A/N:so here's another chapter.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own twilight
Chapter 11: What Came Over Me? RPOV
Jacob and I slip out the house while Alice is daydreaming about Jane. When we get to Port Angeles, something pulls me to the mall.
"You don't mind if we go to the mall, do you?" I ask Jacob. He shakes his head and smiles.
"I could use some new clothes anyways. I think I'm growing more," he signs back. I park close to the door and see Jane's Porsche. Hmm, so that's why I was pulled here. Jacob and I walk around for a while. Finally, Jake pulls me into Zumies. He immediately goes over to the hoodies while I look at shoes. I find a cute pair of Vans. He comes back to me with two pull over hoodies. Then, we make our way to the skateboards.
I pick out a Girl deck while he gets a Zero deck. I grab us each a pair of red and black Thunder trucks and eight black and red Bones wheels. Jake gets enough hardware for the both of us. We pay for our things and move on to Hot Topic. As soon as we enter, I spot Bella. She's in the back looking at headphones. There's a cheap looking girl near her trying to talk to her, but she ignores her. She glances my way and smiles. Jacob and I stop. Bella stares into my eyes smiling until the bitch next to her yells.
"HEY, I'm talking to you!" That's it! Bella comes back with a fierce response of her own.
"First of all, I'm ignoring you because I'm not interested. Second, you won't live to see another day if you speak to me again. And lastly, I'm a GIRL!" she says as her glare intensifies. Better save the bitch. I give my bags to Jacob and tell him to stay. He nods his head with wide eyes, and I strut over to my mate. When I reach her, I place one hand on her hips and the other on her chest. I then wrap my body around hers. Automatically, her hand makes its way to my ass and cups it. She looks down at me and smiles.
"Hey, baby. Did you miss me?" I say seductively. Something twitches against my leg, but I ignore it.
"Of course babe. This girl was just flirtin with me," she replies. My instincts take over. What the FUCK? Who does this bitch think she is?
"You mean to tell me that you were flirtin with my girl? MY girl. The next time you EVER even lay an eye on her, you will wish I had done something to you." I seethe out. Bella pulls me closer to her, and my center presses against her leg. I quietly gasp as she starts nibbling my ear. Oh shit. This feels too damn good.
"Baby, calm down, I'm yours; you know that I am. Just let her go. Come on Rosie, lets finish our shopping with Jake and Janie, kay?" I nod my head slightly and relax further in to her. Dear Lord, if she doesn't move her leg, I am not accountable for my actions.
We leave with the others and walk around more. Bella and I hold hands for the rest of the trip. By the time three o'clock rolls around, it's time for all of us to go home. Jacob and I drive home in my baby. The entire time, I sit there thinking.
What the hell? Why did I act like that? Why did she act like that? Oh my gosh, what if I blew it? But she responded back. She played along and even calmed me down. Did she feel the pull? Does she know of the supernatural; I mean she isn't human herself, so it is possible. Arrrrgh! I'm just confusing myself. Start over; ok, so I acted like her girlfriend, and she played along. She was happy to see me when I walked up. Wait, what was that when I spoke to her?
Ah I don't know. Maybe she'll tell me if she's ready. Anyways, I acted overprotective and lost control. She willingly pulled me closer and began to nibble my ear. She calmed me down and aroused me all at the same time. Does she know the effect she has on me?
With all those thoughts in my head, I sigh. Jacob turns his head toward me and looks worried. I shake my head without turning from the road. The rest of the way home is filled with silence except for the rain.
When I pull up to the garage to park, Jacob taps my shoulder for me to look. He then reaches over and squeezes my shoulders in a one armed hug. When he releases, he quickly signs "It'll be ok Rose. Whatever is troubling you will work itself out eventually."
TIME SKIP
For the past month, I've kinda been avoiding Bella. Ever since the mall incident, I've just felt awkward around her. When we first met, we got along so well and everything was perfect. Then I had to fuck it up by being overprotective. Now, I'm too much of a coward to face her.
Jacob walks into my room with a smile on his face. He's all giddy and grinnig from cheek to cheek. He bounces over to my bed like Alice and plops down. I turn my head so that I can see him with one eye. I nod my head at him as to say 'what.'
"I asked Ben Chaney out today. He said yes!" he squeals like a girl.
The front door opens and I hear Alice come through with Jane. They laugh and talk as if they've known each other for years. I envy how comfortable they are with each other. I just had to fuck things up with Bella. Someone else is with them; it's Bella. I quickly push Jacob out of my room and lock my door. I can hear them all get closer to my room, so I panic. I jump out of my window and run as fast as I can to my meadow. Just before I leave hearing range, I hear Alice speak.
"I guess she went to her meadow."
