A/N – Well here is chapter twelve ladies. I am so nervous postin' this, so please be kind. No please be honest with what you think bout it when ya review.
Thank you all so very much for your amazin' reviews I have read them all, I'd reply to all, but i'd have no time to write and do the research for story. Thank you all for takin' the time to review for me; I can't express how much it really does keep me writin'.
Miss S Meyer owns the rights to it all, but as you all know Dak is mine so is her Micah, they're a package deal and I love em both, I hope you do too.
Lethiferous
Chapter Twelve
Micahs' pov
Listening to them all getting along was great. I have never seen my Dakota so latched on to anybody like she has with Bella, Bella has Dakota wrapped around her finger like she were her real baby sister, the girl has a way to just grab hold of your heart, there's just something about her, it's like she's the missing link. She links us all together, every one of us cares for and loves her, it may be in varying degrees and in different ways. Bella is the missing link to each of us, Dakota's little sister that she always wanted, she meant every word she spoke to Major about Bella and I'd have to say I feel the same. I'd be there for Bella in a flash if need be; she has a way of warming cold dead hearts.
I was pissed that Major had spoken to both Dakota and Bella the way he had, I am no weak man and I can certainly hold my own, but I am fucking smart too, I know what battles to pick, any fool that goes up against Major won't see his next foolish thought, death dealt by Major comes in two forms excruciatingly or instantaneously, I would prefer neither. So yes I was pissed that he had such a harsh tongue towards the girls, but I was also more than concerned when each of them had challenged him, but fuck was I also proud of them both for doing so. If they had been people that Major cared little for or male the outcome could have been injurious.
The ladies had moved themselves into the kitchen to cook some dinner for Bella judging by the foul stench coming from that direction and the clattering going on. While Emmett was kicking my butt at this stupid Wii thing, the girls were in a discussion about Tantra. Ah how I love Tantra, words could never explain how fucking awe-gasmic that shit can be, multi-gasms and ejaculation mastery was seriously a gift from the gods.
Emmett had the mother of all grins on his face, most likely due to the interest Rose was showing in Tantra. The ladies were hanging on every word Dakota was saying. Carlisle, Peter and Jasper had stealthily entered the family room as my Dakota was explaining the water ritual and the sensual massage techniques, then the guys were hanging on every word too. Bella questioned that she and Jasper won't be the only couple trying out Tantra tonight, and fuck no she wouldn't be. Emmett went and opened his big mouth and ruined our eavesdropping. Which lead to all of us guys dashing out of the house after being yelled at by Rose and Dakota for snooping on a private and confidential chinwag between them. Seriously we are vampires; finely tuned hearing came with the contract along with the shimmering like a fucking CD in the sun.
The guys and I ran laughing at the girls evicting us from the house; we ended up just by the lake.
"Dude tell me you know some of this stuff your woman is talking about Micah, I beg you tell me everything you know. God I need to know more man"
"Oh do I know stuff Emmett. Tantric orgasms' are beyond euphoric, fuck it's deeper than that though and some of it, if I explain it, will make me sound like a pansy, but I swear guys once you experience a full body Tantric orgasm, multiple, implosive and ongoing orgasms', you will be grateful. I promise it will be life changing"
Emmett suddenly dropped to his knees facing me with his hands together like in prayer as the rest of the guys were looking at me with rapt attention.
"Please Micah, I am begging dude, I will do whatever it takes to be Rosie's personal Tantra-vamp-god"
"Please you lot are goin' to be all gettin' it on in my home while I can't"
"Nah Peter there are goodies for you too bro. with Tantra it's also about getting to know your own body and ways to learn what pleasures you can achieve too"
"You mean have a bat? Bro I think I was well practiced and mastered that when I was twelve and fuckin' human"
"No Peter it's deeper…grrr, see this is what I was talking about, this sounds so fucking feminine, but it's deeper, more spiritual and sensual than just having a pull, but I ain't going into descriptive detail cause I'm not discussing your hand on Lingam action. I have some books an DVDs that will help you with that, you too G, if you're interested come see me after this"
"Now for your first Man-Tantra lesson. Please for the love of all things fucking holy shut the fuck up and let me get through this without interruption, I'm not completely comfortable talking about some of this shit with you bunch."
