He drew in a breath. "You really wish to know what makes this Sesshomaru so "cold"? " He looked into Kagome's eyes and saw her answer. She gazed at him with such an intent look.

"It all started when this Sesshomaru was just a boy, from the time I was born I was raised to be the Lord of the West. You must understand that as Lord of the West I am to be the embodyment of what a perfect leader is. It matters not what this Seeshomaru wants in times of need for my lands. My people cannot go hungry and they must be kept in line. I was taught to be strong and ruthless, as is needed. I am the son of the great Inu no Taisho and this is, how do people of your time say it? Big shoes to fill."

Kagome had skootched her chair closer to him as he spoke. His voice was like honey. But some things didn't make sence. "Well your father was taught he had to be the same way wasn't he? I have heard he was a fair and caring ruler. Which you are ont considered to be, you are thought of as a Lord of death."

Sesshomaru fixed his eyes on the window of the kitchen. His mind in a far off place. "What you do not take into account miko is that my father did not have a mother quite like mine. My father taught me how to keep my people fed, how to take care of thier needs. The leadership that enevitally comes with leadership...was up for my mother to teach. I was taught by example and the consiquences were dire. Many a day this Sesshomaru was shown the sting of his mothers lash for not slaughtering everyone in the village that needed to be punished that week.

It was thought by my mother that a ruler that held his lands in an iron fist would be much better then a ruler like my father, whos heart carried him in mmany directions. Inuyasha's mother is an example of this. My mother-"

"Wait wait wait...You mean to tell me that your mother and father were still mated when Inuyasha was concieved?" Kagome's eyes widdened in dissbelief. Inu no Taisho had cheated?

"As I have said, Father's heart carried him many ways. He mated my mother for her power, not for her heart. This made my mother crazy with jelousy, she did not understand why any man of any race would not love her."

Kagome skooted her chair just a smidgen closer to him. She felt like the tale had to continue or her heart would explode. Wait...heart? How had feeling like this krept into her Heart?


Inuyasha crashed into the dirt at the bottum of the well for what seamed like the millionth time.

"Damn her! And fuck him! I will make it through this well...and when I do..."


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