Hours later Cheyenne, Van, Kyra and Reba were waiting in the waiting room, Brock was on the operating table having his heart removed and Jake was being prepped for surgery. BJ in another section of the hospital was playing the part of the grieving mother. "I can't believe my baby is gone," she sobbed. Inside however she was thinking something different. Serves Brock right!

"I am so sorry," BJ's friend Ava said, "how did it happen" "He was hit by a car" The truth was that Henry was hit by the car his mother was driving. She intended only to harm him, when she backed down the driveway… just in order to punish Brock for cheating on her. Unfortunately she drove up the driveway way too fast and he was injured much more then she had intended for him to be.

"You poor dear," Ava said warmly, "you've been through so much. When they catch the person that did it I'm going to beat the tar outta him till he's black and blue and red all over" BJ panicked but then caught herself. "The good lord says to forgive. Besides I thought you were against that sorta stuff"

"Normally I am but he messed with my friend. Nobody messes with my friend and gets away with it" "I… thanks" BJ didn't know what to say. She started crying for real this time.

It just occurred to her that she had done a horrible thing. She killed the one person that meant more to her then life itself. Its Brock's fault, she thought angrily, if he didn't cheat I wouldn't have had to kill Henry. Besides I didn't mean to kill him. Just to harm him.

But none of the self talk could talk BJ out of feeling guilty. She had killed her son.

Back in the waiting room

The doctor came out of the room. "Dr. Hart is doing well. He's in recovery but you can all see him in a couple of hours… and now we're going to get started on Jake"

"Reba," BJ called and she looked up. "Barbra Jean I am so sorry about you losing Henry." "Thank you. It's been just awful" "I can only imagine"

"How did he die," Reba asked. "He was hit by a car. I was d- doing something and I saw it. He was hurt a lot worst then I i- originally thought. "Did they catch the driver?"