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You awoke to soft lips on your cheek. You rubbed your eyes and looked up at Cloud. He had cup of coffee in one hand. You smiled and took it form him knowingly. You sat up and kissed him softly on the lips before taking a drink of your coffee.

"Morning beautiful," He smiled at you.

"Morning sexy" You said as you took another sip of your coffee.

"Rayne's already up. I made him breakfast," YOu smiled at him as his spikes drooped into his face.

"You know you didn't have to do that," You told him as you moved the hair that was obstructing your view of his face. He smiled and place another kiss on your cheek. He stood up and looked down at you.

"When you come down stairs I'll have your breakfast ready too," He said as he walked to the door. YOu rolled your eyes and went to the bathroom. You brushed the onyx locks out of your face and bushed your teeth. You finally trudged down the stairs to find Rayne sitting at the coffee table watching TV as he ate. You smiled at him and went to the kitchen. You looked at the table and saw a small stack of pancakes on a plate with syrup drizzled on them. You smiled at the scene and CLoud wrapped his arms around your waist.

"CLoud, your so sweet," You turned around to look at the blond.

"It's the least I could do," He said as he kissed your forehead. You pouted at him, for not kissing your lips . He smirked and gave you a quick peck on the lips. You sat down and ate the pancakes. You usually didn't eat in the morning, but today Cloud had made you breakfast, so it was an exception. When breakfast was over you and Cloud sat on the couch, watching some boring TV show for toddlers and Rayne was watching it as he cuddled his teddy bear.

Cloud had taken you last week to the daycare he had been talking about and you wanted to surprise Rayne.

"Hey Rayne, do you want to go with Mommy somewhere today?" You asked him and he looked at you confused.

"Where would we go?" He asked and you smiled.

"It's a secret," You told him, but Cloud knew you were talking about the daycare. Rayne only nodded, wanting to know what you were talking about. You smiled at the child. "Well let's go get dressed then," You told him and you scooped the toddler off the floor and went up the stairs. You got Rayne dressed in some black jeans and a Slipknot T-shirt. You put some converses on him and he looked in the mirror.

"Are we going somewhere nice Mommy?" He asked and you smiled at him.

"It's a secret Rayne," You told him and you brushed his hair. It fell in his eyes in a shaggy way.

Soon you and Rayne were in the mustang heading to the daycare. Rayne was looking out the window at all the buildings that were passing by.

"Now Rayne I want you to close you eyes," You told him and he only nodded his head. He shut his eyes and you pulled into the parking lot. "Rayne keep your eyes shut and keep these head phones on," You told him as you place some earbuds in his ears. You turned on one of your songs and carried him in to the daycare. THe lady at the front smiled at you two and you pulled th earbuds out of his ears. "Open your eyes, sweety," You told him and his eyes lit up at all the kids that were there.

"Really Mommy," He said as you put him on the ground.

"Really," You told him and he smiled brightly. You looked back at the receptionist who smiled.

"You must be Rayne. Your Mommy told me that you want to make some friends," She said as she spoke to Rayne. He looked at you confused, probably thinking when could I have come here.

"Answer the nice lady Rayne," You encouraged him.

"Yeah, Mommy was right," He smiled.

"Well come right this way and we'll introduce you to some kids, okay," She said as she held her hand out to him. He cautiously took it and was led away to another room. You smiled sadly as he walked away. He was growing up and you hadn't been in his life much. You regretted not telling Sasori and everyone sooner. The woman came back into the room and smiled at you.

"So how will you be paying for our services?" She asked with a smile.

"I need to talk to you about a few things though," You told the woman as you pulled out a gold card Cloud had given you.

"Oh, What would that be," She asked curiously.

"I don't want just anyone to come in here and pick up my child," You told her seriously.

"Well Ma'am if you would fill out these forms we'll ensure your child's safety," She told you as she handed you a clipboard with some information on it. You filled out the paper work silently and handed it back to her.

"And I can promise you that if anything happens to my son, I will sue you and everyone here for every penny they have," You told her seriously.

"Ma'am there's no need for that," She said in her still sweet tone.

"Hm, well I'm going to tell him goodbye," You said as you stood up and walked out. You walked into the room he had disappeared into and saw him talking to another boy. He was smiling at the boy and you smiled at him. He was already making friends. He spotted you and smiled. He waved and motioned for you to come over to him. You smiled again and made your way to the toddler. You looked down at him and put your hand atop his head.

"Hey, Mommy this is Winter," He told you and you looked at the blond boy before you. His light grey eyes shined up at you and you smiled at him.

"Rayne, I have to go and meet Gir at work, but I'm going to come and get you right after, Okay?" You told him and he nodded.

"Okay," He told you. You bent down and kissed him gently on the forehead. He smiled and went on talking to Winter.

You walked back into the parking lot and climbed into the Mustang. You soon made your way to Razor's house where there was a rehearsal room. You made your way up the path and went into the house with out knocking. You had written out music for the songs and had them in the notebook as well. Jagger was spralled out on the couch watching some show on Spike TV. You sighed and leaned over him. He looked up once he felt your eyes on him.

