I was looking in her eyes and what I saw there was strange for me. Devotion, submission, and acceptance I was all too familiar with, but the spark of love and doubt was something that I was not. She still had blood running down her chin, her eyes still black, she was breathing hard. It was the most beautiful thing I ever seen. I dipped my head and licked the blood off her breasts. This was nothing new. She is a messy eater, so I do this often. Up her neck, and over her chin, also not new, what was was I kept going till I reached her lips. I have stayed away from them this whole time. When the tip of my tongue touched her lips, her eyes went wide and her shock and surprise hit me like a ton of bricks. Not moving away from her I very gently asked, "What has you so shocked? You know what's going to happen, this should not be a surprise my pet."
She hesitated before answering. "You're the only one to ever touch me like that, like this. I just didn't, don't know, what I'm doing or how I should feel about it." Her voice was nothing but a whisper in the wind, but I heard it. Now I was shocked, and didn't do a fucking thing to hide it.
I pulled back only enough to see her eyes. They were cast down in what I was taking as shame. I mean she was almost 23 and never experienced with anyone what she has with me in the past year. I dipped my head down to see her eyes. "You're telling me that Edward never felt you like this?" I pushed my hips forward to show her what I was referring to. She closed her eyes and hissed. Hmm, guess not. That put a smile on my face. I put my mouth right next to her ear and whispered, "No man has EVER touched you at all?"
She shook her head no. "Edward was the only person I have ever been in a relationship with. He was the only one to ever kiss me, and it was always a closed mouth thing." There is that fucking shame again.
The demon and the man in me were going fucking nuts in joy. My pet has never been touched. I ran my nose down her neck till I hit my bite mark. When I spoke this time, my lips were brushing it, "If that is the case, after tonight Pet, I will be the only one to EVER do it right. Don't think that this is a bad thing; it just makes you completely mine. I will be your first and last real kiss. I will be your first and last lover. After tonight Isabella, everything you have will be mine." I felt her shiver. "I was going to wait till we had you back in one piece, but now that I found this out, I can't wait any longer to have you." I kissed my bite, drug my lips over her jaw, across her cheek and stopped at her lips. Hovering just above them, my lips brushing hers I spoke in the softest voice I think I have ever used, however not leaving any room for argument. "MINE." Then I kissed her.
It was not soft, it was not sweet, it was a claim, and it was marking my territory. It was hard and dominating. I didn't ask for permission into her mouth, I just took it. The moment my tongue touched hers, she melted. I felt her lust shoot through the roof. And it was all for me. I ran my hand up her side that still had her arm and when I reached where I could move it, I grabbed and pinned it above her head. I ran my other hand down her other side, grazing her breast on the way. She moaned and tried to push her body closer to mine. Not about to have that. I stilled my movements and with my hand pushed her back into the wall. I broke the kiss, but didn't move, "I am in control here pet, don't move. All good things come to those that wait." And I kissed her again. I slid my hand down farther until I reached the band of the shorts she was wearing. I wasted no time ripping the fuckers off. When my hand found her skin again I was shocked and pleased to find it bare. Going lower as I grazed her folds I found it dripping wet and perfectly ripe for me. And that was it. I know it will be her first time ever, but, there was no way that I was going to be able to take it slow.
She was shaking in her attempt to keep still. Her emotions and the smell of her arousal were telling me all I needed to know. She was ready. I had my belt undone, pants unzipped, and dick out faster than I ever had before. I was running on pure instinct at this point. I was not the Major, she was not my pet. I was a male vampire and she was my mate being taken for the first time. I positioned myself at her opening, shot her with a heavy dose of calm, and slammed into her in one shot. She was so tight that it was somewhat painful. I could get used to that. She screamed out and I rivaled in it. I stopped just long enough for her to stretch out, then continued in long, hard, smooth and fast strokes. Before long, she was panting even harder and struggling to stay still. But she was doing well.
