p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Early Febuary 2012 (Part 1)/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I got off the plane to see my beautiful baby girl and my gorgeous boyfriend standing there waiting for me. Ava was sat on Sauli's shoulders and as soon as she saw me she started bouncing and waving enthusiastically. I saw Sauli grimace as soon as she started bouncing. That mustn't be very good for his back. Poor baby. I'll have to give him a back rub later /I walked over to them and lifted Ava off my lovers shoulders and put her onto my hip, kissing her /Sauli stood on his tip toes so that he could reach my lips in order to kiss /"I missed you so much baby." I whispered against his /"You missed me the mostest though! Right dad?" Ava yelled excitedly into my ear." Of course I missed you the moistest baby." I said kissing her temple /I shifter Ava onto my other hip then grabbed Sauli's hand and he led us to the /"Dad can you please sit in the back next to me?" My baby girl asked me as I buckled her into her car /"Sure sweetheart." I told her."br /I kissed Sauli quickly on the lips before walking around to the other side of the car and hopping in the back seat next to /"Can I hold your hand all the way home dad? I really missed you lots and lots."br /I reached over and grabbed Ava's tiny little hand. I then leant over the front console and turned on the radio. The three of us sung along to pop hits all the way /"So what did you guys do while I was in Germany?" I asked during /We got home around 4 pm and Sauli started on dinner straight away. It was hard adjusting to dinner being at 5pm but with Ava's bed time being so early it was necessary. br /"We went to Tommy's house and built a giant castle." She stretched her arms out as far as they could go to show me just how large the castle /"Then we played fairy tale and Isa was the King and I was the princess and Tommy was the talking pet guard dragon. But it's okay cause he was friendly to all the people that lived inside the castle so he wouldn't have blowed fire at me or Isa." She told me thinking she was reassuring any worries she assumed I /"Well that's good because I would hate for either of you to get hurt." I said /"I'm all finished." Ava told us pointing at her empty bowl. br /"Good girl for eating it all." Sauli told her /Fuck he has the most gorgeous grin. I'm the luckiest son of a bitch to be with someone as perfect as /Once we had tucked Ava into her bed and sung her to sleep Sauli and I began our nightly routine. All though it wasn't the usual time that the two of us would go to bed but I was really tired and Sauli, being the angel that he is, offered to lie with me until I fell asleep. Seriously though, how did I manage to get such a perfect fucking boyfriend? I swear to God he is truly the most amazing and kind hearted person I have ever known. br /"Was the label upset that you cancelled the promotional tour?" Sauli asked me as I was removing my /I was only wearing some concealer and eye-liner as it was just an airport day so I didn't need anything /"They were upset but they understood. My family needs to come first right now. And when I tell my fans about Ava I know they'll understand too." I assured my /I threw the make-up wipes into the trash and then grabbed my toothbrush. br /"How are you planning on telling your fans about Ava anyway?" He asked /I paused brushing my teeth in order to /"The label wants me to do a very controlled, boring, all the lines fed to me so I can't screw up, press conference. But I want to introduce her properly. I want to introduce them to her the same way that she was introduced to me. You know. I don't think it would be fair to the fans to do a force fed press conference." I told him /I began brushing my teeth again when I felt two arms rap around my /"I love you." Sauli told me spinning me around so that I was facing /His hands crept down my back until he was cupping my ass. I took the toothbrush out of my mouth and he started leaning /"Sauli babe, my mouth is full of toothpaste. We're not going to kiss." I told him /Despite my complaints he pecked me on the lips /"I have full faith that you will make the right decision and do what's right for you Adam." He said before letting me go and heading to bed so that I can finish up my /Once finished I crawled under the bed covers and snuggled up next to my love. He hitched one leg up draping it around my waist. His arm lay across my chest, bent at the elbow so that he could play with my hair. My eyes started to droop and I could feel myself falling asleep. Right as I was about to drift off there was a knock at the bedroom door. br /"Yeah sweetheart?" Sauli called outbr /"Dads can I sleep with you?" Ava asked so quietly I was barely able to hear /We both quickly reached under our pillows and grabbed the sleep pants that we kept there for Ava situations and pulled them on as Sauli called out to /"Of course my angel. Come in."br /Ava climbed onto the bed and crawled in between Sauli and /I kissed her head then leaned over and pecked Sauli on the lips before falling into a deep /Ava started to violently shake in front of /"Ava!" I screamed reaching out to /But I couldn't reach her. I tried to walk forward, to hold her in my arms but my legs refused to move. Her body began to deform. Her hair became short and blonde she began to age and grow taller and then her features became more masculine. It was the freakiest fucking thing I had ever seen in my life. After a good few minutes of her morphing I found myself looking into the eyes of /"Dad." Tommy said but Ava's voice came /He began to repeat it over and over but I didn't respond. Not even once. I couldn't, I was in complete shock. What the fuck was