came from the windows. Grimmjow knew that he shouldn't be thinking about meaningless things like this when his lover was in danger but he needed to take his mind off of everything so that he could concentrate on finding his lover. Grimmjow strained his ears listening for any small noise that indicated where Ichigo was, taking a deep breath he continued on down the hall.


Ichigo pulled himself into sitting position and stifled a whimper as every muscle and bone jarred with the single movement, gripping onto the wall he hoisted himself up and lent against it, each breath he took seemed to rattle in his chest, he pushed himself against the wall, ignoring the pain that came with the movement. When he got to the door he could feel the sweat covering his body and he felt disgusting, all he wanted to do was go home, scrub himself clean and sleep in Grimmjow's arms. But before he could do that he had to get out of this room. Before he could even think about putting his hand on the door, it swung open and then slammed shut again, every muscle in his body tensed as his eyes locked on the socking red hair of Renji. Said man turned to him and in his eyes Ichigo saw pain and regret.

"Ichigo…" Renji started.

"Don't, I don't want to hear it. How could you betray me like this Ren, I thought we were family"

Renji swallowed thickly at the pain in his friends voice, regret pooled in his stomach as he had realized that he had made a huge mistake in hurting his friend and helping Aizen. He knew that what he was going to do next would probably get him killed but if it meant that his friend got to go home then he wouldn't regret it. So wit out a word, he turned back to the door but as he was leaving he took his hand out of his pocket and let the key that he was holding drop to the floor. Renji saw Ichigo's eyes flick to the floor and back up again, feigning anger, Renji yanked open the door and let it slam again.

Ichigo saw the key hit the floor and he flinched when the door slammed after Renji, Ichigo knew that Renji had just put his life on the line to help him escape but he couldn't bring himself to care, maybe he would in a few years time and he may even be grateful but right now, the anger and the pain fueled him and he lent down, grasped the key tight in his hand and stood. He slipped the key into the lock and turned it, when the locks clicked signaling that the key had worked, Ichigo took a deep breath and yanked open the door.


Shiro ran his hand through his snowy white locks and yanked on them slightly, his stomach was in tight knots and his throat was burring with the bile that tried to make its way out of his mouth with his every thought. Every muscle in his body seemed to ache and his bones felt like they were going to snap with every step that he took. He was exhausted but he was determined to find his brother and kill that bastard that took him and hurt him. Dropping his hand he shoved them in his pockets and picked up his pace, he tried not to shiver as cold air hit him and he hunched his shoulders to keep himself warm, he tucked his chin into his chest and walked faster, no seeing where he was going he slammed into another person who let out a loud yelp of pain when they hit the floor, Shiro looked up and his eyes locked with those of his twin.

Ichigo's eyes widened as his eyes met his brothers, tears instantly filled his eyes, Shiro's name tried to make its way from his throat but all that came out was a broken noise and Ichigo was being crushed to his brothers chest and he ignored the pain that flared through his body and he squeezed his brother just as tight. They stayed like this for a couple of minutes before Shiro pulled back and said,

"How'd you get out"

"Renji, he dropped the key so I could get out, I think he feels guilty about what he's done but I couldn't give two fucks at the moment, all I want to do is go home so take me home Shi" Ichigo begged.

Shiro helped his bother stand and took most of his weight and said, " We have to find Grimmjow first, then Aizen"

Ichigo stiffened at Aizen's name, he didn't think that he will be able to face the other man after what he had done to him in the last few hours, but he didn't say anything to his brother and he wouldn't tell him what had happened, he would take it to his grave with him. Another person that he wouldn't tell was Grimmjow, it would kill the other man to know that something had happened to him and knowing Grimmjow, Ichigo knew that the other man would blame himself for not being able to stop him being hurt. So he just let his brother lead him in the general direction of Grimmjow while he ignored the pain in his body.


Aizen watched on the monitor as the Kurosaki twins disappeared around the corner and a grim spread across his lips, he had saw the way Ichigo had stiffened at the mention of his name, now he wanted to see how he reacted towards Grimmjow. Aizen hoped that Ichigo was too broken to be even touched by the other man. Aizen wasn't even mad at Renji for betraying him and helping the orange haired man get free, t had helped move his plan along in a big way, he knew that the three men would come and look for him so he could kill three birds with one stone. Spinning in his chair, he faced the door and rested his chin on his knuckles and waited for the door to open.

Shiro and Ichigo found Grimmjow rather quickly, when the bigger man saw the twins coming closer to him, he stopped in his tracks and his eyes filled with tears as he saw the bad shape that Ichigo was in, bruises and cuts covers most of his beautiful face, there were numerous ones on his chest and arms. Grimmjow's eyes roamed over Ichigo and his eyes rested on the other's hips, anger flared through his body so fast that he felt his skin prickle, under the waist band of Ichigo's filthy jeans; he could see finger shaped bruises on his Ichigo's hips. When the twins stopped in front of him, he reached out to caress the side of Ichigo's face, his stomach dropped when Ichigo filched away from the touch and lent further into his brother, Grimmjow dropped his hand and his fingers curled into fists.

When Ichigo saw Grimmjow his stomach fluttered happily and he had let his eyes roam over the other man, in all honesty Grimmjow looked exhausted but Ichigo suspected that they all did. When he felt Grimmjow's eyes on him, he tried not to flinch under the blue irises roaming over him, he felt his whole body stiffen when he felt Grimmjow's eyes resting on his hips, bile rose in his throat, he flicked his eyes up to Grimmjow's face for a split second and he knew instantly and he felt like his skin was crawling, all that ran though his head was, Grimmjow knows, he knows, he knows, and Ichigo wanted to throw up. When they had stopped and Grimmjow had reached out to him, he couldn't help but flinch back and shuffle further into Shiro, he didn't want to dirty Grimmjow's touch.


Grimmjow POV

I could feel my knuckles cracking under the pressure that I had them under; the joints ached as they protested under the strain. I wanted to tear Aizen's head off with my bare hands, I wanted to crush his heart with my fingers and see the life drain out of his foul eyes, I wanted to bathe in his blood, I wanted to… I wanted to. I forced myself to take a deep breath and I squeeze my eyes shut, there was a slight ringing in my ears, I could hear one of the twins saying something, I opened my eyes and when they met Ichigo's something in me snapped and before I knew it Aizen's name ripped from my lips in a roar of anger and anguish and I took off in a run in the direction that the twins had come from.


Aizen POV.

I heard Grimmjow yell my name in anger, I could feel my blood pumping through my veins, my pulse quickened and I flicked my eyes towards the monitor, I could see the twins arguing and then Ichigo took off in a run after Grimmjow even though the other had flinched away from Grimmjow's touch he obviously still cared about the blue haired man enough to ignore his own pain and run after him. I followed Grimmjow on the monitor and saw that he was close, so I pressed the button under my desk and my door swung open, and I waited. Ten minutes passed and there was a shadow filling my door and I knew that I was Grimmjow so with a grin I said,

"Welcome Grimmjow"

There was a roar and Grimmjow lunged.


So what did you all think, I really hope that you all liked it and I apologise for the shortness of it but it was necessary to end it where i did i hope you all dont cuss me out *puppy eyes*. any ways please let me know what you think and i hope that you are all having an awesome Day/ Night/ Evening where ever you are,

Until Next Time

Meesh :3