Kyo turned over, snuggling his head against the pillow. He didn't want to wake up and face another day of disappointing the one person who cared for him unconditionally and had been always been there for him. How did Shishou stand him? He never did anything right, and he was always insecure, needy, and clingy. He wouldn't want someone always clinging to him. It had to get annoying after a while. Yet whenever he voiced these thoughts Shishou always denied being annyoed by his clinginess, but Kyo never truely believed him. No one could love him that much. He was the cat; the outcast. He turned into an animal when hugged by the opposite sex. He was a freak and deserved to die. It was all his fault. He had caused two people's death. He deserved to die just as they had. Why had they died yet he continues to live and stain the world with his prescense? He made the world darker, while the people he had killed had the world so much brighter. Flowers bloomed as they walked by, warmed and encouraged by their precense. Skies turned brilliant blue and everyone smiled.
Flowers withered and died when Kyo walked by them. Everything he touched died. The skies immediately clouded over.
He needed to leave, to escape. He needed to save Shishou. Anyone that he got close to, died. And it was always his fault. He couldnt be responsible for another person's death, especially if it was Shishou's. And besides, it was only a matter of time before she found out and despised him. He would kill her to. Maybe she would be glad. She would be with her mother again. How fitting would that be. He could be responsible for both their deaths and their reunion.
Ayame looked over at his younger brother, smiling slightly. He still couldn't get over how ADORABLE he was. Kazuma smiled at the adoring look on the other man's face. He could tell that Ayame loved Yuki dearly simply by looking at him. Kyo was still sleeping peacefully when he had checked in on him a few moments ago. He had a feeling that today was going to be hard. The child had seemed down when Kazuma had tucked him into bed and kissed his forehead goodnight. His eyes had been duller than usual, no spark of life in them. He had refused to talk about what was troubling him,.but had gone to sleep easily.
Kazuma eyed the child across from him. He had heard Yuki laugh, they all had, and hoped that he would soon being talking. He hoped that this experience would be better for the children and not give them even more problems once they were teenagers again. Kyo had been doing really good for a couple of days, until last night. He hadn't seen Kyo that depressed since he had first been changed into a five-year-old.
He got up from the tabe and went back into the child's room. He froze in the doorway, in shock, trying to take in the situation, and reminding himself to panic just yet. Just because Kyo wasn't in his bed and the window was open didn't mean that he had gone out the window. He could've just gone to the bathroom after opening the window. "Kyo?" he yelled, heading for the bathroom. He door was open, and the room was vacant. He walked pack to the child's room, panic beginning to set in. Kyo was gone. His baby boy was gone. His pack was gone, and as he searched his closet discovering the missing clothes.
Had he run away? Had he been kidnapped? He had to go search for him, now. It had only been minutes since he had last checked on him. He couldn't have gone to far. Could he?
Author's Note: I'M SORRY FOR THE WAIT! I have a longher chapter on my laptop that has no internet, and I have no way to get the internet on it, and no way to get it off. I know this is short, but i WANTED to post something. Sorry for the typos, but no spell check, sorry. THANKS FOR THE ALL THE REVIEWS! I'm on my friend's computer writing, and I will try my best to post again soon, but Habitat is building my house, and that is taking up a lot of my time, so I don't know when I will be able to update. Hopefully next week. ANSWER MY QUESTION! How should Kyo be punished? I'm sure Kazuma punished Kyo at some point or another, and how do you suggest the Kyo be punished? I'm open to all suggestions. PLEASE ANSWER! PLEASE REVIEW AND DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE 100 REVIEWS! I'M SO HAPPY! I will update as soon as can, especially since I left his cliff hanger.
