A/N: I am a man. And I refuse to do a scene in a woman's point of view. It is between the lines 'Light' and 'About an hour later'.
Thursday (January 19th)
I woke up to Light's stiffness poking me. I was surprised he would get it in his condition.
Mating with him every night till his attack and then not mating for two months had left me needing him. It was all I could do to control myself right then and there. I wondered if my need for him would ever go down.
I shifted out of his arms to go down stairs, but he wouldn't let me go. He had me in his grasp. Each second that I felt him, I lost a little more control.
"Light, wake up please. Light?" I cooed to him.
I kept this up for a few seconds till he opened his eyes. It took him a second to register what was going on.
"Fluttershy?" He asked.
"I thought it would be nice for you to see me when you woke up." I told him. I had thought that, but it wasn't my main reason. Avoiding mating with him in his condition was. I didn't want him to know that I was in need of him.
He smiled. I felt his arms loosen around me and I wiggled out. I got out of the bed and stretched, bringing out my wings and arching my back. I heard Light behind me doing the same thing.
I stood up and went over to the dresser. I started undressing. However, before I could put my clothes on, I felt Light hug me from behind. It felt like he wasn't wearing anything at the moment either. I brought my hands up and put them on his arms. I felt his stallionhood digging into my back. I could feel its hardness. It must have hurt.
Light
"Light, I don't think you're in a good condition for this." Fluttershy said to me. That did not matter to me right now.
"I want to make sure I can still be your mate." I told her. She did not say anything to that.
I moved my hands down her body. I grabbed her breast and started massaging it. My other hand went down to her marehood and played with it. Flicking and pulling and rubbing.
She moaned and I could feel her start to get wet after a few minutes. I soon felt her hand on my stallionhood, rubbing it.
We continued like this for a few more minutes. Soon, Fluttershy turned around and kissed me, breaking our hug.
She pushed me towards the bed. I fell down onto it and she was on top of me. She seemed to want to kiss me very badly. I felt her rubbing my stallionhood, making it twitch.
I felt her move it towards her marehood. When the tip hit her, I flipped us over. I pulled her and myself to the edge of the bed. I put my hooves on the floor.
I moved myself in front of her and entered, pushing it in all the way. Fluttershy gasped and started moving her hips.
I brought it out almost to the tip and then pushed it back in. I pulled it out and then back in. I kept it up like this for several minutes. As hard as I could.
I leaned down to kiss Fluttershy. Instead, she pulled me into her breasts and held me there. This messed up my rhythm and it took me a second to get back into it.
Eventually, she let me go. She pushed me out of her and crawled further up onto the bed, getting on her hands and knees. She presented herself. I climbed up on the bed and positioned myself. With one big push, I went inside her all the way. She yelled loudly.
Fluttershy seemed to be enjoying herself much more than usual. She seemed not herself as well. But, I could only say yes to her like a good mate.
I started pushing in and out while leaning on her. I brought my hands under her and grabbed her breasts. I started massaging them.
"Harder." She said through her pants. I did as she asked me. I started squeezing them instead of massaging them. I felt her cum. She yelled as she did so.
Without warning, she pushed into me, putting me on my back. While still keeping me inside her, she flipped around so she was facing me.
She arched her back and started moving her hips. He breasts looked bigger like this.
I was getting close.
"Fluttershy." I told her. She nodded.
She leaned down and kissed me. She started going even faster. She surprised me by cumming again. Then, she stopped moving her hips.
"Keep going, Light." She said through pants. I could still feel it in my stallionhood.
I started moving my hips upward, holding on to her with my arms.
I kept this up for a few more seconds before I came. Fluttershy yelled and I felt myself empty into her.
Before I could do anything, I passed out. Before I did, I noticed my muscles felt like they were on fire.
About an hour later
I woke up to somepony shaking me.
"Light, Light wake up." I heard a voice say. It sounded familiar.
I opened my eyes and let my head clear for a minute. I could barely move my arms and legs.
I looked over to see Fluttershy staring down at me, still naked.
"Light, thank Celestia you are awake." She leaned down and hugged me.
"What happened?" I asked her.
She let go of me. "After you finished, you passed out. All I could do was roll you into a comfortable position." She explained.
"I do not think I can move." I told her.
"That's what I was afraid of. You weren't ready for that. You're completely exhausted." She said.
I sighed. I was angry with myself. I tried moving again, but could not. All I could move was my head.
"You need to get something in your system. I'll go make you something to eat." She said.
"Get dressed first." I told her. She looked down at herself.
"Alright, that would be a good idea." She said.
I leaned my head back on to the pillow and closed my eyes.
"What about the mess?" I asked her.
"I already took care of it." She said.