"Okay I'll start with Tanta history. The origins of Tantra can be dated as far back as 300 BC. They are the Tantra's ancient texts passed down over the years and used in Hinduism and Buddhism. In Hinduism the texts take on the form of conversations between the male and female deities. The Tantra's were secretly passed on from teacher/ Guru, to pupil. These texts are basically Instructions to practice, the aim is that the student gains liberation from all earthly attachment, to achieve unity through the affirmation of all aspects of being, and it goes even deeper, with regular practice one is re-connected to his or her divine source, your body and sexualities are enlightened and can achieve the goal of liberation and release.
Okay that was your history lesson, if you want a more in-depth lesson please look in the books that Dakota and I have, they can explain it much better. I know you guys want me to get to the good stuff; I'm no fucking Guru so I'll tell it the best I can.
First I'll start with the massages. I presume Dakota is telling the ladies all about the `Lingam massage', which is the Tantric massage we gents get the fucking glorious pleasure of receiving, that being said, I best be telling you about the `Yoni massage' or I will surely have my `Lingam' removed by the ladies.
In Tantra the female sex organ has been blessed with the beautiful name of Yoni, it describes the female sex centre appropriately and respectfully. The word Yoni comes from Sanskrit, translated in Hindu means vulva, womb, shrine or source. In symbolic, worshipping words, she has been honoured and sang to over the centuries as a fragrant flower, holy womb or gate to life. Many women and men don't know the secrets to the `magic flower'. During the Yoni massage, which is a healing massage, men and woman learn a new, very conscious contact with the `female temple of lust'."
"So what your saying is we get to massage and play with pussy?"
"No Emmett, you've gotta think of it on a more spiritual level. It's not just pussy and not just sex; you can get that with any chic. This is your mate, your soul's connection, the core reason for your life's worth. Without your mate what would you have left of importance to you? Her essence is connected to yours and yours to her"
"Okay so we are to worship our mates Yoni, her temple of lust?"
"Yes Emmett, and now I will advise you on how to worship the female temple of lust or Yoni through Tantric massage."
"First is best to start with the `water ritual', which is to set the mood. The water ritual is to bath or shower in low lighting or you can use candles. Each of you will take turns to wash each other with tender caresses; this is done with the receiver having their eyes closed, because this exercise is all about touch, not sight. It helps with building trust.
Next you move onto the sight part of it, were you sit across from your each other, still naked, eyes closed while you focus on centring yourselves and concentrate on the rhythm of your breathing, it should be even breathes in and out, when inhaling picture everything you love about the bond you have with your mate and when exhaling, let go of all your stress, breath it out. Once you feel relaxed and centred, open your eyes and look into each others, then you slowly take in the sight of your mate, truly see her, inside and out, focus on her inner and outer beauty. In this part you can voice what you see and feel for her and about her, to her, and she to you. Let her know how much you love, adore and cherish her.
The next step is sight and touch. You start by applying massage oil to your hands. Massage starting with her neck, shoulders, arms and work your way down her back, hips, bottom, and the back of her legs all the way to her toes. This is a full body massage, there is even an anus massage technique, once again refer to the fucking books guys cause I am not going there with you. You can skip that if you're not comfortable with it, as Dakota and I do, we only do what we are comfortable with and what we enjoy. To each his or her own, do what you are okay with. Alright so now you have massaged her back half, she turns over and lays on her back, you once again apply oil and start at her shoulders, chest, arms, breasts, working your way down but pass her `temple of lust', move onto her legs, massage down one thigh to her foot and toes. Once you're done with that leg move up her opposite leg, working your way up till you reach her `temple'. Now the Yoni massage begins"
The guys were so intrigued and so focused on everything I was saying, all sitting crossed legged and had formed a circle. I felt like we were some kind of Manclan, a brotherhood of the ManTantric secrets. I am their Master and they shall be honoured with thy name of `my young grasshoppers'. I have never seen Jasper so engrossed in anything that didn't engage in some form of warfare, he was absolutely captivated with Tantra. Emmett was so enthralled it was like was telling him where the Holy Grail was kept, giving away the mystery of what's inside Pandora's Box.
