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song: Nickelback - I'd come for you
Lily's Point of View
Lily was pacing in St. Mungo's waiting room, even though all of her family was there she felt utterly alone. The sad and anxious expressions of every member of her family helped worsened her emotional state. It was exhausting waiting for the healer to give them news about her grandfather. She felt a pair of arms go around her, Jordan was trying to soothe her, she rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes…the image of her grandfather lying on the ground without moving was haunting her, she wanted to forget what she had experienced. The feeling of helplessness was consuming her whole body and being on Jordan's arms was doing nothing to help her.
The door opened and everyone's head turned expectantly to look if Arthur's healers came bearing news, it was another false alarm. She groaned in frustration…they had been there for over 8 hours and nobody could give them information about Arthur Weasley. Lily snapped out of frustration and shoved Jordan out of their embrace and exited St. Mungo's. She found herself in a busy London street without anywhere to go; she started walking aimlessly and without a path. She needed time to clear her head before heading back to the waiting room, she felt someone coming after her…she was in no mood to handle company so she dissaparated.
Scorpius's Point of View
Scorpius was exhausted. Stephen had made his personal mission helping him get out of his depression over losing Lily to a Yankee git; the first two months of their "breakup" he had pinned for her, he went to work and didn't leave his penthouse for anything. Stephen leaved him alone for those months, after that he became his shadow and for the last two months he had dragged his lazy depressed bum all over London's nightclubs to help him get over her…it was not working.
He was walking in London's streets trying to get back to his penthouse after a night out. Now he was not only depressed but angry…he wanted to kill that bloody git for even looking at her. He knew he had no claim whatsoever over Lily but hearing about their sex life was just unbearable…the thought of him touching her almost made him scream to the whole wizarding. He hated that Jordan could brag to the world that he had shagged Lily and it provoked such anger that he had at one time destroyed his living room.
That was a memory that made him want to curse something or someone; his trips to Flourish and Blotts were forever cursed…another thing he had to thank bloody Jordan Kensington.
He passed a bookstore and could not help remembering
I had to go to Flourish and Blotts to get some books I had ordered about American wizarding law, they were extremely important…I just had accepted a case and I needed to understand American legislation. While the store clerk went to get my package I started perusing the bookshelves. Through a hole in them I recognized a red head I had been missing like hell. I could not stop myself from smiling.
A black haired someone joined Lily. I couldn't stop myself from spying on them, I should have known better than that…especially when he started kissing her.
"I missed you," Jordan said to her between kisses. She just laughed at him and answered his kisses. "You know I can't get enough of you," I had to gag at his statement. Jordan continued kissing her, but now those kisses had a lustful urgency. "it's difficult for me to believe you were a virgin." She gave him a mischievous grin and continued their kissing.
I had to do something…I silently levitated some books and directed them to Jordan's head. That perverted bastard had to pay for robbing Lily of her innocence. Just the thought of his hands all over her body made my blood boil. His reaction to the books falling on his head was hilarious.
Scorpius gagged at the memory. He was angry with himself for letting Lily have such a direct impact in his life. He regretted the consequences that ensued from his little encounter.
He finally reached the entrance of his building, He was coming home at 3 AM quite drunk after a rather enjoyable night out with Stephen. He was drunk, he started humming a song he heard at the muggle nightclub…he never thought those could be that fun, he smiled…muggles could be so gullible. He opened the door to his building and saw the doorman looking strangely at him
"Mister Malfoy, a pretty girl came looking for you," Scorpius nodded at the man and frowned…Lynn Zabini had been stalking him for the last month and it was his entire bloody fault…well maybe Stephen was to blame too.
He was mumbling angrily to himself while reaching for the elevator, remembering why he had ended up entangled in the Lynn mess once again. He groaned at his own male stupidity…sometimes it was true that men sometimes thought with the lower half of their bodies. He regretted it, but he had a great time with her…the girl was great on the sack, no point in denying it.