This was not going to last for either of us. With one hand still keeping hers above her head, I used my other hand to find her clit. When I found it I gave it a pinch and I sent her over the edge. When her walls clamped down, I lost myself in it. With two more strokes I found my release and my teeth found the spot below her right ear and snapped shut on their own accord. I was still running on instinct, so when I got through her skin and could taste her venom, I swallowed some before pushing more of mine inside her. Beats the fuck out of me why I did it, but whatever. It tasted like sugar and something else. That was more than likely my own venom, but it was not an unpleasant taste.
I licked the wound closed and pulled back. When I looked at her, her eyes were closed and head was back breathing hard. I nuzzled my nose to hers and she opened her eyes. They were back to a bright red from her dinner and still slightly glazed over. She had a slight smile on her face and her emotions were the calmest they have ever been. I looked her dead in her eyes and said the only thing I could think of. "Mine."
She met my stare, her eyes locked on mine. Then she nodded, "Yours. For all eternity, yours." Damn fucking straight. I kissed her again, much more gently this time.
I pulled out of her and heard a whimper. I smirked at her before set her on her feet. I looked down at her and saw her standing a submission position I have only seen other mated females in before. Her head was down like always, but her shoulders were slumped as well, her hand was behind her back, fingers positioned to be laced together with her other hand resting in the small of her back. I put the tip of my finger under her chin and lifted her head up. "Why don't we get you put back together now hmm? There are a few things I think need to be talked about yes?" She nodded and looked longingly at her arm. I redid my jeans and turned to walk over to it thinking that she would come with me, but she didn't move. Didn't even look like she wanted to. "Coming Pet?" She casted her eyes back down and walked over to me, but didn't stand next to me like usual. She stopped about three inches behind me. I shrugged and went over to the cot and nodded to it indicating her to sit.
"Now, this is going to hurt, but really should not take long since you just fed. While you heal I'll tell you my history here, and anything that I have not you yet about what being my mate means. After that, you're going to tell me what happened to you after your birthday." I figured if I went first and didn't hold back, neither would she. I started with joining the army. Told her about how I met Maria, every last detail of what I did here before I left. I told her about finding Alice and the journey to find the Cullens. I told her everything that happened before we met, and what happened on our end after that god awful birthday. I finished up by telling her about how I ended up back here, and everything I did before she woke up.
"There really is not a whole lot to this part Pet. I came home early from a family hunting trip. Alice stayed home because there was some kind of fucking sale to go to. I kept my mind off going home so I could surprise her. But I was the one that was surprised. When I walked in I heard her and that piece of shit ex of yours upstairs. My mind was on other things, so I know why Alice didn't see, but I would have thought that Edward heard me. I was up there faster than lightning. I busted in the room, OUR room soon enough to catch them getting out of bed. I just stood there, not moving, not breathing, and not doing anything. It was like my body was on lockdown.
"I heard a growl and I snapped out of it. I lunged at Edward and had his arm in my hand smacking him the face with it before I even really registered moving. Next thing I know I'm slammed in the wall, Em was in my face growling with Alice behind him screaming that I finally snapped. They were dressed at this point, but everyone could smell the sex in the room just as easily as I could. Esme was the one to tell me to go while she was holding Edward in her arms. I was still growling when I kicked Emmet in the chest to get him off me. My parting words were, 'If I ever see any of you again, I will kill you.' Then I left. I went to Peter's place and my belongings were waiting for me. I assumed that Alice was the one that sent them, but I found out that Peter had gotten them out of storage about a week before the discovery. A week after I showed up there, we came back here and have been ever since. Things were like we never left."
I looked at her when I was done and she had black eyes again. I tested her emotions and all I felt was fury, wrath, and a shit ton of anger. I don't think I have ever felt something so strong in my after life and I grew-up on a battlefield. She slowly turned her head to look at me and when she did I kinda wanted to shrink into a tiny little object that she could not see. When she started talking, I could not stop the shiver the leaked down my back. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I shook my head no. truth be told, I was slightly afraid to talk anymore. My mate was one scary little bitch when she's this pissed. When she spoke next her voice was nothing but a whisper. "That fucking little piece of Victorian ass trash." No animosity there at all.
