My Excuse For Not Updating:
Look, I know I said it would be a few days last update, but it took a while to make this what I always wanted it to be, and plus I live in Connecticut, the day before Halloween we had a snowstorm, yes I said snow storm in October, and I lost my Internet for a week.
So this is the most important chapter of this whole entire story, well at least I think so. This was the chapter that inspired this whole intire story, the image of what Kendall does in this chapter gave me inspiration for the plot and everything. I went and re-read this whole story and jesus christ my writing got fucking worse as time went on. The begining was good but then my writing went fucking down hill. Jesus, someone please slap me across the face, someone who loves me do it. God, I'm a horrible writter. This chapter will blow your mine. I'm gonna put my all in it. Also, Logan might come across as a asshole when they talk, but he just wants to protect Kendall.
Kendall woke up really early the next morning, it was so early infact that Kendall got the impression that the whole fricken town was still asleep, everyone else in the house was, Kendall could hear the distant sound of Carlos snoring lightly and Katie never woke up before twelve on weekends and his mom doesnt wake up til she got her nine hours of sleep, seven during the week.
It was still dark in Kendalls room, a light cloudy gray, and he couldnt see any colors as was normal for so early in the morning. The blonde curled up on his bay window, looking out the window to see small snow flakes falling from the skye, it was the first snow fall of the season, Kendalls favorite.
Kendall smiled sadly, he wished Logan was here with him, holding him, kissing him, he's lips would taste like hot choclate, and he would caress his cheek, and kiss his forehead after he was done with his lips then rest his chin on top of his head.
Kendall sighed, hopefully that would happen one day, as long as his plan worked out right.
He couldnt wait until six o'clock rolled around, there was only one person he knew that woke up at six in the morning on a Saturday morning and that was Camille Roberts.
It was only thirty minutes away, thirty minutes until his plan would take a start and would begin. He almost wished he could call right now, but call Camille before six on any given day, exept for Sunday, she sleeps til eight on Sundays, and you were dead, like Dead with a capital fucking DEAD.
Once Dak Zevon had called Camille at five fivty nine in the morning...he was never the same again. He now flinched everytime anyone touched his chest...which made Kendall seriously wonder what the hell Camille had done to him.
Kendall watched the clock, holding back screams of exitment at every single minute went by, he started pacing around five fify, not able to keep still a moment longer, he stared across the room to his cell phoone, then back to his clocl, then back to his phone, all the while anxiety and worry running throught his body.
At five fifty nine, Kendall jumped over to his phone, he picked it up and went to his contacts and found Camille's number, he held his finger over the call button, and the second he saw it was six o'clock he was pressing on the button, holding the phone to his ear and listening.
"Hello?"
It was a happy, cheerful voice voice, a voice that was way to cheerful, and welcoming for so early in the moring, expeically for someone who woke up so early.
"Camille, hey, its Kendall." Kendall said quickly.
"Kendall! What are you doing up so early?" Camille asked, surprised.
"Never mind that. Listen I need your help."
Camille was silent for a beat.
"What do you need?"
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Barely a half a hour later, Kendall was pulling up infront of Camilles house, He parked the Mercedes in the drive way and then quickly ran across the grass, and stopped infront of the front door, he knocked three times, paused, then two times, then paused then four times, which was stupid but Camille insisted on it.
"Whos there?" Camille said in a sing song voice.
"Whos there? Man open the fricken door!" Kendall demanded.
He heard Camille laugh at him and then the door opened with a creak, Camille stood in the door way in her pajamas, which included a tang top that was a hideous peach color, and white pants.
"How do I know its you?" Camille challenged.
"Camille, I swear to god, you have one second to move your ass, or I will cut a bitch."
Camille laughed at him.
"Theres a good agreesive boy. My drama lessons have rubbed off on you." Camille said as she moved out of the way, Kendall walked in and Camille closed the door behind him.
"Of course." Kendall said with a nervous grin.
Camille grabbed his arm and tragged him to her room, she pushed Kendall down so he was sitting on her bed and upserved him.
"I'm going to make you look arisistable." Camille said with a giggle.
