Fuck. What do I do? I should go. Yep I should definitely leave. Castiel is about to say something before he feels Dean's grip tighten on his hand and the expression on Dean's Mom's face softens.
"Castiel?" Dean's mother starts "Is that how I say it?"
Castiel nods "Yes Mrs Winchester. That's exactly how you say it" he staggers out surprised he even strung a sentence together.
"Well it's lovely to meet you." she says with a warm smile as if her son has brought home boys before and this isn't the moment Dean has come out of the closet.
Castiel sends a small smile in return "It's lovely to meet you too"
Dean is still visibly stiff and his grip on Castiel's hand is still tight. Castiel turns his head to see Dean staring at his father. Castiel follows Dean's gaze to look at his father who is completely still with a blank expression on his face staring straight back at Dean.
Without a word, Dean's father turns and leaves the room heading upstairs where Castiel can hear the shutting of a door.
Dean's Mom, who had turned her head to follow Dean's father's movements, returns her gaze to the two boys. "I'm so sorry honey" she steps forward towards Dean and reaches out to hug him. Castiel lets go of Dean's hand so he can hug his mother. They embrace for a few minutes while Castiel glances around the room awkwardly. Well at least he didn't yell.
Dean pulls back from his mother's embrace with tears in his eyes which she wipes away with her thumb "He will come around. You know he will" She says comfortingly "Just give him time"
Dean nods in reply and sniffs before turning towards Castiel "Cas, would it be okay if I stayed at your house tonight?"
Castiel is startled by the question for a moment before nodding slowly "Yes Dean. It should be fine" he says with a small smile
Dean returns the smile as best he can "I'll just go pack a bag. Back in a sec" he says before sprinting up the stairs leaving Castiel and Dean's mother alone.
Castiel shifted his weight between his feet and stared at the floor awkwardly before he felt hands on his back and was being pulled into a hug. He raised his head to see Dean's mother staring at him with sympathetic eyes.
She didn't need to say a word; everything that needed to be said was in her eyes and the small smile on her face. "You're always welcome here" she spoke softly "Even if John is being a stubborn bastard right now. Don't feel like you can't come here"
Castiel curved his lips slightly in reply to the kind words. "Thank you Mrs Winchester." He replied softly.
Dean's mother stepped back from Castiel just as Dean returned to the room with a duffle bag in hand. He still had a sombre look on his face mixed with anger at his father's reaction. "I'll see you later Mom. I'll come back tomorrow night and we can talk about it. Guess Dad will be ready to talk it through then" Dean spoke softly
"Yeah honey, I'm sure he will be" She pulled him into a hug and kissed him on the forehead. "I'll see you later" She turned to Castiel and smiled "I hope to see you back here soon Castiel"
Castiel smiles in reply before Dean takes hold of his hand and walks them both out the door back to the Impala.
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The ride back in the Impala is uncomfortably quiet. Castiel stares at Dean the whole ride wanting to know what he's thinking but too afraid to ask. What if he freaks out and leaves? What if he sees that I'm not worth all this hassle with his family?
"Dean?" Castiel says so quietly he's unsure if Dean even heard him. "Dean?" he says a little louder trying to sound as gentle as he can.
"Cas, I really don't want to talk about it right now. Can we just forget about it?" Dean snaps causing Castiel to flinch and turn to stare out the window absently.
They're almost as Castiel's house when the silence is broken again "I thought he'd at least yell or break something, at least show some sort of emotion not just walk off" Dean says softly the hurt obvious in his voice. "It would have been better if he just threw his nut at me"
"It's just his way of dealing with it Dean. We all have our own way to process shocks. As your mother said, he will come around; you just have to give him time." Castiel says with a small smile trying to cheer up Dean any way he can.
Dean's lips curl at the corners a little as Castiel smiles at him. It's not much, but it's enough for Castiel to realise he's not regretting the decision to tell his parents.
