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Ch.11

Conspiracy Theory


Mate.

Rin shifted on her side of the bed making sure not to wake up Sesshomaru. What he didn't know was that she had been awake the whole time and heard what he uttered. After hearing the single word escape his mouth, she found it difficult to go back to sleep, even though she never was. They both had confessed their feelings for each other, Sesshomaru physically while Rin mentally, but there was still something not right. It wasn't as if she wasn't grateful he had chosen her to be his, she had learned from the other whores about the demon mating ritual and knew that someone like her should be honored. And she would be lying if she said she wasn't, really, really honored. But why her? Rin never in her life thought there was anything special about her. There were so many flaws and attributes about her that no one would appreciate in. She was awkward, loud mouthed, and clumsy. So why would the son. . .the new ruler of a powerful Yakuza gang, be interested in her? Maybe she was just self conscious about the whole thing. Rin let out a frustrated sigh but immediately regretted it when she felt Sesshomaru stir from behind her. Damn it, way to go Rin!

She heard him groan in her ear, his hot breath sending a shudder through her body. His steady breathing indicated that he was still asleep. Rin reached up and rubbed her temples, thinking of what happened the other night. The memory of last night played in the back of her head, how intimate they were with their lips on one another and caused her to blush. With everything that's been happening between them, she was almost glad they didn't go any further. Key word being almost. Of course the events leading them to their heated make out session got her thinking what they were fighting about and why she had gotten mad at him in the first place. Ah, that's right. He was fucking some chic down stairs. Furrowing her brows, Rin let out a disgusted huff and turned her body so she was facing Sesshomaru. She tried to ignore how sexy and peaceful he looked when he was sleeping, grabbed his hand that was around her waist and flung it off of her. She was amazed he continued sleeping without missing a beat. She grinned devilishly and smirked to herself. Rin extended her hands in front of her as if she were stretching and pushed him as hard as she could off the bed.

A chocked laugh followed by a loud thud broke the silence that once filled the room. In a flash Sesshomaru was on his feet, turning his head left and right until spotting Rin; covering her mouth with both hands and staring up at him with an innocent gaze. Not being able to hold it in any longer Rin burst out laughing at the shocked and confused look on Sesshomaru's face. After what seemed like hours, Rin's laughter died down and was now sporting a large grin. She propped herself on her elbows and tilted her head to the side and smirked. It felt good to push him on his rear but she was far from being done with him. Sesshomaru stared down at Rin and narrowed his eyes. One minute he's sleeping comfortable with his arm wrapped around his future mate, then the next he's on the ground staring up at the ceiling after abruptly being pushed off his bed. Taking in her scent he guessed she might still be upset from last night. Upset being an understatement. He had thought they cleared up everything after their heated argument, but the look on her face told him otherwise.

"Good morning to you too mate." He mumbled while moving around the bed to pick up his discarded clothes. Rin by now had got up from the bed and stood behind him with her arms crossed, glaring at him as he changed into his clothes. Sesshomaru could feel her intense gaze burning holes in his back. She was still clearly upset.

"Oh don't you 'Good morning mate' me. I'm still pissed about what you did to me last night." She seethed. Sesshomaru had stopped what he was doing completely and turned to look at her with his brow raised. He had thought she was talking about him almost choking her, but with the tone of her voice he knew it was something different. He sniffed the air and grinned.

She was still jealous. . . .

He didn't want to be the one to say it, oh no. It would be more pleasurable if it came from her own mouth. Last night he had no doubt in his mind that she was jealous, even when she denied it. Now that he can sense it, there was no other option then for her to admit it. She could no longer hide her true feelings from him and he would make damn sure she never tried again. He put aside his own damn pride and came to terms of his once forgotten human emotions, so why couldn't she? He planned on telling her either way. . .but. . . .wait a minute. Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes at her suspiciously. Why did she not respond to me calling her mate? Well she did, but not the way he hoped. It irked him that she did not react or even bother to acknowledge the word, but he would find out either way, for right now he would not question the matter. He stared at her and decided to let her mouth dig her hole for her. He'll make her say she was jealous and then he'll make her say why she didn't cringe at him calling her mate.

