I know, I know Iknow. I took way too long to update I'm sorry, my internet has been done for a long time and it's still not up yet. I hope the problem is sorted out fast. Till then, hoping you enjoy this chapter, happy reading

-Ali

You have to believe! It has to be true! Cragen thought as he dashed through the doors and headed for Olivia's room. His eyes filled with tears he was hopeless to stop as he saw her lying there and the machines playing a beautiful music around her. She was going to make it!

"What happened?" Cragen asked as he blocked the path of the doctor who was leaving. The man looked up at her with sad eyes and a faint smile on his lips.

"We got a call from ADA Cabot who said she'll deal with the paper" the man said. Cragen sighed and blinked back the tears. 'Alex' was his only thought as he walked in and sat beside Olivia who was still as pale as the walls around yet there was more hope, she would be okay. His hands shook as he picked up the phone to call Elliot and his eyes filled with tears again as he placed the phone in his pocket once again.

Cragen looked up as he heard the soft sounds of heels clicking on the tiles. "Why didn't you call me?" she asked and threw herself into Cragen's arms and she was home.

"I couldn't call you the number I had for you is bogus" Cragen explained as he offered his chair to her. She sighed and told the tale of Witness Protection hers eyes filled with tears as she looked at Olivia.

"I had to leave; I can't live like that anymore. When I got the email I decided that I couldn't I had to come home so I called and told them to treat her, if when she comes back to us she wants to kill me I would rather have it that way" Alex said picking up Olivia's hand.

When everything else fails have hope, trust in God. Elliot looked at the darkness surrounding his apartment, yea this was life with out Liv, he thought grimly as he swallowed the last of his beer. His phone was ringing but he was scared to answer, he didn't want to hear it. There was a knock on his door, but he didn't move he didn't want to hear it! The knocking got louder and finally the door swung open and before him stood Alexander Cabot, Captain and Simon. Elliot legs couldn't support his body weight and he dropped to his knees and a pain so strong crippled him causing his to rock, and sob with pain. This wasn't happening! It's a mistake she's still alive! He thought as he heard concerned voices and strong arms pulling him up. And a sound so raw torn from his heart as he cried for "No this is a mistake, Liv's alive" he cried.

"Elliot snap out of it!" Cragen demanded but he couldn't stop, why weren't they crying? Did they come to blame me? He thought.

"Olivia's alive Elliot I got the DNR lifted" Alex spoke.

Those words became his life as he looked up and saw their smiling face. "She okay?" he asked and watched grown people smile and cry with joy.