"Well, that IS why I came to you." Kendall told her.
"I know. So which part of you do you think is the most appealing?"
"Uh...I dont know." Kendall said with a shrug.
"Mmmmm, I think its your ass and your legs." Camille said with a nod. She went over to her closet and pulled put a mobile rack of clothes.
"Were the hell did you get that?"
"My dads a custome designer, he fives me the shit he doesnt need, or is left over." Camille told him as she went throught the clothes, after a moment she pulled out some black material and threw it at Kendall.
Kendall picked it up and looked at it. It was a pair of black short shorts, like realy really frciken short, the legs of them pairly would cover his ass.
"Camille! What the fuck are theese?" Kendall cried.
"Shorts. There for guys, I checked. And your really really petite, they'll look good on you. Now listen to me and put them on." Camille said with a smirk.
Kendall got up with a frown and stripped off his pants, not even caring that Camille was right there, he put the short shorts on and put them on.
"Sexy." Camille commented.
Kendall rolled his eyes, he went over to the full length mirror and jecked himself out, the black shorts hugged his ass perfectly, and revealed his pale legs. He actually looked really good.
"Okay, I guess they look good. What else do you got, lovie?" Kendall teased.
"I'm looking, now tell me the plan again?" Camille asked as she searched.
"You tell Carlos, Katie and my mom I'm spending the weekend with you, if they come over I went out and I wont be back until late, your parents are visiting your granmother, so tell my mom there out if she calls."
"I KNOW that, I meant the plan that your going to do."
"Oh, I'm gonna go to Logans apartement and seduce him." Kendall said with a nod.
"You dont sound very confident." Camille pointed out.
"Camille, I am not leaving until I get what I want." Kendall said with a smirk.
"Oh,and what is that?" Camille asked.
"Logan."
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Kendall parked the car infront of Logans apartment building, it was almost four o'clock now, it had taken Camille fucking 10 hours until she said he was ready.
He showered like five times, he smelled right, he looked good enought, he ate something, he drank, he was ready to be thres for good 20 HOURS, until he needed something.
He was nervous as he got out of the car, he had changed a few times, the short shorts were now somewhere deep in Camille's closet, now they were going for a new look, to use something else against Logans sexual reactions.
He went to the things that usually puzzed you in to a big apartment complex like this, he knew what number Logan was in S14, now he just had to figure out how to get in.
Kendal jumped a little when the front door opened and someone walked in, Kendall casually cought the door and walked in like he did this every day, the guy at the front desk looked at him with a frown. He was old, around his sixtys, with dark gray hear and deep blue eyes, he looked italian.
"Who are you?" he asked.
"I'm here to see Logan Mitchell, apartement S14." Kendall said with a smile.
"The younge teacher?" the guy asked.
"Yes." Kendall said with a nod.
"Whats your name, younge man?"
"I'm Kendall. Kendall Knight." Kendall said with a nervous smile.
"I'm Marcus Stigliano." Marcus said, offering Kendall his hand, Kendall smiled and took the mans hand.
"Logan is a very good friend of mine, he's a fine younge man, with a big heart." Marcus said.
Kendall smiled.
"I know."
"Well go see him then." Marcus said with a gentle smile.
Kendall pranced over to the elavator, pressing the up button on the elevator, he danced in and then pressed the button to the fourth floor. He nervously walked into that hallway, the hall was dark, the walls black, and the carpets a rich red, it seemend most of the apartments were vacent, and there was alot of empty apartements the closer Kendall go to Logans door.
Kendall stripped off his jacket quickly, reveiling his outfit, he hide it in a supply closet not to fair from Logans apartment.
He stopped infront of it finally and looked at it, the big gold S14 starred back at him. He leanend forward slowly and knocked lightly.
"Who is it?" he heard Logan call.
Kendall just knocked again, he wanted Logan to be surprised.
He heard a exasperated sigh and then Kendall slowly drew closer to the door, he took a deep breath and put on his best suddective look, he heard Logan unlock the door, and then the door slowly opened.
"Who the hell-Kendall."
