I know I haven't barely mentioned if she either had a vision or not. But I swear, I'll say it in the next chapter. I'm sorry if theirs mistakes or grammer problems, I'v noticed them when I read my story. lol.
Well, like I always, I WILL mention about the pack. lol. but I'm sorry, they'll be new characters. I hate myself for doing this, but there will be no Quil, no Sam, and no Seth, and the others. I know, I'm sorry. But I'll give you a surprise. If you know, if It's surprising to you.
Edward had expected her to panic or even a scream. But she didn't, she just simply stood there. As she snapped out of her trance, she smiled, embarrassingly and rocked her brother back and forth. Edward watched her, curiously, studying, confused. Jacob glanced at Edward, which they shared for a moment until Emmett nudged Edward on the side. Emmett narrowed his eyes, curiously, at his brother. But Edward did nothing nor did he say anything. He started up the stairs, feeling the cold eyes from Kyle. But he ignored them, invisibly smirking. Bella watched him as he walked to her and stood in front of her. He gestured to her room, and she nodded. Setting Ewan down, holding his hand, they entered Bella's room. They moved to the bed, Bella went to pick him up, but Ewan struggled and got away .Edward chuckled, causing Bella to blush, fiercely.
Edward held up his hands to Ewan. Ewan smiled but cautiously climbed in Edward's arms. Edward spun him around; he yelped in excitement and Edward gently and carefully threw him on the bed. Ewan giggled. Edward held up his hands, lurking toward the young boy. Ewan shrieked in excitement. Suddenly, Edward's hands attacked Ewan's stomach, tickling him. Ewan shrieked, and laughed. As Bella watched, a smile tugged on his face. He was so good with kids. Bella could have never guessed someone like him would've been a great big brother. He had only said that he and Renesemee were adopted and that Renesemee was a year young than him. But then again, he never said that he was one of those big brothers who put on that protective sibling mode.
Before Edward could get his hands on Ewan again, Ewan jumped out of bed, and ran to her sister. "Bewwa, help me!" He ran behind her, locking his arms around her legs. Bella began to stumble, by the balance as her brother held on. From then on, Edward, Ewan and Bella laughed, smiled, chatted, while the teens tried to get Ewan in bed. Her father would put on a fit if he knew she let him stay up this late. And even if she tried to tell him excuses meaning real excuses, Charles would get trapped into the cuteness of Ewan and Bella would get grounded.
Edward couldn't help but notice how his mind couldn't get the fact that Bella had a vision about her brother. She seemed perfectly calm. Did she really have a vision?
Bella gave a small peck to Ewan on his forehead, and then whispered "Goodnight" Ewan crossed his arms, tightly over his chest and glared at his big sister. Bella giggled, and then gave him another kiss before going to the door. Edward watched from the hallway, leaning on the wall as Bella smiled and waved to her brother. Just when Bella closed the door, Edward heard a small yawn from inside Bella's room and almost abruptly Ewan went to sleep.
"Finally." Bella exclaimed, quietly. Edward smiled. As they headed downstairs, Edward noticed that Renesemee, Jacob and Emmett had left, leaving Alice and Kyle in the house. Edward entered the small living room, following Alice that stood up from the chair and went to the other room. Bella watched curiously, and then went to the kitchen.
What happened to her today?
She took out a bottle of water from the fridge, and chugged half of it. Without warning, a pang hit her side. Wincing, she fell to the ground causing the water to splatter across the room. She held her head, her other hand clamped on her side. Her head started to pound. She tasted metallic.
You are my life now.
Everything seemed to flash by. She gripped on the edge of the counter, weakly standing.
So the lion fell in love with the lamb.
A hand gripped on her arm, pulling her up. She looked back to see who it was. Kyle.
What a stupid lamb.
Behind him stood Edward and Alice.
What a sick masochistic lion.
Moments past. Silence had filled the room, deafening their ears. Bella pulled away from Kyle's grip. She moved to the table, dropping on the chair. Those were voices she had heard. But she had just got rid of them. Why had she suddenly heard them again?
"Bella?" Kyle said.
She glanced at the clock and saw that it was almost four in the morning. "All of you should go, my dad's going to be here this afternoon and I need to clean up."