"Alright, to begin the Yoni massage, apply more oil to your hands, rub and gently massage the whole outer temple area tenderly. Slowly work your way to move onto her folds, continuing with gentle pressure. You both continue with the breathing in and out during this whole process, though I assure you from here it will become heavier. Gently place your thumb on her clitoris, massage in a clockwise motion and then a counter clockwise motion, adjust speed and pressure as you go based on your mates body's response to your motions. Now you can use your thumb and index finger to gently squeeze the clitoris, place your middle finger into your mates Yoni and explore at various speed and depths, again according to your mates response. Focus your finger up towards your mates `sacred spot' or her `G' spot and go on with this while she journey's through her continuous and liberating orgasm. Bit by bit release pressure and speed until she has released to her full extent and her breathing is once again even.
Once you have done this, you will receive your Lingam massage, and I'm not fucking telling you about that, so don't ask, just fucking thank me tomorrow when you're ladies are wearing the biggest fucking smiles you've ever seen, and you can thank my Dakota for your smiles.
Now my Man-Tantra-Clan, we must convene here tomorrow for your next lesson, which will be `RAMPER', which happens to be the teaching of `Ejaculation Mastery'. Now go forth, collect your mates, re-connect with her divine source, worship her fucking temple, and become enlightened as you both receive liberation and fucking release."
"Well thank you Guru Micah"
"Your quite welcome young grasshopper Carlisle. Now the rest of my young grasshoppers shall leave except grasshopper Jasper, I would like a private word with you alone if that okay"
"Of course Guru Micah"
Dakota's pov
Sneaky fuckin' bugga's, they were all here listenin' in like flies on the wall to me tellin' the chooks bout Tantra. I'm fuckin' glad I didn't go into depth bout it with em or start on the Lingam Massage yet cause fairdinkum that will be the most mind blowin' surprise for the fellas when these little ladies perform that technique on them.
We ended up bootin' the gents out so we could go into detail bout it without havin' the blokes hear all the nitty gritty.
We gathered in Bellas' and Jaspers' room. Rose removed Bella's IV's from her, apparently she had assisted Papa Cullen a few times and she has studied nursin', so she can easily put it all back good as new later.
"Okay my ladies as I explained earlier, you go through the water ritual and then move onto the Tantric healing massage. Now as ya man gives ya a `Yoni' massage, which is another name for ya Vag or lady bits in Hinduism Sanskrit, we have been blessed with nicer names to call it then pussy, punani or my least favourite, cunt. It is referred to as, magic flower, Temple of lust and Yoni, hence the Yoni massage, where your mate worships our temple of lust, stimulates our magic flower, and ya will be enlightened and liberated as Yoni has never had such pleasures, your release will be astronomically heightened and extended. As he performs the Yoni massage focus on ya breathin' and relax, surrender to him, all the sensation and emotions ya feel durin' it. Feel every touch he gives ya"
"Bella if ya not comfortable with Jasper touchin' ya Yoni or ya temple of lust let him know. Ya can both just keep it at gentle touches and kisses all over the body avoidin' ya sexual areas, ya can still give and receive the full body massages, with the exception that he won't feel the pressure of the body massage, it is still sensual touchin' and your body heat will have a wonderful effect on him. Ya can still try the Lingam massage on him if ya comfortable touchin' him there, even if ya not comfortable with him givin' ya the Yoni massage chook, ya gotta go with whatever ya comfy with, but remember that ya safe with Jasper and the Yoni massage is a healin' massage, ya will release emotions hon, more so than us other ladies and I think it will help ya. Just try to relax through the whole experience and trust Jasper; he will take care of ya"
"I'll try Dakota; I think I'd be more comfortable givin' rather than receivin' though"
"That's natural chook, for everyone. We are totally surrenderin' to and trustin' our mates, but that's just it, they are our mates, our souls other half. Tantra allows us to connect to the very essence of each other. It is pure and raw love and sexual intimacy with the one and only connection ya soul truly has on this level. Ya can have a soul connection with ya mother, ya sister, brother, best friend, but your soul only has one true other half. Without that half you're not complete"
"That's beautiful Dakota"
"It's true Bella, Jasper is the only one, and he will never mistreat ya. You can trust him in every aspect, especially when it comes to surrenderin' to him sexually. Our mates can never harm us, we all may have disagreements but we can never harm one another, to harm our mates, we harm ourselves"
"She's right Bella, you have no idea how many times I'd like to really hurt Emmett for the idiotic shit he does, but I can't, I love him too much"
"Rose can we talk later, maybe tomorrow, Emmett told me I should speak with bout what happened me. Is that okay?"