Logans eyes took in the boys clothes, the white silk stockings that went right above his knees, and the large white button up shirt that went to the begining of his thigh, barely covering his ass, Logans eyes widened.
"Holy shit Kendall." Logan breathed.
"Can I come in?" Kendall asked, like he wasnt practically naked in the brunettes hallway.
Logan grabbed his arm roughly, and pulled him into the apartment, shuting and locking the door behind him, Kendall could tell the brunette was mad, which Kendall had expected.
"What the hell is up with you?" Logan demanded, looking pist.
"I came to talk to you." Kendall said, taking a step closer to him.
"Oh! About what?"
Kendall walked forward so there bodies were pressed together, he wrapped his arms around Logans neck.
"Us." Kendall said simply.
"Us? There isnt any us!" Logan told him, he tried to push Kendall away, but the blonde wouldnt allow it.
"But you want there to be." Kendall said confidently.
"Kendall this is crazy!" Logan cried, but yet he still ran his hands down Kendalls sides, stopping at Kendalls hips.
"Nope, I KNOW you want me. And I want you, whats crazy about that?" Kendall asked.
Logan pushed him away, and he left the room, Kendall quickly followed him, Logan ended up in his living room, Kendall forced the brunette down so he was sitting, and then straddled the olders waist, sitting in his lap.
Logans eyes widened more.
"Kendall...are you naked under this?" Logan asked, pulling on Kendalls shirt.
Kendall smirked.
"Wanna find out?" Kendall asked, running a finger of Logans collar bone.
"Kendall...I...honestly, I would Love to find out...but I cant." Logan said shaking his head.
Kendall's smirk dropped at Logans words, and he frownend.
"Why not?" Kendall asked sadly.
"Kendall, your so younge, practially a baby." Logan said, he wrapped his arms around Kendalls waist as he said this, rubbing the skin of Kendalls thighs
"A baby? I'm sixteen!" Kendall snapped at him.
"And I'm twentyone." Logan said as he sweeped some hair out of Kendalls eyes.
"So! James and Carlos are together, why cant we?" Kendall demanded, sounding like he was going to cry.
"James is twentyone, yes, but I know for a fact Carlos is only about four months away from being eightteen. And how long will it take you to turn eightteen?" Logan asked.
"I'll be seventeen soon." Kendall told him.
"How long?" Logan asked.
"I...Ok I guess its not that soon, but still! Its only until this summer." Kendall said, looking up at Logan with eyes that melted his heart.
"Exactly. Its illegal." Logan said.
"So? You didnt care that it was illegal when you fucked me in your class." Kendall said, as hurt filled his beautiful eyes.
"Kendall...I...you know I want to be with you but-" Logan was cut off when Kendall forced his lips onto the brunettes, Logan gasped as suddenly he was on his back and the almost naked blonde was on top of him. He quickly grabbed Kendalls shoulder and pulled him of him, making the blonde huff in annoyance.
"Kendall...its wrong." Logan said but he didnt stop Kendall when he began to kiss his neck, he let the blonde and let out a husky moan when Kendall started sucking on his skin, Logan groanend and he felt his jeans start to tighten.
"Kendall." he said with a sigh when Kendall pulled back, leaving behind a huge hickey.
"How the hell am I gonna be able to cover that up?" Logan asked, even though secretly, he loved it.
"Theres this thing called MAKEUP, I used it alot after you fucked me, to cover up all the marks." Kendall said.
"Are you trying to use guilt against me?"
"I'll use whatever works to be with you." Kendall told him with wide,serious eyes.
"You dont really want to be with me, you just think you do. Your emotinally attached because I took your virginity." Logan said,hoping it would work, he did want to be with Kendall, more than anything, but Kendall was so younge, so innocent, it wouldnt be right, he felt like he was taking advantage of him.
"No I'm not. I mean at first I was, but now its DIFFERENT, I love you, and its not just because you where the first person I ever sleeped with." Kendall tried to convince him.
"Then why do you?" Logan asked, sounding unsure.
