A.N I DONT OWN THE JONAS BROTHERS
bones sinking like stones
all that we fought for
homes, places we've grown
all of us are done for.
Nick's P.O.V
I walked towards the exit and everything seemed to be flickering. Everyone says that when you die your life flashes before your eyes right? Well I had flashes so I guess It meant my heart had died. Or what was left of it. I had lost. Luke had won. The end, I could see Joe and Stella starring. Stella had her hand to her mouth. I just kept on walking to get away from the pain or to make the visions in my head stop
Macy smiling the first day she sat by me in class. Walking away with a smile on my face when she gave me her number. When we worked together on a project on Genetics cause I was failing and she came over for the first time. On the snow day when we went ice skating and we got hot chocolate and she laughed at me when I had a cream moustasche. Watching her dance when we went out. Rolling around together on the field. The almost kiss.
I closed my eyes in an attempt the keep out the visions but they just kept on coming.
The almost kiss again and again. Her face when Stella called us. Disappointment. The shy smile in the corridor acknowlaging that everything had changed after we had felt that chemistry fizzle between tears on her face when she told me about her Mom and how right it felt to hold her in my arms. Seeing her as she walked in that night. The pain of thinking she had kissed someone else. Looking up and seeing her in the doorway. Her face broken .
"STOP" I shouted "Stop it now" I think I'm going mad. I reached Joe's car and opened it with the spare key. Grabbing the vodka from my bag. I walked over to a bench. The visions were coming faster and faster as I swigged from the bottle
The hatred in her eyes in that biology lesson. The pain in her eyes also. Her singing on stage when I followed her the first time."Not now Nick" Us arguing by streetlamps and watching her drive away with HIM. Seeing her by the street corner all alone and drunk. "This isn't you!" and when she fainted. Carrying her home in my arms. Holding her so tight as if to stop the world from hurting her. The blood. Oh the blood. The pain leaving her face as she slept peacefully. When she said my name during her sleep. The lonliness I felt when she left only a note. The silence in school. and then finally seeing her up on stage tonight. She shone like the star I always knew she was.
I just drank and drank . So fast that I didn't even taste the disgusting aftertaste of the Vodka. I pushed myself off the bench cutting myself on a splinter "Oww" I moaned and looked at where I cut myself on the bench and looked again
MM 3 NL
It struck me that this must have been when she sent me the message about Her not kissing Van Dyke. Oh shit . It was all a mess. Such a mess. Right that was it . Back I go. Back to them. I stumbled into the street on which the club lay. Macy was the first person I saw. "Nick where have you been?" She screamed hitting me on the chest.
Macy P.O.V
Nick looked so shocked and confused when I hit him. I had seen his face after Luke came up to me and he had disappeared "Luke I need to find Nick." Luke looked at me increadulously "Macy I thought we were over Nick". I stared at Luke dead in the face. "I ve never been over Nick" and with that I turned and left and tried to find the boy who broke my heart.
Nick's P.O.V
"Where have you been" She repeated. "Around" I slurred. "ok, I ve come to actually talk to you. I walked away from Luke and everything to find you ok. I don't know what it is but I need you to talk to me right now so we can sort this out . Whatever this is" She said bitterly. I realises that I needed to tell her. I needed to tell her how much I loved her. but there was someone behind Macy who made it impossible
"Macy" Luke said as he placed his hand on her shoulder "Come back with me. Come on" and with that he kissed Macy on the cheek.
A.N i keep saying there is not long left but it just keeps coming! The song at the begining is Dont Panic by Coldplay but Ellie Goulding also does a version Look on you tube:) Heheh thanks for the reviews so appriciative! Hopefully new update tomorrow:) hehe hope you liked the flashbacks:)