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They arrive at Castiel's home and find that Castiel's mother has gone out for the night and won't be home till late.
"Mom's gone out but she left money for pizza. What kind do you want?" Castiel asks as he walks into the living room to see Dean rummaging through his DVD collection
"Meat lovers." Dean says with a grin "Don't you have any good movies?" he asks tossing the DVD aside in disgust
"Hey! They are classics!" Castiel protests stomping over to see the DVDs Dean's pulled out from the cabinet.
Dean picks out another DVD "Yeah Cas, The Little Mermaid is such a classic. Geez I didn't realise you were a 5 year old girl"
Castiel blushes "I like Disney films ok?" looking away from Dean to hide his embarrassment
"Naw you're adorable when you're embarrassed." Dean stands to his feet and pulls Castiel into a kiss before stepping back again "So seriously, any good movies that aren't for 5 year olds?"
An hour later, they're curled up on the couch with Dean resting against the armrest and Castiel's head resting against Dean's chest watching The Sixth Sense. Dean's running his fingers through Castiel's hair methodically and Castiel can't help but hear the steady heartbeat of the man underneath him and feel content.
"Hey Cas?" Dean says softly leaning his head slightly over Castiel's to look into his eyes
Castiel turns his head to look up Dean properly "Hm?"
"Thanks for today. It means a lot to me that you were there." Dean says blushing slightly
Castiel pushes his head up to meet Dean's claiming his lips in an intimate kiss "I should be the one thanking you. I know how hard it was for you to do that and it means a lot to me."
Dean smiles and turns Castiel over with strong arms so they are lying chest to chest and wraps his arms around Castiel's back before resting his head against Castiel's. Castiel can't help but smile at how safe he feels with Dean. How just a simple gesture of lying on his chest hearing his heartbeat and steady breath can be so comforting like he's never been so close to another. This is means so much more than how it did with Balthazar.
Castiel soon found his eyelids closing and falling asleep on Dean's chest. Dean shifted his weight causing Castiel to open his eyes and see the credits rolling on the screen. He looked up to Dean who was peering down at him with a smile
"Bed time?" Dean asked
Castiel nodded in reply too sleepy to reply with words.
"You go up, I'll put this stuff away and meet you up there" Dean said as he lifted Castiel to his feet and slowly got himself off the couch stretching his limbs
"Thanks Dean. My room's the one across from the stairs and the bathroom is the door right after it. If you want a shower or anything there's towels in the cupboard"
"Alright, be up there soon" He kissed Castiel on the forehead and picked up the empty pizza box heading to the kitchen.
Castiel headed upstairs to his room and shed his shirt and pants and slid into bed where he was out like a light. Some while later he felt a warm body against his back and pulling him in to a hug. Castiel hummed contently as Dean leaned down and kissed him on the top of his head.
"Goodnight Cas" he whispered against his head and snuggled down against Castiel.
"Mm night Dean" Castiel groggily replied
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Castiel was startled out of his sleep by Dean shaking him on the shoulder. He opened his eyes to see he was facing Dean who had a big grin on his face.
"Morning Cas" he said with a wink and leaned in to claim his lips.
"Mmm I could get used to this" Castiel spoke softly between kisses.
Castiel parted his lips allowing Dean entry to deepen the kiss entangling their tongues together before pushing Dean's shoulders back against the mattress and climbing on top so he was straddling Dean's hips.
Castiel leaned down again and slid his tongue along Dean's neck before sucking down and marking him. "Mine" he growled against Dean's neck. Dean groaned under the touch of Castiel before using his superior strength to flip them over again so Castiel was underneath him.
Dean shifted his weight so he wasn't crushing the smaller man beneath him as Castiel stared up at him wide eyes blown with lust. "How about you do what you said you would yesterday?" Castiel suggested
Dean smiled down at Castiel "I was thinking about it but you're going to have to try harder than that" he teased
Castiel bucked his hips up towards Dean's trying to get friction against his hardening cock. Dean let out a stifled moan as their cocks brushed against each other in the constraints of their boxers. "Mmmm, yeah Cas" Dean grunted out before he nuzzled his face into Castiel's neck.