He had a more than friendly reunion with Lynn over a month ago, after it they had established weekly meetings. Those meetings had gained him a stalker. Lynn was always where he was. He was getting tired of her…he was not going to marry her. At the mention of her by the doorman he seriously considered going to sleep over his parent's house, but decided it was better to send her off forever.
Lily's Point of View
Lily was walking aimlessly throughout the streets of London in a purring rain. She was soaked to the bones but she did not care, she just had been kicked out of a pub for disorderly conduct…she was drunk, still she did not care. She had no money and she had left her wand in St. Mungo's (she was hoping her family would take it home). She did not want to think or to feel…she was determined in becoming number by the second. She had succeeded so far, the simple idea of feeling something made her want to vomit…she just wanted to continue her life as she had always did…when everything was fine.
Most of the people she encountered at the street were staring at her deplorable state, her hair was wet and hung all over her face, her dress was torn but she didn't know how the hell that had happened. She continued to walk without any destination in mind; she only wanted to get away from her family, from her feelings…from herself; that was why she had opted to try and drink away her feelings, that hollow that had started to grow since this afternoon when she had found her grandfather lying on the floor without moving had become bigger and was swallowing her. She was cursing herself for leaving her wand behind, that damn hospital interfered with her reasoning.
Suddenly all of her emotions that had been crawling on her skin all day could not be contained any more…the streets suddenly started closing down on her, she fell to the floor and sat down holding her knees. The tears that started streaming down her cheeks disappeared with the raindrops
"No…no….no…please no," she started rocking herself. Out of her mouth came the most blood chilling scream ever, her fists collided with the wet asphalt...they became bloodied by the third collide but her physical pain had no comparison to the one from her heart. She felt lost, she was hurting but her brain couldn't help ease it a little bit…Jordan and her family were no better. She felt so alone; to her, life was something dark and not worth living for. She knew she had no other option.
She dissaparated to the building Constance had told her that was Scorpius's. She was about to enter the building and ask the doorman what his apartment was when she saw Lynn coming out of the elevator…fortunately Lynn did not see her and Lily stayed in a dark corner wondering what the bloody hell she was doing here.
Scorpius's Point of View
Scorpius took the elevator to get home. His head was buzzing with irrational thoughts while the elevator took him to the last floor. He was always amazed at how muggles could be so creative. The elevator door opened directly to his penthouse, he took out the keys to open the door. Something made him stop from opening his door…there was someone sitting on the floor.
"Lily," she looked up at him with a tear stained face.
Lily's Point of View
Lily sneaked into the building and went up to Scorpius's penthouse through the stairs; she would wait for him outside his apartment. When she arrived she sat down on the floor and held her knees. She hoped he would come home soon.
He finally came back and when he said her name, somehow everything became better. She just stared directly into his grey eyes; she could not utter a single word. He opened the door and helped her get up from the ground and moved her inside.
"Hey beautiful, what's wrong?" his insides were dancing; she must had had some kind of trifle with Jordan…maybe they had broken up the engagement.
Lily just held him close to her; he wrapped his arms around the sobbing girl. "Please tell me it's not true…please Scorpius," she started to shake under his embrace
"Beautiful, tell me what's wrong so I can help you," she continued crying, she could not speak…she felt like a big hole was swallowing her. He kept his embrace and started caressing her wet hair.
He took her in his arms and sat down with her on the couch. He could not take anymore the sadness that was emanating from her…Jordan had hell to pay. "Please tell me," Lily had calmed down a bit, her face was still buried in his chest
"Scorpius please tell this is a nightmare," he stared down at the girl that was on his arms
"Why is this a nightmare?" Lily tried to speak but her sobs were shaking her to the core. He felt useless and powerless; he wanted to make everything better to for her
She started to cry once again, "please tell me…tell me," between her sobs she screamed at him and started pounding his chest, "tell me that my grandfather is not dead…that I am asleep," everything that Scorpius imagined that had happened was far from what she had said.
