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When they got to the new room, Kurt was on the big bed at once and he asked Blaine to lay with him and hold him.. Blaine did that and Burt and Carol and Finn were sitting on the big couch by the window..Finn was doing his homework and trying to concentrate when he knew his brother was still here and that Karofsky was out somewhere hiding from the police.. Kurt had fallen asleep again, it was the new medication they put him on, it made him so damn sleepy, and Kurt hated it, because he was afraid of having nightmares, even though he didn't have them last night..He was glad that he had Blaine there as his boyfriend and he felt safe in his arms..
"Did he fall asleep again .."Burt asked?
"Jep that he did.." Blaine said looking at his cute boyfriend who was drooling a little on his chest but he didn't mind…
"Are you sure he should have visitors today, I mean he is kind of out cold most of the time.. Burt said.. "And he still had a fever"..
"I don't know Burt.. But its too late to tell the Warblers not to come, they are on the way.."
"I can tell Rachel to tell all at Glee club that they should wait till tomorrow to se Kurt", Finn said..
"I think you should", Burt said and Blaine nodded in agreement..
"Okay I will text her".. Finn said..
"Hi can you hand me my phone. I am going to see how far they are, to see if they can turn around.." Blaine said as Carol handed him his phone..
Hi, how far are you guys-B
We are just leaving Dalton and they are all excited to see Kurt.. Why? –W
Well Kurt's on a new medication and he is pretty much sleeping all the time, the doc says he just need to get used to the medication.. And he also has a small fever I was wondering if you guys could wait one more day to see him?-B
Blaine waited for 10 minutes before Wes texted back. He knew they would be sad not to come.. But they would accept it.. The twins would probably start crying and Reed would be grumpy all day..
Oh, okay.. What if only me and David came by? The others are worried about Kurt.. And If I can see you 2 and then I can report back to them.. But only if it`s okay with you..-W
Okay, fine you 2 can come.. When are you here?-B
Great, will be there in 1 hour and 30 minutes-W..
"Um.. Burt" Blaine said.. "The Warblers aren't coming today but Wes and David really wanted to come so I said okay to only them.. Worst case I will just talk to them outside.."
"Sure thing .. When will they be here?"
"Around 3.. If there isn't a lot of traffic.."
"Okay well then we will go home for a bit and come back later today.. Okay ?"
"Okay. Are you guys leaving now.."
"Ya.. I will see you later", Burt said as he and Carol kissed Kurt's cheek..
"Okay.. I will see you guys later.."
Blaine just watched his boyfriend sleep and was just thinking about life.. He was thinking about that a few days ago he could have lost Kurt .. He was crying again.. He must have fallen asleep because there was a knock on the door.. He looked at his watch, it was 3.15.. It must be Wes and David..
"Come in" Blaine said as he watched his boyfriend not to wake him., he was still asleep.. It was Wes and David and a nurse..
"Hi guys .." Blaine said with a half smile on his face..
"Hi Blaine, you look…like.. Well never mind " David said..
"Like crap?" Blaine asked…
"Ya. You look like you haven't slept in days.." David said..
"Well. Last night was the first night I slept for a long time, but I am still pretty tired.."
"Well that's no wonder…" Wes said..
The nurse was giving Kurt some more drugs, as it was time again.. Afterwards she took Kurt's temperatures again, trying not to wake him.. She had a worried look on her face as she looked at the temperature..
"What's wrong?" Blaine asked as he saw the nurse looking down to Kurt's chart and was writing something down and had a worried look on her face..
"Hmm? Oh sorry, um.. Kurt's fever hasn't gone down since last .. It has gone a little bit up.."
"Oh, what does that mean," Blaine asked..
"It maybe the new drugs, but I can`t tell for sure, ya, it`s working for his pain, but I don't know if his body is accepting the drug as it should.."
"Oh, are you going to change the drugs then" Blaine asked
"If the fever hasn't gone down by tonight then yes.. I will leave you boys now.. Don't worry, I will be back in 2 hours and check on him again.."
"Okay, Thanks," Blaine said as he watched the nurse walk out and then looked to his two best friends who was looking a bit down.. ¨
"Um.. do you want us to leave" Wes asked?
"Ya I mean if Kurt's not doing good then we can leave" David said..
"No. no don't leave.. I will wake him in a bit.. He would love to see you two.." Blaine said..
"Okay, Well how is he? Other than he has a fever again?" Wes asked..