"Rin, did we not discuss this the other night? You confuse me as to what it is you're referring to what I've done exactly. Care to elucidate you're accusations to this Sesshomaru?" Sesshomaru grinned at the scowl that she sent him. He would play her game for now and he would win. When she didn't answer him he grew irritated and clenched his jaw."Well?"

Rin frowned at the demanding question. He was playing dumb and she knew he was. She felt almost insulted he would think she was that dumb to fall for his tricks. She knew he wanted her to admit she was jealous that he had been with someone else last night. She mentally slapped herself for letting that last part slip. She made it sound as if it could go both ways, the two reasons for their bickering being him choking the life out of her and the other being him sleeping with some whore down stairs. Yes she certainly screwed up there, she'll admit. But she would not stroke his ego any more then it needs to be. She poked Sesshomaru in his chest and scoffed. She fooled him once hiding her emotions from him the other day, so playing his twenty questions would be no different. She was skilled in the arts of seduction and manipulation, not something people know about her, and she only used those skills when she saw fit. This situation being one of them.

"Actually no we didn't. I was being choked and forced up against the damn wall before we could discuss anything." She hissed and narrowed her eyes, mocking him. She was going to twist the conversation on him, putting him in the hot seat and her out of it. She began ranting, Sesshomaru quickly shutting her out.

Something flashed in his eyes but quickly disappeared. Sesshomaru groaned in frustration, hating the fact she would pin the argument on him, also bringing up the pained memory. His ego boosting would have to be put on hold for now, seeing as this would soon turn into a serious conversation. He was aware she had no idea he already confessed his love for her, but if she would just shut up for a moment, he would tell her. But, once again he decided to humor her and let her get whatever it is off her chest. He knew she had feelings for him, he just didn't understand why she couldn't admit it like he did. Of course he hasn't said it out loud yet, he planned on it. Her on the other hand. . . .it would not be a pleasant evening for either of them if her damn ranting went on any longer. He had no idea what she was saying anymore. She lost him at 'Thinking with his dick and not his head.' He chuckled at her comment before turning stoic as she stopped rambling and glared at him.

"Oh am I boring you now your highness?" She remarked sarcastically, her hands still on her hips."You know Sesshomaru, I'm really tired of your stupid mind games and talking in riddles, not that your any good at it. I'm just curious as to what my purpose is to you. Am I another lay or a damn insurance policy to getting a fucking ransom from Ryukotsusei?. . ." She stopped for a minute and dropped her hands from her waist. Sesshomaru waited for her to continue but knew she wasn't going to. He decided to speak and lay it down for her, his male pride deflating each second. He was about to put his heart out for the whole damn world to see. The things she does to me. . .

"Rin, you are far from being such. In the beginning yes, I was hoping to get a quick fuck and be done with it." He started and ignored her glare as he walked closer to her."You are without a doubt the most annoying, insufferable, pain in the ass human I have ever met." Rin bowed her head feeling somewhat hurt at his comments. Sesshomaru growled and grabbed her chin forcing her to look at him, but not hard enough to hurt her."But I would be lying if I said I did not care for you."

Rin stared at him eyes wide and mouth hanging open. Her heart was beating so fast she felt as if it would burst from her chest at any moment. It was almost unreal to be hearing the words falling from Sesshomaru's mouth, sounding as if he truly did care for her. Who knows? maybe he did. She blinked a few times and was about to say something when he placed a finger to her lips, silencing her from saying anything. She nodded her head and let him continue.

"I had made it clear that I would kill you once I found out you were an accomplice of Ryukotsusei. The first time I met you, I knew there was something about you that was not right. I knew what it was, but chose not to acknowledge it."He cupped her cheeks bringing her face closer to his."Thing's have changed now, Rin. I've welcomed those feelings I have hidden for centuries. The moment I saw you, I knew that it was you who was destined to be with me. I never wanted to get close to you because of who we were. Me being a full fledged Inuyoukai while you being a human. I despised humans, they meant nothing to me." His voice got quiet and softened a bit as he spoke the next words."All our encounters I could not kill you. The bond was getting stronger that I had expected. It was because of my stubbornness that I never got to hear my father explain this to me."

