A/N:I get super energized to write when i hear feedback from my stories. Your comments do help me update faster. WARNING: There is something down at the end a nice little intimate flashback that i think you guys will enjoy. But yes enjoy leave a comment on what you felt. Don't worry Kendra is just having a hard time now she will not be difficult for long. Jacob and her are endgame. I still didn't make a ship name for them if you have any suggestions let me know.
Opening my eyes I looked over and saw that the twins were still sleeping. I got myself together and headed downstairs. I walked into the kitchen and saw Jacob eating a sandwich with Emmett and Jasper. "Well look whose up" Emmett said. I glared at him as I got a bowl of cereal. "You look well rested didn't the twins cry in the middle of the night?" Jasper asked. I stopped eating shocked by what he said. "I didn't hear them cry that's strange." "They did twice but you were so out of it and I didn't want to wake you so I took care of them." We all stopped and looked at Jake who didn't even look up from his sandwich. I will never say this but thank god for Bella. My dad and her entered the kitchen with the sex glow that made me want to vomit. "Wow done already." Emmett said with a smirk. I groaned drinking the milk out my bowl. "Where's Renesmee?" Bella asked. I held in my snicker as my dad looked at me with a warning. "Blondie has her." Jacob replied. I didn't realize we were across from each other til we made eye contact. "So did you break a lot of stuff." Emmett asked. I dropped my spoon. "OKAY I would actually like it if I kept my food down Em jeez." Bella finally noticed me. "It's nice to see you Kendra."
"Mm I guess I'm happy you survived." Bella didn't know how to respond. "Um thank you." Just then the phone ranged and the mood went dark. No one wanted to answer it and I was getting confused. "Is that Charlie?" Bella asked. "He's been calling twice a day." My dad said. I felt Jacob stand behind me and I wont lie my heart skipped a beat. "We're gonna have to tell him you didn't make it." Carlisle said. Bella looked uneasy about it. "Okay we'll do it tomorrow." I actually felt bad for her. I was about to go check on the twins when Emmett stood up. "I'm really going to miss this place." "We'll come back we always do." Carlisle said. "Yeah like 600 years from now." Everyone but Jacob laughed. "Oh come on Kendra you actually loved when we traveled." Jasper said.
"I was 12 and didn't know any better." Emmett lightly pushed my shoulder. "Nobody said anything about leaving." Jacob said now behind me. I turned around to see him looking uneasy. Now that I'm really looking at him the dark circles under his eyes were slightly lighter than before. "Once we announce Bella's death we can't stick around." Carlisle told Jacob. "So you guys just disappear then" Jacob said. I could tell he was really talking to me by the way his hand reached out towards me. My dad seemed to sense it to as he said, "Jacob we don't have another choice and Kendra still has her life in New York to go back to." I didn't want to see Jacobs face so I excused myself and went to check on my babies.
I walked into the room and saw they were both up looking around. "How's mommas babies?" I grabbed them both and laid them out on the bed to change them. "Did you like New York?" Jacob was at the door with his arms crossed. "Yeah I mean I missed my family and everything but I had Darren." Jacob came sat on the bed and looked at the twins. "Did you miss me?" we looked into each others eyes and I could see the hurt. "I felt the pain of not being near you everyday and it killed me but I learned to get through it for them." I said. We both looked down to see the twins starring back at us. Ephraim had his fist in his mouth and Sarah was just looking at Jacob. I can already tell she's gonna be daddy's little girl. "So you would willing go back with our kids and deal with the pain again?" I sighed. "Jacob..."
Jake stood up and looked out the window. "I fucked up so much in our relationship that I understand why we're not together but you cant tell me that we weren't happy and in love." I made sure the babies were okay and walked over to him. He turned around and continued. "You cant tell me that when we look at each other there isn't a strong urge to touch." He grabbed me by my waist as I tried to catch my breath. "You cant tell me that when we get close and I look down at those fucking amazing lips you don't have the urge to kiss me back as I bite them." He then bit my bottom lip and I lost all control. I kissed him with so much urgency and passion that he groaned. I felt his hold on my waist tighten as I grabbed at his hair. I felt myself moan as his tongue grazed my teeth. As his hand wondered up under my shirt my phone rang.
I jumped away from him so quick. We both had swollen lips and our clothes were slightly rumpled. I didn't realize I had a grip on his shirt to take it off. I snapped out of it to go search for my phone. Darren you life saver.
K: Hey D whats up
D: Oh nothing just sitting next to an angry Grandpa Billy who wants to see his Grandchildren.
K: chuckles tell Billy I'll be over soon
D: Copying that momma...wait you sound out of breathe what are...
I quickly hung up as I felt Jacob behind me. "Your taking the kids to see my dad then?" I turned around and took a deep breath. "Yeah I planned to do it as soon as we got here pictures doesn't really do them justice." Jacob went over to the twins who again fell asleep and stroked their cheeks. "Now they don't"
There's that awkward silence again it was suffocating. "Well I should probably get them ready." I rushed over and started to pack the diaper bag. "Kendra" I interrupted him. "No Jacob because yeah your right I don't want to endure the pain of not being with you again but I also don't want to be in fear of you breaking my heart again so." I went to resume packing when Jake grabbed my arm. "Kendra baby please don't I promise I'm not going to hurt you anymore." I could see him breaking and I really hated myself for it but I had to protect what bit of heart I had left. "I'm sorry but as soon as my family leaves I'm leaving too." Jacob let go of my hand and backed up. We didn't say anything for a minute till I saw him look down. I knew he noticed the necklace that held the ring he gave me when I left. I looked as his face carefully and saw his eyes got dark. "I'm not letting you leave me." He said as he stormed out the room. Eventually I heard the front door slam. I could feel the tears coming but I kept them at bay. I got everything together and headed to La Plush
"Look at the precious miracles." Billy said as soon as he saw the babies. "They both look like Jacob it's crazy." I said. Billy looked over at me with concern. "How did that go?" I waited a few before answering. "Okay very emotional actually but he was so happy and they took to him instantly." Billy nodded his head. "After he found out Leah told me he looked up everything he could on parenting." That took me by surprise. It makes me feel bad that I'm taking the kids away from Jacob as he's just getting to meet them. I couldn't help but think back to our kiss earlier and it just made me think about the first time.
It was a rainy day and Jacob didn't have patrol for once. We were both in his room laying on the bed and listening to the rainfall outside. It was peaceful. "Kendra" He said. I hummed in reply as I closed my eyes taking in his warmth. "Do you know how much I love you?" Jake asked. I giggled and looked into his brown eyes. "No how much do you love me?" I asked. Jake turned sideways pulling me closer. "I love you so much that one day I'm going to get down on one knee and ask you to be with me for the rest of eternity." my heart swelled with joy. "i would love to spend eternity with you." Jacob grinned and kissed me softly. It was slow and sweet but then got passionate as i felt him shift to where he was now on top of me kissing up and down my neck sucking on my sensitive spot. I moaned his name and urged him not to stop. I felt his hand travel down and grab my hips. It made me slightly arch my back as he began to lift up my shirt and plant kisses along my stomach. "Jacob" I moaned again as I grabbed at his arms. "What do you want me to do baby?" he said. God it sent chills down my spine. "Make me yours." That night we made love for the first time and it was incredible.
I was pulled out of my thought when I got a text from my dad.
GET HOME NOW!
uh oh that doesn't sound good. "Billy do you mind if I left the twins here I have to go apparently something happened." Billy gladly accepted and I was on my way out the door when Alice called me. "Yeah I got the text I'm on my way what happened." I asked her starting the car. "You wont believe what Jacob just did."
