I awoke in a room.

A soft light was filtering in through a window to my right.

This wasn't my room.

But that was fine.

I wasn't exactly me anymore.

I raised my hands and studied them.

Smooth and perfect.

They reminded me of his hands.

I glanced around.

The room was large and ornate.

There was a desk, a divan, and papers were flung over both.

I frowned and attempted to sit up.

A strange feeling overtook me and I slumped back onto the bed.

It felt like cramp, but more painful.

A headache was coming too.

I could feel it.

I shut my eyes to fend off the onslaught of pain.

I heard the door open and slowly opened my eyes to see who it was.

I smiled.

It was him.

"Kaname!" I called to him and winced.

The pain was building up.

When he approached me, I could feel another sensation adding to the pain.

As I studied him, I could hear the blood in him.

Smell it.

I felt as though I could see it.

I could almost taste it.

God I wanted to taste it.

He was coming closer.

He sat beside me on the grand bed.

I caught his scent and the pain doubled.

I scrunched up under the covers.

"It's alright Yuki. I know...I know what you want..."

I felt a reassuring hand stroking my hair and I saw the trust in his eyes.

Before I even registered what I was doing, I had flipped him onto the bed and I was kneeling over him.

I leant forward; a strange, new hunger enveloped me.

The promise of that red, warm, beautiful heaven made me bring my mouth to his neck.

His arms came up around me.

He held me closer, and bent his neck at an angle where I could get a better reach.

I ran the tip of my neck over the smooth, creamy skin and felt him shudder under me.

His hand moved to rest on the back of my head.

"Yuki..." He whispered. "Do it...Please..."

It felt wrong to me, this need.

This overpowering want building within me.

The want to bite, to drink, to devour.

I couldn't stand the pain any longer.

I was doing this to stop the pain, that's all.

Well, that's what I tried to tell myself.

I could feel a light throbbing in my teeth.

I knew what this was.

I opened my mouth and felt myself push the fangs deep into Kaname's neck.

I clamped my eyes shut tight.

I heard him hiss slightly in pain.

I didn't want to cause him pain.

But I'd already hurt him so much hadn't I?

I felt so many emotions rush me at once.

I knew that some of them were not my own.

But I knew I couldn't hold back these tears.

I'd wanted to cry for the longest time.

I cried earlier I suppose.

When I was afraid and alone.

But I wanted to cry about everything.

Like now.

The release of emotions was comforting, even if Kaname told me not to cry.

It was strange.

When he spoke, it felt like I had spoken.

I felt one with him.

As if we were only one person.

The boundaries between me and him felt broken.

I felt like we were melted into each other.

I pulled away when the overwhelming pain stopped.

Even though I didn't want to.

When I sat up, I stared at him for the longest time.

I studied the shapes of his face.

The shapes of each individual feature.

"Yuki? Are you alright? Why are you looking at me like that?"

He sat up beside me, the worry in his eyes made me smile.

I placed my hands on either side of his face.

"I'm making sure I remember every little thing about you." I told him.

I told him it bluntly.

It was the truth.

And only the truth.

"I never want to lose you again..." I murmured quietly.

I never wanted to lose his smile...

His eyes...

This warmth...

I brought my arms around his neck and pulled us closer together.

Before he realised what I was doing, I kissed him.

Just like that.

I felt him sigh against me.

His arms wrapped around me.

Warmth spread through my body.

This was perfection...

I could never want anything more than I want him.

I want him...I want this... Forever.

Eternally.

Eternal Bliss...

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Right...

I want to leave the story there...complete it there...

But...that's only because I'm losing my original want to carry on and I don't have a plot. It has no story. So...unless someone can give me a plot...this is finished.

Also...I really want to go write a Kaname x Zero story...-_-

Thank you for reading ^^