Kendall leanend forward and kissed Logan softly,Logan kissed back, when he and Kendall kissed, hell when they only touched it was magic, chills ran up and down his spin, bliss filled his mind, every kinda cliche thing, fireworks went off, lightning hit him, butterflys filled his stomach.
Logan kissed back and suddenly Kendall was on his back under Logan, he was gripping Kendalls hips tenderly, Kendalls hands fisted locks of his hair.
Kendall pulled away and he had tears in his eyes.
"Do you fell that?" Kendall asked him, emotion in his voice.
"Yes." Logan whispered.
"Thats why. Thats why I love you. You make me feel like no one else has before." Kendall whispered to him, as a single tearran down his pale, cream colored face, Logan whipped a way the tear and kissed the side of Kendalls eye, cetching the next tear with his lips.
Logan cupped Kendalls face, there eyes metting, soft choclate brown, and a dazzling jade colored green.
"I dont want to hurt you." Logan told Kendall, softly.
"As long as your with me nothing can hurt me." Kendall told him.
"It's illegal." Logan reminded him, they could both get in trouble.
"Love has no age, nor a price." Kendall whispered tenderly.
"What about your parents, your sister, Carlos? Dont you worry about what they'll say?"
"We dont have to tell my parents, we dont have to tell anyone if we dont want to. Katie will be happy for me, and at least sh wont tell, Carlos will be estatic and he'd never tell." Kendall assured him.
"Camille?" Logan asked.
"She already knows. She helped me with all of this, and she just about choked with happiness." Kendall admitted gesturing to his outfit.
Logan allowed himself a brief smile, he looked down at Kendall and dipped his head, he lowered his head until his lips were near Kendalls creamy thighs, the breathed on them, his cool breath making Kendalls breath hitch as his hips twitched slightly, he kissed the inside of Kendalls thighs, slow, small trails of tiny kisses up and down.
Kendall sighed happily.
"Logan." he breathed.
Logan kissed farther up, kissing the blonde hips, Kendalls shirt riding up as Logans head moved it, then sucking softly at the area between hip and grion.
Kendall moanend, at the feeling, eyes rolling back in his head.
Logan was giving in, they both knew it, both wanted it, and now they had it. Had what they had wanted since the first day of school, since the first time they had had sex, they finally had each other, could finally be together. It had been so simple, a simple decision that had caused them both agony and pain, but it had all been worth it, beacuse now they had each other, could love each other, be together.
Kendall ran his hands threw Logans hair with a musical sigh.
Logan sat up and Kendall was suddenly on him, his Lega tight around Logans waist, his bare area pressing against Logans body throught his dark blue college T-shirt. Logan suddenly jerked them both up so Logan was standing and Kendall was still clinging to him tightly.
Logan thrust there lips together as he blindy brought Kendall deeper into his apartement, when they got to the hall, Logan slammend Kendall into the wall roughly, taring at Kendalls clothes, attaching Kendalls neck with his lip.
Kendalls hips jerked up as his legs wrapped tighter around Logans waist.
Kendall blindy played with Logans belt, groaning in frustrashion and pleasure, he almost screamend with joy when he finally got the belt unhooked, he quickly untied Logans jeans, revealing black boxers, Kendalls whined when Logan pulled his hands away, pining his wrists against the wall.
"Logan." he groanend, bucking his hips.
Logan smirked, as he wiggled himself out of his jeans, kicking them off when they stopped at his ankles. He let Kendalls hands go and then carried Kendalls down the rest of the hall, stopping at the door at the end of the hall, he left the door open as they entered the room, and Kendall was suddenly being thrown onto the bed, it was big and soft, much better then a hard ass desk in his opinion.
Logan was on him before he had a second thought, he took of his own shirt, and threw it to the side, he ripped Kendalls shirt off of him, Logan stopped to look at Kendalls body in admirament.
Pale body glisaning in the light, creamy thighs and rounded hips, slender legs, willowy body, cock at full attention, cheeks pink, hair golden, eyes a bright green.
Logan let out a moan and he got even harder, if that was possible.
go Kendall grabbed the hem of Logans boxers and pulled them off, releasing Logans hard, acheing cock, he leanend forward and licked at the pre-cum ozzing out of tip, Logan groanend and bucked his hips, causing his dick to sweep against Kendalls face, Kendall blushed and leanend in slowly, taking the head of Logans cock inbetween his lips.
