Show me my way

Next Day….

Randy was awake already. It must have been past 5 am but he couldn't even close his eyes. The scene he had seen hours ago broke his heart, broke his dreams, and broke everything he used to think about that amazing angel, as he loved to call her. No, she had nothing to do with angels. She was nothing like he thought she was. Seeing her there, all naked with a towel around her, and finding Dave with no clothes on, he didn't need any more explanation. Words were worthless. He was now all alone, back home, with thousands of thoughts and a shattered heart. What will happen now that his life turned the back on him and bit him in the cruelest way ever? He felt like the air became breathless, everything around him was wrong. Barbie, his Barbie wasn't like that. She couldn't have betrayed him, not her. But what he saw left any words unnecessary. He felt a warm tear rolling his tired cheek but he wiped it quickly. No more tears for women. To hell with love, love was for weak men. He wasn't weak. He was strong, he had fame, fans and there were million of women around the world that would do anything just to be in his bed right that very moment. He didn't need Barbara Blank; she was just like the others. She was cheap; he needed a woman with class and dignity. He stood up leaving the warm sheets on the floor.

10 Hours. 10 hours had passed since she had been raped and since he left her. 10 hours since Dave, once again ruined her dreams, her life, her peace. These hours will soon became days even months. What will she do now? Nothing made sense for her anymore. She felt dirty, disgusted, humiliated but more than that, she felt empty. She felt empty of trust, of support, of love. He believed what he had seen, nothing else. He didn't even listen to her, didn't even look at her. He treated her like she actually could have done that to him. God, how much that hurt her. Randy was the only man in the world she would give her life for; she wanted him and only him.

~~~ Flashback~~~~

"Randy… this is not what it looks. Let me explain, please!" Kelly said quickly through the tears and sobbing.

"Oh c'mon Barbie, don't try to cover this up now. Randy, man I'm sorry you had to find it out this way but... this happens between me and her for a while now. Tell her baby, c'mon. Cheer up!" Dave said with a smirk as he finished dressing up.

"Shut up, it's not true. Randy, you have to believe me, he rapped me. The door was opened when he entered and I thought it was you. I was just getting out of the shower when he-". But she didn't finish because an uncontrolled Randy grabbed the small glassy table in front of the bed and threw it away broking everything around.

"I don't wanna her anything! You get out of this room right now or I break your fucking neck! NOW!" Randy yelled at Dave who just walked passed him, kissed Kelly's cheek and walked out. Kelly moved out of the way and tried one more time to say something but Randy didn't let her. She had never seen so much range in his eyes, never. "And you, from this moment, you're free to live your romance with that jerk. You didn't need to do this behind my back, Barbara. You should, at least, have the guts to say it in my face! For God's sake Barbara I loved you. I gave you all my trust and you broke it. You fucking broke it!" He yelled in tears and Kelly just kneeled crying.

"Please listen to me Randy. I swear on my life I didn't lie to you. He made all this up. He rapped me, Randy!" She burst in tears, crying harder and harder. Randy walked passed her and grabbed some luggage as he started packing his things up. "I won't stay here anymore to remember this. Finding the woman I love, my woman, in my bed with…him? Too bad I let this happen to me, Barbara, too bad I met you. I'll regret it my entire life! Just… stay out of my way. I don't ever wanna see you again." Randy snapped as he grabbed the bag and left the room slamming the door, leaving Kelly lying on the floor crying all her pain out.

~~~ End of flashback~~~

But the feeling of him rejecting her, him not even listening to her side of the story simply killed her. She might have been alive but inside, Barbie Blank had died on the moment Randy left out that door.