"I think it's about time for you to tell me what happened after I ran out of the party." And she told me everything. I swear to god if I ever see him again I'll gonna kill him. "I wanna make sure I fully understand what you just said. He told you you were not good enough, then that he didn't love you, then left you ALONE in the woods? That about right?" she nodded. "Well, we already covered that part of that is true. He didn't really love you Pet, he loved to control you, but the rest of that is bull shit. What about after they all left?"
"Well, not a lot really. I was a zombie for most of it really. My dad couldn't handle a heartbroken teen so he sent me back to my mom. I didn't want to go, ya know in case they came back. But when it came down to it, I went. I was 18 so my mom didn't have to worry about staying home with me, so she spent all her time with my step father Phil. That left me to wallow in my own self pity in peace. Before long I realized almost three years passed me by and I didn't even know. Right after I turned 21 I moved to Texas. That's when I first saw Peter. I was working in a bar and he came in. I was the oh so lucky girl to serve a vampire. And every weekend for the next year and half he would come in, sit in my section and just watch me. Always ordered a bottle, drink half, give me the other half and was on his way. The night he bit me, was a really bad day for me. I found out that my father died during a routine traffic stop, my mom and Phil were killed in a drunken hit and run. On the same day I lost both my parents, I was technically killed by a vampire. Then the first thing I saw when I wake up is the vampire that started it all." She let out a humorless chuckle. "And, to top off that fuckary, I am now the mate of said vampire." She dropped her head and shook it from side to side. "Sorry, Major, no offence."
I looked over at her and just stared at her for a moment. Then I sighed and pulled her into my lap. "Well darlin' that answered a question that I never thought I would get an answer to. Where the fuck Peter vanished to all the time." Something I am going to have to talk to him about later. I took her chin in my hand and turned her to face me. "What would you say to getting out of here for a while?"
Her eyes brightened and she flashed me a small smile. "Really Major? Like a vacation?"
"Yes Pet, a vacation. You have worked hard the over the past year and I think you earned it." I gave her a smile as I pushed her hair out of her face. "And I think, now that you're finally, fully, my mate, as long as it's just us, just like I promised you a year ago, you are welcome to call me Jasper."
I saw her eyes darken and she twisted in my arms so she could put her arms around my neck. "I don't think I can do that anymore, Major. I have spent the last 378 days calling you Major, and what happened last time I called you by name being fresh in my mind, no thank you. I'll just stick with Major. That is, if that's alright with you Sir." I think I am going to like this whole mating thing.
"Whatever you say Pet, whatever you say." I put her back on the cot and stood up. "So, where do you want to go?"
"As long as it's not here, I could give a fuck. But you still have not told me what else is all involved being your mate."
I turned to look at her. "I don't have to. I have noticed that since you got the second bite, you are doing everything I want you to. You have enough of my venom in you, one because I personally bit you twice, but I am Peter's sire, so you had a dose of my venom when you were turned, that your instincts are going to lead you in the right direction. I'll still tell you if I want you to do something, but for the most part, I won't have to do anything."
"Alright. Question, why did you take mine when you bit me?"
"Honestly, I'm not 100% on that. I think it has to do with keeping track of you. It's like; we can always find out sire if we want to because we share venom to a point. I think by taking some of yours, it will help me find you if we are not together for some reason. But again I am not completely sure. Chances are there are a multitude of reasons, but it comes down to this one. I was a male vampire taking his mate. After I kissed you that second time, I was not in control anymore than you were. I was just doing what I knew I should. You have never followed your instincts, I never let you. And now, you have a whole different kind. I would suggest you follow these ones." I poked her nose with my finger to drive my point home. "Now, back to the topic of conversation, how does Paris sound?"