"Please Dean, more" Castiel whined out. He felt Dean's lips smile across his neck before he started to lick and suck his way down Castiel's torso flicking his arm back to remove the sheets from his back so he could move down.
Dean kissed Castiel's nipples circling them with his tongue before sliding down to his hips. Dean bit down hard on Castiel's hip and continued to caress it with his tongue. Castiel couldn't help but moan out Dean's name "Dean... Dean… Fuck Dean..."
Castiel reached down with one of his hands and pushed it through Dean's hair urging him to move lower. It felt so good he didn't want Dean to stop because he was pushing him to far so he lay there and took everything Dean was dishing out.
Finally Dean put his hands on Castiel's waistband and pulled his boxers down and off his legs freeing his hard cock. Dean leaned back on his knees staring down at Castiel naked before him. Castiel couldn't help but squirm under the judging eyes and felt his cheeks blush looking away from Dean's eyes.
"You're gorgeous Cas" Dean whispered
Castiel returned his glance to Dean's eyes "Thank you" he smiled back before Dean was down on top of him again. Castiel felt a rough warm hand sliding up his thigh almost reaching his groin before sliding back down again "Dean… Please" Castiel moaned out feeling his shaft begging for release.
"Shh baby. I'll give you what you need, but you got to tell me what that is first" Dean teased as he continued to kiss along Castiel's navel.
"Nggh" Castiel moaned out bucking his hips up trying to get more friction but failing miserably as Dean pushed his hips back down with strong hands "Suck me off Dean. Please"
Dean chuckled but finally moved to lick Castiel's cock. He licked the head across the slit and Castiel let out a loud moan before putting his hand over his mouth realising his mother was probably home and he did not want her hearing this. Dean leaned back again and removed Castiel's hand from his mouth
"I want to hear you baby"
"But my Mom's home. I don't want her to hear"
"Somehow I think, if she's home, she's already heard so there's no going back now" he said with a grin.
He moved back to Castiel's hip as Castiel cried "No Dean… No go back please"
Dean shifted his gaze so he could look Castiel in the eye. Castiel could see the mischievous look in Dean's eyes that he was loving teasing him.
Dean had obviously realised he had made him wait long enough; he moved his tongue towards Castiel's shaft again, this time not stopping at the slit. He pushed his mouth down as far as he could along the stiff member causing Castiel to writhe under him.
Dean bobbed his head up and down along the shaft as Castiel put on of his hands back into Dean's hair with the other gripping onto the sheets. Dean's inexperience showed but he made up for it with enthusiasm as he tried to take Castiel even deeper into his mouth. Dean moaned around Castiel's shaft as he took him deeper before moving back up to the head and licking around it.
"Mmm Dean, I'm gonna-" was all the warning Dean got before Castiel came in his mouth, shooting his load which Dean swallowed down.
Castiel opened his eyes as he came down from his high to see Dean back on his haunches looking down at him. Castiel reached up and wrapped his hand around the back of Dean's neck and pulled him down for a greedy kiss. He could taste himself on Dean's tongue and it made his cock give a valiant twitch but too sensitive to do anything more.
He pushed Dean over so he was once again on his back "You're turn" he smiled down at him before moving lower.
Dean didn't last long having been worked up by the pleasure of pleasing Castiel. With Castiel's name on his lips, he came down Castiel's throat which Castiel greedily swallowed down loving the taste of Dean.
Castiel collapsed on top of Dean sated and spent before Dean moved underneath him and climbed out of the bed.
"Where are you going?" Castiel asked wanting to at least stay in bed for a while longer.