"We'll help." Kyle insisted.
"No," She whispered. "It's- ....It's alright."
When they left, Bella started to clean. It wasn't a mess but she just felt like cleaning. It always helped her, when she had a lot on her mind. The next time she looked at the clock it was nine and the house was completely clean. When Ewan woke up it was almost eleven. Bella made him breakfast, waiting for him to finish his food. Then he took a bath, and dressed. Just as Ewan and Bella were washed, dressed and fed, Charles was home. Bella warned Ewan before, that if he told anything to their father about the Cullens' or even Kyle about coming over, he was dead. But she had forgotten to mention about when she put him to sleep when it was almost four. Charles had a fit for a moment but didn't mention about Bella being grounded. And she prayed he would forget about it.
Days went by; she hasn't spoken to the Cullens' and so to Kyle. It was as if they had never existed for her. But she never meant to ignore them as they tried to speak to her. But they were strangers now, not her friends. She didn't understand why but she couldn't be near anyone not even her father or brother.
She mostly stayed in her room for hours and only came out for school and food. School seemed to go by much faster. She buried herself in her work, quickly finishing and leaving just as the bell rang. She completely ignored Edward who sat beside her in Biology. He mostly did the work, when she sat there, quietly. She only spoke to him about the date of the day or even a question she couldn't understand but the rest, nothing happened.
As Edward watched from a far, she looked pained and scared. What was happening to her?
Now it started to be weeks and she was now the school loner. Everyone except the teachers ignored her. No one said anything to her. She was completely alone. Kyle had seemed to move on from her, and went back to his friends. As for the Cullens' and Hales', they didn't ignore her but they didn't speak to her either. They watched her from time to time; sometimes Emmett, Jasper or Edward had guarded her house to keep Mathayus away from her. None had heard from him since the time at Bella's house.
Now it was the end of November, everyone was getting ready for tests and exams. Stressed had occurred the whole school, only the Cullens' and Hales' didn't seem bothered. Bella studied quietly in her room, she had half her homework done on the table while she searched the meaning of the equation on the floor for her math homework. Edward and the others didn't bother studying; they all knew the answers anyways and besides they did this test about a century ago.
As Bella's mind wandered she couldn't help but think about the time when the Cullens' were here in her house. Right after Ewan had woken up. What happened? She just suddenly spaced out, like she was about to have another black out or something. It usually went like that, and then the pang in her head and sides but nothing else happened. Was something wrong with her?
As Bella finished her homework, she closed all her books and stacked them on her desk. She moved across the room, walking down the stairs and to the living room. She saw her father, speaking on the phone while Ewan played with his toy cars.
"...I know chief, but my daughter isn't in the right condition to be alone with my son for the whole week." Charles said, pacing around the room. "Yes... yes... I know... excuse me." He placed his hand over the phone. "Bella could you make something for Ewan?" She nodded and went to the kitchen. She pulled out a carton of Kraft Diner, and boiled water. As she went back to the living her father was still on the phone. "Yes, Chief. I know. No Chief, I'm sorry. But- .....Yes I know." He sighed and closed the phone.
"What's going on?" She said.
"There was a murder in Port last night, the Chief insisted that I should come investigate with her with the others, but I told her that I couldn't leave you guys." She stuffed her hands in her sweater pocket, and leaned on the wall. "Besides, I miss you two." Bella grinned. The phone began to ring, Charles sighed and picked up. "Hello?"
Bella winced, feeling a pang on her head. You are my life now.
"Mr. Cullen?" Charles said, confused then smiled. "Yes, yes, Bella's here." He held up the phone to her. She paused, wondering what would happen. She hasn't spoken to him for weeks, needless to say he hadn't spoken to her either.
"Tell him to leave a message."
As November ended, December came. Exams tortured the school. She nailed the history exam and the biology test but she didn't know if she passed the Math exam. But something bothered her most, the winter formal dance that was happening this Friday. She would rather be dead than go there, but Edward had caught her once about her staring at the flyers on the walls. She expected him to ask her, but it had been two days later and he hadn't said anything. It wasn't like her to imagine herself going to the dance and enjoy herself, but it didn't hurt though.
