An hour later Logan is here and smiling. "Let's get this plan going." I smile and we start to move things in a room. Well, he is moving things and I am instructing.

Once we have things moved. I make us some lunch. We sit down and look around the room. "So what made you call me?" I shrug, "I knew I needed to clean this room out and I didn't want to tell Chris. I kind of want to surprise him that I cleaned out a room."

He laughs and nods, "I can clean the room but we can't really do much else. I know you want to decorate based on what you are having and since you don't know." I laugh and nod.

We get back to work and I start humming as I clean the shelves. "What are you singing?" I look over my shoulder, "A song I wrote, a long time ago." He nods and looks at me, "Want to sing it for me?" I laugh and shake my head, "Nah, I wrote it for Chris when I was young." He nods and goes back to work.

"Why did you want to know?" He shrugs, "I really liked it."

I look around, "Tell you what. If we get this room cleaned up before the kids get out of school, I will sing it for you." He smiles and goes back to work.

Little while later, the room is dusted and cleaned. Everything that was piled in here is gone. The only things left in the room are a bed and a dresser. Only because, he wouldn't let me help move the items and he couldn't do it alone.

We walk downstairs, and I make us a snack. "Come on, sing it Aubs." I laugh and shake my head as I eat my grilled cheese. "Fine, but let me finish this."

We finished, and I walk into the music room and see he followed me. I sit down and grab my guitar. I hand him the lyrics and take a breath starting.

You say what if I hurt you, what if I leave you
What if I find somebody else and I don't need you?
What if this goes south, what if I mess you up?
You say what if I break your heart in two, then what?

Logan smiles and looks at me, He then starts to sing

Well I hear you girl, I feel you girl, but not so fast
Before you make your mind up, I gotta ask

I smile wide and we sing together so easily.

What if I was made for you and you were made for me?
What if this is it, what if it's meant to be?
What if I ain't one of them fools just playin' some game?
What if I just pull you close, what if I lean in?
And the stars line up, and it's our last first kiss
What if one of these days, baby, I go and change your name?
What if I loved all these what ifs away?

He moves closer to me and looks at me. And nods for us to keep going.

What if the sky falls (sky falls)
Or the sun stops burnin'?
We could worry about them what ifs 'til the world stops turnin'?
Or I could kiss you (you should kiss me)
What if you liked it? (bet I'd like it)
Well we ain't never gonna know unless we try it

Smiling wide, he moves next to me and looks down at the lyrics.

What if I was made for you and you were made for me?
What if this is it, what if it's meant to be?
What if I ain't one of them fools just playin' some game?
What if I just pull you close, what if I lean in?
And the stars line up, and it's our last first kiss
What if one of these days baby, I go and change your name?
What if I loved all these what ifs away?
Awe yeah
C'mon

He stops and I sing the next few lines.

You say what if I hurt you, what if I leave you?
What if I find somebody else and I don't need you?
Damn

We look back at each other and he nods at me as he joins back in for the rest of the song.

What if I was made for you and you were made for me?
What if this is it, what if it's meant to be?
What if I ain't one of them fools just playin' some game?
What if I just pull you close, what if I lean in?
And the stars line up, and it's our last first kiss
What if one of these days baby, I go and change your name?
What if I loved all these what ifs away?

Away (away)
What if?

I do the last lines of the songs and he smiles wide. He pulls me to him and hugs me. When we pull away he shakes his head, "Aubrey, that song is amazing. I love it."

I smile as I look at the lyrics. I wrote this song when I was so young. It was when I first started really crushing on Chris. I wanted him and knew he would be weird about it. So I wrote the song. I always wanted to show him that we could be together but I didn't know how or when to show it to him. Eventually, it got buried in the other songs and he never saw it.

Logan smiles wide, "If you are up for it, I have an idea that may make this even better." I nod and smile, "Of course." He smiles wide.

He leans forward and starts to make marks, "I know this originally was not a duet but, you heard that right there." I nod and he looks around smiling.

"So, instead of you opening and leading, what if we switch roles. What if I sing what you sung and you sing what I sung. I think it would up the song a level. Wanna try it?"

I nod and he starts the music up and we change the roles.

When the song ends, I look at him, "That was amazing." He smiles, "The song is amazing Aubrey. You know your way around words."

I look at him, "And you sir, know your way around producing." He laughs and shakes his head, "I learned from the best."

We start laughing and it feels like the old times. I feel good. "Hey, I have an idea Aubs. I have to perform somewhere in a week, want to get this together and perform it with me?"

I look around, "Uh. I'm not sure. That may be considered too much."