Sesshomaru cast his eyes downward, a hurt expression crossed his features. Rin swallowed hard breathing in uneven breaths. It all made sense to her now. Ryukotsusei, the kidnapping, the connection between them. She always knew there was some kind of pull that brought her closer to him with every encounter they had. It broke her heart to know his father knew this whole time of their predicament but chose not to tell them. He would have told Sesshomaru, but his pride would not let him hear it. Rin's guard had broke at that very moment. She was created for him and yet all they had been doing was pushing the other away. Why? Because she didn't want to get hurt and because of his hatred for her kind. So it was shocking to hear that he now accepted what was to become of them. She remembered what he said last night when he thought she was asleep. He called her his mate and now she understood why.

It dawned on her that maybe she was the cause of Toga and Izayoi's death. If Sesshomaru's father had known all along that she was his mate, then that would mean so would Ryukotsusei. Rin knew him well enough that he had no doubt threatened her life, finding out she was to be Sesshomaru's mate. And it angered him because he wanted her for himself but could not have her. Rin wasn't all too sure why, but had a feeling it was something among the demon race. She made a note to ask Kagome about it later. First, she needed to know where this talk between her and Sesshomaru was going. Rin bit her lip and scrunched her nose. He had just confessed what he felt for her, knowing it was hard for him to do. The most she could do was quite being a bitch and accept it as well. She already felt something for him, even if he had not, it wouldn't make her change her mind. Now that she knew he felt the same way as well, it put her at ease. She wanted to tell him that she returned the feelings, though at the moment would rather show him. Kami don't make me look like an idiot.

Placing both hands on either side of his face, Rin stood on her tip toes and tilted her head, brushing her lips softly against his. Sesshomaru had been quietly listening to the change of her heart beat, slowing and growing quicker. It was almost calming and soothing to him. Her scent was also frequently changing, bringing a smile to his face even if she couldn't see it. Once he caught her scent being nervous, he was confused until he felt her lips brush against his own. He lifted his head noticing her hands on his face and her lips only inches from his. He looked into her eyes hoping to find an answer for her actions when suddenly, he saw it. Want. She smiled and leaned in once more, this time he met her halfway. He felt the spark rush through him when their lips touched. Her lips moved with his own in complete sync, her arms snaking their way around his neck. He nipped her bottom lip before pulling away to look at her, both of their breaths coming out in pants.

Sesshomaru caressed her cheek with the back of his hand while his other arm held her by the hip. They fell into a comfortable silence, neither needing to say a word. It amazed Sesshomaru that it was only two weeks ago he was to kill the woman standing before him. He was glad he came to terms of her being his mate before it was too late. The only thing he regretted was not hearing his father explain the meaning of her being his mate. It still puzzled him that he would never know why she was picked to be his, though none of it mattered anymore. He had her now and that was more then he could ask for. Smirking he slid his hand under her knee, hooking it over his hip and lifted her into his free arm while the other went to hold her other leg. Rin wrapped both legs around his waist as he carried her to the bed. She giggled as he dropped her onto the mattress, him standing over her. Slowly he bent down and leaned over her petite body and placed a kiss to her temple, both his hands on either side of her head.

"Sesshomaru. . . I heard what you said last night, when you called me you're mate?" She questioned, her voice coming out in a whisper. Sesshomaru knew she wanted him to explain to her what he meant. He sat up and pulled Rin onto his lap, circling his arms around her mid section. Now he knew why she didn't react at all to him calling her that earlier.

"In the demon community there is something among the terms of a premeditated companion." He explained looking into her large eyes. He chuckled softly at the confused look on her face."We are not allowed to chose who we end up with for the rest of our lives, they are chosen for us. In our case, it is rare for a demon to be pared up with a human. Which come as a shock as there have been nothing but human mates as far as my father goes. When I first met you I knew right away you were my mate. But you were a human so I did not care to accept that fact, I was in a way disgusted." Rin scowled and playfully punched his arm. He chuckled kissing her on the nose.

