"He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why..."
"Hey Jinx!"
"Oh...hey-...I'll...one sec!"
And you just run off, into your room.
Like you have some secret.
And you do have some secret.
That secret is him.
I know why you're so nice-even to Gizmo.
I know why you've stopped going on missions.
I know why you no longer have interest in the Brotherhood of Evil.
And it's not just because you no longer admire Madame Rouge because she hit you.
I know every night that you go on your "Private Jinx Alone Time" that you're with him.
The rest of the Hive Five is too stupid to realize it.
But I'm not.
I sit outside your room sometimes, you know.
And I listen.
I can hear whispers, chatter and even soft laughter.
And I hate it.
I hate the way you're not Jinx anymore.
You're not my Jinx anymore.
My Jinx would never think about him unless it was an evil thought that inflicted pain.
My Jinx would never think about leaving the team.
Not for him.
Yeah. I know.
I heard you two when he asked you to leave us, the Hive Five, the team that's been with you for years. The team that's supported you, that's admired you. The team that desperate needs you. Well, maybe they don't feel that way.
But I do.
But then, I heard him say something.
Something I've been wanting to say for such a long time.
Something I should have said.
And maybe, if I did, you wouldn't be packing in your room right now. You wouldn't be five minutes away from going out the back door with a backpack full of everything you would take with you.
If I did, maybe you'd be with me and not him.
I love you, Jinx.
I've loved you since the first moment I ever saw you. Ever since I first saw that pink spark in your eye, I loved you.
But he beat me too it.
I heard him say it.
And there was a silence.
And now it's too late.
Too late.
Swish.
The door to your room opens and you walk out gracefully. You're sneaking, actually, but it's graceful nonetheless.
"Hey, Jinx."
You jump before you realize it was me.
"Oh. Hey See-More!" I can tell you feel awkward because I've caught you. "What's up?"
"Going somewhere?" I ask, nodding at your bag.
"Uh...yeah. I'm headed over to Angel's. Girl's night, you know?" Lies. But...it would break your heart if I stopped you. It's already breaking mine that I'm letting you go.
"Cool. Have fun. Tell her I say hi." You instantly relax now that you think I believe you. But I think we both know better.
"Well...see you."
And you slip around the corner to the back entrance. I wait a moment before I follow you.
"Well you pack lightly!"
I freeze.
That voice.
So happy.
So chipper.
I know in an instant who that voice belongs to.
It's him.
My blood begins to boil.
"Well I didn't have a lot of things I wanted to bring with me," I hear you say, "fresh start, you know? I don't want anything to hold me down."
And my heart breaks a little more.
"Haha, if you insist!" He laughs. Laughs. "We can go out later. Shopping? Get you some new clothes?"
"Aw, you'd do that?"
"For you, baby? Anything."
And then I hear him kiss you.
I snap and come out of hiding.
"See-More!" You gasp.
"YOU!" I storm over to him and look him in the eye.
"Me!" He says. He smiles. Like I'm fucking joking. Bastard. So I clock him.
He doesn't have any time to respond, so he stumbles backwards.
"Kid Flash!" You run to him to help him stay steady. Then you glare at me. So I lunge at him again before I see a flash of pink and I'm on my back.
"...J...in...x?" I manage to get out, "w...why?" You walk over and kneel down next to me. He just picks up your stuff and then he's gone in a blaze of red and yellow.
"See-More...I think we've known this was coming for a while. I..." you pause, "I think we've both known I'm not meant to be in the Hive Five."
"You're meant to be with me," I whisper. I see your beautiful, pink eyes go wide and then you blink your surprise away. You stand up and look down at me.
"I'm sorry." You turn, and suddenly he's right behind you.
"Ready?" He asks, quietly.
"Ready." You're voice is quiet too, but it's...it's strong. He takes your hand and gives it a squeeze and you smile at him. You begin to walk off and I see him turn his head.
He smiles at me.
"Thank you," he mouths, "I'll take care of her. For both of us."
I look away, furious.
Whoosh.
I jerk my head to look back, but all I see is a small cloud of dust...
And you're gone.
"I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why..."
A/n: THIS SONG! GO SEARCH "EVERYTHING YOU WANT" BY VERTICAL HORIZON AND LISTEN TO IT! I think it has See-More's veiw of KF/Jinx to a T! PUH-LEASE! Listen to it!
I LOVE the bittersweetness of the SM/J/KF triangle. It's so much like the Snape/Lily/James triangle. Of course, I adore ONE-SIDED ONLY SM/Jinx and Snape/Lily. I am KF/J and JP/LE all the way! XD
But...yeah. I wrote this in a choppy/thought-like format. If I was See-More and I kept a journal (which I do) the entry would be something like this, a rather...well, choppy format. I hope you like it. I love writing characters like See-More and the other season 5 characters because there' so much you as an author get to fill in.
I hope you liked it! I'm aiming for monthly updates since school started! I'll try my best!
xoxo
Misty