He looks at me, "Aubrey, did you feel stressed at all during our time?" I shake my head.

"Did you feel overwhelmed? Or did you have fun?"

I laugh, "I didn't feel anything but carefree and fun." He smiles, "it is up to you but I think you would have fun and we could perform it for Chris." I smile and nod, "Sounds really good."

After a while, the kids are getting out of school. So it is time to go. Logan helps me up and kisses my cheek. "I will pick up Chloe and Kyle." I shake my head, "I can do it."

He moves with me to the living room and softly pushes me on to the couch. "You are going to sit here and enjoy the free time. Take a bath, read a book, I don't care. Enjoy the time. I am picking up the kids, we are gonna have a play date at my house. I will text you if we are going to have a slumber party."

I laugh and nod, "Okay. Thank Logan." He smiles and nods.

He leans down and kisses my head, "Anytime. I want you to relax tonight and worry about nothing. Enjoy time with Chris." I smile and nod as he walks out my door.

I receive a text and put my book down,

On my way home baby.

I smile and text back,

Ok, Logan took the kids tonight. So it's just you and me.

I don't receive another text but I see that he saw it.

A few minutes later the door opens and I look behind me to see Chris walk in. "Hey." He smiles and walks in.

Dropping his back near the door he walks over to me and flops down the couch pulling me to him. He kisses my head and sighs contently. "You okay?" He nods against my head, "Long day."

After a few minutes of just holding me, he moves and turns so he can cup my face. He smiles and pulls me to him kissing me. I smile in the kiss and he pulls away and moves down to rest his hand on my stomach, "You okay? You feeling sick or anything?" I shake my head, "I am okay." He nods and kisses me again before holding me to him.

We watch a movie and then after I start yawning, he suggests bed. I nod and he helps me up and upstairs we go. I walk past the now empty bedroom and he doesn't notice. I kind of like it that way, knowing I can surprise him and possibly have the whole room done before he sees it.

We walk into the room and he stops at the bed holding the bags, "What are these?" I laugh, "I forgot about these. Asher stopped by and took me shopping. I got the kids some things."

He smiles wide and opens a bag taking out the stuff for Kyle and Chloe, "They are gonna freak when they see those." I laugh and nod.

He opens the other bag and pulls out the diaper bag. He smiles and looks through the other bags pulling out the clothes and watching the gender neutral onesies and pants and shirts come out. Lastly, he pulls out the white onesie and turns it over to look at it. In red he is seeing the words spelled in heart lines, My Dad Saves lives.

I watch him and see his eyes twinkle and his mouth twitch wider. He looks over the onesie and smiles at me. He lays it down and walks to me pulling me into him. "I love the onesie. The clothes and bag are cute too but the onesie is my favorite." I laugh and nod, "I figured."

He laughs and kisses me. I melt into the kiss and he sighs contently. When air is needed he pulls back and pecks my lips again, "I am glad you got some things. I could have gone with you though."

I smile and move away from him packing up the bags, "You have plently of time. Asher wanted to show me all the baby items and make me enjoy the pregnancy." He nods and looks at me, "And are you?"

I set the bags against the wall and turn back to him, "I believe so. I'm not as worried as I was at the beginning of the day. I am starting to think happier thoughts." He smiles and wraps his arms around me, "Good. You deserve all the happiness Sunshine." I smile wide and kiss his cheek, seeing his tired eyes.

"Come on, let's get to bed Doctor Sterling." He laughs and picks me up smiling, "Only if you come with me Doctor Sterling." I laugh and nod, "Wouldn't have it any other way."

He lays me down and climbs in beside me cuddling with me. We are tangled in the sheets and our legs tangled together, he starts to rub circles on my arm, "You would tell me if you were worried or if anything was wrong, wouldn't you?"

I look up into his concerned eyes, this is not uncommon, these talks have been happening more and more lately. "Chris, I love you so much. You mean everything to me. If something is wrong, I will tell you. You are worrying too much over me. You don't have to worry baby."

He looks at me and nods, "I will always worry about you Aubrey. I have since we were kids, it's just worse now that you are my wife. I just seem to be having trouble hiding it lately."

Looking into his eyes I smile, "I am okay, we are okay. No need to worry. Please get some sleep tonight." He nods and kisses my head, "I will, love. I will." I nod and kiss him.

I know he isn't going to sleep much again tonight. He hasn't been sleeping lately. I know he is going to have some dreams that wake him up and watch me.

I am going to text Logan tomorrow, I have another plan in motion. This one requires a lot of work.