"Of course it is sweetie; I was going to come to you soon to tell you my story. I may be able to help you to understand some of the things that may happen when being sexually intimate with Jasper, but I really only know from what I have gone through myself. I'm not an expert and I don't have any credits baecause i haven't studied in the area."
"That's fine, thank you Rose"
"You're welcome Bella. Alright Dakota tell us more on this Tantra"
"Okay, where were we? Okay yep got it. I won't go into all the history, ya best be lookin' in the books to learn it all and I advise that ya do so. In Hinduism Sanskrit words for the male sexual organ is `Lingam' loosely translated means `wand of light'. The wand of light channels creative energy and pleasure.
Although it is not the goal to orgasm durin' the Lingam massage, it is a very welcome, desired and pleasurable side effect. The goal is to allow ya mate to surrender to a new form of pleasure he may not be used to receivin' and for him to release emotions he has held tight to. These new pleasures are achieved by ya performin' the Lingam massage by massagin' his Lingam, the whole area, his shaft, testicles, perineum, above shaft or wand of light and round his pelvic bone. If you feel comfortable ya can also massage his outta prostate, which is referred to as a `sacred spot', that fuckin' sacred that I won't go there, but whatever floats ya boat, go for it and look in the books. There is another way to get the same result as touchin' the anus or outta prostate, which is the other `sacred spot', it will be explained soon, when I mention the sacred spot I will be referrin' to the one I am willin' to talk bout.
Remember the breathin' exercise as ya massage him, start by usin' the oil on ya hands, begin the massage at his neck, shoulders, arms and work ya way down his body. Once he's turned over repeat the same, start from the top and work down, skip past his dangly bits , move straight down one leg to his toes, then move to his other leg workin' up till ya reach his Lingam area and his wand or shaft whichever the fuck ya choose to call it.
Apply more oil, but this time try drippin' a bit on the tip of his shaft straight from the oil bottle, it adds to the sensation for him. Begin to gently massage his testicles and scrotum, this will relax him. Massage above the shaft on his pelvic bone, the perineum, the area between the testies and the anus, this area between his testicles and his anus is the other area known as the sacred spot, so this is the area I am talkin' bout. Take ya time massagin', let him relax into it while he keeps his breathin' even. The next part is where ya begin to massage his shaft, take ya time and vary the pressure and speed. Gently squeeze his shaft at the base with your right hand, pull up and slide off then switch to ya left hand, keep repeatin' this motion and take ya time doin' it, then ya change the direction by startin' at the head of his shaft squeezin' and workin' down and off , continue to switch hands from left to right, again keep this up for some time.
