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Synemyoa: Hello there!! It's been a really... long time since I last updated this drabble collection. (And my other works are still left hanging. *sad*) Well, I was suddenly having some sort of inspiration... So, yeah, decided to write one (or two?) chappie/s!!

Thanks to: As always Biru-Biru, Kay and Moons-chan. My answer to the latter's 'puppy-dog-eyes' request for NaruMai... Starting chappie 14 to 19, it's going to be all about the famous 'love triangle'... *wink* But I do hope you'll still read and review the next chappies to follow even if they're not NaruMai.

Pairing: MasakoJohn


"I thought of forgetting about you...

But if I do forget...

What would happen to me?!"

It starts raining outside.

I hate the rain.

It reminds me of the times I cried so much because of Naru.

I hate that part of myself... I was a fool back then.

And yet, I still remain a fool even now.

This time... perhaps, an even bigger fool.

Why?

Because I fell in love with you!

I've thought about forgetting about my feelings for you countless times.

Still, my stupid, stubborn heart refuses to obey.

Right now, with the rain pouring outside this dark, cold cave...

I wonder what you're thinking about, sitting there across me.

Gah!

You look at me.

Ugh! Stupid lightning, scaring me!

I feel my face starting to heat up.

Why the hell won't you stop staring at me.

You shift...

Your hands move to touch my cheek...

I'm thankful it's dark in here so there's no way you can see how red I am in the face right now.

But s**t! It's so quiet...

I bet you can hear my heart beating like crazy.

"Are you okay, Hara-san?" you said, breaking the silence.

You're voice is so comforting, so gentle... kind.

I need you. My heart screams.

Still, I'm a coward.

"I-I'm fine..." I replied, then brushed off your hand.

"That's good to hear. Are you cold?" you said, trying to start a conversation again.

Hold me. My heart aches to tell you.

"No." Another lie.

I see you smile in the dark. You move again, taking off your jacket.

"You don't have to pretend around me, Hara-san."

You place the jacket on my shouders. It smells like you...

I love you... My heart surrenders.

I tug at your right hand.

You seem surprised. But you smile once again.

Our hands clasp... I'm no longer afraid.

I will never forget you, no matter what. My heart finally understands.