"He is healing fast the doctor said, but I have no idea how he is handling the Karofsky out there thing…"
" Well the cops are taking it very seriously, they follow us everywhere when we go out.."
"Ya, well they better catch him fast, because I don't like the thought of him here still in Lima or somewhere else, I mean where would he go?"
"Don't, worry Blaine, I am sure he will be off the streets soon.." David said..
"By the way have your parents called you yet?" Wes asked
"Why should they?"
"Well the tribute to Kurt was sent live all over the US, I heard from a friend in Miami. They saw it.. So I think your parents have seen it, and your speech too.. And Dalton is going to contact your parents because of you leaving from Dalton.. They will want to let them know that you are still getting your homework done by email.. and last, Vivian…"
"I don't really care about what they have to say, but if they call I will deal with it then.."
"Okay, are you and Kurt together now or what?"
"You can say that, I mean he knows I love him and he said it back, and then I said I wanted to marry him and have kids in a panic, but I meant every word.."
"Wow.. You move fast Andersen.. But he is lucky to have you.."
"I am the lucky one… I think maybe I should wake him if you guys want to talk to him.."
"No need, we saw him, we can always talk to him tomorrow.. He looks cute when he is asleep."
"Thanks guys that's.. So how are things back at Dalton?"
"Well we still don't have any Warbler practice, we are kind of just enjoying the week off, even though we are worried about Kurt and we need to talk to a therapist because of what we saw.. None of us want to relive it again…" David said..
"Well have you guys had any nightmares about that night?"
"Ya, we all have, the twins are sleeping with us, they don't want to be alone.. Have you?"
"Ya, I have, but don't tell anyone.. I need to be strong for Kurt.."
"Well you can always call us if you need to talk you know that, right?…"Wes asked..
"Ya I know, but I am fine.. I just need Kurt to be himself again.. To be all well.."
"Ya, well he has a great support group.. Hi, look who is waking up.." Wes said..
"Hi babe, slept well ?" Blaine asked..
"Mhpmh fi-fine… oh hi Wes, David.."
"Hi Kurt, how you doing?"
"Okay, I guess.. I feel sick though.."
Well you are… You scared the crap out of us.." David said..
"Ya about that, sorry.. God I feel dizzy, and I feel like I need to … oh crap… Did I just throw up blood? That's not good"
"David press the button would you…" Blaine asked..
"Ya sure.. Man.."
"Babe do you hurt any where?" Blaine asked..
"No just dizzy .. Oh god I am sorry about your shirt.."
"Don't worry about that Babe, my shirt will live.."
"What's going on", the nurse said…" OMG did you throw up blood…Do you hurt anywhere Kurt?"
"No, I am just dizzy …"
"Okay, it's the new drugs we put on you.. Your body isn't accepting it as it should.. Let`s get you cleaned up, and change your medication.. Blaine you can go and get yourself cleaned up in the bathroom… do you have an extra shirt with you?"
"Ya, I have a bag with cloth in it here, I will be right back.. Wes, David, come with me…"
"Okay, so you sure you are not in any pain" the nurse asked Kurt as she was cleaning him up..
"Ya I am fine. Just a little embarrassed over I threw up all over myself and Blaine.."
"He won`t mind.. So he is your boyfriend is he?"
"Ya he is.. How did you know?"
"Well the fact that he has been crying while you where in a coma, he has not left your side for very long, and his confession on live tv.. It kind of gives it all away.."
"What's your name?, I only know you are my nurse but you are here every day and I want to know your name…"
"Lucy .. My name is Lucy.."
"Well Lucy, Blaine is my boyfriend, but it only happened after I woke up from the coma.. He had asked me out on a date before I was attacked and well, we never got that far.. But he told me he was in love with me when I was in a coma, and I love him back…"
"Wow, well he definitely loves you, he said on live tv…"
"Ya, would you happen to have recorded it somehow.. Or know someone who has.. I heard everything but I want to see it too.."
"I will check, I am sure one of the nurses have recorded it.. There you are, all cleaned up.."
"Thanks Lucy, for both.."
"It`s my job… Now for the hard part.. I am going to take you off the drugs but I can`t give you the new one before the old one is out off your system so you are going to be in a lot of pain for a bit.. I am sorry.."
"It`s okay, how long will it be before I start to feel the pain?"
"10 minutes after I take you off.. Do you want me to get Blaine ?"
"No, I can do this.. Take me off.."
"Okay.. Taking you off now.. Just breathe Kurt, I will be right here.."