Dean rubbed the back of his neck and looked down at the floor "Uh… I'm going to take a shower and then I'm going to go try talk to my Dad. You go back to sleep. I think I need to do this by myself. I promise I'll call you as soon as I've talked to him"
Dean leaned over and claimed Castiel's lips in a chaste kiss before heading out of the room. Castiel sighed into his pillow. This boy is going to be the end of me.
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Sunday was spent worrying about Dean. He hadn't heard from him since he'd left that morning and was starting to worry that his Dad had reacted badly. He tried to do his homework but gave up after a while too distracted so decided to work on his sketches instead.
He fished his sketchbook out of his bag as a piece of paper fell out. He picked it up and turned it over seeing it was the drawing Dean had retrieved out of the trash. He smiled at the drawing and placed it on the desk before attempting to finish it.
By the time he was done it was well into the evening with still no word from Dean. He was really worried now. He glanced over at his phone that was right next to all his art supplies and took it in his hand before opening a new message.
Is everything ok? I'm worried. C.
He hit send and eagerly awaited the reply. When none came in the few minutes that passed his stomach dropped and filled with dread. What if he's told him he can't see me anymore? What do I do now? How can I just stop being with him?
Dean? Please reply. Just let me know you're okay. C.
He sent the new message hoping he would get a reply. Just anything to let him know he was alright. Finally a new message came through
Can u cum ova? D.
Castiel's heart fluttered. He's okay. Okay just breathe. Wait why does he want me to come over? This isn't going to be bad is it? No Castiel, don't get yourself worked up. I'm sure everything is fine.
Be right there. C.
Castiel hurriedly pressed send and darted out of the room and down to the kitchen where his mom was cooking dinner.
"Mom, can you take me over to Dean's?" he asked hoping his voice sounded steady enough that she wouldn't notice anything was wrong.
"Sure honey, let me get my keys."
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Castiel stood on Dean's door step shaking. Please don't let this be a bad visit. Please. Please. He took a deep breath and knocked out the door. A moment later the door opened to reveal Dean who had a big grin on his face.
Castiel let out the breath he didn't know he had been holding at the sight of Dean's face. "You scared the shit out of me" Castiel gritted out before caving at laughing at Dean. He couldn't stay mad at that face.
"Yeah, sorry. I just uhm, just come in?" Dean stood aside and let Castiel enter the door. He stood awkwardly in the entrance as Dean closed the door before he felt Dean's hand slide into his and lead him into the living room.
As they entered, the whole family was seated watching the TV with interest. Dean led him over to the spare couch where they sat down. Sam looked up from the TV and smiled over at Castiel who returned the smile as Dean's mother looked over.
"Hello Castiel. How are you?" she greeted kindly "We were about to have supper if you would like to join us?"
Castiel glanced over at Dean who grinned and nodded as if to say 'its-fine-just-say-yes' before replying "Yes, that would be lovely Mrs Winchester"
"Come on Sam, you can set the table"
She stood up from her seat and headed out to the kitchen with Sam in tow leaving Dean's father alone with them. They sat in silence with just the TV making noise for a few moments before he reached out and turned the TV off. His father let out a sigh before speaking softly
"Look, I'm not going to say this didn't come as a shock. I've already spoken to Dean so I'd expect that he will fill you in on what I said. He is my son and I love him and it seems that you make him happy so I will just have to get used to it. Just keep it PG under this roof"
Castiel didn't know if he should say thank you or just sit in silence but as Mr Winchester looked up at him expectantly, he realised he was expecting a reply. Castiel nodded in reply
"Good. Now let's eat" Mr Winchester stood from his seat, stretches his limbs and headed off to the kitchen.
Castiel turned towards Dean who drew him into a kiss before dragging back. Dean stood up from the couch pulling Castiel with him. "Come on, food time"
A/N Don't know when the next update will be seeing GISHWHES is this week but there's just a few more things that I've got to write for this. However it's coming to a close but I will more than likely write a few timestamps for this with events that happened with Dean e.g. the conversation with Anna if you guys are interested. Let me know :D
