Chapter 12
Ruthie ran into her house as well as Annie.
"Ruthie...What are you doing home so soon?" Her mother asked very concerned.
"I umm...didnt feel that great. Actually I am going to go lie down now." Ruthie said going up the stairs, Annie watched her daughter but didnt say a word but by the exrpession on her face you could tell she was worried.
Ruthie went in her room and collapsed onto her bed crying, the word 'everything' kept replaying in her head. The tears rolled instantly down her cheeks, she closed her eyes and then Martin came into her mind kissing Tadem. That had pretty much done it, seeing him kiss another girl, she wasnt over Martin and she wasnt going to get over Skylar anytime soon. It all hurt way too much for Ruthie to handle.
There was a knock on Ruthies door and then she heard it creak open.
"Ruthie...Honey...I really wish that you would let me in more. I really dont know whats going on with you anymore...and truth be told I am worried." Ruthie heard her mothers voice say.
"Mom...boy's suck." Ruthie muttered. Her mother let out a stiffle little laugh at how her daughter had said this.
"Awww..Honey...I'm sorry...-" Annie got caught off.
"There so confusing and whenever I like a guy there always the wrong person. I fall for the wrong guys and this time I deffinately did it over." Ruthie cried and came out from the blankets she had burried over her head and looked at her mother.
Her hair was messy and her mother patted her hair down cupping her face and brought her in for a hug. " Is it Martin?" Annie asked in her daughters hair.
"The half of it." Ruthie said pulling away. "Skylar...mom..he's gay." Ruthie said.
"OH...oh I am sorry." Her mother said.
"I just thought we had something, and now...It just seems weird." Ruthie said.Annie took her daughters hands.
"Ruthie I am not going to get you're hopes up about this but maybe you should talk to him more about this. I mean who knows maybe he's just confused right now." Annie said.
"Mom...I'd rather just not think about it."
"Ohkay honey that works too...I'll just let you lay down" Annie said getting up and going to the door.
"Thanks mom." Ruthie said before her mom went out the door.
"Anytime sweetie,".
Ruthie woke up to the sound of knocking on her door, "EUGH" She grunted.
"Ruthie.." Martin said coming in.
"Where were you I was really worried when I couldnt find you after school...you could have told me you were coming home." She heard Martin say.
"I didnt think you would care." Ruthie said sitting up.
"Why would you say that?" he asked.
" Never mind ohkay...I was just really tired." Ruthie said and layed back down looking up at her ceiling.
"No. Ruthie I want to know why you would think that?I care about you more then you obviously know." Martin said sitting on her bed side.
" I'm sorry ohkay, I just had a run in with Skylar.Plus I saw you making out with Tadem and I didnt want to interupt." Ruthie said.
"Aww...Ruthie you wouldnt have interupted anything you know you can come to me anytime...You're more important then some kiss." he said.
"I know...It just...Hurt." Ruthie said.