"What are you doing here. I thought you would have been taking care of Rayne," He said with a smile.

"He's at daycare. He wanted to make some friends, and I decided if that's what he wants then it's okay," You told him with a shrug.

"Okay, Now what are you doing here?" He asked as he sat up.

"I came to practice with you guys. I have some new stuff, I'll think you'll like it," You told him as you handed him the notebook. He looked over it and hummed a few bars to himself.

"I do like it," He said as he read over them. He turned to your unfinished song and read over it with a raised eyebrow. He turned to face you and held it out. "What's this?" He asked.

"A song," You told him with no intention of explaining any more as you closed the notebook.

"About?" He asked.

"Zack," Was your only reply and he nodded.

"Well, let's go get Razor and Chain so we can get to work," He said as he stood up and streched. You went upstairs to find Chain was in the shower and Razor was on his laptop while sitting on his bed. You went and sat down beside the blond and looked up at him as you lay there on your back.

"What are you doing here?" He asked as he continued to look at the comptuter. His voice was emotionless and blank. You sighed and closed your eyes.

"Are you still mad Razor?" He didn't look at you and for amoment you thought he hadn't heard you, but you knew he was only ignoring you. You sighed and sat up.

"Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y" You sang in a loud voice that fell silent as quickly as it had been produced. You didn't look at him, to afraid he would be unaffected by your voice. When his hand covered your shoulder in such an intimate way you had to smile. You looked up at him and he kissed your cheek lightly. You could feel your face heating and you looked away. You stood from the bed and smiled. "So are we gonna rehearse or what?" You asked and you noticed the bucket in Jagger's hand, dangling dangerously from a metal handle with ice and water filled to the rim.

"Mine," You claimed and headed for the bathroom. Chain had the stereo so loud in the bathroom he wouldn't have heard someone screaming bloody murder. You tiptoed in and got into position and right when he was about to turn the water off he was hit with an icy sting of the cold water on his burning skin. You laughed and ran out of the room and down the hall to safety.

"Dammit Kirra!" You heard Chain yell and the water began again. When you saw him again he had a white towel around his waist and was running another through his silver locks. "Your fucking sick you know that! Do you know how bad that hurt Kirra! Damn!" He cursed with anger. You only smirked and hid behind Jagger.

"It was all his idea" You told him deviously. Chain glared at the both of you and went to get his shorts on. He came back in black basketball shorts and perfectly showing off his 8-pack. All of them were perfectly tones for those shows when they all decided to be shirtless.

You finally made your way to the jam room in the basement where there were a few couches, but an amazing settup of music equipment that would be a DJ's fantasy. You handed Razor the proofs for your songs and they all looked at them. You grabbed a guitar and started showing Jagger the way you pictured the song. You strummed the guitar as you sang the words. He took his guitar and added to it, after Jagger ran through it by himself and you smiled at him. You rehearsed all the songs with the band and you agreeded to meet up another day.

You were about to leave and were hugging the guys goodbye when you got this wierd knot in your stomach. Somethihng was wrong. Really wrong. You climbed into your car and raced over to the daycare. You came through the front door and the bells chimed. A woman met you at the front desk and asked you who you were looking for.

"My son, Rayne" You told her calmly.

"Aren't you a little young to have a child," She was suspicious.

"It's none of your business how old I am Ma'am and If I don't have my son soon I'm going to be late for our appointment," You told her. She nodded her head and went to get Rayne. He ran out to you with a huge smile on his face.

"Mommy!" He exclaimed and ran to you.

"Hey sweetheart, You have a doctor's appointment and we have to hurry," You told him.

"Okay," He said shyly, but was still smiling.

"You have fun?" You asked him as you walked out to the car.

"Yeah, I made lots of friends," He told you. You smiled at him as you strapped him in his carseat. You kissed the top of his e\head before climbing into the driver's seat. There was a teddy bear in the passenger seat that you had grabbed for Rayne and you finally gave it to him. You weren't really going to the doctor today, but you were surprising him by heading out to the beach to show Rayne the ocean for the first time. As you drove the clouds began to cluster and the sky began to darken. You debated on turning around, but you had set your mind on this and Cloud was going to meet you down there, so you had to get there.

You finally made it and pulled up to the beach. You shook Rayne slightly and he sat up with his hair askew. You unbuckled him and pulled him out and into his arms.

"Honey I have a surprise for you," You cooed to him. He looked up and you with questioning eyes. You pulled a digital camera out of your pocket and snapped a picture of him. He scowled and layed his head back on your shoulder. "Rayne will you please look over there, for Mommy," You asked him and as he looked at the ocean his face was that of awe and you snapped a picture of him quickly, not wanting to miss a moment. You met Cloud on the sand. Once you got out there you kissed him sweetly.

"Enjoy the view, Rayne?" He asked the child as he straightened his hair out with his hand.

"It's...pretty," He struggled to find the right word.


Hope you enjoyed I'll try to get the next chapter up soon :]]