She closed her car door, pulling her bag over her shoulder. She began to walk to the school when she tripped. Her hands and knees hit the floor first, then the rest of her body. Luckily no one was around to see her fall; she sat down ignoring the fact that her ass would be wet. Tears streamed down her face. It wasn't from the fall, she was use to the pain it wasn't something new for her to stumble or fall on her own two feet. It was the pain inside her. The shearing pain in her head and the voices. And even the black outs. Her father had insisted on taking her to see Mr. Cullen, Carlisle, Edward's father for tests. But she didn't go; she would rather not know what was happening to her than risk seeing Edward.
She finally got up after the first bell rang. She grabbed her bag from the floor and slowly went to the school. She opened the front door weakly, entering the school. She took time down the hall, moving toward her locker. She opened it, and put her bag in.
"Some fall you had in the parking lot." She turned around and Renesemee had walked by. Renesemee vanished around the corner, leaving Bella isolated in the hallway. The two periods before lunch, flew by blurrily. As she came out from the girls' locker room, she rubbed her arm from the fall in gym she had. She arched her back and stretched. She winced at the pain in her muscles.
She tied her hair back into a rough bun, and threw her gym clothes in her locker. Luckily, she hadn't bothered to run in gym, she wasn't sweaty but she did smell like sweat from the locker room odour that stuck on her clothes. She closed her locker, and left to go to the cafeteria but a hand on her shoulder stopped her. She turned around and Alice stood before her.
"Edward said you needed this. He said you forgot it in Bio yesterday." She gave her a note book and Edward's writing that said her name and Biology. She took it. Alice grinned, emotionlessly then turned and left. Bella wanted to call her out but she said nothing. Was her isolating herself causing the Cullens' and the Hales' and even Kyle to hate her? She did catch them looking at her sometimes but they looked away before she smiled and even did anything.
As she went to slip the note book in her locker a piece of better fell out. She picked it up and it said:
We need to talk. Meet us in the parking lot.
-Alice.
She asked herself if she should go. She slipped her note book in her locker and crumbled up the piece of paper and threw it in the garbage. She zipped up her sweater and began to go to the front entrance when a couple of jocks moved past her, one of them brushed past her, causing her to fall back. She expected the hard ground, but arms caught her. At the cold touch she felt that it was Edward but as she turned around it was Emmett with Rosalie on the side.
Bella began to thank him but before she said anything, Emmett already pulled her through the doors and down the stairs to the parking lot. Alice, Jasper, Renesemee, Jacob and... Edward stood beside their cars. To Bella's point of view, their expression was fierce, poise and yet scared.
Edward gripped on the roof of the car, barely hard enough to even make a dent. She looked so tired and fragile. Fatigue might have been the problem but Edward strongly doubted. Even by the way she walked; she was so weak it was as if, if she fell she could break into pieces.
Bella stood, looking at every face. They wanted something from her, and she knew it.
"Get in, Bella." Alice said, getting in Emmett's jeep. Rosalie followed Emmett as they got in. Jasper paused and watched Bella for a second, then went in the jeep. Renesemee and Jacob entered the impala and drove off and followed Emmett's jeep. Edward seemed to glare at her but only he knew that he was scared. She quietly sighed, and then got in Edward's Volvo.
The drive to the Cullens' house was quiet. The only sound came from the radio from a rather old and boring band that shockingly had the number one spot on the local radio show. Despite that Edward's house was out of town, they made in less than five minutes. Edward parked the Volvo in the garage right next to Carlisle's Mercedes. As they went in the house, Bella couldn't help but feel weird. This was her first time here, but yet she couldn't help but feel scared. It wasn't the house; it was what she felt in the house. It seemed so different from any other house she has ever been in.
She gripped on the stairwell and froze.
Edward's with me up to a point.
Words echoed throughout her mind.
God and heaven exist... and so does hell.
She flinched. Edward noticed. She reached out for him, but he only took her hand. But nothing comforting came to help her.