"Well, that explains a lot. With the whole invisible rope pulling us together. And to think I thought you were a stalker." She joked earning a pinch to her bottom. She yelped and glared at the smirking Inuyoukai."Ouch! Alright I get it. Just finish the damn story."

"It''s not a story but I will carry on. . .It was after we kept running into each other when I felt the bond getting stronger. When a demon has found their mate a sacred bond is formed between them, almost like a marriage as you humans would call it. It was then that my inner beast awoke and felt you're presence that I could no longer ignore you." Rin bit her lip nodding her head, brows furrowing together in thought."Ryukotsusei somehow found out about you being my future mate, so he has made sure that I would never have you. It isn't rare that demons who are without a mate, try to pursue anothers'. Seeing as it is you he wants and that it is me you are bonded too, it makes his quest to retrieve you even greater."

Rin gasped and shook her head."But why me? You would think he'd take no for an answer. . the stubborn ass." She mumbled the last part. Sesshomaru reclined his head so that it was buried in her neck and sniffed. Rin stiffened then blushed, pushing him away."Okay that's just weird. What is with the sniffing anyway?"

"Only Inuyoukai's have an inner beast; it is because we are part dog that we have some of their traits. When we sniff it is so that we know you carry our scent and belong to us. Yes, Inuyoukai are possessive of their mates more so then other youkai's. That is why I acted on instinct when you threatened to sleep with another. We are jealous and possessive of property."Rin short him a look and he smirked, caressing her cheek."I am not saying you are my property Rin, but you must understand how an Inuyoukai behaves. When you push things too far, my inner demon's instincts are to punish you so that you submit. I do not wish to hurt to intentionally, believe me when I say that. I promised myself never to hurt you again."

Hearing that last sentence almost broke Rin's heart in two. In that whole explanatory he had poured the reason's of his actions and how much he regretted what he did out in front of her. She couldn't blame him though, half of it was her fault too. She should have seen it coming and should have backed off when she had the chance, but being man handled and treated as if she were some. . .well, bitch. . . she couldn't help but fight back, even if she would not win. He must have thrown all the hate he had for her out the window, all the fighting as well. So why couldn't she do the same. He probably thought this whole thing over last night when they were in bed if he was now telling her how he felt. It had to be hard for him to say what he did being the daiyoukai he is. She had to give him credit for that. It was time she did the same. She owed him that much. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed his lips softly before pulling away just enough for their lips to be touching.

"I understand that now, Sesshomaru. You would never hurt me and I believe you." She licked her lips, her's still close to his and licking his lips as well."I'm willing to give this 'premeditated companion' thing a chance. Even though I don't have a choice." She chuckled before turning serious."I've been hiding my feelings from you because I wasn't ready to accept them either. That's why we are so similar, and probably why we were made for each other. I'm scared, yes, but I can't fight this anymore then you can. I wanna be with you and only you."

At that moment Sesshomaru abruptly crashed his lips not giving Rin a chance to continue. Those were the words he's been waiting to hear from her, now that he has, it's more then he can handle. He was tired of running from what he wanted and denying everything in his being. It might have taken him nearly decades but he finally found what he had been looking for. Now that he has her, he would make sure no one else would. Sesshomaru ran his tongue over her bottom lip, her mouth parting in response as his tongue entered. Rin gasped at the feeling and decided to be bold and bit down hard on his bottom lip. He growled low in his throat and deepened the kiss. Rin shifted in his lap so the she was straddling his hips and wrapped her arms back around his neck. Her hips slowly started moving back and forth, a soft moan escaping her mouth. She could feel the bulge in his jeans starting to grow hard. The quiet moan brought Sesshomaru out of his daze as he took a hold of her hips stopping her movements and pulled away. He looked into her eyes and could see the lust clouding in them and it took everything in his being to stop himself from taking her right there. As much as he wanted to claim her, it was not the right time to do so. They were in the middle of a war and he could not risk impregnating her and risking her life or the pups. He stilled at the thought of her carrying his offspring, something he had not been thinking about since he craved for her touch. When the right time came, she would be his and she would be the mother off his pups. For now, he would protect her with everything he had. Rin bit her lip as she turned away from Sesshomaru. He nuzzled her neck and growled softly in her ear, reassuring her it was not her but him.