In the bathroom Wes and David where talking about stuff while Blaine washed himself…
"You okay Blaine?" Wes asked..
"I will be.. I just.. There was so much blood again.. It takes me back to the attack ."
"Ya, you will be okay, Blaine, and so will Kurt.." David said..
"Ya, well I guss….."
"OUCH,GOD DAMN IT HURTS…"
"Omg god that's kurt" Wes said..
"Kurt are you okay?" Blaine asked as he ran out of the bathroom half naked..
"He is off the old drugs and I can`t give him the new one until the old is out, so the pain will only get worse.." Lucy said..
"SHIT, IT HURTS LIKE HELL…. BLAAAINE!"
"Shuu.. babe I am here, just hang on for a bit longer okay…"
"It fucking h-hurts…"
"I know babe .. I know.. I am sorry you have to go through this.."
"AWWWWWWWA….LUCY can I have the new drugs soon?"
"In a bit.. I am so sorry Kurt… Hang in there.."
"Kurt, babe.. look at me, just look at me.. and hold my hand.. you can squish it as hard as you want.. Its okay, just do it.."
"i-i…it..hurt… so much…. I just want it to stop…"
"I know babe I know…." Blaine was crying.. So was Wes and David…
"GOD DAMN .. I cant take it any more…"
"Just look at me and keep squishing my hand, you will be fine babe…"
"Okay, Kurt, I just put the new medication in and gave you some morphine too.. So it will help faster.. You won`t feel anything in 5 minutes…" Lucy said.. I will be back in an hour to check on you..
"Babe, how is the pain? Is it going down?" Blaine asked..
"Ya, it is… But I still feel pain.."
"I know, I am sorry babe, I wish I could take all of this away from you…"
"I hate him..I hate him so much…" Kurt said burying his head in to Blaine's naked chest..
"I know babe, me too…" Blaine looked up at Wes and David.. They had tears in their eyes too.. They didn't get it at first when Kurt said he hated someone but they got I pretty quickly..
Um… Wes can you take a shirt out of my bag.. Blaine asked?
"Here you go" Wes handed Blaine his t-shirt..
"Babe can you let go of me for a second so I can get my shirt on.."
"Mmmmm... I-i like naked you…"Kurt mumbled..
Blaine blushed and put his shirt on.. And Kurt laid back down on Blaine's chest…
"I am sorry I am not very good company today.." Kurt said looking at Wes and David..
"Don't worry Kurt.. We will be back tomorrow.. we can talk then.". Wes said..
"Oh, good.. I am sure I will be good tomorrow.."
"Well we will be going.. Feel better Kurt.. I will see you guys tomorrow.."
"See you.." Blaine said back..
"Babe… how are you feeling?"
"Better.. Now that the drugs are working… they don't make me feel sleepy.."
"Good, babe.. do you want to talk about anything?"
"No, I just want you to hold me like you are now.. And I will be fine.."
"Okay.. That I can do…"
"Since I can't update my Facebook, I was thinking maybe you could do it."
"Babe, I will do it later promise.."
"Thanks, Blaine, I love you.."
"I love you more babe".
"Hi, Kurt.. I am just going to check your temperature, how are you feeling?" Lucy asked..
"I am fine, no pain.. that`s good.."
"Ya it is.. and you don't have a fever any more.. I will be back in a couple of hours and give you more medication.."
"Thank you Lucy.." Blaine said..
That night went good as well.. Blaine got home and took a shower and was back in the hospital in no time.. Finn was the one who stayed the night again.. Burt and Carol had come back and they had dinner together and then left.. They had been updated by the doctor on Kurt's new medication.. Kurt didn't have any nightmares that night .. It went very well.. Blaine and Kurt slept through the night.. Blaine did update his Facebook and he got a lot of comments.. Everyone was happy for them..
The next morning Kurt woke up to Blaine holding him next to him.. Blaine looked so cute laying there.. Finn was still asleep..
"Blaine, wake up, its morning…" Kurt said..
"Hmm.. oh Kurt babe you okay?"
"Ya I am fine, I am good .. I just woke up, and didn't want to sit alone… are you mad?"
"No. No.. Its good you woke me… Are you up for visitors today.."
"Ya.. I am, I am looking forward to it…"
"That's good, babe.. You look better too.. You hungry babe?"
"Ya I am.. But I don't want the food from here. I want coffee and muffin's from Lima Bean.."
"Oh, I can drive down there now…"
"No.. can we send Finn.. I don't want you to leave.."
