"What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, what about now?"


Kaitlyn left the arena mid way the show, being a no show for her match with the permission granted by the COO of the WWE. Their conversation still fresh in her mind as she arrived at the doorstep of her hotel room, shutting it quickly before anybody could spot her.

Kaitlyn ran through her bag, pulling out any clothes to change out of the black dress she still had on, holding too much of Dean's touch, it even held his smell. Frustration getting the best of her, Kaitlyn threw her bag across the bed, slumping down to the floor with her back leaning on the bed. Her mind zooming back to conversation she had with Hunter, holding back the tears as everything that was said was still fresh in her mind...


"Please tell me I heard wrong, say that again?" Kaitlyn knew Hunter had heard her clearly, but didn't know if she really meant it.

"I want to leave The Shield." With more aggression and seriousness inserted in her tone of voice, Kaitlyn arose from her seat, resulting in Hunter to release a very heavy sigh. "Kaitlyn, I'm sure you're just a bit too high off your emotions, you don't know what you're saying." Hunter fixed his immense stare onto the Diva before him, giving her the hint to not head out the door.

"The only reason I didn't talk to Stephanie about this is because I know she wouldn't listen. Knowing you, you're probably up to date about everything. You should understand what I'm going through." The cracking of her voice showed Hunter how broken the fellow brunette diva was, running his hand over his face.

"Kaitlyn, I believed in you. I thought you could handle this, but it's apparent you can't. I don't blame you, I won't force you to take anymore action that has to do with The Shield." Hunter's words were filled with disappointment, making Kaitlyn fix her gaze onto the ground. She never had the minimum of the idea that Hunter believed in her this much. But it was too late, she had to think about herself for once.

"I'm sorry Hunter, I just don't want to jeopardize the storyline anymore because of my emotions."

"Don't worry about it Bonin, we'll fix the gap, I'm sure Stephanie will find a replacement." Before finishing up his sentence, Hunter arose from his chair to make his way towards the emotion struck Kaitlyn, laying his hand on her shoulder. "But whenever you want to come back, you'll always be the first choice."

"I don't really plan on it, but thanks." The words spit of Kaitlyn, making Hunter even more disappointed than he already was. The young Hybrid Diva gave her boss one last forces smile, turning around, trying to escape the setting before Hunter had the chance to change his mind.

What was said, is a done deal. There wasn't a part of her that told her to go back and tell Hunter that she was making a stupid mistake, but the pain couldn't help but take a toll on her as all she wanted to do was leave the building that instant.


"What did I do?" Kaitlyn dug her face onto her hands, then traveling them up her hair, running them up and down in frustration. She tried her hardest to make herself believe what she had done was the right choice, but the face of disappointment in Hunter, the talk she had with Seth, and most of all, the memory of Dean's presence around her made her think otherwise. Letting her instinct get the best of her, her hands had already found themselves into her phone.

Without thinking it all the way through, the screen of her phone was in contact with her ear. Before Kaitlyn came to the realization who she was calling and decided to hang up, the sound of a nearby ringing cellphone caught her hearing. Without hanging up the phone, her footsteps followed the ringing, ultimately finding themselves in front of the doorstep. The ringing was closer than ever. No, it can't be.

Slowly and unsurely, Kaitlyn's fingertips met the doorknob, turning it before her mind told her otherwise. As the door cracked open, it exposed the man who had driven the young Diva to do what she had committed only a while ago.

"Dean, what are you-" Pushing himself through her without any granted permission, Dean made his way into Kaitlyn's hotel room, scratching the top of his head. He was still dressed in his Shield gear, only with a black hoodie over his black top. "What? Did Seth send you over here?!"

"You could say that, but whatever. I think it's only fair I'm the one who asks the questions right now." Pacing back and forth in the center of the room, Kaitlyn leaned back on the door, not wanting to get any more near the man. "Why the hell did Hunter tell me this crazy shit about you leaving The Shield? Are you out of your mind?"

Kaitlyn began to slowly approach Dean, who as Kaitlyn got closer and closer, he would stop his pacing. "Considering that I fell in love with you, yeah. I'm pretty out of my mind lately."