But he doesn't believe there is an afterlife for our kind. You see, he thinks we've lost our souls.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Headache." She breathed out a small laugh, nervously. He nodded, and helped her up the stairs. They entered a small white hallway. Pictures hanged on the each wall. All of them individually hung on the wall. From up the stairs a picture caught her eye. A small petite brunette embraced Edward from behind, kissing his cheek. But before she could clearly see who it was, they turned around the corner. After that they entered the kitchen, where Esme, Bella took it as Edward's adoptive mother, cooking while Renesemee and Jacob leaned over her, hungrily.
Edward went to his mother and whispered something in her ear. Esme grabbed the cloth from the side and wiped her hands and turned and faced Bella. Bella gasped at how beautiful she was. They're all beautiful. Bella thought to herself. Esme smiled, and then slapped away Jacob's hand when he reached for a piece of meat from the cooking pan. Jacob glared at the woman and went back to Renesemee.
"It's finally nice to meet you, Isabella." Esme smiled.
"It's Bella." Bella said, softly.
Esme smiled and laughed. "Bella."
Alice came in the room, with Jasper by her side. Bella and Alice shared a brief moment then broke the eye contact as Renesemee asked when the food would be ready. Does she hate me? Bella asked to herself.
"Bella would you like to stay for lunch?" Esme asked as she turned off the stove.
Bella stammered but quickly answered with a small yes then followed Jacob and Renesemee into dining room. As Bella and the others ate, Bella asked herself several times why Edward and the others didn't eat. She wanted to ask Renesemee but she seemed to be busy talking to Jacob.
"I mean, Jake, could you at least try to be nice." Jacob glared at the girl. It finally occurred to Bella that Renesemee had said something about a date with some guy at school. But weren't she and Jacob together? Didn't Edward say it a couple weeks ago? "He's actually a nice guy."
Edward came in. "What's his name?"
"Oh, hell, you guys." Renesemee groaned, burying her face in her hands. "It's hard enough that this is the first guy I dated since..." She glanced at Bella, and then back at the boys. "Since five months ago." Bella suppressed herself from dropping her jaw to the ground. Bella hadn't even gone out a single date in her whole life and Renesemee was whining about that. Was life really that messed up?
"Uhm, Ness.... would you be angry if I told you that I broke your dresser?" Emmett yelled from downstairs. Apparently it is. Renesemee stood from her chair, but abruptly Jacob held her down.
"Emmett Cullen, get your butt down here!" Bella heard Esme yell from the other room. Footsteps came running down the stairs. "There you go, ruining more furniture. I swear, Emmett, if you break another thing in this house I'm- I'm... I'm" Esme couldn't seem to finish her sentence off. She sounded too angry to put it in words. Everyone in the room seemed to suppressing their laughs until they heard a slam from the door. The whole room burst out laughing.
Bella couldn't help but feel left out. Despite the fact that she was laughing it occurred to her that she hadn't felt this welcome in a house or even so much comfort toward anyone before. As the laughing dyed down the teens went into the living room, and watched TV. Bella still couldn't help but feel that they wanted something from her, but what?
As one movie ended Emmett went to place another when Edward stopped him. He whispered something to him. Emmett nodded and gestured for the others to come with him as he left. Leaving, an awfully shy Bella and a very concerned Edward. The room fell silent. Edward was standing beside the window, drumming his fingers on the window ceil. Bella watched him, as he thought very deeply.
She heard him about to say something when she interrupted him. "Edward?" He didn't turn around, but he answered with a small 'yes'. "Why'd you bring me here?" He didn't reply. "I know it wasn't just to hang out. It's something else, isn't it?"
"I told my father about what's happening to you."
"You told you're father?" She repeated.
He nodded. Bella sighed. "You can't blame me for worrying about you, can you?"
She sat back down on the couch. "I guess not."
"He informed your father. He's noticed that you seemed to act different." He turned around. "He suggested that you would stay in the hospital for a couple of days. My father had told him that he was a specialist and that we had an extra room in the house. So he asked if you could stay and do some tests on you."
"Like what?"
"Just some tests, Bella." He smiled that crooked smile. "But it's your choice about staying in the hospital or here."
She played with her fingers for a moment. She looked up at him and bit her lip. She couldn't help but ask. "Will you be here?"
He smiled. "If you want me to."
She smiled.
I hope you like. and I hope it's not confusing, 'cause I kindof rushing through it. well, review please. thank you if you do.