A soft sigh fell from her swollen lips as she leaned her head on his shoulders as he continued to bury his face in the crook of her neck. She understood why he stopped. Although she was ready to take the next step with Sesshomaru, it would be too risky to be in a state of vulnerability. It pained her to admit it but she was apart of this war, there could be no room for slip ups. She couldn't distract Sesshomaru while he was the one leading it, he had to stay focused and prepared. But she promised when this was all over he would be hers. She was ready to settle down and live a life of happiness. Even if it was all in her head she knew there was no such thing coming from the lives they live. If anything they would be hunted for the rest of their lives seeing as the Inyoukai family have a thing for mating humans, though they had no say in the matter. Rin snuggled closer to his chest and inhaled his scent that she loved so much. She was scared and worried about what was going to happen. In a way this war revolved around her, as much as she didn't want it too. She felt Sesshomaru's hold on her tighten and knew he could sense her troubled state.

"You don't need to worry about anything Rin. I will protect you." He assured and kept nuzzling her neck, laying butterfly kisses now and then. She inwardly laughed. It amazed her how he could read her so easily sometimes. He was right though. She had to trust him just as mush as she had to support him.

Whether or not he came out on top of this war Sesshomaru promised himself that Ryukotsusei would not come anywhere near Rin. He knew it would be a little difficult without his father's guidance, but Sesshomaru could not be intimidated. He was the most powerful Taiyoukai besides his father, to ever live. He was still not sure what Ryukotsusei 's plan was to get Rin back or when he was going to strike, but he would be ready. His information and source was Naraku, which is why he would be the first one on Sesshomaru's list. He had just confessed his feelings to Rin and was not about to let her go without a fight.

This was where the lines would be drawn. He was going to call on the other Yakuza leaders to see if they would aid him. If they did then his own loyalties were to help them as well. He didn't care if any of them chose to help him against Ryukotsusei. His army alone was strong on their own, but if Ryukotsusei was planning something big, they had to be prepared for whatever it was. She was worth it though, he would make sure the bastard never got a hold of her again, ever. Sighing deeply, Sesshomaru inhaled Rin's scent and smiled to himself. She was both his weakness and his source of power. With Rin by his side, he could not lose. He wouldn't lose.


A/N: Yay there goes chapter eleven people! Thank you so much for the reviews, ugh I'm like on cloud nine. So this chapter kinda explains well, everything. Haha. yea I would say this was the plot, but I had to split it in two. The first being in chapter ten. Hmm, I had to stall a little in this chapter which is why it's not very exciting. Don't worry though it's not a writers block, but trust me, in later chapter's it'll make more sense. Haha god I'm such a tease. Anywho next one should be out same week, pinky promise.=)

Thank you to fluffy ninja bunny, NIQNIQ, lovet2002, Animeroxs Rin-Sess and Inu-Kag, jezz, Ni-Ni chan330, Winnowill763784, InuXKag4ev, warriormaiden60 for Reviewing!

fluffy ninja bunny- Awe shucks.(blushs) Why thank you that means alot to me! Hehe, I try my best but bleh, guess it comes naturally. Though I do have alot of competion.;)

lovet2002- Good point you have there. I know if it was me I'd get rid of every female in the building. Lol. Ah, I'm protective when it comes to Sesshomaru. Who knows what he'll decide to do with them. Just wait and see!

Ni-Ni chan330- Seriously? I think my story is like a roller coaster. The excitement goes up then down and so forth. Not that I'm saying it'll get boring, but I am a tease.=)

Animeroxs Rin-Sess and Inu-Kag- Haha don't you just hate it when two stubborn people won't admit they like each other? It's like grade school all over again! They're both a little immature at times. I still don't understand why I made them that way. . .huh.

Winnowill763784- Well with this Rin, I kinda but my own personality with hers. I'm kind of a smartass while she's just loud mouthed. Haa, but it's the same thing right? I don't think I'm funny though, my friends do but they're just weird.

warriormaiden60- Ugh I know me too! I was jumping with joy when he finally got it through his thick skull. I sometimes forget I'm the author cuz I'm too busy reading this damn story. lol.

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