John was so nervous that he couldn't control the smile on his face. A big bright smile was stoned on his face ever since he woke up. It's been days since he barely let out a fake smile, but that morning he was smiling from the bottom of his heart. He looked in the mirror and besides bruises that Morrison left on his face, he saw the same shining eyes he had before everytime he was going to meet Melina. Well, in that day, he was going to see her again. He grabbed his car keys and the big bouquet of burgundy roses, those that Melina loved so much and walked out. He was so nervous and worried at the same time. The feeling of seeing the woman he loves warmed the guilty feeling he has had ever since Melina disappeared. He was ready to make Melina remember everything about her and about them. Step but step he was going to be there for her, to support and help her figure it out who she is who her friends are and also… who is the love of her life. He remembered one more time Morrison's words about how much Melina loved John and he couldn't stop a tear to roll down. All that he was getting though with that love for Melina, trying hard to deny it, Melina, on her side, was going trough it too. He wanted so much to tell her how much he loved her, every day and every single night, she was there in his dreams, but he knew that moment will come sooner or later. Suddenly he found himself already walking on the hospital's hallway. He knew very well where his Melina was and he didn't want to waste much time on the way. He knocked three times then walked in, feeling his heart beating so loud that he could barely hear a thing.

There she was. So beautiful, now with no bandage on her head, her raven curled hair was hanging on her perfect shoulders. She was already awake and when she turned her head to him, meeting his cerulean eyes, she felt it again, that feeling inside her, those butterflies flying and her heart beating accelerated. John stood in the doorway paralyzed. It was like he saw an angel, and hypnotized made a few steps inside, not leaving the eyes contact.

"Hey…" Melina's low voice had been heard. "It's you again." She smiled a little.

"Good morning. Yeah well I wanted to see how you are. Here, these are for you." He leaded the bouquet to her, and she took it watching them concern. "What's wrong? You don't like them?"

"No, of course I do. I love them. I just tried to figure it out where have I seen these flowers before." Melina said and put them on the little table near her.

"These are your favorite. They are called roses." John smiled and set on the chair, very close to her. "How are you?" He asked with a gentle voice, watching every feature of her face. She had a pale tan, but her features that made her so adorable were still very prominent.

"I'm better now. My head doesn't hurt anymore and doctor said in 2 or 3 days I'll go back home. I don't know where that is but I'm happy though. It's boring here." She giggled. John couldn't help but smile too. "You're John, right? You came with the other two some days ago." John nodded, happy to see that she remembered him. "The blonde woman, Kelly, came yesterday to see me. She's very kind. She said we're good friends and I guess she's right because I felt she's an honest person." John was listening careful, every word Melina was saying. He wished he could hug her and hold her but he had to handle all those feelings. "And also there was a man who visited me; he had the same name as you." John's smile disappeared. A man with the same name as him? John Morrison obviously.

"What... what did he say to you?" he asked clearing his throat.

"Well I don't remember very much, he said we're good friends and something about an engagement I had with him." Melina said and shrugged watching again the roses. "He's a handsome man, but don't tell him alright?" She laughed and John just smiled, feeling a little bit jealous. He knew he needed all the patience in the world with her but, some things were hurting him. It wasn't easy to see the love of your life not knowing who you are.

"Did you take breakfast yet?" John changed the subject.

Melina nodded. "Yeah, but… food here is horrible." She said and made a face. John laughed.

"You're right. I hate food here too. Hey wanna take a walk outside. It's sunny and it will make you feel a little bit better, what do you say?" John asked with a charming smile. Melina staid a few seconds and stared at him. She felt her cheeks turning red and her heart beating fast again. She nodded quickly and John helped her get out of the bed.

Slowly they started a walk in the hospital's yard. John was holding Melina by her hand and it seemed like she didn't mind it.

"So... tell me more about me, John." She said as they both sit on a bench. John tried to find the right words to begin.

"Alright, well… Your name is Melina Perez, I guess you already know. I met you 10 years ago, and I fell in love with you." He joked. "Well actually you wrestle in WWE, a big wrestling brand. It's your biggest passion and you're the best in this." He continued.

"I already know this, John. Barbie and the other John had already told me all this. I wanna know more about myself. What kind of person I am?" She asked looking in his eyes.

"You're the most honest, sweet and kind person I have ever met. You love people, you love being around people and also you love helping them and being there for them. You're the kind of friend everyone should have. You're easy to be loved and to be appreciated. You were always there for me when I needed a friend and for this I will always be thankful." He said and gave her a little flower from near their bench.

Melina took it and kissed his cheek. "And…tell me. Is it true you're in love with me?"

John looked at her.

End of chapter 12.

Coming up: Melina remembers things, plus Randy and Kelly fall apart. Stay tuned.