Beside You

" Well are you not going to come in ?" I asked Damon who was still standing outside.

" Yeah of course, sorry I was just thinking." He said

" Oh, and what were you thinking about ?" Maybe I shouldn't have invited him in. But there is no way I am staying alone tonight.

" Well it seems like you are always getting yourself into some kind of trouble."

" Oh really?, and why does it seem that way?" Is it really that obvious?

" I don't know, maybe I` m wrong, but you defently seem like you are scared of someone."

" Or something." I said

" What was that?" He asked

Oh crap! I do this all the time! God I need to learn how to keep my mouth shut.

" Oh nothing…. So are you hungry or something?"

" Nah, not really I had already eaten when I saw you scared as shit in the field."

So he is not going to drop it is he? Well I guess that's what I get for inviting him in.

" So you want to tell me why you were so scared?" He asked

" Um.. Not really, I wouldn't even know how to explain it."

Crap! There I go again!

" Why wont you tell me? You know you are the most secretive person I have every met, usually girls want to pore their entire heart out so that they have someone to share it with. But no not you… and why is that?"

I walked in to the kitchen, he wasn't hungry but I sure was. He was following me of course.

" Have you been hurt or something before? Is that why?"

Oh god.. Now what am I supposed to do?

" No….. I guess I just don't like letting people in. Its better when they don't know anyways."

I opened the fridge. What the hell? No food at all?

" What is there to know that is so bad?"

I walked to the pantry… No food there either. I guess I will just have to stick with a glass of water right now. I` m feeling kind of dizzy anyways.

" Why wont you talk to me?" he asked pushing again.

" It is because I don-" Crap seriously right now? Why does this have to happen!?

" Jules?" he asked sounding worried again.

Oh no, no, no , no!! I clutched the counter for support. I closed my eyes and then when I re- opened them that same ghost was there again.

" Go away!" I screamed I was so dizzy.

" Now you want me to go away?" he asked sounding confused.

The ghost was so close it was breathing on me now. It grabbed my throat and choked my real hard.

" I told you what you need to do, now you better do it or I will be back for more!"

She let go of me and then was gone in a second. I fell to the floor gasping for air.

" Jules! Are you ok? What is wrong?"

He was at my side in a second. I was starting to be able to breathe normally now. God, I am so tired of these stupid ghosts!

" Yeah, I` m fine I guess I just had a little bit of a panic attack." I said

" Well here come and sit down for a while." He said leading me into the living room.

" No its really ok it happens to me all the time." More then he would know.

" I think I just want to go to bed now." I said heading for the stairs.

" Wait… are you sure?"

" Yeah I` m honestly fine, you can have my parents bedroom ."

" Ok well if you need me you know where I am." He walked towards me and then kissed me on the head.

" K, night, see you in the morning." I said

I started walking to my bedroom.

" Wait Damon I-"

Right then he kissed me with such passion and force I thought I was going to pass out. And I kissed him back, I couldn't hold it in anymore. And in that moment I felt happy, which is something that I haven't felt in a long time. We continued to kiss and then started to make our way into my room.

( I imagine this chapter with the song Beside You- Marianas Trench, has nothing to do with it, sorry!)