Disclaimer: i don't own the TMI series or characters. This is a very important chapter. like VERY important. not too much hate okay? yeah, prepare for tears.

Now read on my Chickadees!

-Alec's POV-

"Magnus!" Luke screamed from the living room. Something was very wrong. I followed Magnus into the living room to find Luke kneeling next to Clary's body. She was so pale she was almost translucent, lying in a pool of her own blood, you could see all her individual veins and I knew she had demon poison in her body. Most of her blood was coming out of the 5 inch gash in her shoulder.

"We need to get her back to the institute, NOW!" I shouted. "You two," I pointed to Jocelyn and Luke. "Are coming with us. Magnus make a portal." He started and I bent down and grabbed Clary. On her thigh, I could tell, is where the demon got her. We all got threw the portal and where at the door to the Institute. I slammed through it and started screaming for help from anyone. We ran up to the infirmary and I set Clary in the bed. She looked even worse, almost like there was no more blood for her to drain out of her body. I couldn't look at her any more so I ran out. I see Jace and Isabelle running down the hallway.

"What the hell happened?" Jace asked. I didn't trust my voice so I simply gestured to the infirmary door. They opened it and Isabelle gave a strangled sob. Jace looked like he was about to die.

"Valentine." I say. Isabelle falls to the ground and I carry her to a couch in the closest room. I sit down next to her, rubbing her back. Jace paces the room and we are in utter silence for what seems like eternity, until Magnus comes in.

-Magnus's POV-

I was trying everything but once her heart stopped I wouldn't stop again. In a last resort I use mundane CPR and her heart starts again and she's breathing. I know it won't stay that way for long but I might as well give the Shadowhunters a chance to stay goodbye. I enter the room with my head hanging. They all look at me for a second then Isabelle burst into tears.

"She's alive right now but it won't be that way for long. You should say your goodbyes now." They all get up and head to the infirmary.

-Isabelle's POV-

This can't really be happening. This must be a dream. She can't be dead! it's not possible! She's too strong for that. Too strong! We walk into the infirmary and see Clary lying on a table. I would have guessed she was dead, if it wouldn't have been for the heart monitor beeping out a jagged rhythm. The tears flow down my face and I look over to Alec who is crying all the same. We met this girl two days ago at a night club, showing us all up, but she still has made the biggest impact on my life, on our lives. Jace has no emotion at all on his face but his eyes show utter sadness and terror. He's really in love with her but she won't be around to hear it. I walk up to her bed and grab her hand. It's so cold, like ice. Jace and Alec leave the room and I'm alone with my dying friend.

"I'm so sorry." I start and instantly start bawling. "This wasn't supposed to happen. You where supposed to become my parabatai, go shopping with me and Magnus, we would've had parties that the whole town would hear about. You would have married Jace and had a little girl or boy that would have called me aunty Izzy. Alec and Magnus would get together because you told Alec to stop being a sissy and suck it up. Maybe one day Simon and I would get married and you would be my maid of honor. Maybe we would even have a kid and you would be the one being called Aunty Clary. Magnus and Alec would adopt a child and we would all be happy. But now….. now you're gone, and I'm going to miss you, forever. You will always have a place in my heart, in all of our hearts. My kids will know about their brave Aunty Clary who save their uncle Magnus and her mother, Jocelyn, form an evil monster. But what I'm worried about is Jace. He won't be able to handle it, losing you. it will tear him apart. He's going to blame himself. Alec, Magnus, Luke, Jocelyn, they are all going to think it was their fault even if the sane part of their brain is telling them there was nothing they could do, I will always be there fault to them. Just… just make sure they do hurt themselves or do something stupid. I'm just so sorry Clary. By the angel, so sorry." I just cry over her body for a minute or two then leave knowing I need to call Simon.

-Alec's POV-

I walk in and I don't say anything. I get on my knees and pray to the angel that she will be fine up in heaven or where ever she will go. If she couldn't live a good like then I want her to be happy in the afterlife. She was a good person, strong too. Never one to back down from a fight. She was my sister in ways Isabelle wasn't. Confronting me about being gay; about Magnus. I promise to get together with him for her. Like she would have wanted. It's the least I could do for her. I know she would be mad at me for blaming myself so I don't. I know it was Valentines fault, that the fucking bastard killed her. I promise I will kill him. I will end his worthless life and watch as the life drains from his eyes. I'm sure Jace will promise the same, but I want you to know.

"Goodbye Clarissa. My sister." I said tears streaming down my face. I set off on my mission to find Magnus. One thing that I can do for her.