"Sure babe.. We can do that.. Can you let me go so I can go and wake .."
"FINN HUDSON, WAKE UP.. see he is a wake now.." Kurt yelled
"Kurt you okay", Finn asked as he ran over to Kurt and Blaine..
"Ya.. Finn , I am fine.. Can you drive down to Lima bean and get us coffee and muffins.. I am hungry…"
"You are doing good, when you are saying that you are hungry.. Ya sure thing bro.. I will get it.."
"Thanks Finn.."
Finn went to get the coffee.. And a cop went with him.. It was still weird that he was being followed like that.. He texted his mom and said to meet them at the hospital for breakfast.. When he got back they weren't there yet, but they were on their way..
"Hi, I am back" Finn said as he walked in to Kurt's .. "Oh god I am sorry, I should have knocked.."
"It's okay, come on in.." Blaine said..
"You are doing better when you are making out like that.." Finn said..
Blaine and Kurt just blushed..
"How come, so many coffees?" Kurt asked..
"Um.. Mom and dad are coming over, I asked them.."
"Wait did you just say dad?" Kurt asked a little surprised..
"Ya, is it okay.. I mean I kind of see him as my dad now so.."
"Ya its fine. It`s great … Has dad heard you call him dad?"
"Nope not yet.. This last week got me thinking.. And I just want the perfect family.. And we are it.. You, me, mom, dad, Blaine and Rachel.."
"Awwa Finn.." Blaine said... "That's sweet.."
"Well I mean it.. You are a part of this family Blaine.."
"Morning guys.." Burt and Carol said as they walked in,..
"Morning, mom… Dad.." Finn said..
Burt stood a little shocked.. "Wait did you just call me dad?"
"Yes I did…"
"Wow I am touched.." Burt said as he sat down..
"Kurt honey, how are you feeling?" Carol asked..
"I am doing good, I am hungry.."
"Wow you are doing good" Burt said..
"Well I have coffee and muffins" Finn said.. "Mom, for you I have tea…"
"So have the police any new leads Burt?" Blaine asked..
"No.. Not yet.."
"Can we please not talk about that dad… So when do you think I can get out of here" Kurt asked..
"Um.. maybe in a week.." Burt said..
"Finn when are you going back to school again" Kurt asked..
"I don't know yet bro.. we will see okay.. For now I am doing my home work via email and Rachel.."
"Hi, Blaine, can I talk to you for a second outside." Burt asked..
"Okay.. I will be right back okay Kurt."
"Okay…"
"What`s going on with Kurt? Is he okay, he is very happy for someone who has been through what he has .." Burt asked outside..
"I know, I know.. It's a bit weird.. I think he is in denial.. He hasn't said anything about the attack since the officer got his statement. I am a bit worried… Yesterday, he said he hated him.. but he hasn't said anything after that.. and I don't want to push him.."
"So he hasn't had a breakdown or anything.."
"No.."
"He is going to break down sooner or later.."
"I know.. I just don't know when.. I thought he would yesterday but nothing.."
"Lets go back inside.. before he thinks something is wrong.."
They walked back in but Kurt was asleep..
"He said he was tired", Finn said.." I told him about how the cops where following us, and he just said he was tired"
"Ya.. We think he is in denial of what has happened to him.. And at some point he is going to have a meltdown.. We just don't know when.." Burt said..
"Oh, okay.. So how do we get him to talk.." Finn asked.
"We don't.. we cant push him into something he isn't ready to talk about.. He has to come to us.. I am going to be here at all time.." Blaine said
"Okay.. he is very happy right now.."
"Ya we noticed.. And I am glad that he is happy.. but it's a little too happy.." Blaine said..
"Isn't it normal to be in denial after all he has been through?" Carol asked.
"Ya it is.. But I am afraid that he is going to shut himself down and totally shut us all out.." Burt said..
"Look, me and Carol has an appointment for an ultrasound so we have to go now.."
"Can I come with you guys" Finn asked..
"Ya sure thing.. But we have to leave now.."
Blaine sat on the bed with his laptop and was doing some of his homework.. He had fallen asleep and was woken by sobbing coming from Kurt..
"Babe , you okay.."
"n-No.. I-I had a nightmare. But I woke up and it wasn't a nightmare.. I have been attacked all over again.."
"ah.. Babe, it`s okay.. I am here, he can`t hurt you any more…"
"I don't understand why I have to go through all of this.. My life has been nothing but hell ever since my mom died.. I wish I had died instead of waking up.."