Massage the head in a gentle squeeze and twist motion, massage all round the head and continue down his shaft. He may become soft and harden again during the Lingam massage, this is normal and is the natural process and desired Tantric experience. It adds to the pleasure spectrum. Just keep doin' everythin' even while he's gone soft, he will go stiff again, trust me. When he hardens and the pleasure builds up, if he's goin' to cum, back off a bit and allow him to soften slightly before ya pick up ya pace again, do this several times. Comin' close to release then backin' it off will assist him with learnin' the art of `Ejaculation Mastery', by bein' close to ejaculation to then lessen the stimulation, but the breathin' is key here too, it all softens the urge to cum, eventually with ejaculation mastery ya can make love for as long as ya want without him cumin' and ya can have multi-gasms.
Okay now we move on to find the `sacred spot', there is a small indentation, bout the size of a pea, between his testies and his anus. Be gentle as you push inward while massagin this area, he will feel pressure deep inside and it may be uncomfortable for him at first. Eventually as ya gently work the area he will relax into it, this will help him with the ejaculation mastery and to expand and extend his orgasm. You can keep massagin' his shaft while workin' his sacred spot at the same time; ya got two hands girls use em well. When he is close to ejaculation push just slightly harder on his sacred spot, then back off so he doesn't release, he may have strong emotions while ya massage this area as he is truly surrenderin' and connectin' to ya much deeper and more spiritually than ever before. He will be releasin' built up stress and tension, just keep goin' and let him know how much ya love him.
Once he has released all the emotion and is more relaxed, and the pleasure is buildin', when he is to the point of ejaculation this time, let him release, keep massagin' both areas as he rides it out and slowly ease off till he's reached the end and his breathin' evens out. Then allow some quiet, just relax and cuddle with him"
The ladies all sat quiet and were very interested though out my explanations. I really hope I did a good job at explainin' it, the books and DVD's will go into further detail bout it all.
"alright I say we set up for Bella and then head to do our own rooms, the boys will be back soon and I for one am looking forward to trying this out with Carlisle"
"Eew mum"
"Oh Bella honey, you will need to get used to the fact that your dad and I like to have a good and healthy sex life, we are really only in our twenties you know and we are forever at this stage, so you will have a very long time to get used to it sweetie"
"Trust me Bella, Emmett and I have tried to avoid it, there's no use"
"Great"
Jasper's pov
I entered our room, Bella was in the bathroom so I followed her scent and heartbeat and found her just bout to step into the steamin' shower, she was holdin' the rail for support and I noticed her tubes had been removed. I quickly undressed and helped her in over the small step. Bella had set up candles and the lights were off, she stepped under the water as did I. I just held her in my arms enjoyin' the feel of skin on skin.
"Hey beautiful, I had a chat with Micah and he suggested we have a safe words for us to use if you start to feel paniced and get flustered, we can colors, pink for slowin', blue to just cuddle with each other and red to stop everythin' includin' the touchin', that way we can either slow down or stop. How does that sound to you baby?"
"I think that is a brilliant idea Jasper, I really want to try it though. I know it's early in our relationship, really early, but I have never felt this close to any one and I have never experienced, well anythin' and I want to, with you"
"I'm glad you do baby, but there is no rush or pressure okay. Micah said we can just do the body massages and skip the Yoni and Lingam massage, if you'd prefer?"
"I want to try it all, I'm just not sure if I can"
"You're so brave beautiful, I can feel it Bella, your pain, fear, nervousness, desire and longin' baby. Do you want me to ease some of it?"
"Umm no, I want to feel it honey, unless I start to freak out, then you can ease it, is that okay?"
