By the cauldron. It was Tamlin. and who was in the bed next to him? Hesefet! "Feyre! I can explain." He said. He muscled chest was shirtless, Hesefet was nearly naked. I backed up a few feet. "Feyre." He said again. "what is this?" I asked, my voice sounded weak. I hated it. my Tamlin, the man I carried a child for, even if I'm no longer carrying the child he shouldn't have done this. I ran out of the room, I heard sheets rustle and Tamlin was in front of me. "Feyre. Please calm down, let me explain." He pleaded, I pushed him away and ran down the stairs. I ran into the forest. Tamlin was still following me. I hated him. what could he explain to me? he had let Hesefet sleep in his bed? If that was the mildest option I didn't want to know. I kept running. suddenly I felt my head open. Not physically, mentally. well then. Rhysand.

"why are you running?" he said, I felt him sorting through my head. "stop it! enough of that!" I growled. "that is not good. Why did Tamlin do that? I thought he loved you." He did the opposite of what I said. "get away from me." I snarled and bared my fangs. "hey back down! I think you might need to come to night court now. It's past time." He explained. I nodded my head. "gladly." I decided that it would be best for me to leave.

Rhysand's pov:

Once I brought feyre to the night court she avoided all talk about why she was eager to come to night court, especially about what happened with Tamlin. I wouldn't search her mind again. she would hate me even more. "at least tell me how your reading is coming along?" I offered. She gave me a tight smile. "I'm working on it." was all the definition she gave me. "would you like to go for a hunt?" I asked. "why are you so keen to make friends with me? we may be mates, but that doesn't give you authority to court me." she said, sitting at the desk. "who said I was trying to court you? I just asked if you wanted to go hunting." I smiled. "fine."

Feyre's pov:

It had been a week since I found Tamlin in bed with Hesefet. I knew she was trouble. If only tam had known. Why hadn't he come to the night court? I knew he would, but I didn't think he wouldn't. of course he is here. I saw him outside of the castle, talking with Rhysand. I teleported myself out there with them. "feyre." Tamlin breathed. I held up a hand. "explain. Now." He obliged. "Hesefet was crying in her room, I heard her and went in to see what was wrong. I see now that she was only trying to get rid of you. I'm so sorry feyre." "keep going. How did she end up in your bed?" I asked. he sighed and continued. "she cried for an hour or more, then a Booge showed up at the gates and I went to kill it. when I came back, she wasn't in her room, she was in mine. I didn't have the heart to wake her. I laid beside her, and fell asleep. You know the rest." I let out a loose breath. "what did I tell you about her?" "I know. You can scold me all you want, but it can't change the fact that I'm dreadfully sorry and I wish you would come back to the spring court." Tamlin bowed his head. "feyre." Rhysand began. "you are relieved of your commitment to me, if you wish to go to the spring court with tam." I stared at him. my mate. But I didn't love him. I never did. I love Tamlin and I forgive him. "thank you Rhysand." I kissed him on the cheek and hugged Tamlin. "I will go back with you, but you have to swear to listen to me when I don't trust someone." I growled. "I swear." Rhys cleared his throat. "can I have a hug?" he asked. I simply smiled. "Of course." I hugged him, breathed him in. "I will always love you feyre. I hope you know that." He whispered. "I know. Goodbye my mate." I said as quiet as him. his eyes widened as I let go of him. "let's go home." We said in unison.