Logan couldnt take his eyes off of Kendalls head, he had imagainend the blonde doing this a million times, and now he finally got to see it, Kendalls slowly took Logan in deeper, stopping when Logans cock was half way in his mouth letting out a gag, Logan rubbed his back threw his own pleasure, trying to relax him, silently telling him it was okay if he couldnt go any further, Kendall gave him a stubborn look throught his bangs and then continued to take Logan in til Logan was balls deep into Kendalls mouth.
Kendall bobbed his head up and down, sucking hard, and scrapping his teeth of the sensitive skin, swearling his tongue over Logans tip, Logan was moaning softly, whispering Kendalls name over and over again.
Logan suddenly got an a idea in his head when he felt the fmailier curl in his stomach,he grabbed Kendalls head and pulled the blonde off his dick, Kendall looked up with a worried expression.
"I wanna come on your face." Logan said in a low, husky voice, he was new it was sick, desterbing, expeically with someone who was so younge, so innocent,but somehow that made him want that even more.
Kendall maonend and took Logans cock in his hands, jerking him off with a slow agonising pace, with Logans dick right in front of his face. Logan suddenly came, moaning Kendalls name loudly, rope after rope cum spluttering on Kendalls face, it was in his hair, on his cheeks, Kendall licked the cum off his lips, and cum shined in his thick, golden eyelashes, it was probably the hottest thing Logan had ever scene and Logan had seen ALOT in his days.
Kendalls wipped his fingers across his face, licking the cumof his fingers and repeating the action until it was all gone.
"You taste good." Kendall told him with a blush.
Logan smirked and pushed Kendall so he was on his back, sprawled put over Logans black bed sheets, he crawled on top of Kendall and kissed him hungrily, he wanted to make love to Kendall, but he wasnt exaclty sure if Kendall wanted to, as well.
Logan kissed down Kendalls neck, biting at the soft skin, Kendall moanened at the feeling of Logans teeth digging into his flesh.
"Harder." he groanend.
Logan was a little surprised but did as he was told, biting harder on Kendalls collar bone, Kendall let out a stangled cry and then thrust his ass down on Logans member.
"Logan-Fuck Logan please-I I need y-you." Kendall begged, helplessly.
Logan smirked.
"You need me?" Logan teased, thrusting his hips up.
"YES! Oh Logan, yes! Please Logan please!" Kendall whined, jerking his hips down, trying to get friction, Logan grabbed Kendalls hips and held them down, making Kendall let out a whin of both annoyance and pleasure, the blonde loved the dominance that was coming off the brunette in waves.
"I need to stretch you first." Logan reminded the blonde.
"No, I did it when I was driving here." Kendall panted out.
Logan looked at the blonde in shook.
"You...stretched yourself...in the car...while you were driving?" Logan asked.
Kendall nodded, and Logan moanend to himself, imagaining the sexy sight.
"I almost want to ask you to do to yourself right now, so I can watch...but I want you WAY to much for waiting." Logan spread Kendalls legs slowly leaveing the stockings on Kendalls legs, he found them really sexy, the way they went to beautifully with the color of Kendalls creamy thighs, he lined himself up with Kendalls entrance, staring into Kendalls eyes, the mood changed in a moment, it went to hot and steamy, coming on each others faces and biting, to loving looks and sweet touches in a fraction of a quarter second.
He cupped Kendalls face, then kissed the blonde tenderly as he pushed past the still tight ring of muscles, Kendall whimpereda little in pain, but relaxed once Logan was fully inside of him, and the brunette paused.
"This feels..." Logan couldnt find the right words.
"Right." Kendall finished for him.
Logan nodded. "Are you okay?" Logan whispered.
Kendall smiled. "Oh yeah."
Logan smiled back briefly before, he started to move, he wanted everything to be sweet and gentle, he wanted Kendall to forget all the roughness and discomfort from last time, and Logan was pleased with the look purse bliss on Kendalls face as they made love.