"Don't say that Kurt.. You will get through this.. I am going to be there for you, we all are.."
"But that's how I feel. I don't want to go through this.. Why is this happening to me.. I heard you guys earlier, I wasn't sleeping you know.. And I am not in denial.. I just don't want to do this.. I don't want to put my family through this.. I don't want to breakdown.. I don't want to breakdown in front of you again.. I feel safe with you. But as soon as you leave I want to cry.."
"Babe.. You need to let what you feel out, babe.. You need to.. Look Kurt I know you are scared … But you need to let it out.. if you don't you will just keep it inside you and you will shut everyone out.."
"I hate him so much.. w-what h-have I-I d-done to deserve this..Just because I am gay.. He is gay too.. and why did I have my second kiss from him.. He is ruining my life.. He is winning.. Because I don't know how much more I can take.."
"Babe.. come here, let me hold you.. Don't shut me out please.."
"B-Bl-Blaine, w-why i-is this happening to m-mme? What have I done.. my first kiss and my second was with him.. I hate him so much.. Why can`t he just leave me alone…"
"Shuu.. Babe, it`s okay.. you can let it out.. come on just let it out.. You don't have to put on a happy face when you are not…."
"B-but I want to be happy.. I don't want to be sad.."
"Babe, you will be happy again, but it will take time.."
"I am happy when you are around.."
"Good.. But can you let it out. Babe.. You will feel better.."
"Blaine. I don't want to feel like this.. I feel like crap.. I just don't.. I –cant.. i-I c-cant.. B-Bla-Blaine.."
"Shuu.. Kurt.. Breath.. Just breath.. It`s okay.. Let it out… I am here, you will be okay.. and you will be safe, I promise.."
"i-i can-cant.."
"Babe, you are having a panic attack again ..I need you to breath, deep breath in and out.."
"I-i cant do, t-th-this.. H-he m-made m-my l-l-life a hell.."
"Kurt look at me, you need to calm down and breath in and out.. Come on babe you can do this.. Please.. Kurt look at me.. Now breath.. in.. out.. It`s okay.. you are okay.. You are safe with me.."
"I-I hate him so-soo much.. I want him to burn in hell.."
"I know, babe.. Me too.. calm down.. Just breathe.. you are okay.."
"I am sorry you had to see me like this.."
"You broke down once before you know.. but this one was worse.. But it`s understandable… And you don't need to be sorry.. I am here for you no matter what.. Day or night.."
"I am scared that he will show up here, even though there are police,.. He can still send his friends after me.. He can be with his friends right now and hiding there.. He knows people and I am scared that he can sent someone I don't know.. But he knows him.. and that scares me."
"Look , I am not leaving your side unless I have to.. and you will never be alone.. If I am not here, your dad or Finn or your mom will be here.. And when you get out of here there will be cops to make sure you are safe.."
"I just want him gone Blaine.. He has made my life hell.. When he stabbed me he looked so happy.. His kisses where so rude and disgusting and he was smiling like he was proud of what he did.."
"God if I ever see that punk I swear to god, I will take your dads shut gun and I am going to kill him.."
"Good thing you won`t see him again.. I just want him to be found so he can rot in jail.."
"I know babe.. Me too.. Look Kurt you will be happy again.. I want to see that smile on your face that you had when I told you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.. But it will take time.. and I am going to be there to hold you after every nightmare you have.. Anything you need.. I will be there.. Kurt don't keep your thoughts in..Just let them out.. Tell us what you are thinking.. Okay?"
"Okay.. Thank you for being here with me…"
"You don't have to thank me, I am here because I want to be, and because I love you so much.."
"I love you too, Blaine…"
"Good, now get some rest, you are going to have visitors today.."
"Mmmkay.. I can't wait to see them all.. Will you stay with me?"
"You couldn`t get rid of me if you tried.. Now get some sleep…"
Kurt had fallen asleep pretty quickly and now it was Blaine's turn to cry.. He didn't want Kurt to go through this.. He didn't deserve this.. He had done nothing wrong.. Blaine wished he could take the 2 kisses back, but he couldn't.. He knew that recovery was going to be hard.. But Blaine would be there for him.. No matter what it cost him. He just need Kurt back.. He was going to be fine, but it was going to take time.. Kurt was going to be okay again, but it will take time..Blaine had asked the New Dictions not to come that day anyway, but come the next day.. He wanted Kurt to sleep..
Be safe xoxo :)