"Of course beautiful, Bella are you absolutely sure you want to try this? We can do it small just the water ritual, then do a little bit more each time"
"I'm sure I want to try, but not sure if I'll get through it all, but I want to, that's why I want you to use your gift and help me if I need it"
"Okay baby turn round and close your eyes, remember the breathin' darlin', in and out, even breathes"
My Bella turned round and closed her eyes, once her breathin' was even and she was relaxed I grabbed the loufa and soaped it up with coconut infusion body wash that wasn't here last time we showered. I started by movin' her hair to the side and makin' slow, gentle circles on her neck, movin' onto her shoulders, down her arms, down her back and bottom in her creases, down her legs. I moved to stand in front of her, god she is so beautiful, eyes closed, lips slightly parted as she's relaxed and focused on her breathin'. I begin the slow circles on her chest, washin' down her belly… I am fuckin' nervous and take in even breathes to centre myself…I slowly approach her temple with some body wash on my hand and gently apply pressure as I separate her folds… I am keepin' check of her emotions as I very tenderly paid attention to this area, she was breathin' through her nerves, but enjoyin' it… And my god fuck the scent from candles, the scentof her arousal is fuckin' heavenly, I've never smelt an aroma with such an enticement. My god if her arousal smells so divine the taste could only exceed delectable. I slowly eased away from her fuckin' heavenly temple of lust, and fuck, were they right, temple of fuckin' lust, cause man am I lustin' for her now. I made my way down her legs, which was fuckin' excruciatin' cause that only put me closer to her divine smellin' temple and I was that close I swear I could nearly taste her on my tongue, I had to swallow a few times before I finished. I moved to stand behind her again and applied shampoo to her hair, the scent of the magnolias from the shampoo helped to ease my problem, but it was still strong due to the steam. I massaged her scalp then rinsed her hair out, then applied the conditioner and left it in as she turned round to face me, eyes open. She made the hand gesture for me to turn round.
Bella soaped up the loufa while I closed my eyes and relaxed with the breathin'. She began with the same process as I had, her touch is heavenly, such little exercises really do make a difference, this is not so much sexual, and it really is deeper. She moved her way down my body her nerves picked up as did mine as she washed and touched my arse, but we both breathed through it and she continued down my legs to my feet. Bella then moved to my front, I could feel little electric tingles, the energy round us was buzzin' as she moved in slow circles makin' her way down to my… Wow …Breath …My shaft… With her hands all soaped up…Breath Jasper…God… The sensation is unbelievable; she was payin' extra attention to my shaft… And then my sack …Jesus fuck… How am I to handle ejaculation mastery when this feels so fuckin' good? Bella grabbed the loufa again and continued her way down my legs. She then grabbed the shampoo but I stopped her to do that myself.
"Thank you baby, that was amazin' , but I can wash my hair your much shorter than me and it will be easier if I do it, you're still not well darlin' and I don't want you stretchin' that much with your ribs all broken and bruised up"
"Thanks sugar, that was a beautiful experience wasn't it? I could feel, like an energy round us"
"Yeah I felt it too, it was an amazin' experience. Baby what has you curious?"
"Umm shit… I…well when I was washin' your Lingam area… you were hard…and well… how is that goin' to fit inside me?"
"Aw baby, it will when the time comes for that, it will fit. I know I'm…large, but we were made to fit each other my beautiful. Don't worry, when we are ready to take that step, I promise sweetheart I will take care of you Bella, I won't hurt you"
"I know Jasper, I trust you, it's just so …big, it scares me that I don't know, I guess that I'll tear when you enter me or somethin'. I know it's stupid"
"Darlin' it's not stupid, it's not goin' to happen like that. C'mon let's get out and dry off, I got a massage to give you"
"Ah ha, and me to you too"
"Yeah Micah mentioned that, but refused to tell us any more than what it's called, you know he is now our Guru and we are his young grasshoppers?"
"You're kiddin'?"
"Ah no, Guru Micah wants us to convene tomorrow by the river bank again for our next ManTantra lesson"
"Oh I have gotta tell the girls bout this, Dakota will love it"
After Bella settled down from her laughter, we began the next technique.
A/N – Well my grasshoppers, that was chapter twelve. I am so nervous to do the next one cause we know there will be some lovely Tantric lovin' goin' on, but… mmm…. Who should it be between? Let me know what ya want and we'll see what happens.
Please review for me and tell me what ya think and what ya want.
Love to you all
Lauren xxx