He rested his forehead against Kendalls as he thrusted into the blonde, Kendall was moaning loudly already, holding Logans shoulder in a dealth grip as pleasure filled throught his body, and took of his body.
"Oh Logan." Kendall cried, pushing back down on Logans member, Logan felt so amazing inside of him, so huge, so hot, the way he moved and hit his prostate at every right moment.
"Kendall." Logan groanend, Kendall felt so amazing around him, he was so fricken warm, it was like his dick was melting, and he was so tight, Logan had been with tones of people but no one had the effect on him the way Kendall did.
Kendall was trying to keep up with Logans hard, fast thrusts, and for the most part he was doing extremly well, his little body shook with the pleasure that was shaking him to the core.
"Harder!" Kendall cried, throwing back his head with a scream, the pleasure was to intense he could barely move, his hips collapsed against the bed sheets, letting Logan pound into him freely.
Logan did as he was asked, picking up the pace, the way Kendall wanted it, all he wanted was to please Kendall, that was pleasure enough for him.
"Logan! Oh god Logan!" Kendall screeched.
"Fuck Kendall." Logan cried loudly, the room was filled with the noise of there passion, Kendall clawed at Logans back wildly, eyes looking almost crazed.
He needed more, so much more, all of it. He knew at that moment he wanted this, no needed this for the rest of his life, wanted Logan to be the only one to fuck him, to make love to him, touch him, he needed the brunette, he was like a drug.
He wrapped his legs around Logans waist, bringing Logan deeper inside of him, he let out a scream at the feeling.
"Faster!" He yelled, beucking his hips.
Logan did as asked, he grabbed Kendalls hips and held them down, blowing into the delicate blonde belowe him, this moment was magical, like there souls were totally connected, they knew what each other wanted without even having to ask, Logan knew Kendall wanted to be totally dominated, and Kendall knew Logan wanted him to be totally submissive, and they both easily fit into these rolls, because that was what they wanted.
"O-O-Oh fuck Logan, I'm so close!" Kendall cried out, he refused to close his eyes, he wanted to see Logan for every moment of this, and he was pleased to see Logan staring back at him.
"M-me too." Logan stuttered out.
Kendall came first, the hard thrusting and the look from Logan too much for his delicate, small body to handle, he tumbled over the edge without his cock being touched once, screaming Logans name at the top of his lungs.
Logan was quick to follow, crying out Kendalls name, he collpased on top of Kendall, cum covering there bodies, Logan rested his head against Kendalls neck, totally exhausted, Kendall ran his fingers throught Logans sweat soaked hair. When he gainend enough strength he pulled out of Kendall gently, rolling on to his back.
Kendall looked at Logan hesitantly, he so muchly wanted to cuddle up to Logan but he wasnt sure if that was okay.
Logan looked over at Kendall, reading his mind as he held out his arms, Kendall smiled and cuddled with Logan, his arms wrapped around Logans torso and his head on Logans chest, listening to his heart, Logan wrapped his arms around Kendalls middled and stroked his back, resting his head against Kendalls soft hair.
"Logan?" Kendall whispered hesitantly,when he was a moment away from sleep.
"Yes." came Logans soft reply.
"I love you." Kendall whispered with a blush.
There was moments pause.
"I love you too, Kendall."
Kendall smiled softly, tears of joy in his eyes, he had been waiting for this moment where he felt complete, like he belonged, where he could be himself, who he really was and be loved for it.
He was with Logan, the love of his life, and somehow Kendalls knew they would always be together, somehow, no matter what.
And it felt right.
He was with his soulmate...
His true love.
So...I hope this didnt suck as much as I thought, I was blusing the whole time I was writing this, I'm so emmbaressed about some of the stuff Kendall and Logan did, not becasue its emmbaressing, because I actually wrote it. I cant believe myself, I'm sorry Luis if this was to graphic for you. I hope I didnt scarre you for life. I might have scarred myself, but in a really really fucking good way. I hope you guys liked it.
Please PLease PLEASE eview it would mean so much.
All my love,
Sarah.