"Can you stop saying that? Is it that bad to love a guy like me?" Dean's arms begin to shake, his shoulder doing that shaky movement every time he was aggravated. "I didn't mean in that way, it's just I never expected this all to happen."

"I didn't either, never in a million years that I want to get involved with someone who I work with, I promised myself that. I'm a man of my word, but then you waltz into my life and make me break everything I once promised myself. And you come up with this crap that you want to leave the group?" His face was full of sweat, he began to bite his nails as a sign of immense nerves.

"It's what's best. You said it yourself, you guys can have a more peaceful breakup without me or I'm easily replaceable. Just let me go. What are you so scared of?" Dean's back was turned on the brunette, letting his nerves tone down before facing her.

"You wanna know what I'm scared of?" Kaitlyn was caught off guard at the feeling of Dean's settling his two hands on top of her shoulders, giving her hard shakes. "I'm scared of EVERYTHING. I'm scared to move, I'm scared to breathe, I'm scared to touch you. I can't loose you, I won't survive! And that's YOUR fault, you made me love you, you made me let you in, and then you want to leave?"

It's as if all the energy was sucked out of Dean after all the emotion he put into his words as he crashed his head on top of her shoulders. Surprised by his actions, Kaitlyn's fingers moved his head to land on her chest, gently running her shaking fingertips through his scruffy blonde hair. "Dean, it's what's best. For me and you. This is killing us, look at us. We should be happy, not broken in pieces."

"You are not leaving me, you are not leaving The Shield. You can't. Y-You w-won't." Biting down on her bottom lip to prevent a cry from escaping her lips as Dean's hands began to tug on the bottom tips of the black dress she still had on. "Dean, Dean, please stop."

"You're not going to g-give up on m-me, not on u-us." His voice still shaky, but sustained his actions of tugging on her black dress, going right after her hips, gripping them tightly, getting a gasp in response out of Kaitlyn. "What's said is done. I'm out of the group."

Kaitlyn's response was said in attempts of getting Dean to let go of the overly tight grip on her hips, but it gave him more motivation to keep it going. "Over my dead body, Kaitlyn." Dean pushed her shaky smaller figure towards himself, without giving her time to recover from the blow, Dean dived his lips to hit hers. Tucking her arms in between his, Kaitlyn tried her hardest to fight off the kiss, but using her own captured arms Dean pushed her right into the wall behind them.

"Say you don't love me, and I'll leave. You'll never have to deal with me." Resting their foreheads together, releasing a few pants, Kaitlyn looked into his eyes for just a moment. "You know I can't do that."

With a proud smug smirk emerging on his lips, Dean traced a trail on the bare skin of Kaitlyn's back that her dress exposed while he continued where he left off. Attempting from not falling to her knees from the results of her figure being squished by Dean's much stronger figure, her nails clawed onto the tips of shoulders. It seemed like the sting from her nails didn't effect him in little bit, syncing his teeth onto her neck's flesh, sure to leave a mark. "Dean, DEAN!"

"Just so it gets up in that little hard head of yours you're never leaving me. Never." Forcing a stray of her hair out of her lips that blocked the way to his lips from hers, without anymore fight out of her or protesting, Dean calmly tugged on the zipper of her black dress. Opening his eyes to give her one last glance, getting a gentle nod in response.

"This way to overdue."

"Just shut up, and hurry up before I kick you out." Not taking another second to think about it, Dean took complete control out of her.

The power they both had over each other was too powerful as unhealthy, it was yet to explode.

"You're never leaving The Shield. Not unless I allow it."

Kaitlyn was defeated, but only at the moment.

Because a hard headed woman never should be underestimated.

Never.


A/N: Well Seth, see what your advice provoked. Normally I'm not the type of gal to write this stuff, but oh common this was long overdue. (: Is Kaitlyn back in a The Shield, already?! But remember she just can't be underestimated. DEAN YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT. Hmmmmm. Let's see what happens... (: (: (:

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