Roman practically ripped the clothes from Seth's body. Then he undressed and threw himself over the slave like a beast upon its prey. Not that Seth complained, more important was the raw lust that he was feeling, that the disgust of knowing that, only a few hours ago, Eva had been in that same bed. Seth gave his body to Roman feeling hate for himself and for the general. The young slave was ashamed of himself, he had surrendered to the most basic of the instincts. Roman seemed to have some kind of power over him, so there he was, being kissed and touched by the worst enemy of his people. And he enjoyed it, he enjoyed it very much.
Roman was sucking one of Seth's nipples knowing that the boy lost his self-control when he did that. The black-haired man could not contain the great pleasure he felt at seeing the stubborn kid who always challenged him, moaning with pleasure just for him. Roman never had anyone more passionate than this one and he could not have enough of him. The handsome general thought he would go crazy.
This afternoon, after recognizing his lack of desire for Eva. Roman had accepted that this kid was the only one capable of making him feel that kind of pleasure, and desperately wanted to make him feel the same. He wanted to hear from Seth that only he could turn on his body so much. That he was the best, the most important, the only one capable of making him feel pleasure. Now, he needed to know, what made AJ so special for Seth?
Roman was fucking Seth while jerking the hard cock of the stubborn slave. He had Seth tied and all fours on the bed, both moaning loudly, the pleasure was incredible. But even if Seth was enjoying this encounter, his mind was wondering if AJ could see what the sweet boy he had raised had become, he would surely despise him. He couldn't keep thinking about that because Roman, as always, got all his attention.
"So, you've only had one real man in your life, huh?" Roman said while fucking Seth who was just a shaking and panting mass.
"O... only one". Seth could barely speak.
Roman thrusted harder, he knew where it was the sweet spot of the brat.
"Oh yes, yes! Oh, my God." Seth screamed.
"Tell me." Roman then held Seth's cock, so the slave could not cum. "Tell me: Why is he better than me?"
"Let me cum." Seth gasped.
"Tell me!" Roman demanded.
"He... ah!... He doesn't do this to me. He took my body with love... Ah! Ah! He made love to me, not just sex... My God, Roman, let me cum! You could never understand my point, please, Roman!"
"Does he really make you feel this pleasure?"
Seth always thought that he rather die than admit something like this, but the desperation for cum was too powerful, and he also felt weak, so whatever his possessive captor asked him, he would answer.
"No, damn it, Roman! The whore in me is just yours, now let me cum."
"How many men have enjoyed your body?" Roman wanted to know everything.
"AJ and I only did it a few times, after that it was just you, nobody else has touched me, let me cum."
Roman knew that the boy was not lying. He decided to ask one last question.
"Is he better than me in bed?"
"Damn you, Roman!" Seth wanted to cry in anger, but he could only tell the truth. "Nobody has ever made me feel this way. You're the owner of my damn body, it belongs to you, it's yours. There have only been two men in my life, and you're the only one who has made me feel this way, now let me cum!"
Just hearing the last statement, Roman thrusted one last time, filling Seth with his seed and releasing his cock, which allowed Seth to cum too. Seth's confession was all Roman needed to calm down at least for that night.
When the euphoria of the orgasm ceased, Seth realized what he had confessed. The boy cringed on the bed and started crying. For the first time he cried in front of Roman. He could not stop sobbing, he confessed things he swore he would nevet tell his captor. Roman tried to approach him, but the nervous boy tried to hit him, useless attempt because he was tied, so Seth got up and began to pull the straps frantically, making his wrists bleed.
"Seth, calm down!" Roman yelled as he approached the boy.
Roman tried to hold Seth by the arms, but the boy was completely out of his mind that he was hurting himself. Roman tried again and Seth bite him, the kid was totally crazy. Roman was a warrior so even if it was very difficult, the general managed to dominate the slave by hugging him in the back. Both fell sitting on the floor. Roman saw the marks of Seth's teeth on his arms but he didn't care. The boy was crying so hard and was still trying to fight.
"Damn, dammit, what did you do to me! I'm worthless! Why did not you just kill me? Please kill me, Roman. I'll do whatever you ask, but please kill me, kill me, kill me! Kill me!" Seth cried totally out of his mind.
Roman had punished him for much less serious things. But now, even though Seth had bite him, the raven-haired man did not want to hurt the boy, he just wanted to calm him down.
"Please kill me, you have no idea how much you've destroyed my life. AJ loved the naive kid of the mountain, that innocent kid he raised, the kid who knew nothing about life, let alone sex." Seth said between tears and sobs. "He said I was very sweet and honest, and now what am I? I am your whore."