Her gaze jerked up from her own feet, to take in a pair of fashionably Italian leather shoes. Above that were jeans, body hugging over hard muscles. Narrow hips. Nice chest. A face with hard factions; sensuous mouth, high cheekbones and slightly tousled blonde hair, oh my god…I had forgotten how gorgeous he is. Those grey eyes were taunting her.
Out of the blue Lily kissed him. He was caught of guard and returned the kiss. His mind was working in overdrive, he delicately moved Lily out of their kiss, "Beautiful, this is wrong,"
Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding. Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it
"Please Scorpius, I need to forget…I want to forget, even if it isn't for long," at this distance his eyes could not evade hers. They were looking at each other, looking and not turning aside. At last he whispered her name and she kissed him once again.
I can't believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground. But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now. Everyday I spend away my soul is inside out. Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.
He couldn't think. His heart was threatening to come through his chest. Nothing mattered except that she was here, that they were here together. Slowly, so slowly he closed his hand around hers, intertwining their fingers, the way they were meant to be. His other hand lifted to her face, her eyes closed at the touch, her cheek leaning into it.
By now you'd know that I'd come for you. No one but you, yes I'd come for you. But only if you told me to. And I'd fight for you. I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you. You know I'd always come for you.
He kissed her back with such passion and love that she felt overwhelmed. She knew that she was safe for now and in a instant she let herself melt into his passion. She started unbuttoning his shirt, he knew that they would regret this tomorrow, but right now nothing mattered except that they were together.
I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing. My mind was closing, now I'm believing. I finally know what just what it means to let someone in. To see the side of me that no one does or ever will. So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone. I'd search forever just to bring you home, here and now this I vow
He kissed her neck, making her moan. His head started spinning, everything he ever wanted was to make Lily happy, now was the moment. He started slowly undressing her; he took his time because he was taking in the beauty of her, a beauty that was inside and out. He had waited 2 years for this. He started kissing her back, her collarbone, her legs, her stomach...he wanted to remember every part of her, every taste.
By now you'd know that I'd come for you. No one but you, yes I'd come for you. But only if you told me to. And I'd fight for you. I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you. You know I'd always come for you. You know I'd always come for you.
Lily started nibbling his earlobe and had her hands all over his hair. They were both completely focused on their respective tasks. He took her in his arms and led her to his bedroom. He delicately lay her on his bed and stared down at her half naked body, he smiled at the sight of her, God she is beautiful.
Yes I'd come for you, no one but you, yes I'd come for you. But only if you told me to. And I'd fight for you. I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you. You know I'd always come for you
"I love you," without thinking he uttered those words, she smiled and made him shut up by kissing him passionately. They finished undressing one another and for the first time they became one. It was like they were reading each other's minds...each movement, each gesture and sound that was made was made by either one of them was as if it was made by just one…they were in perfect synchronization. They were perfectly complementing each other.
No matter what gets in my way. As long as there's still life in me. No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you. I'd crawl across this world for you. Do anything you want me to. No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you. You know I'll always come for you
Scorpius's Point of View
Scorpius woke up smiling; every image from last night came flooding in. He could not believe what had happened. He had finally realized what his father had always told him about sex…doing it with someone you love takes you to a whole different level. What he had experienced with Lily last night had been completely different from what he had experienced with his constant flings.
He rolled over and found an empty bed. Lily had sneaked out. He was exhilarated, he was sure that Lily would break her engagement to that git and they could be happy forever. He got up from bed to shower and head to Potter Manor, he still had to pay his respects to the Potter's and Weasley's for Mr. Weasley passing.
He wanted to be with Lily and comfort her; Mr. Weasley and her had been extremely close, he was sure that she had been his favorite grandchild…they shared a bond that according to Lily every one of her cousins envied. She was completely broken and would be for a long time…now it was time for him to help her rebuild herself, like he had done 2 years ago.
He definitely was here to stay.
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