As I was laying down, listening to Fluttershy get dressed, I thought of sister. Where was she?
"Where is sister?" I asked her. I heard Fluttershy stop moving.
"She couldn't come. She had something that she just couldn't get away from." Fluttershy told me.
"Can you send her a letter?" I asked. I really wanted to see sister.
"Why do you need her?" She asked. Her voice had very weird tones in it.
"I want to see sister." I told her.
She sighed. "I'll try, but I don't know if she will respond. She was really busy last time I talked with her."
"Thank you."
I heard her walk out of the room.
Fluttershy's POV
I was panicking. I wouldn't be able to keep up this thin facade much longer. He knew his sister far better than I did. There's no way that I could write a letter impersonating her. He would see right through it. Or think something was wrong. If I didn't give him anything, he would want to go back to the city and find her. I couldn't win.
I would have to tell him, but when? And how?
I made my way downstairs and to the kitchen. I made him an easy to eat meal filled with nutrients. Mostly of cut up fruit and vegetables. His mouth would tire too quickly with most meat and I didn't really have the time to cook.
I brought it upstairs to him along with some water.
"Here you go." I helped him sit up and started helping him eat.
"Thank you." He said inbetween bites. I just nodded.
Friday (January 20th)
"I don't want you doing this, Light. Your muscles are still too weak." Fluttershy told me.
"I do not care. I will do this and you can not stop me." I told her.
I wanted to do my usual chores around the house. Most of it was lifting and carrying heavy objects to where they needed to go. After that, I usually helped feed some of the animals.
I bent my knees and grabbed one of the feed bags for the chickens. I tried standing, but the bag was heavy. I pulled as hard as I could. Soon, I could feel the bag lift with me.
I made my way over to the chicken coop. I made it halfway before my arms gave out on me and I dropped the feed bad.
I fell to my hands and knees. I tried getting back up, but I could not stay on my hooves for long before I fell back down.
I felt Fluttershy's hands on me.
"I am fine." I told her. I did not mean for my voice to sound angry.
"Come on, I'll get your cane." She said. She went into the house and grabbed my cane. She handed it to me and I used it to stand up. I could feel myself shaking as I supported myself on the cane.
I walked over to the house with Fluttershy.
"I am sorry for being angry. I was not angry at you." I apologized.
"I know. You are frustrated because you can't do the things you used to." She said. I nodded and sighed.
We walked into the house.
Tuesday (January 24th); Night
Fluttershy and I were in her bed together. We had not mated since last time.
I wanted to prove to her that I could do it. But she would not give me a chance. She was always really tired or did not feel good. Tonight would be different.
We were tangled up in our sleeping position.
I moved my hand down her back and towards her butt. I stroked it and then went to her marehood.
"Light, no." I heard Fluttershy whisper. I did not stop. I kept stroking it, trying to make her ready.
"Light, I said no." She said again in her normal voice.
I would not stop. I would prove myself.
"Light, stop!" I heard her yell. It did not sound very loud but it was still a yell from her. I stopped.
"I know what you are trying to do." She reached up and stroked my face. "But we can't. Look what happened last time; and you haven't made a lot of progress in your physical therapy. You're driving yourself too hard. If you keep up like this, you'll just make it worse. Do you understand?" She asked me.
I nodded. I could feel tears in my eyes. I was useless to her like this. I had no place next to her.
She reached up and kissed me.
"I will help you through this. It will take a while, but you can do it. I love you and nothing will make me happier than seeing you healthy again."
I pulled her close to me. I wanted to know she was right next to me.
Saturday (January 28th)
"Come on Light. This will be good for you." Fluttershy told me.
"It's too close to night. If we do it, we will be caught outside." I told her. I would do almost anything to get better; but I would not stay outside when the moon was in the sky.
"Please Light?" She asked. She was pulling me towards the door. I tried to stop, but I could not.
I sighed and walked with her out the door. I still took my cane in case. I had not needed it a lot recently but I had not gone on a walk since I woke up.
We went down the path and into town. My legs were starting to get tired when we reached sugar cube corner. I told Fluttershy and she nodded.
"Let's go a little bit farther. Then we can head back, alright?" She asked. I nodded and we walked more into town.
We stopped at the purple maned mares house, who I learned was named Twilight. Fluttershy and Twilight talked for a few minutes. When we left, Fluttershy had a book with her on fables.
"Why do you have that book?" I asked her.
"I like to read the stories in it. Most of them are about animals doing extraordinary things." She explained.
I just nodded.
We started on the way back to the cottage, but before we got to the path leading to it, Fluttershy pulled me on to a different path.
She had a very serious look on her face while she pulled me along. "Light, I need you to trust me. Can you do that?" She asked me.