Roman wanted to say something that reassured him but nothing came to his mind. Seth was right.
"How can I go back to him after everything I've done? I cannot lie, not to him, and if I tell the truth he's going to despise me and I can't live with that. Anyway, even that doesn't matter, truth be told now I no longer belong to myself, I am yours. You have what you wanted: everything is yours, my whole being is yours, my body, my soul. This is what I am now: your property!"
The words that Roman so much wanted to hear finally came out of Seth's mouth and yet the general felt no satisfaction. All Roman could feel was sadness and despair.
"AJ is working so hard trying to save someone unworthy of his sacrifice. I'm worthless, thanks to you I'm worthless. I hate you, damn, I hate you and I hate myself because tomorrow I'm going to suck your cock. You have complete control over me." Seth cried in despair, as he stared at nothing as if losing his mind.
"But I swear, Roman, I'm not going to let you dirty my heart, my heart is all I have, the only thing I have not given to you, and you want to dirty it, as you have done with my body snd soul. AJ is the only good thing I've had in my life, let me keep him in my heart, please, Roman. You... you're only interested in my body anyway, please don't do this to me, please don't mess up my heart. I WON'T LET YOU DO THIS TO ME!" Seth screamed, his breathing was irregular and his heart was beating too fast.
Roman was desperate for the boy. He didn't know what to do to calm him down. Seth was still trying to free his hands and his wrists bled even more. Little by little, Seth weakened, he had spent several days eating almost nothing and having sex that took away his energy. Roman loosened the grip on the boy and he turned to look at the black-haired man. Seth's face was full of tears, the boy crouched down at Roman's feet and begged him.
"Please, get tired of me and kill me." Then, to Roman's dismay, Seth kissed his feet. "This is what you wanted from the beginning, you said it. You said that I would kiss your feet the day you completely tamed me, you did it tonight, Roman. I'm absolutely yours, you can let me go now and I'm not going to run away. I don't want to return with AJ and let him see the kind of trash in which I've become. I can't go there and confess that... I... I.." Seth stopped talking as he was realizing something. "How could I let this to happen? I was supposed to keep my heart pure."
Roman did not understand anything. Seth said so many things. But what he did understand was the damage level in this boy's spirit. Roman finally tamed him, he would not run away and yet the general was not happy seeing the way he got all this.
"I just want to die, it's all I want, Roman. I want to die, I don't want to live anymore because I hate what I've become. Kill me, please, I'll do whatever you want, no matter how humiliating it is. Do what you want with my body, I will resist, but after that, please kill me." Seth was looking at nowhere and was still crying. "Or at least let me kill myself." Then Seth grabbed his hair as if he wanted to tear it from his head. "Kill me, I can't let you dirty my heart! You won't do that! You won't do that! I'd rather die! You're not going to mess with my heart! NO! NO!"
"I won't kill you, Seth!" Roman was surprised to see the behavior of the boy. He grabbed his hands trying to stop him.
Roman realized that he had finally managed to break Seth's spirit. He had completely tamed the young slave and he was not satisfied. That did not make him happy, his heart broke into pieces as he saw Seth losing his mind.
"Please, Roman, I can't face AJ, and I don't want him to continue making efforts for me, not now that I realized that... NO, I refuse to accept that you got that from me. I don't want you to corrupt my heart." Seth's gaze seemed lost, like he was talking to his own self. "I still love him, I know I still love AJ I can't... Oh my god no..." Seth was babbling. "I won't let you corrupt my heart, just kill me or let me finish my own life."
Seth's eyes went blank and the boy fainted at the foot of the raven-haired man.
...
Roman dressed and untied the bloody wrists of the boy. He put him on the bed and started calling Mary. The old woman went to the bedroom immediately, thinking what had happened now?
"He fainted and he also has fever." Roman said.
The old woman paled. "Seth didn't want to eat these days, he also spent a lot of time sleeping and didn't have much strength. I thought he was getting used to his captivity and he didn't want to fight anymore."
"He has not been eating!" Roman started to get hysterical. "Why you didn't tell me anything?!"
"Master Roman, I thought that Seth had finally surrendered and that's why he was so quiet."
"That's why he broke down in front of me, that's why all this happened. He has no more physical or spiritual strength, I did not tame him, I destroyed him." Roman said in an almost inaudible whisper.
Seth began to tremble and the fever increased. The old woman began examining the boy's body because Seth was still naked, Mary raised the slave's arms and in his armpits there were some black spots. Mary started crying.
"Master Roman, I think it could be the plague."
Mickie had also died from the plague. Very few people managed to survive that disease. Mostly big, strong and very healthy men like Roman.
