I owe you all the biggest apology. I'm really sorry. I haven't posted in months, and I know I really should've. I promise I'm going to try my best to keep writing as much as I can. I just don't know where I want to keep going with this story. So, if you guys could give me an idea of what you want to happen then feel free. I'm really sorry again!!!!!! Please R&R! I know you guys hate me right about now but I'm still really sorry!!

Chapter 11

Edward's POV

I couldn't believe this. My family was siding with Bella. I apologized to her and didn't marry Tanya. What more could she want? When she dead on refused to accept my apology? I was embarrassed that I said no to Tanya in marriage thinking that Bella would accept my apology and get back with me. How could she do that to me? I was Edward. I got what I want when I wanted it and that was point blank. Who did she think she was?

Alice came into the kitchen while I was in the middle of my thoughts.

"Hey, are you okay," she asked.

"Yea Alice. I'm fine. I'll be okay." I answered but it was a lie. I wouldn't be okay. I don't understand how she could've said no to me. I felt anger, rejected, and most of all hurt. This was killing me inside but I wouldn't let it get to me. My frozen heart ached miraculously. I had NEVER been hurt nor did I ever feel this way. Someone that I truly cared about had just rejected me.

"Okay, why don't you come join us again?" I nodded and followed Alice back to the living room where Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, and Bella were talking. When I stopped into the room, everyone shut their mouths and there was an immediate silence seeming through the air. Jasper sensed the awkwardness and sent calming waves, which helped me with my ease. I wasn't as tensed as I was before.

Bella glared at me. I felt as if she was going to burn a whole through me. She looked angry and I didn't know whether it was because of me or it was because of Tanya. I couldn't help but feel bad that I had caused the fight between Tanya and Bella and maybe that's why she was angry.

I sat down and looked towards Bella.

"Bella can we um talk outside?"

"Why?" She looked at me with a serious face.

"Please."

"Fine I'll go."

We stepped outside on the porch.

"Bella how could you embarrass me like that," I raised my voice.

"How could I do that to you? Huh? HOW COULD I DO THAT TO YOU? YOU SELFISH ASSHOLE! I swear Edward. Could you be anymore self-obsessed? Tell me one thing. How much did it hurt when I rejected you this time? I bet not as much as when you left me."

"Well I'm sorry Bella. But at least I did it when we were alone and not on front of everyone and yes I can be more self obsessed!"

It happened so quick that I didn't see her hand come up and slap me across my face. Since she was a newborn it hurt.

"SCREW YOU EDWARD!" She flipped me off and then ran away. I went inside.

"OMG no! Follow her! Tanya has done the worst thing possible...and Heather helped her."

We followed her. She was at Charlie's house. We heard screaming.

Bella POV

I couldn't believe the nerve of Edward. He came at me like I was to blame and that I embarrassed him. I don't care if he was embarrassed or not. He deserved it. That conceited asshole. I ran away after I flipped him off and told him "Screw you." I decided to come to Charlie's house. When I got closer, I smelled blood a lot of it too.

"Daddy!" The image I saw on front of my eyes was the most heartbreaking thing to ever be seen.

Tanya stood over Charlie with a knife in her hand she was continuously stabbing him.

"NO! NO! NO! WHY?" I cried and cried and I ran and that's when Tanya got up. She ran away from the scene. I stood next to Charlie and cried. The tears that I thought would never show up did.

"Daddy please don't go…I'm sorry I left. I didn't mean to leave you. Stay with me please." I cried even more. Charlie…the only thing I had left.

"Kiddo, I will always love you." He managed to say this and then he died in my arms. The tears never stopped. I wished I could end this damned life right now. I heard noises and I looked back to see the Cullens. Alice came and hugged me.

"Bella sweetie, I'm so sorry." I cried and cried and still held him in my arms.

"He's gone Alice…forever. It's my entire fault. I should've gotten here earlier and I should've stayed in Forks with him. It's my fault."

I hate Edward for dragging me into his stupid world. I wanted to never stop crying. Charlie was the only person I had left… Renee was busy with her husband and I wasn't going to even bother telling her.

"Come on Bella. Let's get you back to the house."

"Okay," I replied silently but I was sure she heard me.

"Edward is going to take care of this and Carlisle too. You're gonna be okay honey."

I hope I'd be okay…I really did because at this very moment I wanted to sleep and never wake up.