happening. Where was my daughter?br /"Wake up dad!" Tommy yelled at /My eyes fluttered open and I saw Ava's face about an inch from my face. br /"Good morning." She said /It's just a dream. Thank God. I don't think I've ever been so happy to see my daughter. br /"Isa and I made you breakfast in bed dad." She said sounding extremely excited with a gigantic grin plastered on her /"Oh wow. I'm so proud of you Ava." I /I sat up and looked over to the bedside table. On it was a plate that had spinach scrambled eggs and two pieces of semi burnt toast with butter on them. For the whole week since I've been home they've made me breakfast in bed every single day and it's never been the same twice. br /"I toasted the toast all by myself." She said sounding so proud while bouncing up and down on her knees net to /"She was very helpful." Sauli told /He sat down next to me on the bed and gave me a short and sweet kiss good /"Mmmm. Morning love." I /I began picking at my breakfast, nervous about what I had to do today. Going behind my labels back and introducing Ava to my fans my way is what's best though. Unfortunately it doesn't make it any less scary. But my fans are good to me. I wouldn't be anywhere without them. I owe it to them to introduce her authentically. I want my fans to not just see her but to really know her. I got a forkful of the eggs and put it onto the corner of the toast before taking a /"Is it yummy dad?" Ava asked me /"It's delicious." I told /After breakfast we got dressed then the three of us cuddled on the couch in the lounge and watched Finding Nemo. Sauli was sat next to me cuddling into my side, my left arm firmly around his shoulders. Ava was curled up on my knee cuddling into my chest. I placed my right arm around her waist. Once the movie was finished we got our stuff together, got in the car and I drove them to the concert venue for sound /Once we arrived Ava ran straight up to Tommy and gave him the biggest hug possible, then went around and quickly hugged the rest of the band members. I smiled at the scene. I couldn't be happier that she got along so well with the band. I looked over to Sauli expecting to see an identical smile on his pretty lips but instead I saw a worried look on his face. Maybe he was just nervous about the show today. I walked over to him, wrapped my arms around his waist and pecked his lips. br /"Everything's going to be fine." I promised /He relaxed in my arms and I kissed him once /"Come on love birds. Let's practice!" Isaac shouted at us from across the rehearsal /"Okay, calm your tits!" I told him stepping away from Sauli and heading to the mic /"Better than I know myself from the top." I announced loud enough that everyone could hear /Sauli and I talked about it and decided that I would bring Ava out during my debut of Broken English. We agreed that it just felt right to introduce her with that song because it is about the mental bond that ties the two of us together so it's only right to use it to show the physical bond that ties the two of us together. We all went to our places and began the /I ended up getting really nervous when the outdoor concert space began to fill. I really hoped my fans love Ava as much as my love and I do. I don't know how I would take it if they didn't. After I finished Trespassing I took a deep /"Hey guys. I have a new song for y'all." I announced to the /All my fans screamed in /"I will be preparing one of the songs on the album that I wrote. It's called Broken English."br /The screams from the audience got even louder and I heard a lot of people shouting out Sauli's name. I guess the title sorta makes it obvious as to what it's /"There is a very special reason that I am premiering this song now." I told /"Sauli and I recently took a huge step forward in our relationship and we would really like to share it with you."br /They screamed louder than I had ever heard fans scream before. From the words I could pick out everyone in the crowd assumed Sauli and I are engaged. While they were all coming to false conclusions in regards to my announcement the stage crew brought out two stools for Ava and I to sit on. They placed her tiny, kid size guitar next to her /"Can Sauli play guitar?" I heard someone from the audience call /"Well the guitar is the right size for him." Someone else shouted as a /I looked to the wings where my two favourite people were standing and nodded at Sauli to bring Ava out. I watched as Sauli nervously grabbed Ava's hand. He took a large, deep breath before walking onto stage with her. Ava sat down on the stool and looked out to the audience, who looked very confused at the sight of Ava, but she refused to let go of Sauli's /"I don't want you to go Isa. I want to be next to both of you." She told him with big puppy dog /Sauli looked over to the crew pleadingly and luckily they figured out what the problem was and brought out a stool for him too. So we all sat in a line, with Ava in between the two of us. Ava finally let go of Sauli's hand so that she could pick up her guitar from next to her stool and place it on her knee. I could tell she was scared so I leant down and whispered in her /"It's gonna be okay sweetheart. They're gonna love you and you're gonna be amazing."br /"Thanks dad. Thanks Isa." She /"Guys, this is Ava." I told the /There were quite a few greetings called out to her from my fans and a heck of a lot of excited /"Late last year Sauli and I made the decision to adopt a child. So a month ago we went to an orphanage and came home with Ava. She's amazing and I hope you will all love Ava as much as we do."br /And with that the band started playing, Ava following their lead. I looked over to my family before smiling and singing the first line of Broken English./p