-Jace's POV-

"I love you. I know your dead but I also know you can hear me. I have told so many girls that but never once meant it till I met you." I sat at the foot of Clary's bed, I wasn't crying. I hurt too much for that. "You came in and took me down, literary. I know you where the one, but now… I don't think I will ever love again. I will love my family and probably the warlock and vamp but that's it. They are trying to keep Max away, you know. He knows your dead and keeps fighting Robert. You never met Robert did you? he just got home this morning and was excited to meet you. Maryse is upset, but that's only because Max is very mad. Jocelyn I balling and Luke is too. They really wanted to know you. I saw Alec kissing Magnus. I was shocked for a second then I remembered the first night you came and how you put the fearless rune on him. He looks pretty upset. So does Izzy she's I her room talking to Simon on the phone about you. the vamp was crying, too. I can't cry Clary. If I cry I may never stop. They all look at me like I'm insane for not crying and maybe I am but I don't really care. Isabelle was talking about marriage and kids and I couldn't handle it. There's a hole in my wall now. My knuckles are bleeding but don't hurt, they should hurt, right? But they don't. Magnus told me to put a healing rune on but I can't. I need to feel the pain. The only thing is it doesn't hurt. I got you this." I pull out the emerald ring from my pocket. "It was my mothers. Jocelyn gave it to me. My last names not Wayland, by the way, its Herondale. I was raised by Valentine, like you. Stephan and Celine, my mother and father, where killed in the war. Jocelyn still has stuff to tell me, after this." I slip the ring on her left hand fourth finger. "I want you to be buried in it. There's not much left to say. I love you so much. I hope I will see you again. That coward will be dead if it's the last thing I do. I promise on the angel, he and his son will." I lean in and kiss her forehead. I notice even covered in blood you can still smell her strawberry shampoo. I leave with quite footsteps out of the room.

-Jocelyn's POV-

"I have been talking to the people around the institute for a while, getting information on what you personality was like. I heard some great thing from there people. Jace truly loves you. alec and Isabelle too but not in the same way." I looked at the hand and saw Celine's ring on it. It was a perfect fit. "I told him who he really was and he was happy. It surprised me, but then realized he was happy to finally know and would talk about his parents. He looks sad. Not just sad thought. It's hard to explain. I thought you where taken away from me once in your life time but it didn't hurt as bad as this. The only time we spoke you where stopping me from pulling a knife on you, god damn it! Then he shows up and you sacrificed yourself for me. Why? Why did it have to be you? Luke is heartbroken. He had to leave to go see his pack but he didn't want to leave. It has been three hours since Magnus put you on life support. Once he is done talking to you he will take you off. I am so sorry he did this to you. I'm sorry I left you with him to grow up. I love you so much and I,m so sorry." I picked up one of her curls and cut it off with a small dagger. I put it in a bag and put it in my bag with a few pictures Izzy had of her. I was crying so hard I chocked. I ran out of the room and to the truck. I knew I couldn't drive so I sat there, thinking, praying, and damning Valentine to the pits of hell.

-Magnus' POV-

"Little red. I tried. I couldn't do it. I failed you. Alec kissed me, when he found e in the hallway crying. He said he had to, for you. he told me not to blame myself because you would be mad. I told him Okay but I have to be mad at myself. It hurts, red. Jace hurt himself but he can't feel the pain. We all know he will miss you the worst. Max is mad. He hurts too. He keeps screaming you promised. i asked what you promised and he said you said you would see him in the morning, the first night you came here. The kid's a mess. We all are. Please, just please don't be mad at me." I start to stand when I see someone standing in the corner of the room.

"Magnus Bane, high warlock of Brooklyn." Says a deep voice. The figure detaches him from the wall and I recognize him instantly. The angel, Raziel.

"wha- huh-ma- who…. What?" I finally get out. He laughs. Walking over to Clary her study's her. Then her grabs a dagger and swipes it against his palm.

"What are you doing?" I whisper. He moves his palm to Clary's mouth and pours the pooling blood in her mouth. I watch her thought swallow and her heart beat quickens. He takes off the chord attached to her body and picks her up.

"Magnus Bane, you will tell no one of what you saw, do you understand?" I nod. He vanishes into thin air and I fall against the seat. I think I need sleep. I pass out in the chair, thinking of what a night this had been.

Any predictions? Did you think she was actually dead? Did you cry? Do you hate me? the next chapter is Sizzy! i know i said Clace too but if you didn't notice Clary is with the angels. Shes alive but with the angels. Don't forget to Follow and Review and all that jazz!

-Bailey