"Why would I not trust you?" I asked her.
"Can you do that?" She asked again. I nodded. She smiled and started pulling me along even faster.
We found a clearing soon with a statue in it.
"What is tha-" When I could see what the statue was, my legs stopped working and so did my mind.
I did not know why I was so afraid of the pony statue but I could not stop myself from freezing.
"Light, it's just a statue from a story that has been completed. It had a happy ending." I heard Fluttershy say, far away.
I could not stop staring. I felt hands on my cheeks. Fluttershy then filled my sight.
"Light, calm down. Nightmare moon can't hurt anypony. She doesn't exist anymore." I did not hear anything after Nightmare moon. When she was done, I turned away from her and galloped. I did not get far before my leg gave out on me. It hurt so much, I yelled.
So many things were happening at once. I could not think at all and my thoughts felt like they were water being played in by a foal.
I heard noise around me but could not tell what it was. My eyes saw things all around me. Scary things.
I looked around for somepony, but I could not find anypony. Then I saw the statue again. I backed away on my hands and hooves as best I could until my back hit something. The pain in my leg seemed very small now.
As I looked at the statue, it looked like it grew. It soon was as big as I was, then bigger. Then it stepped off the pedestal.
I turned around and found a wall in my way. I pushed as hard as I could and broke through. I started limping away. Then, something hit me. I grabbed it and tried to push it out of the way.
I gripped it as hard as I could and pulled. It soon came out of the ground. I limped forward again but fell. The pain in my leg was back and it was much worse.
I looked behind me and saw the statue right behind me. It raised its sword up and brought it down. I yelled.
"Light!" I heard somepony yell.
There was something around me neck.
"Light!" I heard it again. It was easier to hear. It sounded like a mare's.
"Light, I need you to come back to me." I heard a whole sentence this time.
I tried to follow it. It kept saying things and I got closer. Soon, I felt like I was in my body again.
"Light, baby, please. Come back to me. I'm so, so sorry. I'm sorry. I thought that if I was there with you, you might be able to get over it. Please...come back." I heard somepony say. It sounded familiar.
I opened my eyes and saw the night sky. I could not find the moon.
I felt something on my chest and my shirt was wet. When I moved my head, my eyes felt cold. I could see something bright on my chest, moving.
"Light, please. I need you to come back to me."
"Fluttershy?" I asked. I did not understand.
Fluttershy looked up at me and leaped forward as best she could. She kissed me and I could feel her tears on my face.
When she broke the kiss, she kept her forehead on mine.
"What happened?" I asked her. Something felt wrong. My hands really hurt and so did my leg.
"You panicked and ran through the forest. You smashed through a tree and then ran into a sign. You tore it out of the ground and then collapsed. I thought you had another attack." She explained. She was still crying.
"I had never seen you like that. So full of fear. I didn't know it was that bad. If I had, I would never have tried to help you get rid of it." She said out of the blue.
"You..." My head hurt and my heart felt tired. I remembered something. "You... called me baby." I told her.
"What?" She took her forehead off of mine and opened her eyes. She looked confused.
"You...called me baby." I told her again.
"I did?" She seemed to be confused.
"Oh, that. I'm sorry, it just slipped out. It's called a pet name." She said. "How are you feeling?" She asked before I could ask her more.
"My heart feels tired and I think I have a headache." I explained to her. "Can we please go back to your cottage?"
"I think that would be the best thing right now." She got off of me and helped me to my feet. I picked up my cane and we started walking. We passed the pole I had pulled out of ground and I could see my fingers in the metal.
"Light, you said the cottage was mine. Do you not think of it as yours also?" She asked me when we were halfway to her cottage.
"Your house is not mine. It is yours." I told her.
"Light, the cottage is ours. We share it. It's both your home and mine." She said.
"Alright." I answered. I was too tired at the moment to say any more.
About fifteen minutes later, we were at our cottage.
We went inside and to our bedroom. It felt nice to think of things as ours instead of hers or mine.
When we were in bed I asked Fluttershy a question.
"Why did you bring me out there?"
"I wanted to help you get over your fear. I thought it would be good for you." She said into my chest.
"There was no moon out tonight."
"That's why I tried it tonight. I thought that if it wasn't there, you'd be able to get over your fear more easily."
She had done this on purpose. But she did it to help me. I was confused.
"Has sister's letter come?" I asked her.
"Not that I know of. I'm sorry, Light. She must be really busy." Fluttershy sounded like she wanted to cry. She was shaking as well.
"Are you alright?" I asked her.
"I'm fine. Good night, Light." She said.
"Good night." I told her. Something was wrong. Fluttershy was worried.
