Chapter 12: Edwards weekend with bella

Epov

What just happened. What did I say or do. Crap, crap, crap, I said nothing. I just let her go. I had a great time just seeing her and spending some time with her, even if we didn't talk much. I enjoyed looking at her and seeing her smile. When I went to my room, after Emmett kicked my butt again, I walked past her and had to touch her hair. It was soft and felt nice. She noticed and I smiled at her. I went straight to my room and listened to some music. After a while, I heard footsteps walking up the room. I had on the Plain white T's , because I couldn't find anything else. I thought I heard the footsteps stop and then walk again. What song was playing? Oh yeah, 1,2,3,4. Um, I wonder if she likes that song. I laid down on my bed just thinking about bella and how beautiful she is. I lost my train of thought when I heard the door open. I think someone walked out of Alice's room. I wonder if it is her. I slowly walked out the door and down the stairs. I saw Bella by the window looking out with a glass of water. She turned around and saw me.

"oh I didn't mean to wake you, I couldn't sleep." she says looking at me. I must be a mess.

"Nah, I couldn't sleep either" really I couldn't stop thinking about her.

"uh, do you want to join me outside me for a while then." I could see she wanted me too.

"sure" why not maybe I could get to know her better.

We walked outside, sitting on some table my parents had.

We sat there is silence for a while. I couldn't think of what to say.

"so, you're Alice's friend." what a stupid thing to say.

"yeah, so you're her brother" she just smiled at me. What a beautiful smile.

"yeah" I smile back at her.

I was wondering what Alice whisper in Emmett's ear before he hugged her. Maybe she knew.

"so what did Alice whisper in Emmett's ear before he hugged you" now she looked a little worried.

" I don't know, have to ask her."

"O.k." I have to see what she says. We were silent for a while, enjoying each other's company. I took a few glances at her. She took a few at me.

She started shivering so I went around her and put my arm around her to keep her warm. She leaned in and I put my face in her hair. It smelled really good, like strawberries.

Then her stomach starting moving around me. She looked at me with worry like something just happened. She was getting up but I grabbed her hand. I wanted to know. If she, was she.. I need to ask

"Bella, are you.. Are you.." I couldn't say the last worried.

"Pregnant" she says. Then nods yes. I didn't move, I was in shocked. How can a beautiful girl like her be "Pregnant". I don't know how long I was there before I realized that she was gone. I got up to find her but it was too late she was in Alice's room crying. I wanted to go to her, comfort her, I know her heart was breaking and it was breaking mine. I know I am going to hear about it from Alice tomorrow. I walked away going in my room. laid on my bed just thinking about Bella. I would have to make it up to her somehow.

Next day

"Edward, what did you do to Bella, what did you say to her." I hear Alice yelling in my room from my bed.

I looked at the clock, it read 8 in the morning.

"Alice it's too early, come back in five minutes." I threw the pillow over my head.

She got more mad and grabbed the pillow off my head, hit me with it and pulled my blankets off. I almost fell to the ground.

"Alice what the…"

"what ever you said or did to Bella, you better fix it. She is crying in my room saying she wants to go home. She couldn't explain why but all I understood was "Edward knows, didn't say anything, hurt, broken" so what ever you did. FIX IT AND I MEAN NOW" she was red in the face by this time.

My heart was breaking more, I sighed and said I will try.

Alice left to go comfort Bella. I walked over to her room and was going to knock when I heard her crying more. She was crying and talking at the same time. I could hear her say

"Edward felt the baby move, ask if I am pregnant, I nodded and he said nothing"

Then Alice said, "oh don't worry about my brother, he is just a jerk"

Crap now I feel worse. I knocked on the door and ask if I can come in.

"NO" I heard Bella yell.

I heard Alice come to the door and walk out.

"it's not a good time Edward. She is just a little upset. Give it a while before you to talk to her" this time Alice was calmer.

I went back to my room and thought of a way to make Bella happy. I stayed in my room for I don't know how long. I kept playing music for a while. I put on Carolina Liar on and heard "show me what I am looking for". (A/N that song was playing on the tv and I really like it). It's a good song. I think I was wrapped up in it when I heard someone knocking.

"can I come in" I hear my mom on the other side.

"sure" I wasn't up to talking but I had no choice.

My mom comes in with lunch in hand, bringing it to me. Dang I missed lunch.

"here everyone ate and left for a while. I figure you could eat" she says a little sad.

"Thanks mom, I forgot it was lunch already.

She hands me my food but I put it on the table. Unable to eat.

"what happened between you and Bella?" she asked concerned

"I don't know, I asked her if she was pregnant, she nodded and left me looking shocked. I didn't know what to say. I am such an idiot. By the time I realize what she said, she was gone and crying" now I think tears where coming in my eyes.

My mom came gave me a hug. "do you like her? I mean really like her?"

I nodded, she seemed pleased. "she has been through a lot. Give her sometime to explain. If you really like her, then you will wait until she comes around but for now, you need to eat."

She grabs the plate and hands it to me again. I smiled at her and took a bite just to make her happy .When she walks out, I put the plate down.

I sat there trying to think of something to make Bella realize that no matter what, I will be there to help her. I want to be with her, to hold her hand, help through this, to be everything she needs. There is only one thing I can do and I hope it works.

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