"Master Roman, you... well, you and this kid, well... you..." Mary began to fear the contagion.
"We are lovers and you know it."
"But, you don't have any symptoms, right?" She looked at him with worry, "Master Roman, can I say something?"
"Speak now, damn it"
"Seth arrived here very hurt, badly fed, and living in this place, his situation didn't change much. He always slept on the floor, with some wounds still open, he probably had contact with an infected animal, maybe a rat. Right now, I'll go outside with a lamp, to find some medicinal plants. I know a recipe, but I don't know if it will work with Seth, considering his poor physical condition." The woman cried when saying this. "Most likely, Seth will die, but I have to try, it will also be useful for you, master. You are strong and you still don't show any symptoms, at least you could save your life."
Roman put his hands to his face. What the hell had he done? He wasn't worried about the consequences with the King. Obviously, if the young slave died, all that issue about the mineral would go to hell. But Roman was not interested in that. In that moment he realized that he not only broken Seth's spirit, he had also destroyed his own.
"There are dangerous animals outside." Roman said without taking his eyes from Seth. "I must go with you."
"Master Roman, it is better that you stay here with him, you don't know the plants, and we can't waste time waiting until the morning. We can't leave Seth alone, someone must take care of him." Mary explained. "Please give him a lot of water to keep the fever from rising further."
Roman saw the old woman leaving the room and wrapped the trembling kid with his blankets. The general put wet rags on the boy's forehead to prevent the fever from rising.
...
I don't want you to corrupt my heart. Seth had said in his stupor. Roman did not know what to think or do. He did not know how much time had passed either, Mary was delaying. Roman could not think of anything else because Seth started to wake up.
"What happened to me?" Seth asked slightly disoriented.
"You don't remember anything?" Roman was very worried.
"I fainted, I'm so cold." Seth's voice was so weak.
"I think you've caught the plague." Roman whispered.
And for the first time Roman saw Seth smiling sincerely. "I'm going to die, nobody will have to dirty their hands with my blood, not even you. Roman, you just have to lock me here until I die."
And seeing Seth smiling thinking about his own death was painful for Roman, and it was at that precise moment that he knew it. Everything came to him as a blinding light, the realization of why his obsession with Seth. His desire to own everything of him. His desperation every time he thouught that the King would take him away from his side and above all why now he didn't care about his life or his future, if he lost Seth.
"I will save you." Roman told him so sad.
"Why, I don't want my life, and to be honest: Why are you going to save me when you were the one who condemned me to this?" And every word that came out of Seth's lips were like a dagger stabbing Roman's heart. "You'll find someone else who can satisfy your body now that you discover that you like men, and at least I'll be free. I can't face AJ anymore, I can't stand in front of him now that I've realized that I..."
"That you what?" Roman asked Seth.
"It doesn't matter, I'm going to die anyway." Seth closed his eyes, he felt so weak.
"You will not die, babe. I won't let you die." Roman stroked Seth's face with such tenderness. "I know what I'll tell you doesn't make any sense to you and it's okay if you don't believe me, but now I'm going to take care of you."
"Did you call me babe?" Seth tried to smile but he couldn't. He felt he was falling asleep. "You're right, this makes no sense. Roman, you're going to catch the plague, you should leave me here."
"Seth, I've taken your body every damn night, even a few hours ago I did it, I should be sick and I'm not. I'm strong and healthy so I am probably not infected, instead of you who have not been able to fight against the disease."
Seth closed his eyes. "You should not take unnecessary risks anyway. You're still healthy, you can save yourself, you should seek help. Go away Roman, leave me here."
"Mary went outside in the middle of the night to look for something to help you, I couldn't go because I don't know what to look for and because I can't leave you here alone."
Seth's voice took a hint of sadness. "Oh Mary, if it had not been for her, I think I would have found a way to take my own life. I hope to see her before I die or lose consciousness completely, I want to apologize for being so stubborn and making her cry. Since all my family died, she has been the closest thing I've had to a mother."
Every word that came out of Seth's mouth only made Roman feel more miserable. All were undeniable truths, as undeniable as the feelings that Roman tried to hide and now were impossible to keep denying.
"You will not die, Seth. I will not let you die."
"But Roman, you could catch the plague." Seth's voice was so low he was losing counciousness.
Roman brought his face to Seth's and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. "Well, if there is a cure for you, there will be a cure for me too, babe."
Seth was fainting again. "Why Roman?"
"Because I fell in love with you. I love you, Seth. I love you and I can't deny it anymore. That's why I will save you, babe." Whispered Roman, not knowing if Seth heard him before fainting.
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